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6 yrs ago
Current Bio is finally redone! Still want to add more to it eventually, but I'm happy with it for now.
6 yrs ago
Might be active again soon™. Bio/etc definitely needs a lot of TLC.
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9 yrs ago
School and work on my birthday. Yay.
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9 yrs ago
OMG 33 on the ACT!!
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9 yrs ago
Hmm.. maybe I should update this? ...Nah.

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Luke aka TheMaster99

Twenty-Five | EST | Discord




About Me

I'm a roleplayer by night, but by day I'm a software engineer. I have been programming in some capacity since I was eight, and once I discovered programming I simply never stopped writing code. Some of that code I've written was for this very website, and maybe some day I'll add some more. However, most of my work is done in boring corporate land.

I discovered programming in a game called ROBLOX, and coincidentally that is also where I first discovered roleplaying. One day I was exploring the forums, and noticed a roleplaying section. Curious, I took a look and I was instantly hooked. The content was mostly in the Free RP level, with a small amount of Casual tier games, but at the time even that was high quality content to me. Over the years my interest in the game faded, and although I continued programming after ultimately leaving the community, I did not continue roleplaying.

Years later, I gradually started wanting to get back into roleplaying. I began googling around, and after looking at a few different websites I finally decided that the Guild seemed to be the best of them all. I made an account on December 13, 2014, and started jumping into some games; I quickly decided on sticking to mostly High Casual, but eventually moved more towards Advanced as I realized that most of the games I was in were easily at that level anyway. This was right around the time that Mahz was working on rebuilding the website from the ground up, and after chatting with him for a while in the IRC during some site downtime I decided that I wanted to help.

I ultimately didn't contribute too much, but nevertheless I was the first (and so far, only one of two?) non-anonymous users to help Mahz with developing the website. As a reward, after he implemented the trophy system I was awarded the special Benevolent Cyberpunk trophy, which gives me a special userbit that looks like this:




Most Recent Posts

In Mahz's Dev Journal 10 yrs ago Forum: News
Just to re-up my intel, is this is only an issue on your Firefox 38 on [desktop] Linux device?


Just going to point out that this hasn't been an issue on my Linux install, so I frankly have no idea what could be causing it, unless it is specific to Shienvien's distro. (I'm using Linux Mint Cinnamon, version 17.1/whatever the newest version was when I last booted into it, and latest firefox at the time) I'd be extremely surprised if it was a problem specific to their device(s) but I haven't experienced it, so it must be some obscure bug I'd think.
Angel

Featuring: Trish


Angel nodded in response to the captain’s order to watch the shipment. There were bound to be plenty of thugs trying to find something valuable, and she was the most obvious candidate for guard duty. Still, she hardly jumped for joy at the thought of pacing the cargo hold for who-knows-how-long on the off chance that someone was able to break in, or even had the desire to do so. So it was no surprise when, after an hour of uneventful pacing, Angel yawned and decided that she could go ahead and sleep for a bit. What were the odds of a thief breaking into our ship, anyway?




Angel woke up with a start, as a loud yell erupted from the corridor. Grumbling to herself about noisy crewmates, she was unable to discern what the voices were saying, although she could make out who was doing the yelling – Jinxy and Trish. What could they possibly be arguing about? Angel wondered annoyedly, as the voices began to die down. Knowing there was no chance of getting back to sleep now, and curious (and worried) about what the argument may have been about, she sat up and strode to the door, poking her head out timidly to find the corridor deserted. Locking the door behind her, Angel walked across the hall and knocked on Trish’s door.

Trish hadn’t even heard the first few knocks on her door, she was to self absorbed, too busy remembering the days she’d spent with her father. She was a prisoner there too, not physically restrained, but was unable to survive without him. Being back in the same situation brought the taste of bile to her throat, and she was regretting ever having deciding to trust Jinxy with her plan. If she’d just taken the fuel, instead of asking, she’d already have the procedure done, probably wouldn’t have even known about the blasted canisters, wouldn’t have given into the temptation of selling them. But at least she now knew where she stood. She was just a useless pet of the captain’s, something he’d bought and was probably regretting.

When she finally did notice the knocking, she just assumed it was the captain again, coming to berate her further. Just loud enough to be heard, “Come in,” the defeat in her voice more than evident. She didn’t move from the center of her bed, didn’t stop hugging her legs to her chest, and didn’t even bother to look up to see who was entering. She just didn’t care any more, which was exactly what Jinxy had accused her of in the first place. Maybe the mechanic was right. After all, who did she care about other than herself?

Angel entered, closing the door behind her, and gently sat on the edge of the bed. ”What’s wrong, Trish? What was all that about?” she asked, the concern clear on her face.

And of course it was Angel. The one she actually did feel… something for, even if she couldn’t put words to it. She hadn’t even thought of the blonde during all the shit she’d just done and gone through, further confirming her own selfishness. She looked up, finding a bit of comical comfort in the hood that never left Angel’s head. Her eyes couldn’t meet Angel’s as her despair converted to shame in her presence. Would she end up lying to her as well? Putting her in danger too? Maybe that was why Trish was bad with people, because in the end, all of them were better off having never met her, and she knew it. She tried to speak, stumbling over her tongue a few times before finally, “I messed up Angel… You don’t even know it, but I put your life, and everyone else’s, in danger, for money. I..” thought I was doing right… “You shouldn’t be around me, especially with how the captain sees me now.”

”You really think I give a damn what Amir thinks of any of us? He’s no better than any of us, that’s why the only crew he can get is, well… us, she responded softly, not having the slightest clue where this sudden compassion came from. Nevertheless, she was more concerned than she had been when she first entered the room. ”What happened?”

Trish really didn’t want to rehash this all, but Angel was completely in the dark, so she tried to keep it short and succinct, her voice wavering and soft during the entire explanation, “We found canisters in the cargo, and the previous captain’s diary stating them to be space sickness. It took most of his crew, a leaky one or something. I decided, on my own and without telling or asking anyone, to try and sell one of them. I didn’t even sell it, just got a price. When I got back, Jinxy and Amir jumped my shit, and when I tried to leave ship, Amir threatened to call the GA on me, for what I am. So I’m forced to stay, as his hostage.” Trish had even surprised herself in the fact that she spoke the truth. Which told her a lot about herself. Muttering very low now, “I’m a slave again.”

As Trish recounted what had happened, Angel wasn’t sure where she stood on the matter. If the canisters were very valuable, it would make sense to try to sell them… but at the same time, the thought of what the buyer might do with it was worrying, to say the least. Angel sighed; nothing in life is black and white, just a confusing gray. ”If it really is space sickness, it would make sense to offload it as soon as possible. However, although getting paid handsomely for it is… tempting, I must admit that I’d probably be opposed to it, for exactly the reason that I was opposed to your initial escape plan from the station,” she said, choosing her wording carefully to try to avoid upsetting Trish even more than she already was.

Everyone was so worried about space sickness. Before today, Trish hadn’t even thought it was real. Sure, she’d heard the stories, the tall tales, the flat out lies like everyone in the verse had, but she’d just shrugged them all off. But in the end, it always came back to the fact that Trish was fine with killing people, innocents or not, and the rest weren’t. She was a monster among thieves. Everything she’d think, everything she’d do, would be looked at with disgust and fear by the rest of the crew, because she wasn’t like them. Trish moved to get up, wanting to do something with her hands, while she tried to figure out what to say next. Everyone else was already done with her, for she assumed Beth had been informed by now, and whoever that other guy was, so Angel was the only person Trish even possibly had a chance at having a semblance of trust in.

She moved over to her bag, that had been unceremoniously dumped on the floor, pulling out her meager belongings, lastly the little statuette of the grenade they’d found. She gingerly put that on the desk in her room, and sat down, staring at the wall. “I… I’m not used to relying on others, to thinking about others, Angel. It’s always just been me versus the universe. I’m selfish, and I know it. If I had sold it, I would’ve turned over the money, because a better ship, parts for me to work with, would make life safer and easier for me. I thought I was doing it for everyone, but they’re right. It was only for me. As it always is.” She looked over at Angel, just a couple feet away on the bed, her eyes once more filling with tears at this rare admission. She didn’t enjoy being a monster, but as usual, it was all she knew.

Angel couldn’t help but give a solemn smile. ”Well, it isn’t just you anymore… it’s us against the universe now. So get used to it,” she said lightly, and then she reached over and hugged Trish for the briefest of moments, before realizing what she had done. Separating, she stared down at the floor, fighting to suppress a blush.

Trish was definitely surprised by the hug she found herself in, especially following the show of camaraderie that Angel had given her. But she didn’t flinch as she normally would’ve when someone, anyone, invaded her personal space like that. And for the briefest of moments, she embraced Angel in return. It was over as quickly as it had begun, not blushing but unable to look at Angel, for a different reason now. “I… I’ll try. And… I’m sorry that I may or may not have almost maybe gave you space sickness…. Is it really that bad?”

Angel laughed at the triple conditional apology, as the mood seemed to darken. ”Yeah, it’s… pretty bad,” she answered. ”I haven’t seen it myself, but as far as I know, all the stories are relatively accurate.” As the conversation resumed, Angel’s mind raced. Why had she done that? Why didn’t Trish stop her, when everything she knew about her suggested that she would? Why, why, why?

Trish nodded, wondering if this could be taken as truth, or just the furthering of the myth. She realized that she should’ve asked the doctor she’d met with. But it was a bit late for that, as she doubted she’d ever see the doctor again, per captain’s orders. Unknowns like that often made Trish obsessive, but she found her eyes being drawn over to the woman that had somehow calmed her down seemingly effortlessly. There was something, different about Angel right now, and Trish couldn’t peg it. She wasn’t sure if it was bad or not, or if it was anything at all. But Angel had shown her kindness, understanding even if it wasn’t accompanied by condonement. She scooted over closer, staying just out of what she assumed was Angel’s personal space, “I just want you to know… That I…,” before getting a bit quieter, stating simply, “Thank you Angel.”

Finally, Angel made eye contact with Trish. ”No problem,” she replied. ”You would have done the same for me.” But was that true? She barely knew her, really. If anything, it seemed more likely that she wouldn’t have. Yet for some reason, Angel was sure that she would. ”Well, I’ll see you at dinner, okay?”

Trish really hoped that she would’ve done the same for Angel, for she wasn’t entirely sure. But now, and from now on, she knew that she would. Her gaze softened a bit as Angel started to excuse herself, reminding her that dinner, and Amir’s ship meeting, were coming soon, bringing more dread to the woman. Without thinking, her hand reached out and grasped Angel’s, just a bit more tears stinging her eyes, “Thank you again, and, I look forward to it.” Trish decided one last thing needed done, and knew that Angel wouldn’t understand.

She stood up, letting go of the woman’s hand, and pulled the remaining item from her bag. It was the rig designed to attach the bomb to one of her ribs. She placed it on her desk, grabbed her statuette, and with three swift blows, left it in pieces. Sure, she could’ve disassembled it, used the parts for something else. But there was something about the symbolism that she felt she needed. She scooped the parts into a small pile atop her desk, and moved over toward Angel, to show her out, even if she didn’t really want her to leave.

Angel was just as surprised by Trish grabbing her hand as Trish had been by her hug, but this time she didn’t show it. She watched as Trish destroyed the device, assuming the action held some significance that she was not privy to, then nodded as Trish made to show her out. ”See you at dinner,” she said over her shoulder as she walked through the opened door, unlocking her own and crossing the threshold without looking back. Locking it behind her, she slid down onto the floor, pondering the events that had just unfolded.

Trish smiled at Angel’s departing words, and watched her leave. When the door slid shut, hissed lock, Trish found a hand pressed flat against the cool metal. Did Angel really have to leave? This had been one of the only moments since the crew had come together that Trish could’ve called pleasant, despite the circumstances. There had been a few of these moments, and all had been with Angel. Her hand hovered over the control panel, her fingers wanting to hit the unlock, to open the door, to ask the woman to come back. Moments passed, Trish’s mind trying to decide what she wanted versus what was smart. Her hand dropped, making Trish feel like a coward, once more kept helpless by her own mind.

Then her stubbornness took over, and she hit the open button, listening as the door hissed open, hoping Angel was still there. She saw an empty corridor, and her face fell into a frown. Peering her head out, she saw no one along the length of it and sighed. She turned and closed her door behind her, wondering what she could do now to keep her mind busy, so that she wouldn’t obsess about this ship wide meeting, where she would likely be the center of the attention and ire. At least Angel would be there.
Angel

Featuring: Amir

Angel finished getting dressed as she listened to the captain acting as a tour guide over the intercom; she had just woken up, having slept for much of the journey to Oberon, mostly because there hasn’t been much else to do. “Someone good at negotiation,” the captain had said. However, Angel had a funny feeling that he wasn’t looking for someone that could negotiate at all; rather, he wants someone to make his negotiations easier – and naturally, the ability to move things (or people) at will is rather intimidating.

Checking briefly to make sure her hood was up, she left her room, locking the door behind her. As she entered the cargo bay, the light temporarily blinded her. Her eyes adjusted, and she could start to make out that Amir was already there, sitting on the stairs.

”Expert negotiator reporting for duty,” she said, not bothering to greet the captain as she leaned against the wall next to him.

Amir looked up as she approached, scarf billowing around his neck from the dry, hot breeze ripping through the open bay. “Just what I was looking for.” The captain nodded and straightened up, no longer leaning against one of the massive supporting pillars that kept the ship, well, a ship in the vast emptiness of space. “You all good to attend a ‘business meeting’?”

Angel nodded. ”I have a bit of ‘business’ to take care of myself. I could do with some more Psyche…” she trailed off, looking outside. It was obviously going to be hot, and she wished for a moment that she didn’t need to wear a hood. But unfortunately, there is no chance of that happening. She’d rather wear a jacket in the desert than deal with what would happen if she went without.

The captain nodded in acceptance, if not understanding of her Psyche addiction. “There’s a couple of places you can find it, but they’re all off the beaten track. Coincidentally, they’re also where we’re going.” He looked down at the paper list in his hand, an inventory of what they wanted to ‘buy’. “And I’ve already got it down to get you some, for emergencies.”

Angel nodded. ”I guess we better get out there, then. I’m sure that list is fairly extensive,” she said, gesturing towards the paper that Amir held. He nodded, and without another word the captain led her out into the desert, adjusting his scarf as they descended.



By the time the meeting was finished and Amir was escorting the first of five shipments back to the ship, he felt like he had been doused in fine perfumes and coated with a layer of sand that stuck to him like glue. Light grey trousers were now a shade of angry brown, and his mechanical arm – even somewhat safe and half-covered by a sleeve – felt sluggish and unresponsive from the dust caking its inner wirings. The winds were picking up, and the captain even said to their mysterious benefactor (whose name was Red, so far as he knew), that he wasn't aware there was to be a storm on Oberon anytime soon.

Red frowned, and walked off in another direction. "Remember, Khan! You've got three days!"

Amir grimaced, and glanced at Angel before pinning his gaze back to the amber horizon. For all that he'd been worried about it, the meeting with his former associates had gone smoothly. As expected, his name didn't hold as much weight as it used to – it was worth less than nothing. If he had to namedrop another few warlords, ones he wasn't really friends with (but Red didn't know any better), then Amir hoped it didn't get back to the Waegu fleet.

Their known cargo, the few DA weapons and the rest of it, wasn't worth buttons. It was the promise to do business, to handle some off-the-books work – that was worth a damn. The list Jinxy had written up from him was now in the hands of Red, and in trade the businessman had given him information, and a simple command: "Deal with it."

It was almost like he was a mercenary again, following orders from suits.

The first crate peeked above the sharp hill the ship was parked on at just after noon, pushed and pulled by a squad of hired goons. Amir and Angel didn't even need to get their hands dirty after all. In there were the common parts, the items already in stock and easy to find around Logan, but they would need to spend a full five days on the junkyard planet anyway for the rarer parts. It appeared that Jinxy had expensive tastes.

Amir hopped up the ramp and into the cargo bay just ahead of the shipment, rapping on the metal frame (in such a gesture that made him nostalgic for the old days) and then – after shaking his head at his own eccentricity – slamming on the voice comms button.

"Who's all still on the ship? I got some of the stuff on the list,” he said. The crate was hauled up the ramp, and Amir gave a dismissive wave to the goons as they retreated back towards the town. “And something for us to do.”
@Twhirtley I've been super busy with school + soccer (football) season. The rp has been waiting on an Angel/Amir collab IIRC, so I guess it's my fault that there hasn't been any progress. Hopefully I'll be able to find time to get that collab done, but at the very worst I should be far more available in a few weeks once the season is over and I actually have some free time again. I definitely don't want this rp to die though, we (@McHaggis, @Kirah and I) have let way too many die off as it is, plus I really like this one!
That... is a very high quality closeup.
*hits the fire alarm and smashes the IN CASE OF EMERGENCY glass*

This is not a drill! I repeat, this is NOT a drill!

We have a confirmed IC post sighting! Man you're stations everyone!
In Mahz's Dev Journal 10 yrs ago Forum: News
<Snipped quote by TheMaster99>

Yasssss.

Almost entirely because I can't remember those values.


Well enjoy using your color names then, since they work to begin with
In Mahz's Dev Journal 10 yrs ago Forum: News
Oh, you mean like this?

[color=peru]Oh,[/color] [color=wheat]you[/color] [color=orange]mean[/color] [color=blue]like[/color] [color=violet]this?[/color]
Big collab is up. There might be a mistake or two in there, but meh, it's late at night (technically morning) and lazy. Tyler ended up doing a lot of the heavy lifting, I was pretty braindead and couldn't think of too much detail
Victoria/Angel

Featuring: Trish


Starting to eat her food, Angel was impressed. It wasn’t a 5 star meal or anything, but certainly better than she’d expected. She ate as the conversation went along, feeling no need to get involved. Noticing Trish’s injured hand, concern flashed on her face briefly.

”Are you okay, Trish?” she asked.

Trish looked over at Angel, after finishing the bite she was on, smiling lightly, “I’ll be fine, I don’t think it cut too deep, and I scrubbed out what I could.”

Trish struggled to believe that anyone could have the contacts to truly delete the criminal records of her and the captain. Some things simply can’t be forgotten, only hidden for a time. Watching as the captain pushed his food out, she reached out and grabbed the plate. This was a habit from being on the run for so long, you take what you can get when you get it. Setting the plate down between her and Angel, she took half of what was left and put it on her own.

It seemed the captain’s previous orders of searching the ship had returned yet again. Trish assumed she’d actually have to be involved this time. And since she doubted a ship like this was hauling fuel or explosives, she decided that she’d rather try and find out the lesser known areas of the ship. And hey, if they found rats, that would actually be a bonus. Her father let her keep pet rats, until they used them to test out explosives, or deliver them. At least they had enough food to not have to eat them.

Since Angel had accompanied her on the escape, Trish decided to extend the offer of companionship once more. At least there was a small bit of trust therein, so looking over at the hooded woman, “Want to search the ship with me? Someone else can find the cargo.”

Angel nodded as she piled the extra food onto her plate, mildly surprised by the gesture. ”Sure, I don’t think there’s much else that needs doing at the moment that we can help with.” She had been nearly finished eating already, but now her plate was half full again. Trying not to eat like a pig while simultaneously not really caring isn’t the easiest of things. Shrugging, she continued eating.

Trish finished up her food, waiting as Angel did the same. She then stood, gathering up the empty plates, making her way over to the really, really unclean sink. In disgust, she dropped them in, making a note to come back and scrub this whole kitchen down later, cursing in her father’s language. She couldn’t stand slobs, it got people killed, accidentally. Turning back to Angel, she smiled, and nodded toward the door, before walking to and through it.

More talking to herself than Angel, “We should probably go nose to tail.” With that, she found herself leading the way toward the cockpit, noting that the pilot had not asked for an “off-limits” rule like the pesky mechanic. The ship wasn’t huge, and she was in need of some serious love and care. There were cobwebs, piles of dirt and grime, dented plates and rusted hinges everywhere. Trish knew that this would be taking up a lot of her spare time until she had the money and parts to get back into building explosives.

Pulling open the hatch to the cockpit, she just realized she’d been walking in silence despite her companion. Stepping aside as the door creaked open, she looked at Angel, “She’s a little beat up, but I think she’ll do just fine. Sort of like how the rest of us are. Right?”

Angel nodded. ”Sounds about right. A druggie, a… clean freak, I suspect?” she guessed, noticing the disgust she’d displayed upon seeing the state of the sink, and the way she looked at every imperfection. “Anyways, yeah, we could all use some work, I guess. Only fitting that we get an equally beat up ship to match,” she added with a small smile.

Entering the cockpit, it was obviously empty – the pilot was off doing who-knows-what, and no one else had much reason to be lounging around the cockpit at the moment. The room wasn’t as dirty as the hall had been, although it could still probably use some work (like everything else). It’s not a huge surprise; navigating through the universe is a precise business, if you find yourself off course by a fraction of a degree you can find yourself creating a crater in a planet, or melting inside a star. So pilots are typically a bit more perfectionist than other crewmembers might be, and the state of the cockpit was evidence of that.

Trish stepped in behind Angel, getting her first look at the cockpit, before stating what had kept her from searching earlier. “I don’t really know what we’re looking for exactly. Do you?”

”Nope. Not a clue,” Angel sighed. ”I was busy sleeping. Y’know, lifting you is pretty tiring,” she laughed.

Trish chuckled as well, moving away from the console toward the back of the cockpit, to a few of the smaller storage areas. She opened the first, finding replacement knobs and switches for the dash, and closed it back, though remembering that it was there. They could be useful one day. She continued opening and closing hatches, not finding much of interest; work gloves which she pocketed, a magazine of naked women that she left, and a pair of goggles. The rest was stuff that seemed somewhat essential to the cockpit. Goggles in hand, she turned to Angel, “Find any rats or stowaways? Or just junk like me?”

Angel shook her head. ”Just junk,” she agreed. ”Shall we continue on our tour? Hopefully some of the other rooms are more interesting. I wonder what the commons are like.” Opening the other door out of the cockpit, she stepped aside to let Trish take the lead again.

Trish could only assume the commons area was back behind the mess, where most were. It was pretty standard to separate dorms and the mess and common area either side by side or top and bottom. They hadn’t passed any hatches built into the walls on the way up, and didn’t now on the second path back. “It would be mighty embarrassing if some of these panels are smugglers’ holds. But we’ll leave those to the captain, that’s more up his alley.”

They continued past the opposite side of the mess from where they’d exited and came upon the hatch to the commons area. Trish noticed this one didn’t have an electric pad like the cockpit did, even though the pilot had left that opened. It had a manual turn handle. Trish strained against it to no avail, trying one more time before kicking the damn thing. She tried to peer in but the window was glazed over from grime.

”Here, let me, before you break something,” Angel offered. She didn’t even bother to attempt doing it by hand – if Trish couldn’t, she had no doubts that she would fail as well. Instead, she forced the handle to turn mentally. It struggled against her, but eventually surrendered to her, swinging open all at once. Screw the old-fashioned way.

“Hopefully that was easier than lifting my ass, can’t have you taking a nap all the time,” she said smirking at Angel. Pulling the door open, she stepped inside. Like most of the rest of the ship, it was a mess, but it had a few couches, a bar, and some sort of green felt table that Trish hadn’t seen before. There was also a bookshelf with various books and electronics on it, and a few cabinets and such strewn at random around the room. Trish moved herself over to the odd looking table, finding it had holes with baskets underneath in the sides and corners. In these baskets were multicolored balls. She plucked one out, feeling its weight, “What is this table?” more to herself than Angel.

Putting the ball down on the felt surface, she moved around the room slowly, finding several things her previous ships didn’t have and that she’d not seen, including some colorful box labeled Candyland. Realizing how much they had to go through, “So how does your Psyche thing work? I only know the rumors and stuff, but you’re the first I’ve met, that admitted it at least.”

”Aww, why not?” she mock pouted at the thought of not getting to nap as she plopped herself down onto a couch. ”Well, as you all have probably guessed – and I’ve admitted to, really – I have plenty of drugs in my system. Well, Psyche is no different from any other drug; load up a needle, inject it, and you’re good for a few years. Most people don’t ever use more than that, because it sure isn’t cheap, and there are… uh, consequences. But... “ she trailed off, sighing. ”So obviously my abilities are more… extreme, than most people’s are. But, as I said, there are consequences.” she finished grimly. ”So how about you? Where’d you learn your trade?” Angel asked, hardly hiding the change of subject.

Trish was rifling through a cabinet full of spare gun parts and clips, though no actual guns were inside. She was never really fond of guns, nor really good at using them, listening to Angel speak. So this drug not only got the user high, but also gave powers. Who would, or even could, make such a thing? “My… father taught me how to make explosives. He was part of the Defective Alliance before his injuries. That’s when he passed his trade onto me. Every day and night that’s what he taught me, up until the day he died. Been on my own most of the time since then.” Her eyes glazed over a bit as she remembered all the things she’d left out. This was a fairly pleasant time, and there was no need to be dredging up that shit right now, or ever really.

Rummaging through a cabinet filled with clothes, mostly men’s that were much larger than her, she had considered asking Angel about where she’d come from, and why she was on her own at such a seemingly young age, but knew that to be a silly endeavor. She wouldn’t talk about her own origins, and had been on her own at a younger time. Grabbing what appeared to be an old fashioned boombox from the shelves, and sat on the couch next to her, pulling out her multi-tool. But eventually curiosity got the best of her, “So what is your trade? Lifting women and knocking out guards?”

”Umm…” Angel could feel herself beginning to blushing, looking down. ”Just whatever I can, I guess. Protect some smugglers here, collect a payment there… plenty of jobs that I’m able to make short work of.” She felt bad for lying to Trish, since she seemed nice and was probably the only person on this crew close to being a friend. Still, there was no chance that she would reveal such things. Not yet, at least.

Trish caught sight of the blush, but didn’t push the matter. They all had secrets and they all had shame. She started fiddling with the boombox. Pulling out the battery pack, which had been rigged to work in this ancient device, she tested it to her tool. It still had plenty of juice, so she replaced it, pressing buttons but finding no sound coming out. In a matter of seconds she had the casing off and was inspecting the interior wiring. When she finally found the issue inside, simply a few disconnects, she got them reconnected and coated, when her mouth just started spewing once more, as it had done with the captain earlier. “Does it bother you when you kill people? I saw how you reacted to my plan in the bar before our escape.”

”Innocent lives, children, and so on… I do my best to keep them out of risk. That’s why I was against your plan. Even if it didn’t kill anyone immediately, it almost certainly wouldn’t have ended well for everyone. Corrupt guards and the like, however; I don’t have any particular qualms with them. I dunno, I’ve never thought about it." Realizing that the blushing had stopped, she looked back at Trish, glad that she hadn’t push the subject. ”Why do you ask? Got something on your mind?" she asked as she watched her work on the boombox with mild interest.

Trish continued her inspection, just ensuring nothing else was wrong. She couldn’t necessarily argue with Angel’s logic, though one could say that guards are innocent as well. But, “I wish I felt bad for it. I really find myself wanting to feel bad. It just doesn’t happen. I do my job right, people die. I do it wrong, more people, or myself, die.” She put the casing back on, pressed a few buttons, twisted a knob, and with one final press, music began blaring out of the box, watching the wheels turn on the cassette tape inside. She didn’t know the song, but it was Free Bird. She turned down the volume a bit, satisfied that she’d managed something useful with her hands.

“It will all catch up to me one day I suppose. Until then, I’ll just keep running until it does, or I finally throw in the towel.“ She looked over at Angel now, a bit sheepish, having shared that, voluntarily, unlike the previous conversation with the captain.

Angel nodded. ”You can’t really win, can you? With what you do. I guess, as they say, the only winning move is not to play. Or at least the lesser of two evils, whenever possible.” She resisted the urge to bob her head to the song, which she was surprised that she recognized, although her foot began tapping lightly in spite of herself.

“Not playing means death for me, or Deadlock, which is pretty much the same thing. Besides, I don’t really know anything else, this has been my life since shortly after I could walk. Just jumping from one level of hell to another, wondering when one will finally claim me.” Trish leaned back into the cushion of the couch, trying to relax a bit after this, smiling as she watched Angels body move lightly, feeling the tapping of her feet. “You know it? I don’t, but it sounds like what my neighbor would play from time to time.”

”Yeah, it’s old. Like, Earth old. I don’t know where I’ve heard it, but I do recognize it. Free Bird, by Lynyrd Skynyrd.” A moment later, she added, ”It’s a weird name, but a good song.”
Trish chuckled at a thought, “Maybe that’s what we should name our new ship then.” Trish had always wondered what Earth was like, she’d only heard stories of the old Earth days, but she didn’t even know what it was like now. Probably crap like the rest of the verse. Running through her mental checklist, since they were, in fact, on an assignment, all that was left were the personal dorms, which really, were to each their own, and cargo. Cargo could definitely wait. Satisfied that they were where they belonged, Trish stood up and made her way over to another cabinet that she hadn’t yet checked. “So what do you do when not working?” She didn’t want to be rude like the captain’s comment about Angel’s drug use, but she hoped to get an answer different from it.

”Well, probably pretty close to what you imagine, honestly. I don’t usually socialize very often.” Until now. Angel stretched her arms absentmindedly, looking out the small window into the deep vastness of space. All this space, in a giant universe, and here she was doing absolutely nothing with her life. Wasting it, really. She sighed, looking around the room at the various cabinets and shelves.

Trish couldn’t help but smile, it was nice talking to someone, outside of business. It had been quite a while since she had anything remotely this nice. This cabinet was filled with a bunch of seemingly useless figurines, creatures she didn’t recognize nor thought were real, as well as a bunch of spare sheets and pillows. Seeing no other cabinets, she moved over to Angel, slipping in just behind her, looking over her shoulder, “Hopefully you have something good here,” one of her hands resting on the woman’s shoulder, gently, to provide just that much more leverage to see.

The contact surprised Angel, but she didn’t move away. Looking up at Trish standing behind her. ”What do you mean?” she asked, curiously.

Trish peered into the back corner of the cabinet, almost certain at what she thought she saw, moving even closer, squinting for a better look, “Just something interesting. don’t know what half this junk is, and the other half is sundries and such.” She was almost certain of what she saw now. “I think that’s a grenade there in the corner.” Scooting her body closely, passing Angel, she reached in and grabbed it. It was far too heavy to be a grenade, but she held it up to the light, unaware of her extreme proximity to Angel. It was just a carving of one. She sighed, disappointed. More junk. “False alarm.”

Angel stood up, standing next to Trish to have a look herself. ”Why would someone want a carving of a grenade? It seems a bit odd, especially to just keep stashed in a cabinet,” she thought aloud. ”I wonder what other stupid things they have hidden around the ship. You’d think there would be some reason to have some of this stuff, but I can’t think of any reason.” She looked through the cabinet quickly, but the grenade carving was definitely the most random thing to be found inside. Everything else, although junk, had a fairly obvious purpose. The grenade, however, stumped her.

If Angel didn’t know, Trish sure as space shingles didn’t know. But she kind of liked the little thing. “I think I’ll keep it. No decorations in my room anyways.” She was a bit excited at the thought, and turned, finding her face uncomfortably close to Angel’s, which immediately elicited a deep blush from Trish. Stuttering but getting no words out, she quickly ducked past the woman, making way for the other hatch. And of course the bloody thing wouldn’t open. Embarrassment abound, Trish turned, knuckles white as she gripped the “grenade,” she wanted to say something, to apologize or something. But no words came out. And since her attempt to flee had failed, and trying for the other door would just look foolish, she just moved to the couch and plopped down. She tried to look as if she were focusing on the statue, as the cassette switched to Dream On, yet another song Trish didn’t know.

Angel had to show a good amount of restraint to prevent herself from reacting to Trish’s actions in any way. ”Sorry, I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable,” she apologized as she sat back down on the couch as well, making sure to not be too close. ”Oh, right…” she mumbled as she remembered that the other door was jammed like the first one, forcing it loose as she did with the first one. Unfortunately, she had no idea what this new song was, but it seemed decent enough.

Trish looked in Angel’s direction, face still flush, unable to meet her eyes, just as she hadn’t with the captain earlier. “You didn.. I di… It’s fine.” Trish wasn’t even sure why she’d acted like that, it wasn’t like her at all. Now it seemed she’d mucked up the pleasantness of the atmosphere, “Maybe we should check the unclaimed rooms, just in case. I can drop off a few of these things I’ve found.” She really wished she could meet Angel’s eyes as she spoke to her, but simply couldn’t. Like most bombers, she was a coward it seemed.

Angel nodded, which she noticed she’d been doing quite a bit throughout their conversation. She was a bit disappointed that the conversation had ended so abruptly, but it had to eventually. ”Right, the rooms are the last place we haven’t checked. Well, besides the cargo hold, but that can wait.” She stood up first, leading the way this time, so that Trish wouldn’t have to walk past her, clearly embarrassed by the sudden turn of events. Her thoughtfulness was rather surprising to her, but she stuck with it, waiting at the door for Trish to follow.

Trish nodded, watching as Angel led the way, rising to join her. She consciously kept her distance, letting Angel lead her down the corridor. Deciding to stop at her room first, not sure who belonged to which other rooms. She hummed the song that she remembered from her youth, that inspired her pin, 8-6-7-5-3-0-9, hearing the hiss of the door. Slipping inside, she deposited her new belongings on her bed before making her way back out.

“Uh… do you know who’s where?”

”No idea,” Angel replied. ”This one’s mine,” she pointed at the room in question, coincidentally opposite Trish’s, ”But I dunno where the others are, if any of them have even picked one yet.”

“The pin on mine had been reset when I claimed it, so I guess any with no pin are still open, and should be searched.” She moved to the one directly next to hers, hit the console and it opened immediately. Unlike her room, this one wasn’t spartan, but rather ornately decorated. Silks and fancy blankets and sheets and chairs and pillows were everywhere. If anyone else had found this room, they’d immediately recognize it as a courtesan’s room, but Trish did not. She was glad she didn’t pick this one, that would be a lot of crap to move out. With the work she did, she didn’t need a bunch of fire hazards. With a single ”Huh?" There was a single, darkwood cabinet that had a bunch of… things Trish didn’t really recognize. Perhaps climbing gear or something, straps and clips and such. She continued moving through the room, finding many unknown items, none of which interested her. Stepping out into the corridor, ”Clear.”

Angel nodded, opening the next one. It seemed pretty generic, like her own room. Probably just another lesser crew member’s sleeping quarters. The next one appeared to be similar at first glance, but a closer examination revealed that it wasn’t nearly as bland as the previous one, despite likely having started that way. Slightly nicer looking sheets and marginally fluffier looking pillows indicated that the room’s former resident held some degree of status on the ship, as did the few pieces of artwork that adorned the walls (although to her very untrained eye they seemed quite unremarkable). Whoever ended up with this room would probably be fairly comfortable, but nobody was hiding there currently. Besides the conversations, the search had overall been rather dull. Perhaps the cargo hold held more interesting secrets, though unless someone else took it upon themselves to check through there, it probably wouldn’t get done for now.

Moving to the final room, Trish found the entry pad not lit up and sighed. Just how much crap was broken on this ship? Pulling out her multi-tool yet again, she was going to unscrew the plate only to find the magnetic screws stripped along the threading, forever turning in place but never coming free. Annoyed she hit it with the tool, and the door just slid open. Sighing, she never understood why hitting stuff worked so often. Peering in, this room barely even looked to be a quarters. Sure there was a bed, but for the most part it was empty, as if no one had been in there for years. Maybe no one had gotten the door open, but Trish did a quick search and ducked out before the dust sent her into fits.

”All good in there as well."

She really didn’t want to lug around crates and other likely useless things, so she stood there awkwardly in the corridor with Angel. She had no suggestions for what was next, but she could feel the wear of the day starting to hit her. Not everyone had managed to sneak in a nap. “I think I’m going to get some shuteye, unless you can think of anywhere else to search?”

She partially wanted Angel to have an idea for elsewhere, just so they could continue talking, but at the same time just wanted to sleep and put the majority of this day behind her. Turning toward her own room, she glanced over her shoulder at Angel, meeting her eyes this time, “Goodnight Angel.” Humming as she punched her pin in, slipping inside, a sigh escaping through her teeth, leaning against her now closed door. A grin had snuck on her face, for reasons she didn’t realize. Perhaps she would like this crew as she had her last one. Or at least one member among it. She made her way into bed, hoping her nightmares didn’t come tonight, for she just wanted to rest, and not disturb the unlucky person that ended up as her neighbor.

”Night Trish,” Angel replied, smiling. Honestly she wasn’t too tired yet and wouldn’t mind hanging out a bit longer, but if Trish was tired then there was nothing for it. She began to open her mouth to say something, but Trish entered her room before she could get a word out, closing the door behind her. But it was probably for the best that she had; Angel might have regretted it. In fact, she was sure she would regret it, she tried to persuade herself. Yet, for some reason, she wasn’t quite convinced. Sighing, she turned and opened her own door, walking inside.

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