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3 yrs ago
Current Just to inform all my partners I will be taking a short break whilst I move home. Responses and replies will return once I am settled.
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4 yrs ago
How do you write like you're running out of time? Write day and night like you're running out of time? (This darn song is stuck in my head T.T)
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4 yrs ago
Welp, now to wait for the next patch of FFXIV ;A;
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5 yrs ago
Expect delays with replies as FFXIV Shadowbringers has come out <3
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April 22nd
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Frowning as she saw him shrug his own injuries off as if it wasn’t important saddened her. The fact he was taking a disregard to his own health made her wonder if he was coming to the conclusion that he was going to die here. Something she desperately didn’t want to happen. The thought of him being killed here was absolutely horrifying and she didn’t want him to give up hope even though there was barely a slither of a chance at getting out of here alive. Not for him, her own chances weren’t looking great either, but she had a far better chance than he did. That was all dependant on Ethan though, he didn’t seem all there anymore, and she knew that he was still mad over her and Caspain and wanting to share his cell. That alone probably rubbed salt in the wound that was already there.

Even with her words about her father and his father potentially coming to their rescue it was highly unlikely. If they did come to their rescue it would be great, but they couldn’t sit here and hope on it. They would have to make their own escape and she didn’t know how to do it, not without any of them getting hurt. Though they were going to die anyway so would it really matter if they tried something and got hurt? As much as she hated to admit it, he was right about Ethan, it didn’t sound like her father had any say in anything anymore. “I don’t understand… retirement. It doesn’t make sense. He lived and breathed this rebellion even though his morals were wrong… he would never just give up on what he believes is to be the right cause.”

Then there was his father, who had not found him yet and she didn’t know why. The comment Caspain made only caused her to flinch because she felt it was true, surely, he would have been found by now but yet they were now in the rebellion holding cell. Getting their hopes up would be useless, but at least she could be with him as she didn’t want him to be alone. She didn’t want to be alone either, even if these were going to be their last moments. Thinking on it who would she want to see in her last moments? Her father? Not likely, Maisie of course, but the one person she would want to say goodbye too would have been Caspain.

Closing her eyes as she leaned into him as well thankful for him being beside her, his presence was calming even though they were likely to go to their death soon. “I wish I could get you out of here, I’ll think of something.” Whispering out her words as she relaxed sitting beside him, “You should get some rest, before they think of a punishment. No doubt he will come back once his leg has been seen too.” Although it was afternoon when this had happened, she knew that even if he got in a bit of rest now he could start to recover, wounds could start to heal before worse ones made an appearance.
Yeah sometimes you just need ice cream and tv to help!!

Oh no!! That sucks it was out of budget! However exciting you managed to find another of interest! Did you visit it? Sometimes pictures don't do places justice.

Oh gosh no worries! Take your time! I hope you manage to get it all sorted!! Fingers crossed they go for your offer! :)
No worries! I just don't know what to do with them yet haha.

Ohhhh how exciting!! The house part, not the bad break up! I hope your friend will be okay! Hopefully it's a good day regardless :3
Ohhh how exciting! At least when it comes to the move as well it's not too far so should make it easier!

So I was thinking that Ethan may leave them for the night? Wind them up tomorrow and hurt Cas. I haven't really thought on what kind of punishment for him if I'm honest haha.
Iris could tell that the pair of them were getting under each other’s skin, the way Ethan acted it was clear that Caspain had unnerved him. Annoyed him and she probably hadn’t helped either. Though at the same time Caspain was defending her, standing up for her even as Ethan taunted them both about punishments. Seeing the way Ethan had hesitated her gave her a slither of hope, perhaps he was considering how crazed he sounded? No. He is just hurt, that bullet must have hurt. Another thing I caused, my fault. Ethan won’t let that one go, not easily.

The weight of their situation was settling in, the sound of metal bars and patter of footsteps across the concrete floor. Rebels or guards with guns ready to spring into action if they tried anything funny. Security wasn’t top notch here, not like the Capital, but it was enough to keep them in whatever cell they had chosen to lock them in. though thankfully for Iris Ethan had relented and allowed them to stay together. Though at what cost she didn’t know, but they would get through it together. The past week had been crazy, between the destruction of Bel Bicis, the bombings and even the kidnapping of Cas. It had been quite the wild ride already and she felt like it was coming to an end. A bad one at that.

With each passing minute and day, it was hard to keep pushing down the guilt when Iris still blamed herself for everything that was now happening. To Iris had she not listened to Ethan, swayed by his words she never would have lured the Prince from safety. There would never have been a kidnapping and although she would have been found out as a rebel, they were most likely to arrest her, lock her up before throwing her back to districts. “You’re hurt.” Whispering as she looked over at Cas as she sat herself on the hard iron bed that was in the cell. As much as she wanted to keep apologising to him, speaking about how this was her fault she knew Cas would have none of it and right now dwelling on the matter wouldn’t help.

“I… my throat.” Grimacing slightly as she raised her hand, fingertips brushing against the discolouring skin that had started to swell from the force that had been used. In that moment Iris had thought she was going to die; she had been so close from death but then Cas had been the same too back in her home with her father. Regis had nearly killed him, though what did it matter now? They were going to get their goal; her father was going to win this unless by some miracle they were able to escape this prison.

“Maybe he will see reason. My father might… I don’t know.” Sighing softly as she placed her hand on his shoulder, though thoughts went back to the fact Ethan had said he was on retirement. “Are you okay?” It was a silly question to ask because deep down she didn’t think he would be okay. The fact is he was here to die, how can anyone be okay with their life that had barely just begun end so quickly? “Maybe your father is still looking for you… they could find this place and rescue you.”

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I couldn't help but squeeze in another reply before bed!!

Ohhh how exciting! I hope it all goes to plan though! I know it's stressful when it comes to a new home and with everything going on now it can't help, but I wish you all the best with it! And you will have to show progress photos of course!!
I know I have to stop blaming myself… but I can’t. I legitimately feel as if it’s my fault. I know it’s not doing us any good, nor will it help right now. I… Sighing to herself as the realisation that this prison would be their death came to mind. They were both powerless to it, nothing either of them could do would get them out of this mess and for once she hoped his father was looking for him. That somehow the Aspirian military had gained this information and would be making an effort to storm the Prison and rescue him. Though the fleeting thought was nothing more than a slither of hope, something she tried to cling too in this dingy place.

The fact someone had called her name had caught her attention, of course Ethan shut it down quickly but even with a glance she didn’t know who it was. Though with her broken memories and barely being able to remember key things she doubted she would be able to recall an acquaintance and she wished she could. If she could remember a name, just something about the rebel that had called out it could be the key to getting home. Though again these were all wild and desperate memories because reality was, they were stuck here, Cas most likely to lose his life and she knew she wouldn’t be able to live with herself if they killed him.

“Cas… don’t.” Eyes widened as he stood his ground, not wanting to be separated. Though inside she was over the moon as she didn’t want to be alone with anyone, she knew it would only anger him further and who knew what he would do.

“Oh, for god’s sake. There is no one around to witness your charming self. No one cares here.” Ethan couldn’t help but sigh heavily, dragging his hand across his face clearly sick of this interaction already. It was hard to control his anger and with the aid of the throbbing pain in his thigh it was hard to think straight. “You really want to be at her side… like some sort of dog? You will never be as loyal as I have to her. Never.” Spitting to the floor as his other hand ran fingers through his dishevelled blonde hair as it was clear he was taking a moment to assess things.

“I don’t want to be alone with you either.” Iris whispered looking over at Ethan who looked exhausted, perhaps she could play to her strengths, if he knew she was afraid of him perhaps he would back down. Of course moments ago she hadn't wanted Caspain to antagonise him, but noting how seemed tired she hoped she could push through to a more reasonable side of Ethan.

“Tough. I make the rules here.” Ethans voice raised slightly as he looked from the pair, taking a step forward he flinched as he felt a shooting pain in his leg. He knew he needed to get it seen too, time was being wasted here right now. “So, you can either back down and let her come with me where she will be escorted to her room, or she can stay down here with you and be a part of your punishment.”

Without thinking Iris reached out taking Cas; hand in her own as she stood next to him, her hand trembled in his, but she held it as firmly as she could “I will take whatever punishment. I would rather be with him.”

Clearly it had not been the answer Ethan had wanted, a hand raised as if to strike them both, but his exhaustion was getting the better of him and he would not show weakness right now. If he hit them and there was no force behind it, they would know, he would not show weakness. “You know what. Whatever.” Nodding his head one of the rebels stepped forward and shoved them both into the cell before locking them in, “Enjoy this time. I will be back for her later and we can then discuss your punishment.” Aiming his words to Caspain before Ethan turned on his heel, pushing the rebel out of his way as he moved off into the distance to find someone to deal with his leg.
Omg that's amazing news!!

Ohhh look at that! I wouldn't call it old! I'm sure with your skills you will do wonders with doing it up! How exciting though!!
Did my father do something so bad to go into retirement? Had his mind snapped so much they could no longer stand it? Thoughts swirled through her head as she felt his hand leave hers, the last bit of warmth and safety left her the moment he let go. Of course, he had too, they couldn’t just cling to each other in the car because they had to move, but still she had feared this place. The prison itself stood tall, looming over them as she finally managed to urge herself out of the car. All colour had drained from her face because she had never wanted to see this place again, she had stepped foot in it once before and her memories were hazy over it but the feeling of the memory told her everything. That fact all she could feel was the immense amount of dread for this prison, fear and cold it just didn’t bode well, and she hoped to keep whatever memory of this place she had repressed.

Already she knew there was no way she could break them out of this, this prison was no doubt home to at least fifty rebels. If they still had that manpower, she had no idea anymore because she was so out of touch with what was going on. Though the people outside standing with guns didn’t bode well at all. “I… I…” Stuttering as she failed to get her words out, scared to go inside the prison as Ethan continued to walk in front of them. “I don’t think I can get us out of this one.” Whispering to Cas as she looked down at the floor, she sounded broken as if she was ready to accept her fate. Given up because to her it was a suicide mission trying to get out of here.

Looking back at Cas she couldn’t believe that this may be finally it, that he would die at the rebel’s hands and again this was all her fault. “This is all my fault. If only we’d never met… you wouldn’t be walking to your death.” Unable to stop herself from blurting out her thoughts, as much as she cared for him and she was truly happy she had met him. If she hadn’t though, he would never have been taken, he wouldn’t have been hurt and he certainly would not be walking to his death either. Though talking for her was now becoming painful, there was a clear handprint covering her neck, marking her from what had happened earlier. Already there was a slight discolouration of her skin, but she knew that tomorrow it would be worse.

“Iris?”

Ethan shot one of the rebels a look who had beamed at seeing Iris, clearly thinking she was a friend and not a threat but with the look he gave the rebel they instantly backed away avoiding their gaze. Holding their tongue. “Iris is not in the right frame of mind right now; she is not to be disturbed, but if she does run, she is to be shot on sight like his highness.” Hissing out orders as he stormed inside the fortress, the creak of old metal bars opening as he moved inside limping. The pain his thigh was becoming worse by the second and he needed to get it seen too, waving away people who began to flock him he waved down some of the rebels who were inside the Prison. None of the metal doors were locked but the cells were. They still had keys to the cells, just not the doors and hallways that surrounded it, but thankfully they were still open in the abandoned prison.

Stopping in front of an open cell he pointed to it signalling Cas to move inside, the cell had an iron bed and nothing else, but it was enough, and Ethan could lock it. Out the corner of his eye he could see Iris walking to go inside the cell, but he stuck his arm out in front of her stopping her in her tracks, “Not. You.”
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