Jordan Forthey
Forget to appreciate having people around he could call friends?
"I ... don't think you can really forget something like that, can you? Well, I don't think most people can, anyway." The ones who didn't most likely didn't see them as friends to begin with. "Sometimes I wonder, though, how much most of them were really friends as much as they were just there and we got along. Between my family, the Glades' estate and most recently the Fadewatchers - and the year in between that was mostly just Sir Yanin, I guess -, it almost feels like I've had three or four completely different lives. Every time I move location, everyone just seems to get cut off. I can write, sort of, but even so..." The human squire shrugged.
It held true in reverse, too, for the most part. If someone left service, it was more than very likely that if at all, then he heard back from them maybe once, twice or thrice, but no more. It was never the same as actually sitting down with someone, talking, laughing, maybe having a pint of ale or a game of dice. Not even with the person who had, for a time, been his girlfriend.
It seemed ironic, then, that his master of all people seemed to be able to keep up contact by written word more reliably than Jordan himself. He hadn't looked, but he suspected it was mostly his more trustworthy siblings. He did notice, though, that none of the letters Sir Yanin received seemed to stick around for any amount of time. The only logical conclusion was that the knight destroyed them all shortly after reading, no exceptions. There weren't exactly many places he could hide them, especially on the move, and with Jordan having to look for something or another among his master's belongings more often than not. The man seemed to remember exactly where he had put something, but wasn't overly organized otherwise.
"Aside of my mother, I guess Sir Yanin has been around the longest," because I decided to stick myself with him, "So much so that feel I've begun to forget how it is to work with people who aren't Sir Yanin or other people who are used to working with Sir Yanin. He is certainly -" fanatical, some said "- dedicated, to say the least, and ... very practical. I guess they might be not that different in that regard. If he's not out on a mission, he's either training or researching. Mostly training."
Though for all that Jordan knew, this and being an accomplished fighter and knight could also be where the similarities ended. For a while, he had genuinely felt that Jaelnec was bloody terrified of Sir Freagon. And, while, yes, Sir Yanin was intimidating and blunt, Jaelnec had also been traveling with Sir Freagon for nearly twice as long as Jordan had been around Sir Yanin, and that ought to have been more than enough time to ... well, if there was no reason to be afraid of the older nightwalker, his page would have figured it out a long time ago.
Sir Yanin could kill you, and tended to look at you as if he wasn't entirely sure why you even existed (that was, unfortunately, just his default expression), but he was by no means a violent person unless you absolutely deserved it. Jordan wasn't even sure he could call him impatient as much as ... restless, he guessed.
"If you need something, you can feel to ask him - or me -, though. I can't guarantee he'll agree to anything, but he'll at least consider it." Jordan lowered his voice for the next sentence. "I mean, he'll probably look annoyed, but that's kind of just how he always looks." With the next sentence, Jordan's voice returned to normal volume, but the tone had shifted almost ... sad?
"Deciding that the lot is taking too long wouldn't be entirely out of character, either, mostly because there is a prisoner. To reduce the odds of being, y'know, late. That has been my least favourite part of the job ... the fact that Fadewatchers are often called in after the fact. So the past two years has been a lot more ... facing the direct consequences and less tracking down stories."
Not even so much the dead as the living. They ... were mostly for him to deal with while his master went around turning over every misplaced rock and splinter.
Sir Yanin Glade
Freagon seemed unsure why people would want to replicate his fate ... up until fairly recently, when fate had another cruel twist in store. Yanin technically knew very little of the man, past the sparse words of his deeds and the quite far-fetched tales he was telling now. This far, they held up. An entity resurrected Freagon at great cost to itself. But why? What did he get in turn?
"Not people like I, or most. Desperate people with unfinished business." The human knight noted, still quietly. There were certainly individuals that made do with less. Some of them were even comparatively sane still. "Beats being a walking carrion, more so without the magical energy to back it up."
Freagon didn't seem to be actively using magic - though art of the warden, or perhaps something similar to it functionally lost to time with the first extinction of the Knighthood of the Will, could perhaps be used subtly enough to not be immediately apparent by observation alone. Could explain the claims of superhuman ability, departed from the ways of the Wardens and merged with more conventional knightly combat.
"I don't suppose you make use of any form of magic? Or the Knighthood as a whole tended to?" It was mostly a professional curiosity. He was already on the limit of what a human could feasibly do - not because he couldn't be any faster or stronger, but because being so would rapidly break down his own body. It wasn't feasible to always have magical healing at hand, and past some point, it would come with pitfalls of its own. It wasn't perfect.
There was a pause - perhaps for Freagon to elaborate. In the end, Sir Yanin sighed. It felt almost abrupt.
"What does matter." Though he retained the low volume, it sounded sharper - in a way that might be interpreted as annoyance -, but more like a statement than a question. "The Knighthood?" Enough to go through the motions, yet not enough to have people bear witness. "Eliminating threats you happen across, for as long as you can?" One could not be everywhere, even less so indefinitely. It could be difficult enough keeping just a few people comparatively safe. And that was before it came to actually making the correct judgements. "Sorting out whatever might have been unleashed upon the world?" By you or anyone else.
Perhaps one might even contemplate between trying to eliminate the bloody Withering itself where many millions before had failed or just ... leaving others with his unfinished business and just giving up? If even vastly more knowledgeable and arguably more powerful individuals than Yanin himself were calling it quits, then how much of his own conviction was a sheer lunacy? It would be easier, definitely, to just take the few people and withdraw. To not meddle until you could not not fight no more.
"I suspect some of it might have to wait until the prisoner situation has been dealt with." One way or another. "I suggest you talk to Deo'Irah little friend, too. I don't know you, or yet what your plan is, if you even have one, but the world is rotting. It needs all the help it can get, for as long as it can have it. I haven't quite given up on it yet." Have you?
More of the Viper's attention had shifted to Sir Freagon, the weight of the halberd subtly shifted, anticipating. Answer, reaction. Ultimately, Freagon's time was not out not today, not tomorrow, though delaying any uncomfortable discussions might cost him days, or a week. Bren's time was less determinate.
Barring any reaction that required immediate response, priorities favoured the town healer. Freagon's decisions were ultimately up to Freagon, and there was not much Yanin could about it if the man was not willing. "It's taking too long. We should find our employer." Up to Freagon if he wanted to come along or keep watching their squires discuss miscellaneous things.