On Broken's words, I feel the destination is very important and getting to that matters more than the journey because of having plans die out in the planning phase just sucks. I just want to have successful long term RP's with people with the same interests as me and every time I try it is like literally impossible as I feel I am going up against much harsher odds than anyone else.
rebornfan320
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Bio
Pen Name: Alexander
Aliases: Kyoya, Terra.
Birthday: September 1
Ethnicity: African-American.
Ancestry: English, Irish, African.
Occupation(s): Part-Time Parking Event Staff, Student (school-year; part-time)
Major: Cinema and Screen Studies
Sources of Writing: Laptop, Desktop [maybe in the future]
Years of Experience: 10.
RP Level: High-Casual to Low Advanced. It varies on mental state, knowledge, and time.
Commitment/Dedication Level: Very High.
Personality: Nice, Shy [when not pushed], Introverted, Caring/Compassionate, Understanding, Friendly, Honest, Imaginative, Organized, Protective, Loyal, Stubborn, Determined, Opportunistic, Sarcastic, Obsessive (somewhat)
Habits, Tics, and Quirks: Daydreaming, Repeating things [at times or when pushed/provoked] Fixated on thoughts, Autistic (Learning and processing information is affected)
Biggest RP Pet Peeve:
Ghosting, Whereabouts, Dishonesty.
Please be present and keep me updated from time to time. I'll do the same for you.
It's annoying when people become invisible or ignoring, miraculously appear out of nowhere, and complain, once they find a story canceled.
And be truthful in RP's and out of them.
Close Peeps: @AngelBites15, @Vampiretwilight, @SilverRain, @Polymorpheus [RIP]
Basic Comforts:
~ Primarily 1x1, since groups one time died on me quick
~ Mainly male OCs, though I'll take on a female role [npc].
~ CanonxOC, OCxOC & (sometimes) CanonxCanon. I can play various canons for both of the two.
~ MxF, FxF. I mostly do/lean into the dominant-role, depending on character and plot.
~ PM's more than threads [doesn't mean I am open to them], but stories with strong adult content belong in the PM's only.
~ Open to dark themes (drugs, abuse, etc.)
Genres - Action, Adventure, Anime/Animation, Comedy, Drama[a bit], Family, Fantasy, Horror, Mystery, Romance, Sci-Fi, Superhero, Western, Fandom, Video Games
Themes - College/High School, Martial Arts, Medieval, Post-Apocalypse, Supernatural, Fantasy, Modern, Slice of Life, Futuristic [maybe]
Music: '80s-'00s Heavy Metal/Rock/Rock and Roll,/Electronic-Dance, Pop, R&B, '90s-'00s Hip-Hop/Rap & Blues, Jazz, Country, Video Game OST's, Anime OST's.
Aliases: Kyoya, Terra.
Birthday: September 1
Ethnicity: African-American.
Ancestry: English, Irish, African.
Occupation(s): Part-Time Parking Event Staff, Student (school-year; part-time)
Major: Cinema and Screen Studies
Sources of Writing: Laptop, Desktop [maybe in the future]
Years of Experience: 10.
RP Level: High-Casual to Low Advanced. It varies on mental state, knowledge, and time.
Commitment/Dedication Level: Very High.
Personality: Nice, Shy [when not pushed], Introverted, Caring/Compassionate, Understanding, Friendly, Honest, Imaginative, Organized, Protective, Loyal, Stubborn, Determined, Opportunistic, Sarcastic, Obsessive (somewhat)
Habits, Tics, and Quirks: Daydreaming, Repeating things [at times or when pushed/provoked] Fixated on thoughts, Autistic (Learning and processing information is affected)
Biggest RP Pet Peeve:
Ghosting, Whereabouts, Dishonesty.
Please be present and keep me updated from time to time. I'll do the same for you.
It's annoying when people become invisible or ignoring, miraculously appear out of nowhere, and complain, once they find a story canceled.
And be truthful in RP's and out of them.
Close Peeps: @AngelBites15, @Vampiretwilight, @SilverRain, @Polymorpheus [RIP]
Basic Comforts:
~ Primarily 1x1, since groups one time died on me quick
~ Mainly male OCs, though I'll take on a female role [npc].
~ CanonxOC, OCxOC & (sometimes) CanonxCanon. I can play various canons for both of the two.
~ MxF, FxF. I mostly do/lean into the dominant-role, depending on character and plot.
~ PM's more than threads [doesn't mean I am open to them], but stories with strong adult content belong in the PM's only.
~ Open to dark themes (drugs, abuse, etc.)
Genres - Action, Adventure, Anime/Animation, Comedy, Drama[a bit], Family, Fantasy, Horror, Mystery, Romance, Sci-Fi, Superhero, Western, Fandom, Video Games
Themes - College/High School, Martial Arts, Medieval, Post-Apocalypse, Supernatural, Fantasy, Modern, Slice of Life, Futuristic [maybe]
Music: '80s-'00s Heavy Metal/Rock/Rock and Roll,/Electronic-Dance, Pop, R&B, '90s-'00s Hip-Hop/Rap & Blues, Jazz, Country, Video Game OST's, Anime OST's.
Most Recent Posts
What “Feels” to me is what it is Ammo. To me, I feel no one gets these hurdles as for every advice I have taken in order to deal with the hurdle it either doesn't work or there is another hurdle behind that. In comparison to other people, it seems like to me no one else to me is seeing it from how I am seeing it.
And that crude idiom you said and stated, I don't think that is my fault at all when it is those who dishonorably ghosts people that has me feeling what I feel. And I am not a bad person to talk to at all, that I feel is completely false.
I feel my perspective is right to me at least. From my viewpoint I feel so strongly about it, it could also be the passion I have for wanting to roleplay and to be on the same playing field as everyone else because I feel like I have been shafted over and over again and anything I have done to not be shafted again hasn't worked out at all. Honestly I do want to change this bad RP luck of mine and change it for good and I feel the only way to do that is for people to understand my side of things without them literally want to stab me [in relation of the surrounded swords picture] and to feel like my voice matters and to be on that equal ground with everyone else and to have a fair shot with a partner instead of being passed up on and worst thing, ghosted on again.
And that crude idiom you said and stated, I don't think that is my fault at all when it is those who dishonorably ghosts people that has me feeling what I feel. And I am not a bad person to talk to at all, that I feel is completely false.
I feel my perspective is right to me at least. From my viewpoint I feel so strongly about it, it could also be the passion I have for wanting to roleplay and to be on the same playing field as everyone else because I feel like I have been shafted over and over again and anything I have done to not be shafted again hasn't worked out at all. Honestly I do want to change this bad RP luck of mine and change it for good and I feel the only way to do that is for people to understand my side of things without them literally want to stab me [in relation of the surrounded swords picture] and to feel like my voice matters and to be on that equal ground with everyone else and to have a fair shot with a partner instead of being passed up on and worst thing, ghosted on again.
@Odin Here's your answer.
Well if everyone understood my viewpoint, it would solve me always ending up a target in the negative feelings for me when it comes to me stating something. I would like to be on equals grounds of relatability with other people as a whole. Also something to change to make people stop ghosting me as it is dishonorable and cowardly to do that to someone as you hyped up their interest only to leave them hanging.
On a personal level, ghosting needs to be stop and likely punished in some way to dis-encourage it as I feel once you make interest for a RP known to someone I expect 100 percent commitment to it unless you state that you are dropping off respectfully or will be busy.
And never assume I was even looking for pity, I am looking to be understood with what I feel coupled along with what I say but every single time I do I get met with swords and pitchforks from people as it feels like everyone is against me for even speaking out about something that is clearly upsetting me.
Well if everyone understood my viewpoint, it would solve me always ending up a target in the negative feelings for me when it comes to me stating something. I would like to be on equals grounds of relatability with other people as a whole. Also something to change to make people stop ghosting me as it is dishonorable and cowardly to do that to someone as you hyped up their interest only to leave them hanging.
On a personal level, ghosting needs to be stop and likely punished in some way to dis-encourage it as I feel once you make interest for a RP known to someone I expect 100 percent commitment to it unless you state that you are dropping off respectfully or will be busy.
And never assume I was even looking for pity, I am looking to be understood with what I feel coupled along with what I say but every single time I do I get met with swords and pitchforks from people as it feels like everyone is against me for even speaking out about something that is clearly upsetting me.
I get it Bango but it was for Ammo. I have done implementing advice before like i stated but it didn't work to my expectations either.
@Ammokkx
It didn't feel like you were "genuine" on that help attempt as it sure felt like a attack on me and my stance on things from my viewpoint as you came off to me like anyone else, they didn't understand my viewpoint and came off rather rudely.
I feel it is more of my partners than myself because of them always ghosting and poofing off on me without any sort of warning or heads up whatsoever. I do feel like a target whenever I speak up on something that frustrates me as I expect I have to defend myself against a mob mentality and I got to fight against everyone else just to feel like I am getting through to people or even understood.
I don't see how what I am doing is wrong in retrospect when I look at it, I am doing my hardest to even get interest and any advice hasn't worked or stuck as effective or long as I expect you know? I feel like this “olive branch” could be like those other times and just filled with empty promises of things getting better for me when my luck and experience has shown me completely different. Like how am I supposed to trust the advice when the advice before failed? It's like I always have to fight for my voice and side to be even remotely heard I feel most times.
It didn't feel like you were "genuine" on that help attempt as it sure felt like a attack on me and my stance on things from my viewpoint as you came off to me like anyone else, they didn't understand my viewpoint and came off rather rudely.
I feel it is more of my partners than myself because of them always ghosting and poofing off on me without any sort of warning or heads up whatsoever. I do feel like a target whenever I speak up on something that frustrates me as I expect I have to defend myself against a mob mentality and I got to fight against everyone else just to feel like I am getting through to people or even understood.
I don't see how what I am doing is wrong in retrospect when I look at it, I am doing my hardest to even get interest and any advice hasn't worked or stuck as effective or long as I expect you know? I feel like this “olive branch” could be like those other times and just filled with empty promises of things getting better for me when my luck and experience has shown me completely different. Like how am I supposed to trust the advice when the advice before failed? It's like I always have to fight for my voice and side to be even remotely heard I feel most times.
And I will be here @Ammokkx regardless of what you say.
@Celaira It don't seem like it whenever it seems more of a bum rush on me instead of actually understanding my side to things without wanting to hide it right away.
@yoshua171 I have been roleplaying for about a decade now but the past 3-5 years is when from the first site i had done RP's with was when my luck started to go bad and I feel it still is. From one site 85 dead in a year of joining that before it peaked at 95 and left there.
Joined here and got 45 dead rp's within a year but that number is at 63 and a third site where i got 20 dead there. Thought to catch you up and answer your question but overall I'm tired of feeling like I am made to feel like my side of things don't matter at all and anything i done hasn't worked to what i was told and nothing really sticking for me.
@Celaira It don't seem like it whenever it seems more of a bum rush on me instead of actually understanding my side to things without wanting to hide it right away.
@yoshua171 I have been roleplaying for about a decade now but the past 3-5 years is when from the first site i had done RP's with was when my luck started to go bad and I feel it still is. From one site 85 dead in a year of joining that before it peaked at 95 and left there.
Joined here and got 45 dead rp's within a year but that number is at 63 and a third site where i got 20 dead there. Thought to catch you up and answer your question but overall I'm tired of feeling like I am made to feel like my side of things don't matter at all and anything i done hasn't worked to what i was told and nothing really sticking for me.
@Tuujaimaa Well like you said it is a fair question to ask. My answer and reply to you is that I don't think my viewpoint is incorrect based on the experiences I had and feel like I need to defend myself from people that never gone through the pain to me of having the amount of RP's dead within a year at all.
I feel like I have to constantly fight for my side to be heard without feeling like I am valid to feel what I feel or say what I say without past experiences of people wanting to jump on me about it and then bury it/hide it like some sort of skeleton from the closet that they don't want out.
I feel like I have to constantly fight for my side to be heard without feeling like I am valid to feel what I feel or say what I say without past experiences of people wanting to jump on me about it and then bury it/hide it like some sort of skeleton from the closet that they don't want out.
@CorrosiveCherri I am looking for the same thing as everyone else has been able to find where else I feel like I have to struggle and work MUCH harder to even catch up to their successes where I have gotten nothing but failure and ghosters along with little interest.
In terms of @Celaira and her words, I have commented on other chests before but it didn't lead to anything long-term or to my liking or like before it was dead at the planning phase where I started with the conversation and no reply after.
In terms of @Celaira and her words, I have commented on other chests before but it didn't lead to anything long-term or to my liking or like before it was dead at the planning phase where I started with the conversation and no reply after.
@CorrosiveCherri
Well 'dishonorable' isn't weird to me when I look at it. I look at it and your word as someone has said it, you should be more than capable to back it up also. My viewpoint would disagree with 'everybody' having a lack of interest on their part or even to the levels of my bad RP luck.
Well I have to be guarded because whenever I have done put myself out there before there was little or even no interest for it and I have kept trying before but it felt like a waste of energy and effort as at my max in terms of effort I wasn't seeing the payout I expected for myself. I feel it is a war against those who are dedicated and in their way are dishonorable ghosters. I don't see their actions as 'moving on' at all. I can't justify someone doing that to another person.
Well 'dishonorable' isn't weird to me when I look at it. I look at it and your word as someone has said it, you should be more than capable to back it up also. My viewpoint would disagree with 'everybody' having a lack of interest on their part or even to the levels of my bad RP luck.
Well I have to be guarded because whenever I have done put myself out there before there was little or even no interest for it and I have kept trying before but it felt like a waste of energy and effort as at my max in terms of effort I wasn't seeing the payout I expected for myself. I feel it is a war against those who are dedicated and in their way are dishonorable ghosters. I don't see their actions as 'moving on' at all. I can't justify someone doing that to another person.
Well Raven, I can appreciate the words that you have said with getting that frustration feeling as to me it feels like no one does and was alone in that aspect. I feel like I can't accept it as ghosting is dishonorable in my eyes, what the person has done was hype up interest only to bail and it makes me feel used in a sense of their twisted enjoyment.
It's hard to have like confidence in my work. I haven't asked if my post was either good enough or okay though in the back of my mind I have wondered about it, and it is coming off those dead RP's I have talked about and also seeing people are not interested in my stuff just causes doubts if anyone liked my stuff from the start considering what I have been through.
I feel like why continue to put myself out there when experience and interest hasn't shown me much in the scope of things? Also from the first site I was at [which you can't search for no one now, you can be ghosted, ignored or even blocked for asking] it just puts me on frustration from this experience and the feeling of unrelation for me is going to be there. I feel I have to take RP's seriously because of this and I don't have time of anyone dishonorable that ghosts or would remove someone for doing so.
And in terms of like showing off the best at what I got, it is like why do that when interest isn't big or even there? I feel like I have to be guarded and with my info and interests because of the little interest I have gotten despite being as varied as possible. It is just tiring to see my efforts not panning out over and over as it just chips away at my muse.
[Had to step away for moment due to a problem so trying to catch up and post what i feel.]
It's hard to have like confidence in my work. I haven't asked if my post was either good enough or okay though in the back of my mind I have wondered about it, and it is coming off those dead RP's I have talked about and also seeing people are not interested in my stuff just causes doubts if anyone liked my stuff from the start considering what I have been through.
I feel like why continue to put myself out there when experience and interest hasn't shown me much in the scope of things? Also from the first site I was at [which you can't search for no one now, you can be ghosted, ignored or even blocked for asking] it just puts me on frustration from this experience and the feeling of unrelation for me is going to be there. I feel I have to take RP's seriously because of this and I don't have time of anyone dishonorable that ghosts or would remove someone for doing so.
And in terms of like showing off the best at what I got, it is like why do that when interest isn't big or even there? I feel like I have to be guarded and with my info and interests because of the little interest I have gotten despite being as varied as possible. It is just tiring to see my efforts not panning out over and over as it just chips away at my muse.
[Had to step away for moment due to a problem so trying to catch up and post what i feel.]
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