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  • Last Seen: 9 days ago
  • Old Guild Username: Rica
  • Joined: 11 yrs ago
  • Posts: 395 (0.10 / day)
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    1. Rica 11 yrs ago
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Recent Statuses

7 yrs ago
Current Apparently being able to sleep through the night is too much to ask. Getting real tired of waking up at 2am.
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7 yrs ago
Merry Christmas Ya Filthy Animals
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7 yrs ago
sobs went from one type of sick to another i can barely breathe :(
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7 yrs ago
Finally home! Will be able to work on replies soon I promise :)
7 yrs ago
I followed that with getting incredibly sick! Fun lol
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Bio

Hello hello I am Rica.

I'm a 27 year old retail worker who enjoys general nerdy shit, I spend most of my time playing video games and often pausing to roleplay in between. Because I apparently can't do anything without multitasking.

I'm forgetful and easily distracted so I tend to wander away without thinking. Generally sort of a space case.

I mostly roleplay content involving queer people and especially queer women so I'm usually searching for one-on-one roleplays involving FxF pairings.

If you wanna roleplay with me, PM me! We can plan there or if you'd rather email or talking OOC through discord I can provide that for you as well.

Also AIM because I have at least one person I'm still using that for.

Most Recent Posts

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@TheEvanCat I won't go into some long ass detailed story but there was no way to predict what went down. I trusted one of the people involved (the other is still 'new') so I'm mostly just being stung with the feeling of betrayal.
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@The Spectre I have tried. I have tried repeatedly and it ends one of two ways.

Either they repeatedly defend one another and essentially gang up on me, or they go into how much I hurt them by implying in the first place that they would ever do that. (In turn just shutting me up and apologizing for hurting their feelings and I just end up sitting there feeling stupid and/or guilty)

It never ends in a way that involves actually considering why I might feel this way or if they actually might be wrong or acting hurtful.

They aren't awful people at all. I adore them both. But they have their faults and this is one of them.

I don't doubt they care about me (shit one of them helped me with a very personal and disgusting health issue that I couldn't handle alone) but when it comes to each other they can be very blind to the tiny faults. (Such as forgetting to do this or that) They aren't blind to mine.

@TheEvanCat Trust me if it were that simple I SO would. I used to be able to but there's one massive detail that makes this impossible.

I live with a couple.

Which means they are constantly more lenient and kind to each other but have far less patience with me.

Because they are each other's priority (as it should be. That's a couple thing.)

But it makes them utterly blind to the unfair treatment because of that priority.

They won't see it because they see it as putting each other first.
@Cynder I find that's because it's easier to lie and say you're fine than unpack all the bullshit that's actually bothering you and risk upsetting the other person/people involved.

Especially if they believe they've done nothing wrong to upset you somehow.

I lie about how I'm feeling all the time but that's because I really don't have the energy to unpack the fact that my roomies hold me to a higher 'roomie' standard than they do each other.

Because they don't see it, I know they don't. So they'll refuse to even conceive they might be doing something wrong.
In Get Kid 8 yrs ago Forum: Free Roleplay
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set them on fire instead, i've heard it's easier
but ppl always have something to bitch about unfortunately. the brains of some are too tiny to comprehend anything else.


I'm literally just

we're all going to die some day

dishes are not that big of a deal

can we not whine like children over it
<Snipped quote by Rica>

this is me on so many levels


I swear to god they always have something to bitch at me for

ALWAYS

I can't go one day without hearing something or another that I'm doing wrong

I'm going to set myself on fire to escape this nonsense.
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