You wouldn't think things like a merry-go-round, maze of mirrors, or "games of skill" would be amusing to espers. Certainly, there are more exilerating things they deal with on a day to day basis. But as two kids, Mika and Finn could appreciate the simple, low stakes amusement that a traveling carnival provided.
For the first time in a while, Finn
actually had a good time with someone
without dream demons or ghost doctors interrupting anything. Though he did have to stick closer to Mika a few times. The boy wasn't exactly one for crowds, or the overall overstimulation that came with coming to places like this. But as long as he stayed by his companion he was okay.
”It's almost time for your other date, huh?” Mika was dressed in a simple t-shirt and jeans. Usually she was inseperable from her backpack, but terrorists ruined that for everyone, so she left it in Su's van.
”Did you want to do anything else? I think we have time for one more.” "Hmmm, you think they got a haunted house here?" Finn asked, glancing around for any ideas. He was carrying a few prizes the two had won from some of the games.
"Then again that might be a bad idea. Compared to what we deal with, shit like that'd be hotcakes." He chuckled to himself.
”I'm not surprised you want to see a haunted house. Given, you know. Your weapon?” Mika grabbed the air with one hand and pulled on an invisible ripcord with the other.
"Hah! Maybe I should work in one then? I'm sure there's a few people afraid of murder puppets!" Finn lightly elbowed Mika's arm.
The good news was that there was a haunted house nearby. The bad news was that it definitely wasn't theme park quality. This was a mobile fair, and as a result everything was designed to be quickly stored and erected. The outside of the haunted house did not hide its modular design. It was a simple metal frame that had panels bolted to it with wing nuts. The panels themselves had monster designs that looked like they had been inspired by album covers of the 70’s or 80’s, which was well before either of the children had been born. It looked kind of tacky on the outside, but it might be scary to be inside such a hastily constructed contraption.
”I won’t lie, I’m kind of sold.” Mika was already walking towards the entrance.
Finn's brows rose. With a stiffled wheeze at her quick decision, he quickly followed behind.
"Wait up!"When Finn caught up to Mika, she was standing in front of the entrance way, tickets already purchased. It didn’t look any less ramshack up close, but Mika was noticeably hesitant to enter. Ahead was a darkened hallway lit up by fake torches, in what had to be the saddest attempt to mimic an old goth castle. When Finn was at Mika’s side, she reached for his hand and squeezed it.
”Ready?” she didn’t take her eyes off the darkness.
Finn gently squeezed her hand back in response.
"Mhm." He nodded with a reassuring smile.
As soon as they entered, the two were greeted by a generic evil laugh. Aside from the voice being cheesy, it was played out of a hidden speaker with connection problems. It would have worked in an asylum, but not a “gothic castle” like this. The outdated animatronics didn’t fair much better. Seeing skeletons and ghosts wave their arms wasn’t scary when accompanied by the hum of electric motors. It was a novelty from a bygone era, and half of them weren’t even operable. But still, Mika cautiously moved between the threshold of each room they entered. There was another laugh, this time from a witch. A cardboard cut out of a witch slowly moved past a window before disappearing. Her grip on Finn’s hand tightened.
They must have entered the last room, because it was large and poorly lit. Purple lights turned on along the walls and smoke rolled in from in front of them. The whirring of electronics started again and something raced towards them. Mika’s hand slipped out of his, and then
Cerberus brandished her claws. She shoved Finn onto his back just as the source of her fears emerged from the smoke. She drove her hand into its face, only to discover it was an animatronic skeleton king. Her claws had marred its face and knocked the crown off of its head.
She stared at it dumbfounded.
Mika transformed back before helping Finn to his feet. She then placed the crown back on its head before walking around it and leaving with Finn.
”I think it’ll look scarier with a scar.” she nodded to herself.
"Ya' think?" The boy laughed with his own dumbfounded reaction, much more towards how...vigilant Mika reacted to it all. Maybe it was a bad idea to suggest something like this. Finn slightly frowned.
"You okay though? Be honest with me, cause I'd hardly believe you went Cerberus mode on a whim." He softly asked her.
”I’ve had a lot on my mind. I think I’m okay. Just need some time. You know.” Mika said without looking at Finn.
”But we should think about your next date. Did you want me to drop you off somewhere? Home? The Great Escape?” "I'd be an ass if I ghosted Betty, so the Great Escape, if you mind?" Finn shrugged.
”I wasn't sure if you wanted to take a shower first.”
Of course, Finn didn't immediately go inside outright. He idly paced back and forth outside, waiting for any sign of Betty. He quietly watched everyone inside through the window, kept adjusting his
attire multiple times so he would look as cleaned up as possible, even climbed up onto the roof so he could sit somewhere yet not once had he stopped moving for more than a few seconds.
Was he nervous? Perhaps. This
was the first date with any romantic intent he's been on. That is if the two of them were actually compatable with each other. The boy only hoped he wouldn't screw this up somehow.
From Finn’s vantage point up above, he could see a few people walking on the streets below. The city was starting to heal, and the ruined streetways and buildings were once again fit to be inhabited by people. At least until the next behemoth attack rolled through.
Mika’s van was parked some distance away. She had offered to take Finn home when he was done, insisting it was no bother as she had things to do in the area anyway. So Finn waited, but never really stood still.
Then he spotted her. The pale woman was wearing
the same dress she wore the day she was abducted. It was her performing outfit, but it worked as a formal dress. Against the darkness, the white girl stood out like a star. Though the only thing she had that actually shined was her glass violin. Betty wasn’t performing tonight, but given what happened last time she was here it was probably better to have her grimoire on her person.
Though Finn could also protect her this time too.
She stood in front of the Great Escape, casting her gaze down either side of the side walk. She had arrived exactly ten minutes early, which gave Finn some time to go meet her.
"Hyup!" Finn hopped down from the top of the diner and jogged up to Betty.
"Hey, B." He greeted her with a grin.
"You look amazing."”Thank you,” Betty smiled at Finn.
”And my nickname is ‘B’ now? Does that make me sound more hip?”Finn quickly cleared his throat.
"well uh, you didn't exactly take well to the first one so I- Uhm-" He stepped to the door and opened it, waiting for her to step inside first.
"It's a work in progress, I-I'll come up with something else. Probably." He sheepishly glanced aside.
While his head was turned, he could feel Betty stroke his head with her hand.
”I’m just messing around, Finn. there’s no need to be like that. We’re here to enjoy ourselves.” She reached for his hand and walked inside. The boy's face flushed a light pink at the affections. He simply mumbled an apology, gently squeezing her hand in response.
”I was just thinking about giving you a nickname, but ‘F’ doesn’t have the same ring that B does.”"Bit hard to do that when I already go by a nickname though, isn't it?" Finn said as he looked for a good booth for them to sit at. Or maybe they can sit by the counter this time?
"My full name's Finnegan, I just usually go by Finn cause it's too...formal, for me? It feels weird using it on a day-to-day basis." He went on to explain.
Betty's smile grew.
”My birth certificate says my name is Elizabeth, but I've been called Betty for as long as I can remember. My mother would only use my full name if she was really mad.” While Finn was wondering where they should sit, Betty guided him to a small table and sat down with him. After looking into his eyes for a moment, she continued.
”I think we're conditioned to give shorter names to people when they are longer than three syllables.”His eyebrows rose when she shared
her full name. Elizabeth. Lovely, but he never considered Betty being derived from that.
"Oh right! Your mother! How is she?" Hopefully both of them have been doing okay, considering the state of the city.
"You've been able to see her again, yeah?"”She's much happier now that I'm not a vampire thrall.” She supressed her laugh.
”It's a shame I can't tell them the truth, but I guess being abducted by gangsters is a bit more believable than being abducted by a vampire. We video called dad too. She doesn't let me go anywhere without an escort now, but I told her that one of the cops who saved me was going to meet up with me. Speaking of cops, how is work? You get everything settled with your co-workers? You look a lot better today.”"Nnnnnot really. Our new squad leader let me off with a warning. Even after I tried to reason with Dr. Moller, in vain. Either I fall back in line or they cut me out. Simple as." Finn sighed.
"But I had an epiphany lately and figured I'd just embrace being the attack dog. If they have a problem with me, then tough shit." He casually shrugged.
Betty pulled her head back when he swore.
”Oh, well, that's unfortunate. I was thinking about joining GEMINI, but if everyone is that difficult to work with, maybe I should get a job as a freelancer?”"It's ultimately your choice, we are a bit undermaned at the moment. Mika's cool, if not a bit tense recently, but it'd be nice to have you there." Finn rested his arms on the table.
"And besides, maybe it is just...me. Y'know?"”All I know is that I wouldn't be here if a GEMINI agent decided to shoot me because I was part vampire. Though that's always why the bad boy act you're doing right now is never going to work.”Finn flinched in surprise, his face flushing a redder tint.
"Bad boy act?!"”Don't bad boys act like renegades when presented with rules?” She lowered her pitch and spoke.
”Besides, maybe it is just me, ya know?” Finn could only groan in embarassment.
Shortly afterwards a waitress appeared. Once they ordered, they had a moment to talk about what they had been doing, how Finn's sister was running for mayor, how the guy running against her was probably bad and a nut job, and a great many other topics that would bore you to tears if you weren't trying to form a romantic bond. Their talk continued well into their meal,
"I wonder if there are any shrimp and spagetti monsters. I could keep one as a pet and have this every day!" After taking a bite of her Shrimp Scampi, she set down her fork.
"You know what? I think we should have a toast. What would you like to have a toast to, Finn?" She picked up her can of soda in preperation.
The boy picked up his and thought for a moment.
"To us, perhaps? To new beginnings?" He suggested.
Betty smiled.
"To us, and new beginnings!"Before their cans could connect, Finn found himself falling
through his seat into a bathroom stall. The landing was hard, and his natural inclination was to look up. He could see a swirling portal that he had falling into and caught a glimpse of Mary’s hand coming over to banish it.
"What the fuck Mary?!"But the portal closed before he got a reply.
He cursed under his breath. Right, if there's another goddamn vampire gunning after
his ass this time, he's gonna smack Mary upside the head next time he sees them. A hand in his pocket gripping his grimoire, he quietly peeked out the stall to see if the bathroom was empty.
The bathroom was not totally empty. There was a woman washing her hands, another appeared to be calling a friend, and that was without looking under any of the stalls.
Mary dropped him into the women's restroom. Of course. Either he's gonna have to wait until everyone leaves or make up an excuse, that his friends pulled a prank on him or something. Finn sighed. So much for hoping this didn't go awry, but at least it wasn't nightmare demons this time, right? He hugged his knees to his chest in hopes no one will notice him.
The woman who was washing her hands left shortly after she was done, but the girl on the phone remained. As Finn waited, he had to wonder what Mary and Betty were doing.
Hopefully they're just...making up? Hopefully. Finn slowly unraveled himself after a moment and stepped back up to the door.
...Right, excuse it is.
He quietly pushed the stall open and quickly made his way to the door, avoiding eye contact with anyone.
The girl on the phone spotted Finn. She raised an eyebrow, but continued her call without adressing him.
Whew.Unfortunately, Finn would come to find that Mary and Betty were not exactly being civil with each other. Betty had transformed, and the two were shouting at each other.
”...So I asked him first! So you can’t take him as your boyfriend!” Ze pointed at Betty with their puppet.
"I didn’t take him, I offered to go on a date with him and he accepted! Probably because he knows I won’t drop him into a bathroom like you did to us!""Oh shit-" Finn hurried over to stand in between the two before they could start trying to kill each other.
"Bit of a weird way to say hello, Mary, you do remember the last time you chucked someone into the wrong bathroom, right???" He quickly spoke to the puppeteer esper.
”I mean…” Mary crossed her arms.
”That’s not going to happen twice, right?”"Finn, what’s going on?" Betty kept her sword at the ready.
"She keeps saying you’re already taken." Mary visibly winced when Betty got her pronoun wrong.
"What is she talking about? You weren’t dating her while trying to rescue me, were you?" Finn sucked in air through his teeth.
"I. Never. Agreed to that. This is why I said my love life is no one goddamn buisness. Me and Mary aren't a couple, trust me. I know they have a crush on me but I hadn't really felt the same way, I'll admit." He tried to explain.
"Hell I didn't even know if I'd feel that way for anyone in fact, that's why I'm glad you were upfront about seeing if we're compatable. If we weren't, then at the very least I'd be glad we're on better terms after everything." He smiled at Betty, but the rose a brow once he looked at Mary.
"Besides that, how'd you even know we were here?"”Come on, Finn!” Denny the puppet folded his little bunny arms.
”You’re a smart boy! You chose to have a date in the #1 freelance hangout!” But while Denny seemed mildly annoyed with Finn, Mary was on the verge of tears.
”Y-You went on a date with me, and you agreed to it!” She hugged Denny.
”We went to an arcade! A-And I stood by your side while that sand curse tried to eat away at you! You really never felt anything for me?”"T-Technically that'd imply I was taken by Klava first considering we went out to use that meal ticket from the diner job and, frankly, not a snowball's chance in hell. Ew." Somehow he seemed to talk even faster.
"Look, I know I'm weird, I've never been in a proper relationship, I don't know where I swing or if at all just please-"Just when it looked like the gear boy was going to blow a gasket, a reassuring hand fell on his back. The appearance of the newly arrived was so startling that both Mary and Betty couldn’t help but look at them wide eyed.
Mika, just as transformed as the other girls, patted Finn on the shoulder and stepped out from behind him.
”You guys do not get it. he is in an open re-lay-shin-ship with us. That’s why he is dating us all at the same time.” WHAT?! So much for reassuring.
Betty blinked.
"Excuse me?"”He is a free spirit.” Mika continued to explain, despite Finn's expression begging her not to.
”My mom was the same way. She would go on dates with people all the time. I got to meet some potential daddies and mommies my mommy was going to have for me, but they usually didn’t click with me. Mom said it was because they were mean, but I do not know. Jack-o-line didn’t want to stay with me either. ” Mary collapsed into Finn’s seat.
”I thought he might be the same way and I was right. He went on a date with me before coming here.” Betty also sat back down.
”I’m not surprised to hear he has a fourth one.” Mary cried softly into her puppet.
"...Finnegan Vanhorn." Betty kept her arms loose, but it was clear she was reeling from this sudden reveal.
"When I asked you if you wanted to go on a date, it was with the expectation that we were going to have a romantic outing, and that you didn’t have three other partners." "I- I-"”I had not dated him at that time, so it would have been only two.”Betty closed her eyes and waved away Mika’s words.
"I don’t care what any of these other people say. But I need to know if you were cheating on me or using me to cheat. So at the time when I offered to go on a date with you, were you considering anyone else to be your girlfriend?" "NO, DAMNIT!" Finn shouted, an outburst that even startled himself.
"This was the only date I've been on that actually had any romantic intent! If none of you can understand that, if none of you can fucking understand where I'm coming from, that I'm- I'm not some fucking sleezebag or whatever, then what's the point in any of this?! He was trying so hard to stop trembling. His voice cracked under the pressure, even when he felt his chest starting to constrict. He clawed at his own arms, nails digging into skin.
"I just wanted ONE NIGHT where nothing goes wrong! ONE! If I can't even have that- I-If I can't even spend time with people without them misreading the room then-! AAAAUGH!!" He struggled to catch his breath, he couldn't. He couldn't breathe. He could barely even acknowledge the room or the figures around him, what with darkness creeping in the corners of his vision.
Mary had fled half way through Finn's wild mad ramble. She slammed the door behind zemselves as they left. Mika and Betty, however, had stuck around for the entire thing. Both looked mortified, with each one waiting for the other one to speak up first. The only thing filling the silence was Finn trying to take as deep of breaths as he could. Doc would zap him on the spot with eldritch lightning if he broke down again over something so trivial.
Elroy, completely
untransformed, strolled over to the group with his hands in his pockets.
"Hey." Despite speaking in a calm tone and using his indoor voice, he commanded everyone’s attention.
"Is everyone okay over here?" Elroy looked between the two girls that Finn had just cussed out. His eyes fell on the most upset looking one first.
"You okay, Kitty-cat?" Mika bit her lower lip and dried her eyes on her arm.
”I was just leaving.” She started to walk away from the table when she looked over her shoulder.
”Find someone else to drive you home.” She reached her hand out and attempted to push through the entry door. Once she realized her mistake, she shoved the exit door open and hastily vanished from sight.
Elroy looked to Betty.
"You okay, violin girl?" She nodded, as did Elroy. He shoved his hands into his pockets and walked back to his table.
Betty stared at her half eaten dinner with her arms folded.
Finn suddenly set the amount of money due on the table. He avoided looking back at Betty.
"M'sorry." He mumbled.
"I was...really hoping nothing would go wrong this time. Damn me, I guess. Shit like this always happens so you'd expect me to be used to it by now, eh?" He tiredly chuckled, managing a weakened smile.
"But I did genuinely want this to work, between us, especially after..." Finn trailed off, his face twisting into a frown.
Faintest memories. Not his, but at the same time it was. A familiar guilt. The pain in his chest still came in waves.
The boy sighed.
"You don't have to stay. At the very least let me cover everything, it's the least I can do."Betty had remained motionless through his entire explanation. She sat back in her chair and rose her eyes to meet Finn's.
"Remember earlier when you said it might be you?" She held the side of her head in her hand.
"Finn, I'm- Look, a date was never necessary. I've already met you a few times and I know you can be an incredible person when you want to be. But what's happening? You're swearing like a sailor, any time I talk to you it's about how something went wrong, and if there's even a little bit of stress... What has you so agitated?"Finn kept his head low, fingers drumming the surface of the table trying to figure out how to answer.
"...Have you ever felt like you weren't in control of your life?" He softly asked.
"Like for every good thing that happens to you, something bad always happens in turn? A price to pay, in blood or otherwise. Or that you're being set up and you don't know what for?" Finn ran his hands through his hair.
"I'm starting to realize there's a pattern to these things and I have to just..." He vaguely motions to nothing in particular.
"Embrace it? Whatever it is."Betty watched Finn for a moment. Then she gently took his hand and pulled him back into his seat. The corners of her lips curled into a smile, but it was clear she was forcing herself.
"When I was enthralled by that vampire, I could see out into the world. I was a prisoner in my own body, and I could watch everything as it happened. Sometimes I would black out for a few hours, or maybe a few days, but I was "awake" for a lot of what happened. I had very little control there." Betty folded her arms. With a sigh, she returned to her normal form.
"But there have been less extreme cases too! The day we first met, I couldn't bring myself to play. I was embarrassed that Elroy had to cover for me. It was very nice of him, but I felt guilty the entire time. Part of me wanted to throw him off the stage so that I could continue, even though I couldn't. What both of these situations have in common is that they were beyond my control, but I was okay because someone else was watching out for me." she pushed her plate aside.
"It's not just you, Finn. Everyone feels like that at some point. The trick is to have the humility to let someone come to your rescue. Like earlier, I think that was largely a misunderstanding? But what made it... bad... was that you felt like you had to defend yourself from these 'accusations.' But if we had been allowed to talk, maybe we could have all come to an understanding." She looked away.
"Or maybe not. Sometimes bad things are just outside your control.""..."Of course she didn't understand. No one did. It was nice of her to try and sympathize with him, but he already had a bad feeling when she forced herself to smile. A part of Finn felt like she was talking down to him.
Maybe he really was mad.
Finn just nodded then, swallowing a lump in his throat.
"Yeah."