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24 year-old Uni Student from Bonn, Germany
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been RPing for about 10 years now
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Emilia looked up hearing Lanns voice nearby. He had followed her. A new series of sobs choked her, loud and uncontrollable. He had followed her and she was so damn happy about it. She dared to hope that he stil cared, that he was not simply disgusted with her, because the girl he had slept with had been his cousin. Emilia didn't know what to do. She couldn't tell anyone, never! Who knew what would happen to Lann if anyone knew? God, he was her cousin! She cired out at the thought, pained. She had given her virginity to her cousin! And she had loved every second of it.

The happiness she had felt just an hour ago was completly vanished. The satisfying fatigue in her body had turned her limps into lead. She could not move, could not do anything but cry her heart out, hot tears streaming down her face as she held her hands over her mouth to stiffle her wimpering. She heard branches breaking closeby and looked up. Lann was getting closer, still calling her name. She wasn't sure what she wanted to do. She wanted him with her, comforting her, but the thought of the feelings she had for her own cousin made her not call out to him.

He found her anyway, breaking through the bushes. They gazed at each other, Emilias sight a blur from the tears. She sobbed audibly again, the took a deep breath, her voice a whisper as she finally managed to say something. "How?.." she sobbed again. "How could we not know?!" She swallowed the lump in her throat, choking her words out. "How could I love my cousin?[/i] she asked, her voice full of pain, the words that followed barely understandable. "How can I still love you, knowing that you're my cousin??" She covered her face with her hands, wanting to hide from the world.
For Emilia, the ride didn't take more than a few seconds. Her mind reeling to understand what she'd one, what they had done. Her memories rushing her head, making things even more difficult. She was silent, only heard the rush of blood in her ears and the heavy beat of her heart. She did her best to hold back the tears of dread that threatened to overwhelm her. She focused on breathing deeply, tried to calm herself, but it was barely working. The car stopped and she swallowed down the lump in her throat to force on a nice smile and thank her uncle for driving her to school. He was happy about it, and seemed alsmot oblivious to the way she was acting.

She glanced at Lann, who looked the way she felt. Unwell and full of dread. The first time she had fallen for someone, had given himher everything and he turned out to be her cousin. She suddenly felt sick. Glancing around as the two of them stood speech- and motionless in the entrance to the schoolyard, she noticed with relieve that there weren't many people around yet. She could not bear to see anyone she knew now. She most definetly wouldn't be able to act in any way resembling normal. She turned to Lann, opeining her nmouth, wanted to say something, anything, really, but all that she could get out was a choking sound as the tears started to flow from her eyes.

Emilia whirled around, heading, almost running, towards the trees and bushed next to the school. She ran straight through them, not caring for scratches or anything, as she fled out of sight and into the small woods that lay next to the school, seperating it from some kind of industrial buildings to the west. Barely anyone came here, especially so early in the morning, so after running for what felt like hours, but was really just minutes, silence was surrounding her. The forest blended out any kind of sign that there was a school nearby. Somewhere, Emilia stumbled, holding on to a tree to keep her balance as she held her belly, feeling sick.

Gasping for breath, face streaked with tears, her mind blank she sank to the ground with her side to the tree, leaning against it as she cried.
After a while, and Emilia continuing to glance at her watch, she got up, putting on her jacket and heading outside, deciding she should probably wait where he fathers brother could see her. Not that she expected that either of them would recognize each other. Her father hadn't send her any more information, though she would've liked to get some kind of desciption to identify the man who was picking her up.

Once outside, she already noticed a car slowly coming around a corner, the driver looking concentrated as he glanced at the houses. Then, she noticed his eyes pointing in her direction and she waved, smiling friendly. She had a bit of a strange feeling, since she couldn't be sure this actually was her uncle. She did not really remember him, apart from the bit of an impression she recalled when thinking of him. The car got closer and she suddenly recognized the person in the passanger seat. Lann! Her smiled widened. He had said he would come to pick her up, but with his father? This all felt kind of strange. She realized then, that she did not actually know much about her boyfriend. Was he that close with his father? Did he want to introduce her? Or was his father the kind to have fun by forcefully snooping around in is sons lovelife?

The car stopped in front of her and the drivers side window went down. She kept up a pleasant smile as Lanns father greeted her. Apparently they had just been talking about her, but apparently Lann had also not told his father that they were more than just friends. She wasn't sure how to feel about it, but thinking about it, who would tell their father they were together with someone they had just met two days ago? Her father would lock her up in her room and kill Lann. Probably.

"Are you waiting for somebody to pick you up?" she was asked and she realized that she had forgotten to tell Lann that her uncle would be picking her up. Her eyes fell on her boyfriend and she smiled apologetically saying: "My uncle is supposed to pick me up today." at the exact same second Lanns father said: "I'm on my way to picking up my brother's daughter. She lives around here too." They stared at each other for a while, Emilias brain overloaded with that bit of information. She closed her eyes for a moment, trying to fight back the dizziness. That was her uncle? Lanns father was her uncle?! They were cousins?

She swallowed hard, eyes going wide as she stared past the father and at Lann. She forced back the tears when she noticed Lanns father- her uncle- looking at her worriedly. "Is everything alright? You look a little pale all of a sudden." he said. She blinked, forcing a smiled on her face and shook her head. "No. No, I'm fine, thank you. I'm just.. a little surprised. Thank you for coming to pick me up." She would have been proud at the way she managed to play over her reaction, but her mind was to occupied to register much else beyond what she had just learned. "Not at all, it's my pleasure. You sure grew up into a pretty young woman, don't you think Lann? Get in, we wouldn't want the two of you to be late for school." her uncle, Lanns father, said cheerfully. And mechanically, she did, getting into the backseat, clutching her hands in her lap and staring with wide, shocked eyes at Lann as soon as she was out of his fathers sight. Her mind reeled. Why? Why did this have to happen? Was she still asleep`Oh, how she wished this to be just a nightmare!
Emilia was sitting by her mirror, humming as she combed her hair. She caught her face in the mirror, glowing cheeks and a smile she had been wearing ever since she had gotten up. Luckily, her face wasn't home. She wouldn't know what to tell him if he were to ask what was up with her. To think he might tease her about being in love! She would surely been unable to keep a blush off her cheeks. She was, after all, unable to keep it away everytime she thought of the evening she had spent with Lann. She still couldn't believe they hade done it. It all seemed like such a dream.

She heard her phone vibrate on her desk and got up, putting the bomb aside and walking over, picking up her phone to look at it. Reasing Lanns message, her smile widened into a goofy grin. She answered right away, grinning stupidly all the while. "Good Morning! I hope you slept well :* I'll be waiting for you <3" She turned around, almost dancing back to her mirror, where she grabbed a hair tie, slipping it onto her wrist. She started braiding her hair as she went to her wardrobe. It didn't take her long to finish the braid, she did it all the time. She picked out a clean uniform, putting it on and all the while thinking of what had happened to the one she had been wearing yesterday. A blush crept into her face. She had put it in the hamper when she had went to take a fast shower afterwards yesterday.

Once dressed, she skipped down the stairs, phone in hand and eagerly awaiting a reply from Lann, while she fixed herself some breakfast, making sandwiches, enough of them to share with Lann. At the thought of him, another smile spread on her face. Her phone vibrated and she eagerly looked at it. It was a message from her father, though. She felt bad for being disappointed for a moment, then was distracted as she read the message. "Good Morning honey! I hope you slept well, I did not manage to get more than an hour or two of sleep. I am sorry, but we won't meet today either, I will get home in a few hours to take a shower and get some fresh clothes. We're very busy here, some trouble has come up. I asked my brother to pick you up an drive you to school. You should know remember him even though you have not met for a long while, you used to play at their house all the time, he has a son your age. I am really sorry that I don't have more time to spend with you, but I'll be able to get a few days off soon, we will go somewhere then, alright? I wish you a great day! I love you!"

For a few minutes, all Emilia could do was stare at the message. Then she read it again. Her fathers brother? A picture came to mind, of a man looking very similar, if younger, to her father, but it was vague, more of an impression, really. She could not manage to remember anything else, but she had a rather strange feeling about it all. Her high spirits a little dampened, she went on making sandwiches and having a bit of cereal for breakfast, before she went back up to pack her bag. She brought them downstairs, where she put on her shoes and grabbed her jacket, bringing it with her to the couch where she waited, concentrating on listening to any cars apporaching on the street.
Surprised at the feeling of his tongue against hers, she gasped, opening her mouth a little wider and letting him in deeper. It was her very first french-kiss and it felt so natural with Lann. She moaned into his mouth, a little embarrassed at the sounds he was making as well as at the feeling of Lann getting harder between her thighs. Lann broke away slightly, his lips moving against hers as he spoke, letting her feel his breath on her skin, sending shivers all over her body. "Ahh.. Emilia...," her name said in that breathless voice, thick with lust, made Emilia gasp. "Why don't we continue when I take you back..?" he went on and Emilias eyes widened at the realization of what his words meant.

He pulled away from her lips and she sat back again, all too aware of the hardness poking her soft, inner thighs. Suddenly, she realized what they were doing, how fast they were going and how much further they would go when they got abck to her house, where there was noone there to stop them. Her father was doing an all-nighter, since an assignment was meeting its deadline. The would be all alone. But all those thoughts and the bit of fear rising with them were forgotten when Lann pecked her skin on the upper part of her chest and then her dimples. Goosebumps spread over her skin. "We can get a little more.. privacy.." he added and she looked him in the eye.

She nodded, her cheeks flaming red and her voice the softest whisper. "Okay." Slowly, she climbed off of his lap, feeling a little shaky on her legs as she stood before him. Nervously, she straightened her clothes, smoothing her hands over her skirt as she put it back in place. Sh elooked back down at Lann and reached out a hand to catch his, then, unable to resist, leaned down to kiss him shortly once more..
Emilia raised her hands, placing them gently on either side of his face. She sat up, the position letting her be a little taller that Lann, and leaned forward, into him. Their kiss deepened and she felt his hands reaching for her waist again, pulling her even closer, so that she was flush against him, fitting perfectly. She shivered at the feeling of him caressing her spine through her shirt. She moaned softly, her mind a delicious, white haze. All she could feel, all she could think of was him, there with her. his arms around her, his lips on hers. The kiss grew from sweet and soft to passionate and she could feel Lanns reaction to it. It made her cheeks blush a deep red and all she could think was, that she was so very happy that he reacted like that towards her.

Their kiss grew tense, Emilia moaned in protest when his hands left her spine, but smiled into their kiss when she felt them on her cheeks. She covered them with hers and opened her eyes. She felt feverish and was pretty sure her eyes were glazed and her lips a little swollen. Anyone seeing her like that would definetly know exactly what she'd been doing. She gasped for breath as she sat back, gaze locked on Lanns closed eyes. Now sitting, she could feel his full arousal through his jeans against her bare thighs und ehr skirt and she gasped, eyes widening, the leaned forward, giving him a short, sweet peck on the lips. "Maybe.." she still had trouble catching her breath and forming proper sentences, ".. Maybe, we should stop this here." realizing how her words could be interpreted wrongly she hastily added. "As in, in the park. Not stop kissing... Defienetly not stop kissing!" She leaned forward to strengthen her words with another sweet kiss.
WHen Lann looked back at her after glancing around the park and said ".. Uh .. Let's.." Emilias heart beat faster and she scolded herself from jumping to those kinds of conclusions again. Especially when he added: "Finish the candy together?" She wondered whether her blush would stay permanently from blushing so much. She looked at the lollipop Lann was holding up between the two of them and noticed how little was left of it. He leaned in, licking at the last pieces left of the candy and Emilia joined in, carefully trying not to get too close to Lann, but there just wasn't enough of the candy left for that. It was inevitable that the two of them would meet at one point.

Emilias heart fluttered, leaving her with a funny feeling in her chest, her eyes fixed on Lann so close to her. Their lips grazed and she gasped a little at the feeling. Her eyes searched for any sign that it had been accidental or that Lann was put off by it. All she found was his intense gaze on her. He had stopped licking the candy. THen it all happened so fast. His eyes blinked, he let the lollipop drop and their lips met. Emilia took some time to catch up with it all, staring wide eyed at Lann as she felt his surprisingly soft and candy-sweet lips on hers. Then she felt his hands around her hips, pulling her even closer and sheraised her own hands to place them on his shoulders for balance. She felt firm muscles moving under her hands as he pulled her so much forward, that she ended up straddling his hips.

Her eyes had closed by themselves at some point, all she felt was the long, long sweet kiss. One hand she kept on his shoulder, the other snaked up to his neck, holding onto him lightly. She enjoyed the feeling of his skin on her hands almost as much as she enjoyed their kiss. Emilia had no idea how long exactly it lasted, but when they broke apart she was breathless and flushed and speechless. She sat back on his legs, not aware enoguh of her position to be embarrassed yet. All she could do was gaze back at Lann, who was now scrambling for words. "I--Uh..." he started, his head seemingly as uncooperative as her own. "I-- just-- it just suddenly..." Emilia smiled at him. A small but sweet one, before shaking her head lightly and whispering: "No need for excuses..", softly and leaned forward, claiming his lips one more time.
She was only a little surprised to feel Lanns arm coming around her. She let him pull her close and had to keep herself from snuggling into him. Instead, she pulled one leg up to sit on, so that she could face him without having to turn too much. She looked down at her legs and ran a hand over her skirt, sorting it back into place. WHen Lann answered her she looked back up, her eyes almost naturally seeking his lips and taking a second to lift to his eyes. "Why not jsut stay here with me? Spend a bit more time to finish sharing the candy before we go. Don't worry, you have me. You'll be okay." Emilia smiled at his words. "You can count on me Emilia." he added and her smile grew even wider. She didn't doubt that. Especially after seeing him in action the day before. There was no place safer than here, with him. She felt that.

His grin, paired with his direct gaze had her heart fluttering, then grow to a full out thumping as she noticed he was leaning forward. Her gaze went back to his lips and she watched as they slowly got closer and closer. She lifted her eyes to his, then closed them. And felt something hard and sticky against her lips. Emilias eyes blinked open and she stared at Lann licking the candy, then pulling away. She flushed furiously. Had she made the wrong assumptions? Was she really so desperate to get kissed by him, htat she would turn into such a fool? She hoped he had not noticed.

"Oh. Umm. Yeah. I'll walk you home again so.." for some reason he was blushing madly with a sheepish look on his face and she wondered whether he was actually thinking the same things as her. "Does that sound like a good idea?" he asked her and she took a second to scramble an answer together, her eyes still wandering to his lips when she didn't pay attention- "Y-yeah, sure. Sounds good." she answered him, knowing she sounded a little clueless, but playing it off and reaching out to tug the lollipop out of his hands to give it a few licks and nibs herself.

It was almost dark now and the park was mostly deserted, except for the occasional cat making its rounds or onw or two dog-owners going for a quick walk. The park was illuminated by the last rays of the setting sun, mixed with the light of the lampposts that had been tunred on some time ago. Crickets were screeching all around them. It was an absolutely romantic setting. The thought had her mind wandering to kissing Lann again and she looked at him, a slight blush on her face. As Daring as she could be sometimes, she was not comfortable initiating this kind of thing.
Hmm,.. I'm waiting for GracefulFox to post, but..
"I miss the times when we were little.. But hey, how did we forget..? Imean.. If we were goof friends.. Did we separate?" Lann asked her and Emilia nodded. "I had been asking that myself as well." she answered him and sank into her thoughts until she noticed Lann leaning closer. She blushed, took advantage of the lollipop leaning her way now and nipped at it again, her eyes going to his when he talked again. "I remember you, being just as sweet and sour as this candy." she blushed more deeply. "You liked teasing me, and I always hated it. Then there were the times where you became a sweetly loving friend. That's the part I really like." He pulled away a little and Emilia fought back the slight sting of disappointment she felt at the movement.

SHe lenaed back and regarded him with a huge smile. "I'm sorry I was teasing you like that all the time, it was just... your reactions were so cute, I couldn't help myself." she told him and laughed, already sure he woudln't like being called cute. Though he still seemed to have some of that cuteness left here and there, she knew he was different now. Though she was also pretty sure teasing him would be just as fun as it had been back then.

"Maybe we should ask our parents what happened, they are bound to know something." she offered, but then decided talking about their parents now wasn't feeling right.

SHe looked around, noticed it was getting darker and darker, the park now illuminated by the lampposts scattered around the park. "I guess we should get on our way, we can continure to share as we go?" she asked him, her mind wandering to all that had happened the day before and she fought the blush from creeping into her cheeks again. That was not what she'd had in mind when she'd said that.
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