I feel no one does listen to me and is against me for not being positive or even having a different experience. I disagree with your words Ammo at least here as I feel like I need to be on the defensive and guarded or lash out because i feel like no one understands me or even gets what i feel as i feel people are trying to invalidate what I experienced and feel.
rebornfan320
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STATUS: Pondering an idea, kinda want to do a rp that someone gave up on and want to try it here.. 1 yr ago
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Pondering an idea, kinda want to do a rp that someone gave up on and want to try it here..
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This EVO was insane! Definitely over 100K watching and the building was stacked full! The energy was incredible!
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Arslan Ash is the T7 GOAT! 4th EVO title that is insane!
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After a insane day 2 of EVO, with today being the last day and day 3, I hope there is just as much excitement today!
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After a loss...I don't know like what else to do...Keep your guard/shell up and life finds a way to hurt you when you want to protect yourself from prior experiences...
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Bio
Pen Name: Alexander
Aliases: Kyoya, Terra.
Birthday: September 1
Ethnicity: African-American.
Ancestry: English, Irish, African.
Occupation(s): Part-Time Parking Event Staff, Student (school-year; part-time)
Major: Cinema and Screen Studies
Sources of Writing: Laptop, Desktop [maybe in the future]
Years of Experience: 10.
RP Level: High-Casual to Low Advanced. It varies on mental state, knowledge, and time.
Commitment/Dedication Level: Very High.
Personality: Nice, Shy [when not pushed], Introverted, Caring/Compassionate, Understanding, Friendly, Honest, Imaginative, Organized, Protective, Loyal, Stubborn, Determined, Opportunistic, Sarcastic, Obsessive (somewhat)
Habits, Tics, and Quirks: Daydreaming, Repeating things [at times or when pushed/provoked] Fixated on thoughts, Autistic (Learning and processing information is affected)
Biggest RP Pet Peeve:
Ghosting, Whereabouts, Dishonesty.
Please be present and keep me updated from time to time. I'll do the same for you.
It's annoying when people become invisible or ignoring, miraculously appear out of nowhere, and complain, once they find a story canceled.
And be truthful in RP's and out of them.
Close Peeps: @AngelBites15, @Vampiretwilight, @SilverRain, @Polymorpheus [RIP]
Basic Comforts:
~ Primarily 1x1, since groups one time died on me quick
~ Mainly male OCs, though I'll take on a female role [npc].
~ CanonxOC, OCxOC & (sometimes) CanonxCanon. I can play various canons for both of the two.
~ MxF, FxF. I mostly do/lean into the dominant-role, depending on character and plot.
~ PM's more than threads [doesn't mean I am open to them], but stories with strong adult content belong in the PM's only.
~ Open to dark themes (drugs, abuse, etc.)
Genres - Action, Adventure, Anime/Animation, Comedy, Drama[a bit], Family, Fantasy, Horror, Mystery, Romance, Sci-Fi, Superhero, Western, Fandom, Video Games
Themes - College/High School, Martial Arts, Medieval, Post-Apocalypse, Supernatural, Fantasy, Modern, Slice of Life, Futuristic [maybe]
Music: '80s-'00s Heavy Metal/Rock/Rock and Roll,/Electronic-Dance, Pop, R&B, '90s-'00s Hip-Hop/Rap & Blues, Jazz, Country, Video Game OST's, Anime OST's.
Aliases: Kyoya, Terra.
Birthday: September 1
Ethnicity: African-American.
Ancestry: English, Irish, African.
Occupation(s): Part-Time Parking Event Staff, Student (school-year; part-time)
Major: Cinema and Screen Studies
Sources of Writing: Laptop, Desktop [maybe in the future]
Years of Experience: 10.
RP Level: High-Casual to Low Advanced. It varies on mental state, knowledge, and time.
Commitment/Dedication Level: Very High.
Personality: Nice, Shy [when not pushed], Introverted, Caring/Compassionate, Understanding, Friendly, Honest, Imaginative, Organized, Protective, Loyal, Stubborn, Determined, Opportunistic, Sarcastic, Obsessive (somewhat)
Habits, Tics, and Quirks: Daydreaming, Repeating things [at times or when pushed/provoked] Fixated on thoughts, Autistic (Learning and processing information is affected)
Biggest RP Pet Peeve:
Ghosting, Whereabouts, Dishonesty.
Please be present and keep me updated from time to time. I'll do the same for you.
It's annoying when people become invisible or ignoring, miraculously appear out of nowhere, and complain, once they find a story canceled.
And be truthful in RP's and out of them.
Close Peeps: @AngelBites15, @Vampiretwilight, @SilverRain, @Polymorpheus [RIP]
Basic Comforts:
~ Primarily 1x1, since groups one time died on me quick
~ Mainly male OCs, though I'll take on a female role [npc].
~ CanonxOC, OCxOC & (sometimes) CanonxCanon. I can play various canons for both of the two.
~ MxF, FxF. I mostly do/lean into the dominant-role, depending on character and plot.
~ PM's more than threads [doesn't mean I am open to them], but stories with strong adult content belong in the PM's only.
~ Open to dark themes (drugs, abuse, etc.)
Genres - Action, Adventure, Anime/Animation, Comedy, Drama[a bit], Family, Fantasy, Horror, Mystery, Romance, Sci-Fi, Superhero, Western, Fandom, Video Games
Themes - College/High School, Martial Arts, Medieval, Post-Apocalypse, Supernatural, Fantasy, Modern, Slice of Life, Futuristic [maybe]
Music: '80s-'00s Heavy Metal/Rock/Rock and Roll,/Electronic-Dance, Pop, R&B, '90s-'00s Hip-Hop/Rap & Blues, Jazz, Country, Video Game OST's, Anime OST's.
Most Recent Posts
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You feel, you feel. Good job. Bravo. Doesn't mean they have any basis in reality.
Reality check for you. RPs die all the time. People ghost each other all the time. Starters go unanswered all the time.
You are not an unique case, and it does suck sure. Take the L and move on like a big boy, or don't. Just don't be surprised when you get "attacked" for throwing a hissy.
I'm not throwing a hissy at all. From my viewpoint it sure seems like i am always being targeted for stating something different than anyone else that wants to hear my side but don't understand at all. And with the amount dead in a year i have gone through I never said I was an unique case but I feel my side needs to be looked at with unclouded hate instead of being jumped on.
It's time to put the thread down and go get some sleep. Also, if you're constantly on the receiving end of these so called mobs, it might be a bit prudent to think long and hard about why you supposedly have to "defend" yourself constantly.
Then again, if you need to be told that constantly, it's not like sitting down and thinking about it will probably do much good.
I feel I constantly have to because I feel no one gets how it feels to have multiple RP's dead in a year, having ghosters drop you at planning or when you agree to start and you do but never get a reply back. I feel I have no choice but to fight for my side to be heard and understood in contrast to being targeted and attacked all because I express frustration.
@Click This
I wasn't warned at least to my memory of any sort of warning like at all. And like before and here, it feels like no one gets and I have to push and fight to make my side and voice known every single time it is like I have to defend myself against the “swords and pitchforks” or mob mentality as it feels like I always have to try to make my side known.
It felt like you were coming on to attack/bully on me. I just feel like I am not understood and no matter what I say it feels like I'm all alone and have to defend myself. I'm not always like this at all. I just want my fair shot is all.
Thought to give you at least my side of it.
I wasn't warned at least to my memory of any sort of warning like at all. And like before and here, it feels like no one gets and I have to push and fight to make my side and voice known every single time it is like I have to defend myself against the “swords and pitchforks” or mob mentality as it feels like I always have to try to make my side known.
It felt like you were coming on to attack/bully on me. I just feel like I am not understood and no matter what I say it feels like I'm all alone and have to defend myself. I'm not always like this at all. I just want my fair shot is all.
Thought to give you at least my side of it.
@rebornfan320 u realize all this time spent arguing u could have spent improving your viability as an RPer
by spending time here complaining you're just signalling to half the site "don't RP with me"
honestly at this point I'd quit for a while and just make a new account where all this past can't catch up with you
Is it just bad to state my case and feel like everything is against me you know?
I do want to just have that fair shot without being ghosted all the time and have something be in my favor for once and for good.
@POOHEAD189
Poo on the other hand has been okay. Neutral and giving his own input, but he has been fine and one where i can trust if need be.
Poo on the other hand has been okay. Neutral and giving his own input, but he has been fine and one where i can trust if need be.
And TGM I'm not a kid at all as you are acting real petty with your low level IQ and lack of understanding of being in my shoes. I don't think you can handle even doing that to open that mind of yours.
@Icy Hot
Icy Hot, I know we have talked on a somewhat level before but it feels like they are going to lead me astray anyways. Anytime I have taken advice from anyone it doesn't work to what they say it would do nor how I expect it to be. Those that ghosted on me I couldn't change a thing about no matter the effort I put in when it comes to the roleplay attempts and being left hanging either in the planning phase or when I start they never reply back.
It certainly feels like it is permanent and no one gets how this feels. Every time I change something I am let down and the cloth is yanked out from under me, how does it make things easier when every time I try something new nothing changes and I am back to where I started? Why does it feel like no one understands this feeling and everyone is literally against me? I feel like I have to literally pull a rope in order to get people to at least understand let alone be on my side for once instead of mobbing on me.
Icy Hot, I know we have talked on a somewhat level before but it feels like they are going to lead me astray anyways. Anytime I have taken advice from anyone it doesn't work to what they say it would do nor how I expect it to be. Those that ghosted on me I couldn't change a thing about no matter the effort I put in when it comes to the roleplay attempts and being left hanging either in the planning phase or when I start they never reply back.
It certainly feels like it is permanent and no one gets how this feels. Every time I change something I am let down and the cloth is yanked out from under me, how does it make things easier when every time I try something new nothing changes and I am back to where I started? Why does it feel like no one understands this feeling and everyone is literally against me? I feel like I have to literally pull a rope in order to get people to at least understand let alone be on my side for once instead of mobbing on me.
The staff there don't understand how emotionally frustrating that is as they have sticks up their asses and they abuse their power while not wanting to understand the side of anyone's story, they just jump on someone willy-nilly without taking a damn thing into account. Staff is supposed to be fair, not power hungry corrupt excuses of their title!
@Click This Cause no one understands what it is like to have the bad luck that I have and what originated from there in the first place. No one knows what it is like to have multiple dead rp's in a year and anything you try doesn't work. I defended someone who was being messed with there and apparently you don't have the whole story at all. I'm tired of having everyone against me or not understanding my side of things when they can simply ask. You just remind me of jumping on the side of bullies like everyone else.
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