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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Nox-Fleuret. The family name, the one that had been proudly brandished across the rebellion and now it just left a bit of a sour taste in her mouth. Though it was just a name it was her fathers name, she couldn’t remember what her mothers last name was else she would have asked by now to be called it. I guess it doesn’t really matter? To Iris however it did, finding herself getting wrapped up just about her last name, she didn’t even bite back at the tease that Miles had said on kicking her to the curb around paying him back. Already he knew she was the type to pay people back, finding it hard to except kindness without some form of repayment. Caspian knew this about her also, but she didn’t have the heart to fight back on the matter.

Smiling at Cas at the mention of Jacob and how he had sent her to the hospital she nodded, “Probably because of you and I don’t think it’s anything to with authority. I think he believes in you like I do.” As much as she knew they had to be careful she still wanted him to know that she believed in him, hopefully he also took it as a she still cared for him. Maybe he would read into it more, she hoped he would because it hurt not being able to tell him her feelings for him and ask if they were okay.

Turning her gaze to Miles as Cas stated it was his home and what did he think she shook her head grimacing, “I don’t like your ideas. Especially when it comes to drinking.” Although it had been fun, she wasn’t a huge fan of drinking, or anything else for that matter when he mentioned his stash. Wrinkling her own nose, she shook her head agreeing with Cas on the idea that more alcohol was not the way to go with this.

“Food however sounds great; I’ve regained my appetite and let’s just say the food here is amazing. It's certainly been a treat.” Perking up at the idea of food, at the start she had been a bit cautious still feeling sorry for herself but she had soon warmed up to the idea of eating and now it was always exciting to experience the new foods that she could taste. It was the same when she had stayed with Cas, they always had such fancy food that she had never tried before and it now felt strange thinking on the slops they used to eat back in the districts.

“Whatever we have will certainly be better than anything I could ever cook myself.” Grimacing as she thought on the stale bread, she had offered Cas back when he was locked in her basement. Not that was something she had cooked because there wasn’t much food available to cook for him at the time because whatever money her family had was always spent on alcohol to appease her father. “I’ll be honest, I’m not that great when it comes to food. I’ve not really had much choice before, so I am happy to let you guys pick. I’m sure it will be amazing whatever you choose.”

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Deffo!

Oh! Did you ever get the results back from that test?

No worries, I understand! I feel bad for Cas though, the jealousy, bless him. Iris can't even assure him that she still likes him with Miles right there xD

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“I would never cheat!!” Iris found herself laughing as Miles turned it back to her, the idea that she would cheat was preposterous, but she liked the fact he would tease her back. Again, the bright chipper mood taking away whatever worries she had faced. They were still there in the back of her mind, but it was easy to focus on something else if only for a second. “I can assure you I did not pocket any aces; I didn’t even have pockets! I wasn’t even wearing anything with sleeves. You’re just a sore loser.” Biting back as she could see the smirk on Miles face and she knew already he was just winding her up, but she couldn’t even stay fake mad at him.

Though she found her gaze wandering back to Cas, the smile being replaced by a frown at the tone of his voice. Seeing him with folded arms over his chest she felt like he was becoming closed off, that he didn’t want to talk or share with them and she felt the worry creep back in. The thought that he actually might not be interested in her anymore, that maybe over the week he had come to find that he wasn’t attracted to her and it had just been the adventure that had drawn them close. I thought… we were together? Maybe I got it wrong? Iris had to stop herself from just outright asking him what his problem was, worried that it would just cause a fight and he would admit to not liking her anymore. Words she didn’t want to hear leave his lips. Iris knew she was probably overreacting to this, but the flashes of that vivid nightmare she experienced a week ago when he had said he never loved her haunted her.

What if I just said something that offended him. Maybe he doesn’t like the fact I’m insulting his best friend? I must have done something wrong. Nerves began to build up as she couldn’t help but fidget uncomfortably on the sofa worried to speak for a moment because she thought she had done something wrong. Watching Cas she felt herself ease a little as he confirmed she was safe, deciding to focus on this subject of the conversation making her feel a little silly as she had probably just overreacted and read too much into it. “Jacob knows?” There was worry in her voice, not because the guard knew but she still couldn’t shake off the worry that Cas didn’t like her.

“Rebel girl?” Smiling slightly as Miles made the comment, she relaxed a little more, Jacob could be trusted as Cas had said and she believed his word. “I can’t believe he agreed to it…” Shaking her head she was slightly shocked that he had agreed to keep his word and even throw the soldiers off of her scent. “I’m starting to build up a debt here for people saving my life.” Trying to make a joke, hoping that it would cheer up Cas a little, she still wondered what brought on that tone of voice. “Though thinking on it, I’m fairly certain that Jacob was the one that made the prison take me to the hospital. If he hadn’t have done that, I don’t know what would have happened.” Iris could remember hearing his voice bark the orders at someone about moving her, she was certain it was Jacob though it was hard to recall without thinking on that painful time.

Determined not to dwell on the matter Iris grinned at the boys clapping her hands together, “We should celebrate lockdown being lifted. I know I don’t want to sit around here dwelling on the past. I am safe, you guys aren’t going to be punished. We should be happy. What shall we do?” Hoping that it would brighten up everyones mood and keep her own mind off of the depressing thoughts.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

I think it would be interesting with either option whether he accepts or denies it. I’d be happy to go along with either. It would be interesting her going back to the districts and to see how Cas would react about it and what he would do. Then it would also be interesting if Cas ever found out she asked Jacob to do such a thing if he refuses. We can have a think on it and see how it fits in with the story when it gets there!

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

As much as she had wanted Cas to sit beside her she couldn’t just outright say it as it would draw unwanted attention to themselves, plus she could handle not sitting next to him as she had already waited a week just to see him again. “Hey no fair! You can’t gang up on me.” Huffing as Cas mentioned it sounded like her finding it hard to accept kindness at times. Iris didn’t know why she was like it, accepting help from others was often difficult and she wondered how she had developed that kind of behaviour. It was hard to understand everything fully especially when she still couldn’t remember everything about her life, even with the main parts of it unlocked there was still a lot she didn’t know.

“I was being kind; didn’t want to hurt your feelings or make you feel self-conscious over your snoring.” Iris stated in a matter of fact tone but she couldn’t keep a straight face as the soft laughter left her lips at the playful nudge of his elbow, he clearly wasn’t offended but it was always fun to make these kind of remarks. In fact, a lot of these banter comments and light-hearted jokes between them had kept her from crumbling, the laughter stopped the tears and it was becoming easier to forget as each day passed. Especially with his bright personality.

Glancing back over at Cas as he took the sat adjacent to them, she smiled as he spoke about his time, “How are you doing now? You’re looking loads better, have the… injuries nearly healed?” Her tone softer, a pang of guilt as she hesitated at saying the injuries because he’d never have had them if it wasn’t for the rebellion and Ethan and her father. The man who had started this whole ordeal off.

“Oh! Well, not too much. I think I’ve watched a lot of the latest movies now, we just sort of chatted and hung out really.” Tapping her fingers against her knee as she tried to recall the activities they had done, “Ohhh but Miles did teach me some various card games, turns out I already knew how to play a lot of them… I eh… just didn’t remember.” Feeling a little sheepish at the fact she did know how to play more games than just snap, she just couldn’t remember. “At first, I only thought I knew how to play snap, but apparently not. I’ve got quite the lucky hand with cards.” Smiling proudly at the idea she was becoming better at the game, that and she had remembered something more of her life. It was only little, but it will still something.

“I’ll be sure to whoop you at cards next, I honestly think Miles cheats.” Casting a sideways glance at Miles with the playful jibe that he cheats at card games.

Fidgeting on the sofa she was itching to have a moment alone with Cas, to just find out if he truly was okay. If they were okay, but again she had to remind herself that being patient was key though she couldn’t help but ask her burning questions curious to know if they were truly in the clear. Sighing softly to herself she glanced at her hands that had intertwined with one another neatly in her lap, “It’s felt like a long week. I can’t lie I was anxious every time there was a knock at the door. Do you think you all got away with it? That I won’t be taken back there.”

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

I have a plan for Ethan, but again I kind of need to make sure it makes sense xD

It’s just finding a plausible way to have them sneak into the Capital again and hide, then finding a way to even get close to Cas because security would be tight.

I have a few ideas but again, nothing too concrete.

Ohhh! I also had a bit of an idea to play out because I can imagine the relationship of Cas and Iris getting a little bit rocky with everything. I’d love to hear your thoughts on it. With everything going on and Cas becoming the new King Iris would blame herself, I know she would. She would start to believe that she was the downfall of the monarchy ultimately and feels she would end up being Caspians downfall which she doesn’t want. Thinking he would be better off without her she asks Jacob for a favour to sneak her back to the districts without anyones knowledge so she can just disappear thinking it would be better for Cas and the kingdom.

What are your thoughts?

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Hearing the splutter of Cas, she felt a satisfaction that he was clearly still interested in her, and her worries and thoughts had all been for nothing. There was no change between them, he didn’t suddenly find her repulsive or no longer have feelings for her. Iris knew she had been silly, but again she couldn’t help but worry over those things. Especially when she thought how he could have whomever he wanted, anyone would have happily thrown themselves at him, but he had chosen her even after she had betrayed him, he still wanted her and it made her feel giddy inside knowing this. Knowing that he thought she was worth it all.

I’m glad I wore this for him. Thinking to herself fondly as she looked at the sheepish smile and the way he cleared his throat knowing to herself that she had made the right choice. Seeking out his gaze she had to hold back her blush, try not to appear flustered because she couldn’t let on that there was anything between them. Seeing him standing there before her was amazing, he looked healthy, well and a lot better than he had at the border and he also looked like most of his injuries had healed. Well she hoped they had.

“Honestly Miles was so boring.” Iris smirked over at his friend just winding him up a little, “You just can’t get good company these days.” Finding herself laughing as she shook her head slightly to show that she was only messing around with a light-hearted joke. “I am only messing, honestly Miles has been lovely. Managed to find clothes around my size and put up with me for a whole week and I’ve made myself pretty comfortable on this sofa.” Patting the cushion that had been her bed for the past week, but she didn’t care because it was just as comfortable. The furnishings here were top quality and far better than anything in the districts, it certainly beat the floor of the bunker they had stayed in the first night.

“I actually think I’ve managed to get a bit more sleep too, which is a godsend considering this guy snores loud. I mean it, super loud I thought it was like a bear or something.” Iris knew she was rambling a little and talking a little too much about her time with Miles, not that there was anything wrong with that, but she felt incredibly nervous around Cas. Seeing him stood there looking as handsome as ever, like nothing bad had happened to him it just made her nervous and ramble on like it was natural.

“Sorry, I’m talking too much…” Fiddling with the hem of her dress trying to hide how nervous she was with a laugh, she knew she must had looked stupid and she found her cheeks heating up ever so slightly. “How was your week? Did you get up too much at all? I don’t suppose you’ve had to start up those boring lessons you used to complain about so much.”

Way to go Iris, you look like a bumbling wreck, how he was ever attracted to me I don’t understand.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh, wow I love the whole timeline of events planned out. I think that would work nicely!

In between I can work with Ethan and the plan with them sneaking back into the Capital and plotting to kill the new King. Iris will probably still be struggling with her inner turmoil because she hasn’t grieved for her father so I can see it all boiling over because she doesn’t think it’s right to feel sad over him after all he did, but at the same time it was her dad. Poor Miles might end up witnessing it xD

Gosh though the guilt Iris would feel though, even though it wouldn’t be her fault she would feel absolutely terrible that she had kept him with her that night and not back with his father in the last moments. Then she'd want to go with him to support him, but she knows she can't.

I love a lot of action and drama too so this would be great! I'm already excited :3

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Omg how exciting!! I bet you can't wait to see it finished!!

No worries I'm off tomorrow so I can stay up a bit tonight :)

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Omg I like the idea of word spreading through the Capital about it. That would just add to everything hahaha.

Ooo okay, let me know what you’re thinking when it’s more of a formed idea!

Oh yeah, I think it would fit nicely being attacked so soon after the death. At the end I think Ethan should be killed, whether captured or not his end will ultimately be death. I just don’t know how I want him to die yet haha.