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Sorta Off Topic, Roleplaying while in a relationship

@Kyux I don't think you should feel guilty about it at all, at least from my lens. I think the feeling comes from the fact you are writing this with someone else that isn't from the person you are in a relationship with.
Plus having that experience I think helps the writing.

Thoughts of a poet

The wolf looks around, surveying the surrounding landscape.
He feels like the world and prey are against him, having to bare his teeth to the world to protect himself and his once proud heart that was filled with light.
Once arriving he was happy and looking forward to a fresh start in new territory but as time went on, the past repeated for the lone wolf as abandonment repeated itself. The fur of the once white wolf was turning black like the night sky, while alone it saw the other animals flourishing and for the most able to tolerate each other's presence.

But for the wolf, this never came easy to him at all. Despite him coming as friendly to those around him as the past darkness returned stealthily and engulfed him and ripped any good he had garnered for himself as this was the results like before. This was no blast from the past at all in any sort of way for the wolf either as he felt more and more out of place with the animals around him.

Compassion, understanding, empathy. All of the animals had this, showed it in spades to the other animals around them. But to the wolf? He got none of that, not even a passing glance of it either as the treatment of him continued. The animals continued to treat him like he was just sort of 'outside the box' or in this case 'outside of nature'.
The once pure wolf, who had received none of even anything positive as long as he could remember is now as dark as the night sky and filled with anger and frustration. The information they have on the wolf and what was said is false and wrong, the wolf knew this and it only burned him up further on the inside upon hearing it with it's acute hearing.

'They don't understand.' The wolf thought to himself. 'The trials I have been through, the things I have seen from the results of their lies. They brand themselves right but I know they are not, they have no idea and are spoiled rotten by their gains that came as natural as the air around us.'

Thoughts of a poet

Sadness is consuming her once again...
Tears just falling down her face and she can’t stop them...
She thinks that all of her tears will dry up, but that’s never going to happen.

-Anonymous

Post a random fact about yourself.

I have a shirt with a wolf on it and stayed up all night.

Deify

God of Muscles

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Welcome. Just look around and take things slow

TOP 10 GREATEST RP FAILURES NOT CLICKBAIT YOU WON’T BELIEVE THESE TRUE STORIES 😱😱😱

Perhaps, I can chalk up this whole year as my greatest roleplaying failure. Since it's been the first one in a long while that's made me not want to keep trying. (A mindset that I acknowledge doesn't really help anything.)

Though I've probably written a full novella's length of content, with just all the introductions or beginning posts that have been almost entirely wasted. Due to usually unexplained reasons that I still understand wholeheartedly. But everyone else's motivation slump, has most certainly impacted my own. (With the single positive caveat, that I don't think any of them ended on bad terms.) But there's only so much a single man can hear. "Wow, your post is excellently written." from a partner that never ends up replying/posting more to it. Which feels like how half of my year was spent.

Yet the other half is arguably worse. Since almost all of my long-term partners have also needed to take a break in recent months. So, whether it has anything to do with me or not. I don't think that it matters. Since the worst 'failure' that can happen in roleplays, are things that kill the fun in them. (And boy, has this year managed to do its damndest.)

So I suppose my biggest personal issue that I can find and work on in the future, is that my time management has gotten abysmal. But the fact that I'm posting on a spam forum page at midnight, is probably not a good step to fixing that problem. (But there's always another day?)

@SleepingSilence

This may not be at least wise on my part when it comes to "quoting" but there is some things here that I can at least add on. I think this year for me is one of my greatest RP failures and it has me on not wanting to try anymore (past experiences) and even three to four years back I can put on this list as a failure also.

I never really got like positive feeback like "your post was written great!" or "Your starter is very good" [sample writing fits in the realm of it too].

Interest for me and what I like I feel is very small to like next levels of impossible [Though this year has been fucking bad]. Though I feel like my biggest personal issue is like getting into my own head and feelings with stuff and it gets very hard for me to come out or see things clearly. I don't know what to expect next year [upon me thinkin the same will happen] now it will just be like exams and holidays approaching...[shrugs]

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Why Is No One Joining My RP (General Advice Thread)

To me, the real takeaway of the thread is this:

The people who need help want it as everyone deserves help and a fair shot of success in an RP. Ghosters are dishonorable/"satan" as you put it and also everyone to understand another's viewpoint without needing to mob all over someone for speaking differently of their experiences and expect them to "not" be all sunshine and rainbows filled with positivity after their experiences before have been crap to them before with no real payoff despite numerous attempts.