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Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Removing her hand from her face as she looked up from the sofa she caught sight of Miles walking inside accompanied by Cas, finding herself sit up a little straighter on the sofa she grinned unable to stop herself at the sight of him. “You just can’t stay away lately.” Briefly glancing at Miles watching the flourish of his hand as he claimed he felt special with all the visits, “I’m starting to believe it myself, perhaps we are special with all these visits lately. Though I am not complaining, it’s a nice distraction.” Thankful that he had come at the right time because it would make things so much easier especially when it came to the awkwardness.

“Pfft, you both probably think you’re better than everyone else let’s be honest.” Iris snorted at Caspians comment looking back over at him still smiling as he greeted her warmly. It was definitely good to see him again even if it had only been yesterday when she had last saw him, though time was feeling a bit strange to her cooped up in Miles bedroom and the lack of sleep wasn’t helping. That was something she knew she needed to get better with, but there was nothing she could do about it now plus she had neglected to tell anyone because she didn’t want to cause a fuss.

“I’m doing alright, though I am getting a little restless being cooped up here. I know it’s for good reason, but… I guess I miss going outside and just being able to do whatever I wanted too I suppose.” Trailing off slightly she knew she shouldn’t be bitter over it as after all it was for her benefit, but she couldn’t help how she felt about being stuck in his bedroom without being able to fully feel comfortable.

“I know I shouldn’t complain, I have it easy here. It’s just the uncertainty of not knowing what is happening next. Plus, I can’t live on this sofa forever, I’m sure Miles wants his room back and his own personal space.” Iris smiled softly as she opened up just a small bit to how she was feeling, in all honesty she couldn’t wait to have her own personal space because then she didn’t have to keep acting like everything was okay when deep down it wasn’t.

“How are you anyway? What brings you over this way?” Glancing at the clock it was still quite early in the day and usually he would visit in the afternoon, a part of her thought that something had to have happened and she knew she couldn’t just outright ask it. Not if he didn’t want to talk about it in-front of his friends. That and Iris was certain that showing so much concern could bring to light her feelings for him, Miles wasn’t stupid he would catch on and as soon as she thought about that she averted her gaze from Caspian looking at the hands folded neatly in her lap to stop herself from fidgeting.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh wow that’s quite a long time! Ohhh balayages are very in right now! I need to do something about my roots, but I’m just so lazy hahaha.

No worries! Ohhh I like that! That works nicely, maybe tonight after the argument he receives that text message?

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Iris felt herself ease up a little as Miles assured her, backing off in a nice way and not making it into a big deal that she had turned him down. Letting out a shaky sigh she felt a rush of relief as it hopefully meant that they could still be friends and nothing had to change, it seemed that way with his words so she was happier in that fact. Oh, thank god, he doesn’t hate me. He just thought I was hot it was nothing more than that. What a relief. Finding herself smiling alongside his assuring one just glad that it didn’t get worse. “Yeah no, that’s fine. I’m glad we’re still cool though.”

It was a compliment that he thought she was hot, she never would have thought that people inside the Capital could have been interested in her as she didn’t think herself as any sort of contender against how beautiful people were here. Should I say I’m flattered? No, that would just make it worse. Pushing away the thoughts as she felt her body relax and not tensed, stopping herself from fidgeting with the sleeves she was glad that he had such a lax attitude and somehow turned it into some sort of positive.

“Thanks Miles. We can still be friends. If of course you want a former rebel as a friend, very dangerous of course.” Finding herself laughing nervously feeling loads better that they had cleared the air over something she had never considered until last night when Cas had mentioned it. Least he had mentioned it because she would have been totally oblivious to it all and at least she had been prepared for it. Not that it made it any easier for how awkward it had been. The jokes however did make it seem less bad and of course she knew she wasn’t going to be dangerous, but considering that she was part of the rebellion and they were considered a threat to the Capital it was an easy joke to make.

Before she could make anymore jokes or somehow make it even more awkward the doorbell had gone, and she couldn’t help but sigh thankful for the distraction. “Oh no of course, It’s probably important this early.” Waving it off with a smile as she watched him leave, she moved herself over to the sofa now he wasn’t there. Not that she was against sitting next to him, but she didn’t want to sit down after rejecting him, next to him. Hearing the door shut behind him she sunk into the sofa shaking her head with a grimace, that had not been her proudest moment because she had been so awkward at the scene. I hope I’m not here for much longer.

Raising her hand to her forehead letting it drop to in front of her eyes mulling over her thoughts, hoping that whoever was at the door would be a good enough distraction for them both to not bring up the awkward subject of rejection.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Oh nice! Did you get a different colour? Enjoy the game day!

I couldn't sleep so I ended up writing in the end. Thank you! I hope so too

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“I don’t think I would, you’d end up hating my outfit choice and faking you liked it to not hurt my feelings.” Iris jibed back glancing down noting how close he had edged towards her on the sofa inwardly cringing because it was either going to get really awkward or she was overthinking the movement. To Iris it was hard to think someone could possibly like her especially with her background and surely, he would be more interested in some upper-class woman with more to offer. It was also what something she worried about with Cas that the events of what they had gone through was the sole reason that pulled them together. The movement of Miles arm around the back of the chair subtly hinting towards placing his arm around her and she quickly looked at Miles seeing him lean forward towards her slightly.

“Iris… I think you’re beautiful.”

Within an instant Iris umped up from the sofa with both her hands outstretched in front of her as she shook her head red on her cheeks from how embarrassed she felt over this awkward situation, anxiety bubbling away in her stomach as she knew she had to approach this subject. “M-Miles… I. I’m sorry.” Words falling out of her mouth quickly as she stumbled over them unsure on what to say without hurting his feelings or make it even more awkward because she had to stay here. There was nowhere else for her to go and she didn’t want it being awkward between them. “There’s no easy way to put this.” Finding herself look at every inch of the room avoiding meeting his gaze because she found it difficult to look at him, especially as she didn’t want to see his reaction.

“It’s not you, you’ve been kind and a lovely friend... Wow this is all sounding so cliché and rubbish, but I eh. I’m not interested.” Fidgeting on the spot from where she stood, she found herself fiddling with the sleeves of her top feeling incredibly awkward already because she hoped to avoid something like this.

“Oh. No. Of course” Miles shook it off the sound of disappointment in his voice as he sat back on the sofa folding his arms looking over at Iris who had practically bolted from him. It was hard to mask the sound of disappointment in his voice because he had been interested in her, she was beautiful and spending time with her had been enjoyable and a part of him had thought that she might have felt the same. Now however, he knew he was wrong, but he wasn’t mad just feeling a little bummed out and slightly awkward because now he would have to share his room with her his failed attempt.

“I’m so sorry Miles, I hope this… eh. Doesn’t make it awkward, but I get it if you don’t want me staying here. I understand! I mean I should probably look at going home or finding some sort of permanent solution anyway so…” Unable to stop what she would call word vomit as Iris blabbered on needlessly feeling worse by the second as she knew she was not helping the situation.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Hey I'm so sorry I haven't replied yet I've had a really bad day so it's hit me hard in terms of motivation. I hope you have a good weekend! I hope game day is a lot of fun for you! :3

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

I hope I'm playing Miles alright! If you have any pointers or anything please let me know :)

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

“Well it was much better than hearing you snore. You were such a state last night.” Iris countered with a slight smile tugging at the corners of her lips, it was hard not to just continue the friendly banter as she felt it was right. “I think that you are still trying to wake yourself up there. Quite the party animal.” Laughing softly as she moved further into the bedroom making her way to the sofa sitting herself down as she got comfortable.

Snorting Miles shook his head with an amused smiled on his face, “You think that was being a party animal? Oh boy you have not seen anything yet.” Stretching his limbs Miles headed over to his chest of drawers before throwing the TV remote back towards Iris on the sofa with a grin, “I’m gonna hit the shower, pick out something to watch and I’ll join when back.” Reaching out he grabbed some clothing before trudging over to the bathroom needing the shower to wake up and clear his head after the heavy night.

“Sure.” Iris sighed as she slouched on the sofa grabbing the remote turning on the TV to browse what was currently on. This routine had been fairly similar each morning, either one of them would shower and just watch TV for a bit until the other joined in. It would be quite a chill morning, and nothing would really happen, but it was nice in a way. Iris enjoyed having nothing to do for a bit, she was able to just sit around and watch TV just kind of relax. What would make it better was if it was on her own terms, her own space or home which again was another thing that couldn’t happen, and it was starting to get to her.

Browsing through the channels Iris had landed on some reality show, it was one of the dating shows where the people had to choose the outfit of the person, they were angling a date for. There were three people and different rounds with different themes and the best outfits went through. At first, she had pulled a face calling it stupid, but now she had somehow been hooked and was zoned in watching as the contestants would scramble around for outfits and she couldn’t believe how much it had caught her attention as twenty minutes had passed already.

“Dress to impress, nice choice.” Miles cooed as he returned from his shower drying off his hair with the towel as he threw himself onto the sofa next to her. “I bet you could choose me some great outfits. I’d deffo pick you.” That and he knew the whole prospect of the show was to then eventually go on a date with the winning number.

“Yeah as if, I know nothing about fashion in the Capital. I’d dress you like some sort of clown.” Iris found herself scoffing, but she could see the smile and laughter on his face clearly amused by the idea of her picking out something for him to wear.

“Come on, you’d pick out something great.” Miles nudged Iris using that movement to edge a little closer to her on the sofa whilst still keeping the tone light and playful between them.

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

Hey no worries! It happens haha. I've just got home so I'll work on something now :3

Amnesia [Suki & Summer]

It happens! I crashed out last night and fell asleep as I was so tired! Sorry for the wait haha.