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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

A part of her wanted to talk to Cas, to tell him how she was really feeling especially as she couldn’t talk to Miles about the interrogation. For one he would think she was crazy that the military had that kind of power and two, it just didn’t feel right because she wasn’t comfortable opening up to him as he hadn’t experienced it with her. Not like Cas had, he understood everything, he had to know about interrogation as well as her father’s death and it meant she didn’t have to voice it out loud, he would just know without her words having to confirm it. Though the idea of talking soon vanished when she had all of his attention focused on her and it was everything she had craved since the close encounter at the pub.

Even though things were heated she could feel the cold wall against her back and she relished in the fact that she was in this kind of position with him. Being able to kiss him, touch him and just enjoy everything about being so close to him felt amazing. Feeling his hands clutch at the fabric of her dress caused a shudder to course through her as her body wanted nothing more than to be with him and she couldn’t help but blush at her own thoughts.

Useless thoughts of worrying about pizza had soon escaped her as it was replaced by the thrilling excitement of sneaking around with the Prince under his friends’ nose like they were. Although it was dark, they could easily be caught and that idea just excited her more, of course the boys couldn’t just walk in on them as Cas had locked the door, but she knew it was made of glass. It was fun to be playing around like this, the secrets and hidden moments of passion like this. It easily made her forget the bad things that had happened over the past few weeks and even stopped the negative thoughts about being a secret couple for a moment.

“Of course, I did it’s your favourite colour.” Iris whispered in response against his lips letting out a soft sigh as she felt his hand trail against the dress, “Why wouldn’t I wear this for you?” Purring out her words as she leaned into his kiss again, her hand moving from his hair to trail down his chest just above the fabric as she kept the palm of her hand against him firmly. Already she could feel her own chest rising and falling quickly especially as she felt the confidence of him pinning her against the cold smooth surface which only lit a fire in her.

“Cas.” Whispering out his name as he teased her as she just let herself go with him, pausing for a brief moment using her free hand to force him to look at her. “I love you.” Speaking with certainty as she wanted him to know how she felt, of course he knew but right now all she cared about was telling him she loved him. Reassuring him that right now he was the only thing that mattered to her as she entangled herself with him against the bathroom wall. Hands trailing up back to his hair gripping his locks as she couldn’t help but move in for another kiss, capturing his lips with hers as she pushed herself against him heart racing as each touch sent chills down her spine.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

The game was good! I spent most of the weekend on it so I am taking a break today :3

Oooo I like the idea of that! It would be so funny the boys in their state trying to open the door xD

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Yeah understandable, but that still sounds fun at last! Omg an old cave system in the mountain? That sounds awesome though! I'm glad to hear it was a good weekend though :3

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Waiting in anticipation Iris watched to where she thought the door was, heart still hammering away as she waited for Cas. Although it was dark there was a faint light so she knew she wouldn’t fall over herself or crash into something at least. Fiddling with her fingers she watched the door as she waited, mind running wild as she thought about the few minutes, they could spend with each other. It made her cheeks heat up at the ideas, but she couldn’t wait to hold him, to touch him and kiss him as it had been a week without seeing him so it was hard to not be excited.

Hopefully they don’t get too suspicious, I can’t say that I’m not enjoying the element of danger. Thinking to herself as she waited, feeling like it was taking so long for him to join her in the bathroom. I hope one of the boys doesn’t forget and walk in here, that would be awkward. Especially if it was Miles. Biting her lip as she watched the door intently feeling a little anxious as her thoughts whirled around in her head. Brushing down the dark red fabric that adorned her skin she then found herself fiddling with her hair as if she had to make herself look presentable, not that it would matter too much seeing as it wasn’t bright enough for him to see strands of hair askew.

Brushing out the creases distracted her for a split second, waiting for him to finally come through the door and as she heard it open, she couldn’t help but beam. It had to be Cas; she was certain it was him as she narrowed her eyes looking at the silhouette that turned to the door locking it as she heard the faint click. It was a smart move because it meant no one could just walk in on them with whatever they were doing.

Iris could feel her pink tinged cheeks as Iris glanced up to Cas holding her breath as he inched closer to her, this was the first time in what seemed like forever they were alone, and no one could disturb them now. Iris could finally enjoy a moment of peace with him like she had wanted for a while as between the rebellion and then coming to the capital and being separated like they had. It was excitement and she couldn’t wait. Unable to stop the gasp that left her lips as she felt her back hit against the cold bathroom wall, heart racing as she felt his lips against hers and she wrapped her arms around him her fingers entangling in his hair as she kissed him.

Savouring the feel of his lips against hers as she kissed him with passion, one hand of hers playing with the locks of his hair as her other hand trailed down his arm just enjoying the fact she could touch him and that they were able to spend these few moments together. The boys wouldn’t miss them, they probably wouldn’t notice because they were too busy being out of their minds.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Hey it's okay! Sounds like you had a really fun weekend though! I started playing a new game so I was busy haha. I hope you have been well though!

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“Ah yeah… maybe.” Iris smiled not really going for the idea because she knew she wouldn’t fancy Luigi’s, well she would have liked to try other options that would interest her but she didn’t want the embarrassment of going to order something they would consider plain. It would be embarrassing for her and she didn’t want to go through that with Miles when already she was starting to feel awkward after realising his intentions to her. There was a part of her that hoped she was overreacting because then it would avoid any awkward situation, though she doubted that would be the case.

As Jay and Miles continued to have their fun with indulging themselves, firstly with finishing the bottle of champagne and then smoking whatever substances they could get their hands on she discreetly placed her plate down with the unfinished food because she was not a fan. Thankfully the boys seemed too wrapped up in their own fun to notice, but she participated in the fun and games and conversations trying to keep her mood upbeat distracting from the pizza. It wasn’t that hard to keep a positive outlook as she was close to Caspian and it was good to see him again after so long, a week had felt forever.

It was quite entertaining to see how stupid they had become because they didn’t pace themselves and she was glad she didn’t join in, she barely finished her own glass of champagne not enjoying the taste at first but she had grown accustomed to it after a few continuous sips. The jokes soon started to not make any sense and it was clear they were out of it, but at the same time to her it was amusing to watch as they lounged around changing into different positions babbling on what she would call was nonsense.

Unable to stop the smile that spread across her lips as she heard his whisper excitement started to build at the idea of spending a moment with him alone. Nodding in response not bothering to whisper back she took to her feet glancing down at the boys wiping the smile from her face as she used the best excuse she could think of, “Hey, I’ll be right back. I’m not feeling too great probably that time you know.” Shrugging it off making it seem like a girl problem to ensure that Miles and Jay wouldn’t question or even go look for her she slipped from the room briefly letting her hand touch Caspians shoulder before she slipped into the bathroom not turning the light on as he said.

As she moved into the bathroom, she couldn’t help but feel excited, this seemed risky and dangerous and her heart hammered away as she waited for him. It was like a surge of adrenaline that rushed through her and she felt herself fidget in anticipation waiting for Cas. It felt strange standing in the dark in the bathroom, but the reward would be worth it because she would get to spend a brief moment alone with him though she felt her cheeks heat up at her own thoughts because the risk added a whole new element to their meeting.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Ohh very nice!! Taking Kai with you too? :3

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

It was quite entertaining watching the boys fight over the spot on the sofa, she could see Jay easily winning and minutes later Miles was rubbing his tailbone after being thrown to the floor. Smiling as she watched the pair, she relaxed happy that she was close to Cas as knowing he was there made her feel better as she had someone to back her corner. Laughing to herself as she heard the insults, she glanced down at her plate with the pizza placed on it, feeling her stomach lurch at the thought of eating more because she was not a fan.

It’s just these little things that upset me. It shouldn’t mean anything, but why am I getting upset over it? It’s not a problem that I don’t like this, it shouldn’t be a problem. Why am I making this a problem? Biting the inside of her lip she felt all the emotions stir inside of her, she didn’t know how to feel as she looked at the innocent slices of pizza on her plate. There was no point eating it as she knew she couldn’t force it, perhaps she could say she lost her appetite? Would that be believable? Pushing the thoughts down she returned to her smile and chimed in with the boys, “With that language Miles you will never earn sofa privileges.”

Iris hoped that playing along and making jokes would distract from them asking what her thoughts where, but then she heard Miles just casually asking if it was great. Faltering slightly, she felt herself laugh nervously as she shook her head, “No no, you were right. It’s honestly great, I can see why you guys like it so much.” Trying not to flinch at the teasing comment of hating it just to win the bet, sure that was a lot of money, but she’d never do something on purpose to receive it. Plus, she already felt awkward as it was just staying in his home let alone now taking money from him all because of some stupid bet. “As if I’d do that! I don’t need to win that bet”

I don’t want your charity. Holding back her thoughts not wanting to voice them out loud, but she felt like it would be charity. Though it was probably her overthinking things as per usual, but she felt like they’d pity her because of her background, and it unsettled her. As if to make a point she took another bite of the pizza holding back the disgust she felt and trying not to reveal on her face the fact she disliked the food. Unable to stop the slight shudder she felt she swallowed the bite holding the plate in her hands not wanting them to suspect anything. Between the food and the champagne she could already feel her night not being a great one and she knew she had to be patient, she had to wait until she could spend some time with Cas alone.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

And now I am off for the weekend!! Super excited~

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Cool to be famous? Grimacing at the idea she wondered what it would be like to be famous, but all she could think of was the cons and no sort of positives. Well, she knew money was certainly a positive, but you’d lose your privacy and have everything broadcasted about your life to others. It just didn’t sit right with her, but then this was something Cas had to deal with on a day to day life and it wasn’t like he was just a one-time celebrity. This was the heir to the throne, a soon to be King and it was unlikely he would be forgotten so quickly so privacy would always be hard for him to obtain. It was a miracle he was even able to pull off an escape plan for her.

“Oh, autobody shop? That sounds pretty cool. I assume it’s something you’re good at then?” Iris smiled looking over to Jay as she thought on his words, she could understand why he would want the publicity as it would help him get his own business off. “I wish you all the best in that venture! I’m sure it will be successful.”

Returning back to the mention of the strange film she looked over at Cas grinning as he asked her to spill the details, “Well honestly I don’t remember. They were in space, but there wasn’t much talking. I didn’t really understand it and then all of a sudden, they were back on earth and like the wildlife was dying? Honestly, I don’t think I paid too much attention to it so that’s probably why I thought it was weird.” Chuckling as she watched Miles come in with the pizza placing it down as a brawl soon began out over the space on the sofa as Cas had predicted.

Nodding she leaned forward taking one of the plates in her hand and helped herself to the pizza placing two slices one of each on the plate for Cas and also some for herself. Once of each too in hopes she would like one of them or both. Leaning back, she passed him his plate over and settled back on the floor still using Cas as a backrest as she held her own plate in her hands, nervous to try the new food. It smelled nice which gave her hope and she knew she was thinking way too into this as she looked at the slices of pizza on her plate. Picking up one of the slices she took a bite and instantly regretted it, this was certainly not a taste she enjoyed but she forced herself to chew and swallow the bite she had taken not wanting to reveal to the others this was in fact too rich for her and a cheese and tomato was what she would have preferred.

Maybe I’ll like the other one? Considering that option as she looked at the other slice on her plate, the pizza without the salmon though she couldn’t just change the slice she was eating? They would pick up on it and know she didn’t like it and just show them another difference of her own background. Something that she was consistently focusing on at the moment.