"You!"
Errant doesn't drop out of her fighting stance when the first armored behemoth turns on the second. She doesn't relax when she hears the voice and does the math. Hell, she doesn't even move when Sabrem shows her back and the blinking bomb counting down her life, other than to clench her fists so tight her fingers start to hurt.
It's the strangeness of that sensation that saves her. A month ago and she might have gotten stuck in the memory. As it is, she's able to stand straight again and merely feel an unpleasant dip in her stomach and a hard line of fire beating through her heart. Her eyes are so wide they hurt. Her teeth grind audibly. All she can manage are sharp, unpleasant breaths through her nose. Move, Euna. You have to move.
No, you don't. You don't owe this bitch her life twice over! It's not even your fault. Walk away. Just walk away, and she pays. You're not doing it. You're just not saving her. That's it. That's all. It's justice! It's the thing you fucked up last time!
There's a dull thwack and an angry hiss as Errant elbows herself in the stomach. Idiot. Moron! She takes a deep breath to try and calm herself, but it's pointless: she's already reaching out and detaching plating to reach the complex mass of wires promising the death of the woman she hates more than anybody on earth.
"Don't be ridiculous," she scoffs, "You're not a hero yet."
What a strange sensation. Normally in these moments her skillwires are such an out-of-body experience she can't help but feel like her arms belong to someone else, which leads her to the nasty point of contemplation that, legally, they probably do. Or did. It doesn't feel like that anymore. Even though her brain is doing just as little to guide the delicate motions of defusing a bomb as it ever has, the sensations coming from her fingers are real, are vibrant, are... warm. It's her. She's doing this. It's a choice that she made, and she's doing this with her own body.
Suddenly, she can't find her anger anymore. It's not... it's not forgiveness, not it's exactly, it's... it's complicated. It's moving on. Moving forward.
"This does not make us even. So don't even think about pulling any of that Hac Tao bullshit on me, got it? Just because AEGIS rotted out from underneath me doesn't mean I believe what I said last time any less. So just... be good, god damn it."
...God damn it, Euna Kim. You are lame.
[Defend: 8. Errant will officially take Influence on Sabrem and expose herself to danger]
Errant doesn't drop out of her fighting stance when the first armored behemoth turns on the second. She doesn't relax when she hears the voice and does the math. Hell, she doesn't even move when Sabrem shows her back and the blinking bomb counting down her life, other than to clench her fists so tight her fingers start to hurt.
It's the strangeness of that sensation that saves her. A month ago and she might have gotten stuck in the memory. As it is, she's able to stand straight again and merely feel an unpleasant dip in her stomach and a hard line of fire beating through her heart. Her eyes are so wide they hurt. Her teeth grind audibly. All she can manage are sharp, unpleasant breaths through her nose. Move, Euna. You have to move.
No, you don't. You don't owe this bitch her life twice over! It's not even your fault. Walk away. Just walk away, and she pays. You're not doing it. You're just not saving her. That's it. That's all. It's justice! It's the thing you fucked up last time!
There's a dull thwack and an angry hiss as Errant elbows herself in the stomach. Idiot. Moron! She takes a deep breath to try and calm herself, but it's pointless: she's already reaching out and detaching plating to reach the complex mass of wires promising the death of the woman she hates more than anybody on earth.
"Don't be ridiculous," she scoffs, "You're not a hero yet."
What a strange sensation. Normally in these moments her skillwires are such an out-of-body experience she can't help but feel like her arms belong to someone else, which leads her to the nasty point of contemplation that, legally, they probably do. Or did. It doesn't feel like that anymore. Even though her brain is doing just as little to guide the delicate motions of defusing a bomb as it ever has, the sensations coming from her fingers are real, are vibrant, are... warm. It's her. She's doing this. It's a choice that she made, and she's doing this with her own body.
Suddenly, she can't find her anger anymore. It's not... it's not forgiveness, not it's exactly, it's... it's complicated. It's moving on. Moving forward.
"This does not make us even. So don't even think about pulling any of that Hac Tao bullshit on me, got it? Just because AEGIS rotted out from underneath me doesn't mean I believe what I said last time any less. So just... be good, god damn it."
...God damn it, Euna Kim. You are lame.
[Defend: 8. Errant will officially take Influence on Sabrem and expose herself to danger]