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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

They really are! Man I can see spirits already lifting and it's nice!

I had nothing else to do whilst waiting for security so I was like eh I'll give it a shot. I'm quite proud of it xD

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“I don’t think that cooking it would even make it bearable.” Iris chuckled still quite shocked at the taste of the alcohol that had passed through her lips, never had anything burned like that before and she was certain that even an actual burn would have been far less painful. A part of her grimaced at the idea of the alcohol passing through as she was certain it wouldn’t be pleasant, but maybe there would be nicer drinks that would wash down that horrible taste. Listening to them chat about how it was a souvenir was interesting, the idea that their parents or even they had possible visited other countries. Iris wondered what it was like, visiting foreign lands and seeing how different it was to what she had grown up with.

Turning her attention back to the group she looked over at Cas who seemed to approve of the idea of some drinking games, it would definitely liven the mood and she hoped it would help her feel more comfortable in Miles’ home. Chuckling as Miles raised his hand eagerly, ready to offer his idea up to the table she listened wondering what the game most likely was, truth or dare was something she had heard before but most likely? That was a new one to her. It sounds like common sense, like drink if you’re the most likely person to do whatever… right?

“Well I don’t know about you, but I am definitely at a slumber party right now, so these games are fitting~” Iris teased Cas as she stuck her tongue out at him playfully. Though when Miles revealed how he wanted to embarrass his friends she couldn’t help but smile, reminded of the embarrassing stories they had shared with one another in the districts. Of course, she wanted to know more about Caspian, she didn’t care if it was around humiliating stories or sappy ones as it was just nice to know more about him. Though teasing him over something embarrassing was always a bonus.

“He has a point, spoiling the fun we could have had.” Iris smirked backing up Miles at the notion of Caspian being a spoil sport. “I would quite like to play one of these games. We all could use some fun and laughter right now.” Feeling her smile falter slightly, she wasn’t lying when she wanted to have fun, it would help her forget and make her feel normal like she wasn’t some traitor to the crown now on the run from the military. Right now, she could just be a normal girl enjoying a few drinks and having a laugh with people she wanted to feel comfortable around.

“I think you’re outnumbered here; I say we play a slumber party game.” Grinning as she watched Caspian give in to the idea of playing one of the games. Though when she heard Miles call her a lady it threw her off for a split second, but she pulled herself back together quickly especially with his last comment that made her laugh. Royal tightass… well. He isn’t wrong. Finding her eyes wandering back over to Cas, the smile still on her face as she agreed with Miles comment but for other reasons completely.

“So, I think truth or dare, I have never played most likely… I can hazard a guess at what it is and if I’m right I don’t think I have enough information to go on for that game.” Iris smiled as she tore her gaze away from Caspian.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Omg its going to be fun.

Poor Iris she was not ready for that!! Apologies if there are any spelling errors I typed it out on mobile as I'm stuck in store waiting for security xD

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Iris couldn't help but laugh at the idea they were destroying their livers for a good cause, it was nice to know that they thought she was a good cause. The truth was they had risked their lives for her in order to rescue her from the hospital and away from whatever sentence she was going to face. This was something she had never expected from two people who had never even met her, they had done this for Caspian of course but it was nice to know that they took his word in knowing she was a good person and didn't deserve to die. Although she wasn't a keen drinker from past experiences she felt this deserved a toast at least, plus she was hoping it would help her sleep because it would be so embarrassing if she were to suffer from a nightmare in the presence of someone who had opened his home to her.

At the howl of approval from Miles as she had agreed to a drink she couldn't help but smile, it was nice this kind of setting feeling like she was surrounded by friends even though she bad only just met them. They hadn't excluded her once and on top of that they were more than keen to talk and interact with her like she was any normal person.

"A toast to a perfect escapade sounds great!" Iris chimed in as she took the cup that Jay had passed over to her filled with the alcoholic beverage.

Watching as the others raised the glass to their lips she followed suit, before she even realised the others experienced a strong reaction the clear liquid had hit the back of her throat and she swallowed. Within seconds she felt the burning liquid had hit the back of her throat and it caused an eruption of coughs from her, she had never tasted something so strong before and it made her feel sick. Spluttering as she tried to recover from the drink she glanced over relieved to see it wasn't just her that had suffered, the other boys had a similar reaction to the strong to the strong taste. Even as it hit her stomach she felt an uncomfortable churn, but the she realised she had refused to eat today not seeing the point and having something that strong probably didn't agree with her.

"Jeez, I thought you guys were meant to be rescuing me not killing me with this drink." Iris chuckled making a light hearted joke as she placed the shot glass down shaking her head, feeling the warmth of the alcohol flooding through her. Blinking a few times she knew she could be a lightweight as she really wasn't a drinker so she knew she had to be careful especially after finding out the high percentage of the shot Jay had provided them. Drinking and not eating was a dangerous combo and she had to be careful, but still enjoy herself at the same time whilst around the others.

"So, should we maybe play a drinking game? It might hell me get to know you guys a little. I can't promise much my end as I'm still learning about myself, but we can try!" Iris grinned as she looked over at Miles and Caspian, she still had a lot to learn about the Prince and who knew maybe she would get to learn some more funny stories about the boys. That and she knew it would make her feel more comfortable around them, getting to know them in a lively atmosphere.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

I think this part of the plan is the best part xD

Iris is trying to relax a little and not seem so nervous hahaha

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Maybe I will be okay. I’m just getting myself in a muddle. Cas is right, I don’t have to be strong all the time. Thinking to herself as she caught the brash smile and his confirmation that he wouldn’t forget that, it was exciting to think he still wanted to be with her like that and no amount of trauma between them had stopped their desire for one another. Already her heart raced and that was just at the thought of it, she already felt warm and she was sure her cheeks had to have a pink tinge in them which was no doubt easily on show from her pale skin. Thankfully though Cas had taken a step back from the sound of the doorknob rattling and the distance gave her a chance to calm down, turning to look at Miles she pondered his question about the fact Jay wasn’t back as if trying to act natural and not like they had almost been caught red handed in a hold.

“Cosmos?” Tilting her head at the mention of this magazine she could only assume it had to be some sort of feminine thing, it didn’t sound like a sports magazine. Is there even a sports magazine? As if focusing on the small things she nearly jumped when Jays voice came from the doorway, but she managed to contain herself knowing that she was safe here. Cas had told her it was okay, that she wouldn’t be a burden and right now it was safe and miles better than the hospital or prison which were places she hated to be in. So Iris made an effort, to join in the chatter and not seem so nervous even though inside it was how she felt.

“Wasted, I’m sure this has to be the more enjoyable part of the plan. I was going to ask about your alibi, but it looks like you have it covered.” Iris mused as she folded her arms looking towards Jay as he set down the glasses, she was starting to feel more comfortable around them realising that they were just genuine people who wanted to help. I have to let go; I have to trust Cas. Willing her thoughts as she took a seat at the table where Jay had placed the stash down, eyes looking at the fact he had brought three glasses already including her as if it was natural.

“Oh…” As if debating on if she wanted to drink she wondered if maybe the alcohol would help her sleep tonight, she knew she would find it hard to rest in the new surroundings and her thoughts clearly wasn’t her friend right now so maybe it was a good idea. Though the thought of alcohol reminded her of her father and how trashed he used to get, passed out without a care in the world but that was different. Her father had a problem, this was purely for fun and it’s not like any of them were alcoholics, just young adults wanting to have a good time.

“Hmm do I take part or do I watch the amusement unfold of watching other people drunk.” Iris laughed as she toyed up with the idea, glancing at Cas glad he was here before she looked back at Jay and nodded. “Sure, it’s not every day I get to celebrate an escape plan.”

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

He is so cute thought omg.

Oooooo okay! I'm excited to see!

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Hearing him tell her it was fine it made her feel a little better, she’d be lying to herself if she said that his reassurance didn’t help because it did. The way he had agreed that she had gone to hell and back was true, but he had suffered too. Caspain had gone through things that would scar anyone and she wanted to be a strong person for him to lean on. That was what she had hoped, but it was becoming apparent she could barely keep up the strong charade much longer, between that and constantly fighting with herself and her emotions it was easy to see the cracks. “I wanted to be someone for you to lean on, to count on and I’m sorry I haven’t been able to do that.”

Feeling herself relax in his arms as she felt his hand on her back, stroking it gently to support her. It was things like this that made her feel better, the support, the gentle touches and care he had for her always made her feel better. It was nice to know that even with her darkest thoughts, the sadness that she felt he was able to make her forget about it and feel better even if it was only for that moment. Deep down Iris knew that when he left her, she wouldn’t be able to stop the thoughts, the words that would whisper in her ear feeding her doubts and lies.

Unable to stop herself from giggling when she watched him falter at her request it brought a bright smile to her face, her own thoughts following along his about enjoying each other’s company after his initial reaction. It wasn’t what she had intended, she did just want to spend a night with him without fear of anyone else walking in on them or worrying that they were about to be found by the rebels that wanted him dead. Though thinking on it she knew there was a hint of desire for him, that deep down she still wanted that from him. I can’t deny that, wanting to be close to him like that. A part of her thinking about that night in the districts where they had gone to the bar and shared a bed together, how they had gotten quite heated. A part of her regretting they had been sensible that night. Where did that come from?

“I know, but when we get the chance, I want to take it. Remember that, even if it takes weeks or longer you owe me a night together.” Iris smiled looking over at Cas, she knew he was right with her escape it might cause another lockdown and who knew how long that would take. They would tighten their grip on the Prince even more so especially with what had happened with his kidnapping before. “Is it really okay to stay here in the meantime?” Looking up at him her eyes showing how unsure she was about staying here, he knew her discomfort, but she wanted him to say it was okay. “I… you know I have nothing. I just don’t want to burden any of you especially with everything you have already done for me.”

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

I mean...

Cas ins't wrong with his thinking, it did cross her mind haha~

Omg I forgot Jay had nipped off to the loo xD

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Iris found herself watching Cas, noting how he had looked at her when she left the wardrobe and it made her feel a little better inside knowing he still seemed interested in her. That no matter what had happened, no matter what she was wearing he still looked at her with the same eyes, the same affection and it boosted her own confidence a little perking her up a bit. It made her feel that things would be okay, even though she had no clue what was going to happen to her now. Without realising she had smiled, brightening up just a little even as Miles took the gown from her hands. “Thank you!” Calling out after Miles not even noticing that he had looked at her because all she cared about was Caspain.

Feeling him wrap his arms around her closing the distance as soon as they were alone, she held him back trying to hold back the overwhelming amount of emotions she felt. Not wanting to waste any time she kissed him back with passion, showing him that she still loved him no matter what even as they pulled back for air. “Don’t.” Seeing his mournful gaze after the kiss made her feel bad, there was nothing he could do. It wasn’t his fault and she didn’t want him to feel like it was. “You can’t apologise, you don’t need to apologise. It’s not your fault. I…” Frowning as she shook her head before leaning against him with her arms still wrapped around him in a hug, “I can’t explain that… drug. I.” Shaking her head she didn’t even want to think about it and she couldn't talk to him about it now when she'd only get in a state over it.

Looking back up at Cas she tried to smile as she reached her hand up playing with his hair as she watched his features, “I try to act tough, strong… I never want you to worry about me, and I will be fine. I just… I keep too much of it in rather than talk about it and then it gets too much. I break.” Glancing away feeling a little ashamed as tears surfaced but she knew she could trust him; she knew she could open up to him like this because he would understand. Caspain had seen everything and he probably knew there was so much more hidden away, but this was a first for Iris. Opening up to him like this, letting him through her walls, he had seen a brief snippet of it in the hospital yesterday when she had just broken down on him but she was gaining the courage to admit to him that she wasn’t okay.

“Your friend must think I’m a state, I’m sorry I’m so nervous…” Leaning up she placed a kiss on his cheek gently, “And… being so selfish when you suffered so much too.” Sighing softly as she moved her hand to caress his cheek from where she had just kissed, wanting to just enjoy his touch and hold him. “There is something I want, something I think we both need… I don’t know how possible it would be, but we need a night alone together. Just to enjoy each other’s company… and talk… maybe with junk food.”