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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Ahh that's good to hear!

Omg deffo! Cas being all demanding there! You can see the growth in his character ;A;

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“Sorry, I didn’t catch any of that.” Iris mumbled as she looked down at the cards in her hand that had been deal to her, she still didn’t feel right, and she couldn’t keep pretending otherwise even if she didn’t want to show weakness in front of them. If she was honest, she still couldn’t shake the effects of that drug that had been injected into her system, even though it had to be gone it was hard to shake away that feeling. It’s probably just my mind making me believe such a thing. It’s something I never want to go through again… the pain. It was like I wasn’t myself. I'm not myself.

“No worries we can play cards another time. You could probably do with some rest.” Harry smiled as he started to pack away the cards taking them gently from her hand. Whether or not there would be another time to play cards with her he doubted it, but he could see she wasn’t up for it. What little colour she had had drained from her face and he wasn’t going to push her, after all she was in the hospital for a reason. Shoving the cards back into his pocket he moved his chair back to its original place before looking back over at the girl who didn’t really seem present. Looking at the bedside table he could see a jug filled with water and a few cups around it, moving over he poured out two glasses of water. One for himself and the other he took in his hand and placed it on the table where the cards had been set up moments ago, not wanting to disturb her he sighed and settled himself back in his chair but he kept an eye on her noting the sudden change in behaviour.

Focused on her own thoughts Iris fell into a somewhat trance. It was as if the lights where on, but no one was home. I… maybe I’ll get to say goodbye to Cas one more time. I don’t know how he dealt with everything I put him through, that my father put him through and Ethan. It had to be painful… but… that drug. Without even noticing tears had left her eyes as her mind wandering back to the interrogation, she wasn’t fine. As much as Iris wanted to say she was fine, that it didn’t hurt, and she was okay in reality she wasn’t, and she still wished for someone to just end it for her. It was the easy way out she knew that, but it was honestly starting to feel like the only viable option as she had nothing to really live for.

Harry had started to feel a little awkward, of course it hadn’t been the first time he’d been a prisoner who had cried, Harry had seen grown men cry after the Aproveset and this wasn’t different and he shouldn’t feel more sympathetic because was a girl as she had been part of the rebellion anyway, but she seemed pretty harmless. Closing his eyes, he sat back in the chair folding his arms, he wouldn’t think about it. Instead he would use the time to focus on more important matters until Jacob told him otherwise.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

How is Kai? I hope all good!

Yaaaaas super excited! I can't wait to see Cas question Jacob haha

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Omg bless Cas ;A;

I bet the Warden is like well oh shit xD

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“Don’t feel awkward to sleep if you want too, like I know it may be a little odd, but I promise I won’t stare at you.” Harry laughed as he looked over at the girl in the bed, “Or we could do something to pass the time, I don’t mind.”

“Why are you?”

“Being kind?" Harry cut her off before she could finished her sentence, "It’s just some human decency, it would be boring for me too if I just had to watch you without talking or helping the time go by. It’s not like I’ll be letting you go or helping you with anything so there is no harm in talking. I may even have some playing cards if you want to play? It would just be boring.” Harry shook his head with a smile, it’s not like he was do anything wrong by just talking with her or offering to play cards.

“I… guess.” Iris felt herself frown looking down at her hands unsure on how to feel, it’s not like he was letting her go or helping her escape. Harry was still going to be here and watch her, and he was right it was only helping pass the time and ease any sort of awkwardness between them. It would make the time go quicker as she didn’t feel comfortable sleeping in his presence just yet, so perhaps passing the time even with a game of cards would help.

“Great! Cards it is. Don’t tell Jacob though.” Harry laughed as he stood up and moved one of the tables that was on wheels. Directing the table, it slotted perfectly over her bed and gave them a table to play the game on without making her move too much. Sliding the chair of his across the floor he sat opposite the bed which gave him enough room to play cards comfortably and not be in her personal space as he still respected that. Shuffling through his pocket he pulled out a pack of playing cards and placed them on the table, “So what kind of card games do you know?”

“Oh…” Iris hadn’t thought he was being serious in his card game offer, but here he was with the table moved and chair closer so they could play a card game together. Thinking on it she wondered what kind of card games she did know, trying to rack her memory she frowned as all she could think of was snap but that was a kid’s game right? Surely, he wouldn’t want to play snap. “Ahh… well. This is kind of embarrassing. All I can remember is snap and I don’t even I am capable to play that game.” There was no way she could just smack her hand down shouting snap; she couldn’t move quickly or shout for that matter.

“Snap, oh jeez." Smacking his hand to his forehead in amusement. "Well let me teach you a game. Rummy?” Taking the cards out of the packet he began to shuffle them, mixing them all up before he began to deal them out between them. Whilst he was doing this, he began to explain the rules to Iris who was intently watching him shuffle the cards. Thinking to himself he looked at her eyes and noticed how they appeared to be distant, dull and he was certain that she was still recovering from what had happened. Even as he explained he could tell she wasn’t paying attention, but he couldn’t blame her after all the rumours that had spread about the incident. He would just take his time and if he had to explain the rules again he would, it’s not like they were going anywhere.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Omg honestly I just keep doing it! I'm like ohh food... nah I don't need it. Rinse and repeat for half an hour.

Ohh thank you! It will make it easier :3 I like the idea of Harry already haha

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Opening her eyes at the sound of the rattle of the door handle and she couldn’t help but frown, her heart beat quickened again more because she shouldn’t have visitors nor should she except any visitors unless it was someone for her death warrant but when it looked like Jacob new this person she relaxed a little. Jacob hadn’t appeared as a threat for her right now, he was just probably making sure she didn’t run or do anything stupid. Looking over at Harry she relaxed a little stopping her thoughts from going wild on how this could be when she died. It was hard not to think that every time the door went, as a prisoner a member of the rebellion it was a pretty standard punishment. Plus, the image of her father kept flashing by each time she worried that she was about to die.

Matthew? That name, is it that interrogator? Why would he be pulling a fast one?

Confused over what they were talking about she kept quiet not wanting to question it and draw attention to herself. As she was eyeing up the new guard who had taken Jacobs seat, she heard him finally respond to her statement, he wouldn’t tell Caspain if he didn’t have too and that was all she could ask for. A faint smile graced her lips at that, Caspain did not need to worry about her. Right now, he needed to focus on recovering and sorting things out with his father, she could wait. She wasn’t important right now and if she was honest, she just couldn’t see how he would be able to fix this. Not with what she had observed of his father so far, to her she could only see a man who ruled with an iron fist.

I don’t remember much of yesterday and the questioning, probably for good reason. Looking back over at Harry who felt different to Jacob, maybe he was more friendly? Not that it mattered because she didn’t need that, sure maybe a little company would help time pass by and stop her spiral of thoughts that always ended up in the same place around her death she knew she should rest, she knew she should get some sleep because she still felt tired, but it felt strange when someone else was in the room. The guard wouldn’t exactly be watching her whilst she slept, she knew that and back at the prison there were probably cameras that watched all the cells but it still felt a little odd having an unknown presence in your room whilst you slept.

At least the silence with Jacob wasn’t as awkward. I don’t really know what I should do. As if the guard had read her mind, she could see already he had more of a friendly aura as he looked right at her giving a small wave.

“It’s Harry, Iris, right?”

The silence had been broken and she nodded in response to his question still watching him a little apprehensive. It was hard to trust anyone around her with her current circumstances so she still had to be careful, maybe it would lead to more questions? Nodding in response she rubbed her arm avoiding the various tubes that were embedded in her skin, “… Yeah. I guess you are here for the day?” What else could she really ask, should she ask how he was doing? What if he asked it back? It would just be awkward and add to how uncomfortable she felt already.

“Oh, you bet! I’ll always help Jacob where I can, he’s a good lad. Does a lot for people.” Harry spoke freely as if he was having a normal conversation and not just guarding a prisoner, however he did take his job seriously so even though he was having a normal conversation he wouldn’t hesitate to restrain her if needed though he doubted the later would happen.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Ohhhh that would be so good!

Sorry that took a little longer than expected! I ended up getting distracted by the idea of wanting food and then not wanting food. So a lot of trips to the fridge happened with me getting nothing hahaha

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

At the curt response at first Iris flinched, she didn’t expect anything warm of course but just at the word of he was fine didn’t sit right. She wanted to know more, she needed to know that he was okay and everything was fine, that his wounds had been healed with nothing major happening like his leg needing to be amputated or his arm for that matter seeing as she hadn’t done the most amazing of jobs with treating it. Iris was no doctor, but she tried to keep it clean and kept away from any dirt and she had done her best, hopefully it was enough for him to make it through.

Though as he expanded, she felt relieved, sighing softly to herself knowing that his major wounds had been treated and he must have been well enough to go home to rest there. It was something that had been playing on her mind when time permitted her to think, when she knew that she was alone, and no one was around she often thought about how well he was doing. When pushing him back to the Capital he was so badly hurt that she worried she wouldn’t make it in time, that the injuries were too severe, and he would bleed out. Resting at home, I’m so glad. I feared he wouldn’t make it. Those injuries, but he did. He’s alive. Not bothering to ask anything more she knew that he didn’t want to talk, she didn’t fancy it either as all she wanted to know was that Caspian was fine.

Settling on the bed she wondered if he knew where she was, if he knew what had happened already. Remembering how he had promised he would fight for her did give her a little bit of comfort, but in all honesty, she had excepted her fate when she didn’t flee at the border. Treason was and always will be punishable by death. At least he knows, he understands the state of the districts. It was a small victory that even if she died, he understood, he would act on it and do something when he had power and she had to believe that. Believing in him and the King she knew he could become with just someone having a little confidence in him, perhaps his friends maybe?

Closing her eyes, she thought maybe it would be best to try and get some rest, even whilst her fate was in a limbo, she could try to get some sleep which would help aid in her own recovery. The sickly feeling had never left, her stomach was uncomfortable, but she was only just noticing it now as the pain from her neck was ebbing away with each passing minute. With her eyes closed there was silence once more giving her time to think about Caspain and how she wished she felt confident to ask Jacob to pass on a message, but the instant she thought it she knew it was bad. Though as she thought about Caspain some more she knew how he had been feeling about his father, a part of her thinking on if their reunion had been a good one. Probably not, if he finds out about this… I don’t think it will help.

“Don’t tell him about this. About what happened.” Not even bothering to look over at Jacob as she spoke one last thing, she didn’t want Caspain to know what had happened in the prison. What had happened with the interrogation because she didn’t want it affecting his relationship with his father. Of course, she knew Atlas wanted her dead, but she also knew Cas wanted to see that love from him especially after he thought his father had abandoned him out in the districts. Whatever happened in the prison was insignificant if she was going to die anyway, why put a strain on an already rocky relationship.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

At first it felt strange having the bandages around her neck, it felt constricting, but the cold soothing sensation was already helping. A part of her wanted to just sleep whatever nightmare she was experiencing off, perhaps this was all some majorly detailed dream and she would wake back up in her hovel of a home with her alcoholic father passed out on the coach expecting her to find food and money for the day. Though she flinched at the thought of her father, he was now dead. There hadn’t been time to grieve for him, not with the interrogations and in all honesty, she wished she could black out the photos Matthew had showed her of his dead body. It had been ingrained into her mind, reminding her that these people were technically her enemy. They would never accept someone like her, not when she would easily judged by her past actions and heritage.

It felt awkward at first to her, the silence between them just as he sat in the chair waiting, he had to be here for a reason. Most probably to make sure she didn’t run, not that she even had the energy to be making anymore escapes. Though what about night-time? Would someone still be watching then? Surely these guards took breaks and would leave a window for her to escape? Though as much as she thought on ways to escape, they were all impossible, there was no way she was getting out of here without being spotted.

Glancing back over at Jacob in the chair she opened her mouth to speak but closed it fairly quickly, hesitating to ask him the burning question she had. Focusing her eyes on her hands she began to fiddle with the fabric on the bedding as if it would give her something to do, it reminded her of when she had first been here. How bored she had been but excited every time Caspain had come to visit her. The idea of him walking through the door was a longshot, a dream that would never become reality because she knew he had so many other things to be sorting out. For one talking with his father, cringing wondering how that had gone because she had caught a few snippets of how he was feeling when it came to him. It would surely be known by now that the heir of Aspiria was alive and well so his friends would want to know how he was, those same friends he had mentioned before. That was of course if he had survived, if she had got him back on time and she knew even though no one had told her about it she felt like he was fine.

The question still burned away and mustering up the courage a whisper left her lips loud enough for Jacob to hear, “How is he?” There was no need to say Caspains name, this guard wasn’t stupid, and he would know who she was referring too especially as he had been there at the tower. It was lucky in a way, what would have happened had he not been at the tower? Would the other guards have shot them? Would they have recognised the Prince? All thoughts aside there had been someone who had recognised him, but she needed to know he was okay have it confirmed. That’s if… he will even tell me. Thinking to herself as the thought of the guard just staying silent worried her, she knew it would be asking too much to send the Prince a message but knowing he was okay would be enough for her.

Ever since returning to the Capital the guilt had become progressively worse as the weight of what her choice, she had made began to crush her. It was similar to when she was at Maisies, how she couldn’t forgive herself, she personally couldn’t let it go. The fact she had been a part of the plan to kidnap him in the first place. I’ll pay for it though, I guess that’s something. Though I will never forgive myself for it.