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5 yrs ago
Current Guess who's back!
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7 yrs ago
As it so turns out RPGuild is not dead and neither am I! However I have lost both of my personal devices recently so I am unable to say how I'll be able to keep up with this site if at all. I'm sorry.
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7 yrs ago
It's a new Dawn, it's a new Day, it's a new School Year for me! Enjoy your breaks while they last folks , they end sooner than you think!
7 yrs ago
I am utterly sorry. I could've and should've said something. I dont ask forgiveness, I just want to apologize. I am returning to Roleplayerguild, so if for some reason you want to talk drop me a PM.
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8 yrs ago
Wow. If all these RPs really kick off I'll have a 1x1, a Free RP, and 2 Casuals. Still, let me know if you wanna talk ideas! My inbox is always open!

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Hey, you! Welcome to my Basic Member Page!
I know, I know. Impressive. Please remove your jaw from the floor, your drool is staining my virtual carpet. Japes aside, seeing as you're still reading, I suppose I'll introduce myself.

My name's Tiye, and I've been role-playing on & off again for about 3 years now; originally with a few close friends, chat rooms here & there, but I mostly stuck with creative writings of own. Now I'm looking for more of a community. Some things about me: I'm a Black, 17 year old, agenderflux (they/she pronouns) teen who errs on the side of intrigue, and enjoys long walks by the beach. I've also been known to have a penchant for humor, but I don't know who started that vile rumor. If you find them, they're wanted dead or alive.

So yeah, that's me. How about you? Don't be afraid to pm or message, I only bite when I'm hungry or bigots are nearby. Either way, have a good one :)

| Started April 1st, 2017 | Totally by coincidence |

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Sorry, ran into some distractions. ^^;

Just so there's no confusion either: the reason Seren feels off before and during the spirit attack is because of the demon residing in their soul. No real impact except a psychological one, but the presence of so many dark auras caused a reaction in them. That's all, in case anyone was confused, because I knew I didn't explain the ending very clearly. I wanted it to be quite choppy to reflect their state of mind.
'Maybe this was the right call after all.' Seren suppressed the small smile that quivered on their lips when Raphael didn't immediately proceed to shove them out of his way. They followed behind the boy with the tingling stirrings of pride worming into their chest. While it definitely shouldn't be --and spoke a lot about Seren's social background-- this was a small win for them. Seren sort of, kind of, in a way asserted themself, and it didn't backfire. That's not to imply Seren's never raise their voice before, or that they'd ever been made to feel their opinion wasn't valued at home, but quite the opposite. Long before he entered their life and soul, their family always doted on their every word. As if Seren was made of glass, and so they all watched out so their voices didn't shatter the fragile child. To be fair, Seren was and still is, emotionally raw from all of the confusion and hurt from their night-terrors, but their family's coddling-but-not-coddling response taught Seren early on that their words meant something. That all it took was the wrong kind of phrasing in response to a simple question like "How are you?" to spoil someone's mood, and they'd never say anything about it either; just be silently upset. It'd be silently all their fault. Needless to say, this contributed to Seren's social anxieties, so they'd still half-expected a shove despite what they learned from the dream. They'd definitely received worse with less warni-

”... Your name."
Alertness drew into Seren's yellow orbs which had previously been occupied with watching The Academy grow bigger as the two approached the monolith of polished stone. 'He's actually talking to me first? And it's not to tell me to buzz off?' It wasn't a question, but Raphael continued, "if you’re going to follow me around like a flea, then I at least should know your name..." The "flea" comment wasn't unnoticed, but Seren brushed that off before it even touched them. Armani was always snide and sassy in the morning anyway, so Seren had a resistance. What stuck out for Seren was when Raphael continued his previous sentence.

”... Er. Just call me Raph, I guess.” With the volunteering of Raphael's nickname Seren allowed themself their small smile from earlier. For someone whose only friends were their siblings, this was especially a big turn around from when the fae was staring daggers at them just moments ago. It didn't take much to please Seren, and it showed. It was sort of, kind of, in a way like he was opening up already? 'Maybe his edges weren't so rough after all.' Like he was trying? A self-conscious voice in the forefront of their mind told Seren that it didn't mean anything, and that they shouldn't be smiling over something so simple. That they should just be normal. Smooth about it. Naturally Seren gave into that voice by wiping the expression off their face, but Seren still took it as a good sign. Everything didn't always have to be so bad. Sometimes you just enter a guy's tormented childhood through his dreams, and everything turned out alright. Right? This was a new school, a new year, and new things abounded around every corner brimming with possibility. New things like getting to hike for the first time; like introducing yourself to someone for the first time.

"I-" Suddenly Seren felt . . . off. They wanted to attribute it to their nerves, but it felt like somet-

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!


Seren's mouth hung open. Feet stuck to where they stood. The off feeling deepened. Without a second more to think about it a geyser of smile catapulted towards the entrance the two were approaching like a predator pouncing on its prey. Path blocked. Caught outside. Eyes wide. Mouth dry. ' . . . o-okay, u-uh . . .' Even their thoughts stut-

Roar: unearthly. Feeling: off. Fists: balled. Spirits: incoming. Thoughts: dark.

'Maybe this wasn't the right call after all.'
Alrighty good to know. I'll get on to my IC post then
I mean . . . we could always replace that last player with an NPC, or maybe someone wants to double up? Would that be fine @frapet?
Hello everyone~ I'm back, and ready to fight some spirits! :D . . . Or more aptly, I'm ready run away from some spirits! :D *clings to Raphael in fear*

To answer your question @AGenericUser, yes I am enjoying writing my character! Seren is a very squishy, very shy child with a heart of gold and tragic circumstances to boot who I've been meaning to write for a while! So I'm happy to have the opportunity now.

As for the encounter, @OliveYou, hypothetically speaking: what would be the worse case scenario for this fight? As you probably noticed in my Character Sheet, Seren's powers are improvisational defense, maybe even psychological counter-offense, at best and situational evasion tactics at worst. Are there any safe guards in place for keeping students alive other than the altruism of their peers that I should be aware of? I do plan on having Seren learn how to better defend themself and learn more creative uses for their current powers in the future, but at the moment Seren has zero combat experience. That is, unless watching their sister beat up bullies ccounts?
Raphael flailed at Serens's abrupt introduction, causing Seren to half reach out to catch him. Thankfully, he stabilized before they could even finish the motion. They let out the breath that caught in their throat, but soon Raph gave them a new reason to tense up. Yellow eyes winced as gold eyes sharpened. Seren wanted to curl into a ball, and it took all their effort to not physically flinch. They couldn't stay still for long though as Raphael made his feline landing right where they once stood.

”I’m fine. And I don’t need your help. Sneaking up on sleeping people is rude, just so you know.”
Seren's embarrassment was immediately sobered. Their silence a somber one. Guilt dropped to the pit of their stomach like a two ton weight. Hearing Raphael speak paired with taking in his features finally made the familiarity in his voice make sense. "Just leave alone already!" They shouldn't have seen what they'd seen. It was beyond private. Beyond personal. Seren knew quite literally how it felt to have those kind of things thrust upon you after believing they'd gone away. Seren felt every taunt, every strike of the ruler, and every ragged breath heaved out of Raphael's lungs as he ran in aimless, desperate panic towards The Academy. Putting all the pieces together reminded Seren of their own night-terrors, and how devastated Seren felt when they even imagined anyone finding out about them. This recollection deafened the outside world.

They heard Raphael speak, but their attention was lost on his face. He was sharp as a knife, but knowing what Seren knew made it clear that his edges hid his vulnerability. His memories told Seren what Raph wouldn't admit, and this kind of lying –the avoidant kind– was all too recognizable from Seren's home-life. Was as familiar to Seren as their own oversized hoodie. Funny how things turned out this way. Two people cut from the same cloth, but at different ends, have the same taste in jacket size.

”Well? Did you need something or are you just being a pest?”
Seren couldn't just leave him to be alone again. They knew how lonely it felt to lie like this. Like everything was fine when it wasn't. Maybe Seren was reading too much into it, but they couldn't help but feel connected to the fae boy. The cambion doubted he'd accept their company willing though, so Seren had to come up up with something quick. They lightly jogged to catch up with the fae as they strung together an excuse to watch over him.

"Oh, uh, b-but surly I can be of some help to you! I nearly startled you out of that tree; all from my laps in manners." Expectedly, this wasn't well received. It wasn't often Seren embraced uncomfortable honesty, but Raphael forced them to make an exception. So pulling together what little confidence Maeve had instilled in them, they walking ahead just enough to face the boy. Seren took a deep breath. They didn't know how he was going to react to this, but they had to get it out. Anxiety was ironed out of their now determined eyes by hardening resolve, yet they still faltered at the last second. "I have wrong you, I have invaded your most exclusive of privacy, and I'm going make for it." In actuality, Seren wasn't over their fear of explaining the impact of their powers, and so they defaulted to being vague from years of censoring themself. However they put off chastising themself later, in order to fix Raphael with the hardest stare they could muster.

Their other habit kicked in, and Seren added "please," but did their best impression of their mother's signature I'm-asking-you-but-really-I've-made-up-my-mind tone. They needed to do this. For Raphael, they told themself. Because no one had been there for him when he first experienced the moments from the dream. Because he needed someone. . . . What their subconscious didn't tell them? That this was for Seren. Because Seren never never allowed anyone to be there for them in the aftermath of their own tormenting dreams. Because even though they were trying to change their own future all by themself, they need someone. So Seren had to help.

@Cherrywitch
Hey, everyone. I wanted to give y'all a heads up that I won't be back on until Tuesday. I will have my IC Post in response to @CherryWitch done by tonight, but after that @OliveYou feel free to move my character around passively if the plot so demands. My character shall be hanging around Rachael in penance for startling him

"Ah!"
A voice with ringing familiarity that Seren couldn't immediately place, sounded like an alarm, yet Seren's eyes stayed shut. Fighting the urge to automatically open them honed their focus. Seren had been through this before, and while that didn't make it any less taxing on them, it did mean they knew how to handle this. Years of downplaying their own recurring nightmares, night-terrors, and nightly visits from him had prepared them for this. Unless someone was there to see this quick squeezing of their eyes, none after would be the wiser for next Seren began acting. Despite the absence of pressure from their family's concern, this process was second nature for them at this point. Slowly, so as to not draw any further possible attention, Seren softened their own expression as if they actually asleep. The next step was counting to one hundred. This gave Seren time to calm down from what had happened, and furthered the illusion of being asleep. Once Seren got to one hundred, they opened their eyes, and all they could picture was that lonely child's downcast face. As lonely as Seren was.

'Who was that?' As Seren asked themself, the previous voice returned to their attention. 'And who was that?' Seren stood up, pulled their hoodie tighter around themself, and looked up towards the source of the exclamation. Their neck craned. "I-I'm sorry. I didn't announce myself. Did I frighten you?" Seren bowed over twice, and before Raph could get a word in, anxious apologies and offers flowed in quick tandem. "I'm so sorry. It wasn't my intention. Are you okay? Please don't fall. Do you want some help down? I've done this with my brother many times. I can help." Their embarrassment distracted Seren from what they should have obviously realized happened between the two. 'I can't even take a nap without causing a scene. Ugh, I can't believe myself. I always make trouble. I should've stayed in the Orientation Hall.' Seren pulled on their sleeves awaiting a response, but never broke eye contact. That was rude.

@Cherrywitch
@Joker892 if you want, I wouldn't mind going back to that Train Station scene if you're having trouble inserting yourself into the current plot at The Academy. I've even written my interaction there as if my character talked to the someone they bumped into before being dragged away by their siblings, so the encounter would be brief, but it may still help you getting a foothold into this RP. If you'd like to take that thread to PMs and possibly expand upon the scene we can, if not we can do the brief encounter IC, or not at all if you've got something in mind. Sorry if this sounds pushy or anything. I'm not trying to rush you, just trying to help :)
Arduous. The hike up the mountain could be summarized in one word: arduous. The trail Seren had taken led them through six hours of inclines, thornbushes, eerie silences that deafened their own footing, and roots of every kind to trip them up; and Seren had tripped a lot. All the while their siblings alternated from hovering, mocking, encouraging, and quite literally pulling Seren along. It was humiliating. Even their rallying cries and protection felt hollow with fear. Fear of what Seren had become with their new horns, and new future. The amount of times Seren wished Erika was there to reassure them that that everything was going to work out; that this school was going to help; that Seren was going to change their own future were as countless as the stars to which their sister had divined so long ago. Another reason Seren took their first step.

That too was exhausting. Not even a yard into their journey, and Seren had already managed to make a fool of themselves. All too often Seren obsessed over making sure they did their best to never be a bother, and that incident was further reinforcement of that obsession. On a good day Seren would have apologized, check to make sure the other person was okay, apologize again, and be on their after again checking they hadn't harmed anyone. Seeing as this was the first day of school, it was most certainly a bad day. Thankfully, Maeve had dragged them away before Seren could contractually offer their undying servitude to the stranger for merely bumping into them. An obsession acquired in early childhood, but exhausting one none the less to be so emotionally consumed by penance.

Unfortunately, the day dragged on for a bit longer before giving Seren a reprieve. They'd gone from nearly passing out upon finally arriving one moment to having to sprint in order to not miss orientation the next. Definitely not the best impression they could've made on their first day. Luckily, two things eventually happened to go Seren's way. First, they artfully swerved between their peers left and right; rushing past upperclassmen that had aged out of needing the introductory seminar. Secondly, that upperclassman group included their older siblings, thus giving Seren respite from the twins. Seren was even more grateful when they slipped into the orientation room just a split second before the Headmistress began. If either of their siblings had been there, the two would've ruined any chance Seren had at stealth.

Throughout her speech, Seren took it all in with intense focus. This was it. They were sitting –well actually standing against the farthest corner in the back left trying to look as small as invisibly possible– in the orientation hall of The Academy. When she finished however, Seren realized her authoritative voice was the thought dam in their mind holding back the torrent of their pressured emotions. This was it. They were finally here, and now that they were it was a lot to grasp. They actually had to start taking steps to defeat their father. Everyday was going to a battle against him. Whether or not Seren learned from and understood their courses, would decide whether or not they even got be themself anymore, and not some . . . host. A shell. A costume. Soulless skin wrapped around a body that belonged to a demon.

Overwhelmed. Seren's composure could be summarized in one word: overwhelmed. They need to breath. They needed to not be in a closed room with people around to watch them have a breakdown. So Seren excused themself from the room an umpteen amount of times. Totally lost with the singular thought: 'This is a lot.' Eventually Seren made their way outside. The could feel the grass part way from their steps, but Seren didn't really have the capacity to think about where they were even going. All they knew now was that they were drained. With the physical stress of the hike combined with the emotional turmoil of their arrival Seren was drained. Tired. If they really tried, Seren could feel the dark aura of their father's influence simmering inside them; lulling them into deam land. What their father didn't know is that Seren had just fallen asleep underneath the tree someone already occupied. A sleeping someone; and like clockwork it only took three minutes for Seren's incubus-inherited dream magic to unconsciously awaken. When Seren opened their eyes, they were in the dream of another. A fae boy with a penchant for attitude, and –apparently– napping in trees.

@Cherrywitch
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