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We're still a colony XD
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Sad because it was a long weekend for the other colonies. Like Canada and Australia

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You seem to be under the impression that I made my choices because of you. No, I made them for me. I discovered my self worth again. I remembered my strength and understand now that I am worth more.














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Avery Zain




Location: Caden&Nero's House - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





”Inside is good,” Avery agreed. ”Maybe have them take everything down, too,” Avery suggested. There was a lot to be set up in the house for the celebration that would no longer be happening.

Avery held Nero while they cried. He rubbed their back, slowly moving them into a position to be carried. ”He’ll come back…He just needs to regain control. He was very angry before he shut me out, but I don’t think it was directed at you,” Avery told Nero, hoping that helped in some way.



Cassiopeia Claire Alistair




Location: Caden&Nero’s House – Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit Hair Make-up





Cassi wasn’t entirely sure she heard Kimiko right. Caden…ran away? Then Avery spoke up, comforting Nero the best he could. He did. Caden ran off. Cassi had half a mind to go after him, kicking and screaming even if he was shifting uncontrollably.

Nic took control of the situation as best he could, and Cassi was incredibly grateful for it. ”There’s nothing more we can do today anyway. Caden will come back if he doesn’t do something reckless first,” Cassi stated.


Caden




Location: Caden&Nero's House – Chicago, IL
Skills: Shapeshifting;
Fit





It wasn’t until Nero dropped to the ground that Caden fully registered Cassiopeia’s words and what had just happened. He didn’t believe her at first, and then he didn’t want to believe her. The dragon inside warred with him, angry and wanting to be freed to go after the so-called prince of Hell. Caden was half inclined to let the dragon take over.

Caden’s attention shifted from Cassiopeia crying into Nic’s chest to his mate on the ground. No, not his mate. Not yet, anyway. Caden pulled his hand from Nero’s, releasing their forearm, and stumbled back a few steps.

”Caden?” Avery’s voice sounded barely above a whisper. Caden looked at him and Kimiko. Their faces were blurred, barely recognizable as the dragon inside him fought for control. The rage he felt was capable of burning him alive, he thought.

Caden started to shift. His hands morphed into claws, his eyes took on the shape and form of a dragon’s, and wings erupted from his back. Then he shifted again, slowly gaining and losing control of his powers as he fought to keep from shifting completely into a dragon. His eyes found Nero’s again, but even the sight of them couldn’t ground him.

”Es tut mir Leid.” Caden turned and walked quickly from the gazebo before the shift claimed him. He shifted from two legs to four and let the wolf he had claimed as his, run him through the trees.





Avery Zain




Location: Caden&Nero's House - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Avery watched Caden struggle to remain in control, but he was shocked when he ran off. Avery had never seen Caden lose control like that. He had seen Caden emotional, sure, but never to the point where he couldn’t control himself. And Avery never thought he would run from Nero.

Avery looked back at Nero and felt the need to support them. Avery squeezed Kimiko’s hands before he knelt on the ground with Nero. He stared at Nero, unsure what to do.

”I’m going to hold you, okay?” Avery waited half a second before he pulled Nero into an embrace.



Cassiopeia Claire Alistair




Location: Caden&Nero’s House – Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit Hair Make-up





Cassi wasn’t sure how long she remained hidden in Nic’s embrace; all she knew was that when she turned back around, Caden was gone. Cassi looked down, saw Avery holding Nero, and frowned.

”Where did he go?” Cassi asked Kimiko.


Caden




Location: Caden&Nero's House – Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





In the short time Caden had known Nero, he had quickly learned Nero's quarks and mannerisms. With that, it didn't seem like it had been a short time. It felt like Caden had been apart of Nero for months, years. He held the little imp's hands securely, thinking about how lucky he truly was to have such a companion early in his life. It was because of this connection that Caden could feel Nero's nervous energy wanting to let go and run all over the gazebo.

Caden rubbed his fingers across the back of Nero's hands after Cassi had anointed them. His eyes were trained on Nero, so he noticed the shift in Nero's demeanor. Caden titled his head slightly in silent question. A familiar look entered Nero's eyes and Caden's smirk mirrored Nero's; his eyes shifting to the brilliance of his dragon's.



Cassiopeia Claire Alistair




Location: Caden&Nero’s House – Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit Hair Make-up





While Cassi went through the steps, the atmosphere around the group shifted. Goosebumps rose on Cassi's skin when the magic of the ceremony started to grow. She returned to the altar, exchanging the bowl for the dagger, and came back to prick a finger on Caden and on Nero's hands. As soon as blood was added to the mix, the magic grew stronger. Cassi could taste it on her tongue and it sent a pleasant tingle through her body.

"Grasp forearms," she instructed the couple. Caden's hand encompassed Nero's forearm, his fingers wrapping over each other as he held on securely.

Behind Cassi, the book on the altar flipped pages on its own, and as Cassi spoke, the wind came. It wrapped itself around Nic in friendly greeting before joining Cassi. A flare of gold and purple swirled briefly around Caden and Nero's arms before it thinned out and wrapped like a rope around their joined forearms.

When Cassi spoke, her voice sounded older, much like Caden's would get when he tapped into the power of his dragon. Her voice held the warmth of a crackling hearth, but the smell of the world around them shifted to that of ozone and fresh rain.

"The two shall become one, united and bound by blood, bone, and flesh. What one feels so may the other feel. What one desires so may the dream. What one hears so may the other see. Joined, connected, fore-" The wind snapped and howled around them. The candles snuffed out and Cassi felt the air leave her lungs momentarily. Her eyes snapped open, wide with shock before they rolled back into her head.

Caden didn't dare break the connection with Nero but he yelled at Nic to grab Cassi before she fell. But Cassi didn't fall. She was frozen in place as the vision overtook her. She saw darkness and experienced a cold so powerful she wondered if she would ever be warm again. Shadows danced around her until they started to solidify. Cassi saw a familiar chair--a throne--and she knew where she was.

People came out of the darkness, demons, devils, and witches. All manner of dark creatures crowded and shoved to get a glimpse of the people on the altar. Cassi saw Nero chained as they usually were, but they were dressed in this ridiculous gown. If one could even call it that. It was more a piece of the night sky draped across their porcelain skin, leaving them quite naked. Mundus towered over them, one hand on Nero's shoulder while the other held their chain. Cassi resisted the urge to charge forward and rip the thing from Mundus's hands.

The prince smiled, his teeth glowing in the dim light as he stared down at her and the people around her. "Bow my children, and welcome my mate."

Cassi was thrown from the vision. She hurtled through the worlds between and gasped when she finally returned. Cassi stumbled back into something warm and solid. Her eyes desperately searched for Caden's then Nero's. She looked at the demon with such sorrow before looking at Caden again.

"I can't," she said, repeating herself several times as she shook her head vigorously.

Caden refused to release Nero's forearm even though the magic had unraveled from around them. His hold tightened. "Mon amour, please. You said you could do this."

Cassi shook her head profusely. "I can't, Caden, I can't I can't I...." Her voice broke and she looked back at Nero, tears streaming down her face. "They're already claimed."

Silence filled the space, the wind finally gone. Not even the birds sang goodnight to the fading sunlight. Cassi turned and buried her face in Nic's chest. "I can't I'm so sorry I can't."

"Fuck."


Caden




Location: Caden&Nero's House – Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Caden was watching Nero, waiting for their reply, so he caught the distant look his imp had after noting how intimidating meeting Caden’s family would be. Caden didn’t deny that they would pass judgment over his union with Nero, but his family also respected the right of choice and decisions made by the host and their dragon.

Nero pulled themself back to the present and confirmed they were ready, and rather than question them, Caden smiled and pulled Nero across the bridge and up the steps of the gazebo. It was finally time, and Caden couldn’t keep the grin off his face.



Avery Zain




Location: Caden&Nero's House - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Avery grinned, the excitement of shifting with Kimiko now that they were bonded plain on his face. ”Indeed it would be. We’ll be connected mind-to-mind. We could hunt together, or we could play, or we could just talk in a way most don’t get to experience.”

The sound of Caden and Nero approaching reminded Avery tonight wasn’t for him and Kimiko. Avery finally walked up the steps and pulled Kimiko over to one side of the gazebo where they could sit while the ceremony started.



Cassiopeia Claire Alistair




Location: Caden&Nero’s House – Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit Hair Make-up





Cassi settled her hands on the wooden altar, letting the earth pull her down and ground her. She banished all thoughts of ancestral ghosts and weddings from her mind, only inviting Caden’s family should they choose to be in the space, but she didn’t think they would be present today. A cool touch and kiss to her cheek brought Cassi back, and she looked at Nic.

Cassi smiled at Nic as he took a step back. ”Is tu mo ghràdh,” she replied. It was a little more than the usual ‘I love you,’ but Cassi felt it was needed at this moment, even if Nic might not fully understand. The sound of Caden’s shoes on the gazebo brought Cassi back to the task at hand.

She smiled at her oldest friend before looking at Nero and shared a friendly look with them.

”Usually this ceremony is done in Gaelic. The most important parts I will speak to invoke the magic, but I will translate as well.” Cassi knew Caden was teaching Nero some phrases as she was doing with Nic, but Avery wouldn’t know, and she wasn’t sure how up-to-date Kiki kept with her studies.

”I will have you two join hands and shut your eyes while I cleanse you and the space. Don’t worry, Nero. It’s not holy water,” she teased, wanting to bring humour into such a serious situation. Cassi grabbed the bowl of water and started walking around the pair of them, wiping the liquid on their hands and arms, as well as their faces and necks. As Cassi worked, she spoke words of honour and bravery and of unity and connection. She altered between Gaelic and English, ensuring everyone was included. The people supporting the bonding ceremony were just as important as the two being bonded.



Caden




Location: Caden&Nero's House – Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Caden set Nero back down before they needed to cross the bridge. His eyes remained on Nero, though, feeling compelled to keep his focus on them. "Germany would be nice...Maybe I could convince some of my family to join us," Caden mused.

Caden took Nero's hand in his and kissed the back of it. He finally broke his eye contact with Nero to look at the gazebo. Everything and everyone sat or stood on the other side, waiting for the two of them. Caden smiled before looking back at Nero.

"Ready?"



Cassiopeia Claire Alistair




Location: Caden&Nero’s House – Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit Hair Make-up





Cassi pouted but felt warmth on her cheeks. "Oh, fine. I'll just save that for another day." Cassi gathered her dress in one hand as she walked up the steps of the gazebo. She shook her dress out and released Nic from her hold before she approached the altar. She ran a hand over the leather bound book while she processed Nic's words.

There had been so much talk about their future and children, and of course Ren's teasing about marriage but the two had never really spoken about it. Cassiopeia felt her ears warm as she avoided looking at Nic.

"Depends on if you consider ghosts a part of the guest list," Cassi said. She glanced at Nic before looking away. Marrying a witch was no simple task. It also didn't occur very often. At least not in the context of what marriage was today.



Avery Zain




Location: Caden&Nero's House - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Avery crossed the bridge with Kimiko, looking forward to spending a quiet night with her after the celebrations this evening. However, he could hear the little bit of anxiety in her voice even though she tried to hide it. Avery motioned for Kimiko to take the first step on the gazebo so they were closer in height. He stopped and brushed his knuckles against her cheek.

"I won't need to tonight, but I won't be able to resist the call tomorrow night," he told her. The moon never forced a werewolf to shift, but the compulsion to run under the glow of the moon was strong enough to not bother resisting her call.


Caden




Location: Caden&Nero's House – Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Warmth lit up Caden's eyes at Nero's comment, even if the imp was teasing him. ”Maybe you can wear white lingerie instead,” Caden whispered. He turned suddenly and picked Nero up, lifting them over a tiny creek of water that had formed in the ground. Nero was on track to stepping over it without a problem, but Caden simply wanted the excuse of picking Nero up.

”I suspect our wedding may be a destination wedding of some sort with both of our inputs. This one… I wanted to be intimate and special, but there are some ceremonial things that have to be executed in the right way for the bond to occur,” Caden briefly explained.



Cassiopeia Claire Alistair




Location: Caden&Nero’s House – Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit Hair Make-up





”Business casual… so not short skirts with stockings?” Cassi flirted, referencing her outfit from the other day.

The tree line opened up to reveal a small, rounded bridge that crossed over a large stream where the gazebo rested on the other side. More fairy light with enclosed candles lit the space romantically. Flowers and vines wrapped around the bridge and the outer structure of the gazebo. Inside the gazebo were chairs with blankets and cushions framing the inside edge. The middle hosted a large empty space with only an altar taking up some room. On the altar rested a book, a bowl, and a ceremonial dagger.

Cassi smiled when Nic spoke casually about what he pictured for his wedding. ”Is it a large outdoor wedding or smaller?” she asked him.



Avery Zain




Location: Caden&Nero's House - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Avery looked at Kimiko suspiciously. ”Ya huh. You can just tell me later,” he decided before allowing her change of topic to take over.

The whole setting looked much better than it did while he was helping to set up. The atmosphere of the place had shifted now that everything had come together. The gazebo still looked rustic and overgrown with plant life, but the new additions made it feel more homey. The flowers added colour and texture, while the seating and blankets invited onlookers to enter and relax.

”Maybe we can come back after supper… The night sky should be clear, and with the full moon tomorrow it should be bright enough to see everything.”


Caden




Location: Caden&Nero's House – Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





”Hmm, maybe I should schedule ourselves a little honeymoon after. Then we can really hide away from the others,” Caden said.

He escorted Nero outside and followed the others at a respectable distance. From what he could hear, each couple was having their own little conversation as they made their way to the gazebo hidden away in the woods.

As they entered the woods, fairy lights hung from the trees, and random lamps sat along the path, guiding the way. About halfway from the location, flower petals littered the pathway, and the intensity of lights grew. The sun setting cast a fiery glow through the trees that brought the sense of a warm natural hearth to mind.

Caden looked at Nero, seeking their approval of the set-up.



Cassiopeia Claire Alistair




Location: Caden&Nero’s House – Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit Hair Make-up





”More mature than her,” Cassi said matter-of-fact. Cassi flourished her dress as they walked along the lit path, smiling to herself. She has always loved natural weddings or ceremonies like these. Nic’s compliment brought her focus back, and she smiled at him.

”Only if you promise to dress like this for them,” she said and smoothed down his collar while they walked. ”I was going to go shopping for a nice dress for November. Do you want to come with me, or would you like to be surprised again?”



Avery Zain




Location: Caden&Nero's House - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Avery caught Kimiko staring at him, and it made him happier. He smiled softly, looking away from her to give her a moment and watched the ground for a moment. The path they walked was fairly smooth, but Avery guided Kimiko around any dips or rocks that might make her trip up.

”And why do the two of them need help moving along?” Cassi and Nic looked incredibly happy to him. Why was Kiki meddling?


Caden




Location: Caden&Nero's House – Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Caden enveloped Nero in his arms, and pulled them closer, lifting them slightly off the ground. The dragon shifter was incredibly tempted to take Nero to the couch and banish any thoughts of doubt or worry from their mind.

”Well, if you are certain, then let’s go before I have to postpone this day. You are proving to be a dangerous distraction,” he said and kissed Nero’s cheek before leading them from the house.



Cassiopeia Claire Alistair




Location: Caden&Nero’s House – Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit Hair Make-up





Cassi whipped her head around and stared daggers at Kimiko. ”Kiki! Seriously?!” Cassi’s face flushed, especially when Nic agreed with her. She pulled Nic forward, away from Kimiko and Avery, and from the others when they finally emerged from the house.

”Ignore her. She’s a child,” Cassi said, loud enough for Kimiko to hear. Cass wrapped her arm around Nic’s, taking a moment to compose herself while they walked towards the trees.



Avery Zain




Location: Caden&Nero's House - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Avery stood a little straighter in response to Kimiko’s compliment on his appearance. It quickly shifted when Kimiko referred to Cassi’s breasts. He choked and coughed himself, trying to fade into the background, but it wasn’t very easy. When Cassiopeia pulled Nic away, Avery started to laugh.

”I can’t believe you said that,” he laughed.


Avery Zain




Location: Caden&Nero's House - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Avery smirked, glancing back at Caden and Nero before he led Kiki outside. As they walked, he leaned down to whisper into Kimiko’s ear. ”Tu es magnifique, petit renard.” His hand rested comfortably on Kimiko’s hip while he held the door open and followed her outside.

Avery always found it a bit better being around Kimiko, and he was still better when he touched her in some way. The physical connection reinforced the emotional and mental bond they shared.

”Caden wants us to go on ahead. I think Nero is feeling nervous.”



Caden




Location: Caden&Nero's House – Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Caden ran their hands back down Nero’s arms while they talked. He nodded, attempting to understand Nero’s nerves. He picked up Nero’s hands and kissed each one in turn. ”I love you, Nero. More than anything in this world. I want to be bonded to you more than I’ve ever wanted anything—and I’ve wanted a lot of things. However, if you don’t want to do this anymore, just tell me, and we’ll take the getaway car.” The last thing Caden wanted was to force Nero into something they no longer desired.



Cassiopeia Claire Alistair




Location: Caden&Nero’s House – Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit Hair Make-up





Cassi’s eyes wandered down Nic’s arms and chest. She nodded her head from side to side in agreement with Nic.

”True, but I always think you look wow, even if I’ve seen you wear something already. And today, you look even more wow.” Her eyes made their way back up to Nic’s. ”Even with the wet hair.”

Avery’s voice announced the slight change of plans. Cassi kept her attention on Nic while she answered. ”Mmm, last-minute jitters, I suppose.” She ran a hand down Nic’s arm and intertwined their fingers together.


Avery Zain




Location: Caden&Nero's House - Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Avery stood near the door, watching Kimiko walk up to him. He took his time admiring her, grateful to have this incredible creature in his life, and relieved that she gave him a second chance. Avery raised his eyebrows at her news and wrapped Kimiko in his arms. His scent engulfed hers, and he had a brief image of picking her up and whisking her away to the bedroom. He shared this image with Kimiko.

”Did he? Want me to beat him up?”



Caden




Location: Caden&Nero's House – Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit





Caden laughed. ”Not until after the ceremony, Zain. I don’t want to get blood on my shirt.” Caden looked at Nero and chuckled.

”And the same goes for you. There will be no skipping out of the ceremony.” Caden wrapped an arm securely around Nero. ”You two go on ahead with Nic and Cassi. We’ll follow,” he told Avery and Kiki. Once they left, Caden looked down at Nero.

”You’re nervous, still. Is there anything I can do to help ease that?”



Cassiopeia Claire Alistair




Location: Caden&Nero’s House – Chicago, IL
Skills:
Fit Hair Make-up





Cassiopeia beamed at Nic when he looked her up and down. Kiki’s words were strong in her ears about Nic stealing her away and about her boobs looking good. She twirled around for Nic to see every angle before she assessed her boyfriend for herself.

”You look wow yourself,” Cassi said. She closed the distance and rested her hands on his arms. She smiled up at Nic, silent while she watched him. Her mind wandered to how much she loved this man, and how she wanted to spend the rest of time with him. Cassi lifted her hand and ran her fingers through his still-damp hair.
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