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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Yaaay! Ohhh nice! I should be around for a little this evening too!

I like the new photo!!

Also Iris is quite bad at staying still. She hates being ill and just finds it hard to rest xD

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“I’m f-fine…” Iris tried to counter with her shaky voice knowing full well it was complete and utter bullshit and it didn’t take a rocket scientist to figure it out either. “Are… are you okay?” Asking once more as she felt him usher her back to the couch to rest as he had ordered before, she knew she shouldn’t be pushing it because it would only delay them further especially seeing as Cas refused to just rest for an hour before going back on route. The idea of delaying them further didn’t sit right with her, but then he could be as stubborn as her it seemed. Especially when it came to health matters.

It was strange because she knew how much she hated the doctors, hospitals and everything around health. Even staying in one for a brief period of time had gotten under her skin, but she couldn’t just leave especially as she couldn’t walk at that time. Usually though she’d just push through whatever illness she had, she had never taken too much care over her health before and that was something she was relearning about herself with her fragmented memories slowly piecing back together.

“Thanks.” Taking the blanket from him as she looked down at the floor, guilty because it was her fault yet again on not getting him home sooner. Looking at the blanket clutched in her trembling hands she sighed knowing he was right, although she had been cold a moment before she was starting to feel hot again and a part of her didn’t want to go under the blanket because it would be uncomfortable. Running her fingers across the material it was soft at least, it would be comfortable just warm. Shaking her head, she knew she couldn’t fight him on this, wrapping the blanket around her as instructed she glanced back over as he offered her one of the water bottles.

Clasping the water as she steadied her hands, she took a sip before placing it on her lap unable to stop the soft smile on her face, it was strange hearing him order her around, but it came from a good place. For her to get better and break the fever. It took a moment for her to register that he had spoken about putting some food together for them, at the thought of food it made her stomach churn and she groaned. “Can we wait for food? I just…. I don’t think I’d keep it down. I’m really not hungry.” She had lost her appetite from last night back at Maisies and it hadn’t returned.

Pulling up her legs onto the sofa she curled up gripping the water she had only taken a sip from, already she was becoming uncomfortably warm and her hand itched to pull off the blanket. Sighing heavily, she rubbed her eyes as she tried to get herself comfortable, but nothing was working. How am I going to rest? I hate staying still when I know I can do something to help.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Haha wow! On the plus side you've finally done it now!

Awh bless Cas, he is so sweet poor thing.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Hearing the enthusiasm as he volunteered to take a look she didn’t get her hopes up, she knew how hard medicine was to come by and it was highly unlikely Maisie had anymore seeing as they had already taken her painkillers. Opening her eyes to take a glance at what he was doing she could only assume that there had been no medicine in the backpack as now he was drumming his fingers against his knee. “It’s fine, the fever will break on its own. We don’t need medicine.” Offering a smile as she shifted on the sofa trying to make herself comfortable.

Although her words had seemingly fallen on deaf ears because he was determined to find something to help by the looks of his actions. Watching as he left to search the bathroom, she felt herself sigh, finally letting her guard down as she couldn’t keep up the act that she was fine. That was draining her enough, but it was hard not to feel guilty that it was now her fault they couldn’t continue on. Great, what use have I really been to him right now? It was hard to stop the downward spiral when she hadn’t truly left it. The guilt would slowly eat away at her and she knew it would plague her.

Iris was so out of it she hadn’t caught the fact he had moved from the bathroom to the kitchen rummaging around for whatever he could find. A part of her wanted to sleep, she knew she would get some rest, but something didn’t feel right. Sleeping in someone else’s home surrounded by a dead district, it seemed ludicrous but what if they did rise from the dead like the Zombie movies. They would be surrounded with no means of escape, no means to fight especially with his injury and she could barely stand right now.

Feeling her body tremble, she was unsure on if it was because she felt cold, or she was scared. It was probably a mixture of the two, but she didn’t want to focus on it. Whimpering slightly from the sofa she hated the feeling of being uncomfortable, she couldn’t relax, and she was restless with everything that was going on around her. Hearing some sort of noise, she opened her eyes looking up for Cas thinking it was him, amidst the little light and her vision not being perfect she couldn’t see him in the room. Narrowing her eyes as she tried to focus, she heard a quick shuffle of feet, disappearing into the distance and then she heard it. He had hurled. Cringing at the sound she could only imagine what had brought it on, perhaps he was now unwell too? Or maybe he had seen something in the house?

Not wanting to leave him alone she mustered all her strength determined to get herself off of the sofa, stumbling a few of the steps as she crashed against the wall wincing from the impact as she used it to prop herself up so she could make her way to the bathroom. Panting from the effort she blinked a few times trying to blink away the tiny black dots that had appeared as she tried not to sway on the spot, “H-Hey…” Panting out her words as she tried to continue on her path to the bathroom, “C-Cas, are you okay?”

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

No that's fair!

I like it! Ohhh I see! How long have you wanted to change it?

Omg!!! Great minds think alike haha. I just thought it would have a bit of an effect on Cas seeing the family photo of them looking happy and reminded of their dead bodies haha.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Grimacing as he questioned back asking why she was so determined she couldn’t openly say what the true meaning was because then it would only admit to the feelings she was trying to hide. “I just… I just feel like every moment you’re here only makes it worse for all of the people both here and the Capital. You need a really doctor to look at the wound on your arm and I just need to get you back.” Because it will ease my guilt? No. I will never forgive myself for what I did but seeing him back in safety will certainly ease my mind and remind me nothing can ever happen. Another wave of thoughts passed her by as they pressed on.

It was hard not to sway, her body felt heavy finding it hard to move but she forced herself to keep on. A part of her still stubborn at moving tonight. Frowning when he posed his own option of moving when she didn’t look like she was about to keel over. Surely, I don’t look bad? It’s just a fever. Trying to convince herself as she felt his grip tighten supporting her more sending another wave of guilt through her because he was injured.

It had taken a few doors to try, each home in dismay scattered with dead. Unable to contain her shudder at the fact most people in this district was dead. It had been a stroke of luck to find an empty home but a part of her wondered why, where they just out? Would they return? Or were they just dead in the plaza, bodies they had already passed beyond help. Feeling the sofa beneath her she couldn’t help but sigh, her body felt heavy and it was just nice to sit down even though she had been protesting the idea of rest.

Although at his next comment she went to protest again at the idea of him checking to make sure no one else was here, how would he fight them off if someone was? What if there were rebels around just waiting for them? What if they had been tracked here? All those thoughts started to swim around and just panic her further. Trying to push herself off of the sofa to assist him she frowned as she couldn’t even do that, her body had weakened demanding rest as if she had overdone it but she was too stubborn to admit it. Her attempts had been feeble so instead she tried to relax after realising she was going nowhere, but it was difficult. Waiting with bated breath for Cas to return she couldn’t help but let out a shaky breath when he had given the all clear. It was empty, no one was here except them. Though the idea that they were surrounded by dead bodies in homes around them did unsettle her.

Struggling to remove the backpack from her shoulders she leaned forward finally pulling the thing off, placing it beside her on the floor as she looked towards Cas. “I don’t know. As I said medicine is difficult to come by. We usually just ride them out or push through them.” Shrugging her shoulders as she leaned back on the sofa exhausted. With little sleep and an unsettled stomach, it did feel good to sit down for a moment, but it hadn’t helped her double vision or the fact she was now feeling extremely cold even though her skin was on fire.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Omg it threw me off for a second!! Haha Why did you change it?

Bless Cas! Also I had an idea that maybe the mother and daughter Cas saw dead in the plaza its their home they've now entered?

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Ohh very nice! I do love pizza!

Omg bless Cas! I could picture it, poor thing he won't forget that haha

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“N-Nothing is wrong.” The words left her mouth before she could stop them, but the minute she felt the hand on her shoulder she knew she couldn’t give anymore bullshit excuses. Even she could feel her own heat radiate off of her. “Honestly, I can do this. Just needed a quick stop. I’m fine! I’ll be fine!” Rambling as she tried to convince him otherwise, she didn’t want to delay the journey any longer than it already had been. Iris had promised to get him back tonight and she wanted to keep it, she didn’t want to disappoint him plus he needed to get his arm looked into by a professional.

Cursing to herself she felt a pang of guilt as he called it, telling her that this was too much for her when she knew deep down, she could push through it. “Cas, we can’t rest here. Look at it. At least let us get to the next district.” Hopefully by that point she’d feel more normal so would be able to continue on and get him back as soon as. Who knows what consequences will now happen to the people over his disappearance, he had been gone for a while already and it was surprising, they had yet to find him? It only increased her worry on what kind of wrath the Capital would bring down upon the people for his disappearance especially now after seeing Bel Bicis.

Before she could fight her case, she felt him move closer, draping her arm over his shoulder to support her and it was only then did she realise her knees had grown weak and was thankful for the support. “Your arm?” Whispering as she looked at Cas, concern filled her unfocused eyes as she didn’t want to cause him any further pain. It was her fault he had been injured like this after all.

Trying to regain her focus she glanced up at where they were headed and could see that Cas was leading them towards a housing complex. “Cas, we shouldn’t stop here.” Whispering as she could feel another dizzy spell coming on accompanied by a wave of nausea because the stench of death had not escaped her it only made her feel sick. “I’m not stubborn. I know I can continue. I have to get you back… I have too it’s top priority.”

Though even as she fought against him her voice wavered and by now they had reached the housing complex, it was partly damaged but not nearly as bad as the plaza they had just walked through decorated with bodies of the dead. Grimacing as she felt her body start to ache, she knew the fever was getting the better of her as much as she hated to admit it, but she was determined to get him home. “Okay… just an hour though. Just a quick rest and we will move again. Okay?” She was certain after she had sat down for an hour they could then move again; she could focus on getting him home because she didn’t want to delay it anymore.

Plus being around him… I know I shouldn’t but it’s hard just to ignore everything that happened between us. Lost in her own thoughts she felt herself stumble slightly limbs weakened but thankful she was leaning on Cas or she would have fallen. The heat was getting to her, it was becoming too much and all she could feel was her heart racing which to her was so loud she could hear it.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Nice!! Did you have anything nice for lunch?