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    1. Vantas 11 yrs ago

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hey hey im ryan or jeremy!
im nearly 16 (birthday is 9/7), i really like stuff like water and plants, im a wiccin/paganist whos trying to be a vegetarian, and a sociology/psychology student!

my gender is really complicated so i identify as a (trans/demi)boy for simplicity sake, and my sexuality is asexual and idekanymore-romantic, but i think im grey-aro, idk

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In Steam 10 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
Terra looked slightly alarmed, "I-I, no, sorry- I mean boys are gross, general."
"Boy's are gross in general." Moe corrected, then he shot Ally a look as if to say, "you're not gross and I will fight you."
"Yeah, what they said." She said with a nod.

"Is nice to meet you too." She said holding out a hand, "have you never been Russia before? You do not seem like so." She seemed to be having a very hard time speaking English.
"Don't strain yourself, Terra." Moe said with a faint smile, and she laughed nervously.

She stuck out her hand and offered it to Terra, "uh, welcome to Russia?"
"Yes but he still paying you, so why are you complaining?" Arthur quipped, sighing into his pillow he turned around and sat up, his blonde hair now messy and he attempted to flatten it, he really didn't want to be doing this, to stoop so low as to having Merlin teach him? This was going to ruin him, this boy was lower class than most of his butlers and servants.

"...Literature I suppose, Chemistry is boring." He sighed again, now standing up out of his bed.
His outfit was rather plain despite being rich enough to afford any fashion taste, simply a white tshirt and blue jeans, a simple, casual outfit.
"Let's get this over with then, shall we?"
In Steam 10 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
Name:
Terra River (Andy Stark)

Age:
18

Gender:
Bigender
(Sex: female)

Sexual Orientation:
Lesbian/asexual

Description:


Personality:
Not a loyal person, will betray people at the switch of a light, willing to do anything to get her way, she doesn't like killing people and has never has killed anyone and will avoid hurting others at all costs, but if it comes down to it she's not afraid to knock a few heads. She has a very deep knowledge and cynical view on how the world works, she knows there's no point in living so she's not afraid to die.
This has caused her to not be afraid of other people, resulting in one too many fights, one ending in her losing her right eye.
She's brutally honest and doesn't keep her thoughts to herself, she's the kind of person who'll say "yes you do look fat in that dress," and while that's a good trait a lot of people can't stand her telling the truth all the time.
She believes that if people can't or don't want to be saved, they should be left behind rather than drag everyone else down with them. Because of this, people tend to see her as a cold hearted woman who only cares about herself, when really she's looking out for the safety of the group, if she sees that she can't be in a position of power she won't both with the group and will simply leave.

Despite this she does like cracking jokes and being a smart ass when she gets comfortable with people enough which is rarely, but she has a problem with bottling up her emotions, she won't talk to anyone about them and refuses to cry, emotions are weaknesses she can't deal with.
Although her outward appearance makes her seem cold and unapproachable she's a pretty kind hearted person, despite her going to any lengths to get done what needs to be done, she won't turn down a friend and is always eager to please, if even she does put herself first.

She wasn't always like this, but ever since the death of who she claims to have been her soul mate, she became less and less approachable.

Bio(Optional):
Growing up with Queerphobic religious family wasn't the best thing for Andy's mental health, she was often told that queers were disgusting and going to hell which she then burrowed into her head that she was going to hell, and that she was disgusting.
She learned to hate herself and hate others like her because she thought she was wrong, and broken.

She found herself in music, and began making music and losing herself in it, and through her local highschools band is where she met who she claimed to be her soul mate, she was perfect in every single way, smart, talented, and dorky and awkward enough that you didn't hate yourself because of how perfect she was, they were in love, it was an epic story that Andy doesn't like to get into, love, romance, tears, the whole thing.

Until her soul mate, Sam, got ran over by a car and died, all this happened on Andy's 17th birthday.

She tried to move on, but she never could, Sam was her best friend, someone who she trusted more than anything, she felt safe with her and when she died she Andy really had nothing tying her to the world anymore, and she knew it was stupid because you shouldn't be so reliant on one person, one person shouldn't be able to break you down but it did.

She ran away from home and stayed with Sam's family for a while until she ran away again, this time to live with her Brother in Russian where is where she currently resides, she's still getting over Sam's death, and is still trying to get back out into the world, but currently she plays music inside her brothers flower shop, and tries to make it through the day, talking to the stars because she sees Sam in them.

Powers(If any):
nah son

Other(Talents, hobbies, notable things, etc.):
nah son

Her voice
In Steam 10 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
Moe smiled a little at that, a small sad smile.
"Alright, love. If you say so." It was more admitting defeat than it was agreeing.

He walked Ally back to the apartment where he had been staying, his hand intertwined with Ally's.
A young girl with red hair smiled at him as he walked in.
"Ay Mo , eto odna prikrovatnaya tumbochka ili chto?" She questioned.
Moe smiled nervously.
"Net , terra , eto moy paren' Elli , on i ya byli vmeste v techeniye dovol'no dolgoye vremya , tak chto ya by ne stal nazyvat' eto odnu noch'."
"O, ty nikogda ne govoril mne, chto ty byl boyfrend , pochemu ya ne slyshu ob etom ? I gde on byl , ya nikogda ne videl yego ran'she ? Razve ty ne skazal mne nichego ?"
"YA ne dumayu, chto vy byli zainteresovat' takiye predpriyatiya moyem LavLayf?"
"YA zainteresovana po vsemu , chto vy delayete MCHS moy chelovek , no na samom dele , pochemu ne ya ne slyshal o vas i etogo parnya , vy chertovski nerazluchnik"
"Nikogda ne podoshel , ya predpolagayu , ne revnuyet vy Terra ?"
"YA lesbiyanka , mal'chiki chertovski brutto , pochemu ya by revnovat' ?"
"Ochen' verno."

She laughed then, and looked at Ally.
"Hey, I'm...Terra." She said, she sounded like it took her a moment to think of some English words, and she had a thick Russian accent.
"I don't know if you speak Russian that well or at all, so, English it is." She said then smiled soft.
"You're eh....Moe's boyfriend?"

In Steam 10 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
Moe smiled a little at that, a small sad smile.
"Alright, love. If you say so." It was more admitting defeat than it was agreeing.

He walked Ally back to the apartment where he had been staying, his hand intertwined with Ally's.
A young girl with red hair smiled at him as he walked in.
"Ay Mo , eto odna prikrovatnaya tumbochka ili chto?" She questioned.
Moe smiled nervously.
"Net , terra , eto moy paren' Elli , on i ya byli vmeste v techeniye dovol'no dolgoye vremya , tak chto ya by ne stal nazyvat' eto odnu noch'."
"O, ty nikogda ne govoril mne, chto ty byl boyfrend , pochemu ya ne slyshu ob etom ? I gde on byl , ya nikogda ne videl yego ran'she ? Razve ty ne skazal mne nichego ?"
"YA ne dumayu, chto vy byli zainteresovat' takiye predpriyatiya moyem LavLayf?"
"YA zainteresovana po vsemu , chto vy delayete MCHS moy chelovek , no na samom dele , pochemu ne ya ne slyshal o vas i etogo parnya , vy chertovski nerazluchnik"
"Nikogda ne podoshel , ya predpolagayu , ne revnuyet vy Terra ?"
"YA lesbiyanka , mal'chiki chertovski brutto , pochemu ya by revnovat' ?"
"Ochen' verno."

She laughed then, and looked at Ally.
"Hey, I'm...Terra." She said, she sounded like it took her a moment to think of some English words, and she had a thick Russian accent.
"I don't know if you speak Russian that well or at all, so, English it is." She said then smiled soft.
"You're eh....Moe's boyfriend?"

In Steam 10 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
In Steam 10 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
"I trust you to tell me the truth, love. But, there is nothing amazing about me other than my 'power', I am rather ordinary just like anyone else, and I don't see that as amazing, you, you are amazing because you fight for what you believe in, I am more a coward and can't bring myself to do those things." His voice remained quiet, "I have no special qualities, my attributes are ordinary, and I am average- not amazing."
In Steam 10 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
"Perhaps for that would have been for the best, sometimes when I'm upset I say some pretty nasty things, mostly about myself, I wouldn't want you to hear that." He admitted quietly.
In Steam 10 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
Moe sighed, "yes but, if you wouldn't have met me...Or if I wouldn't have been so...Fuck, I just can't help feeling like all this is my fault. Ally, I am so glad that I don't have to worry about losing you to old age, but you'll have to bare the same burdens I have, and it's not going to be easy." He said, voice quivering, "and...you learned Russian? I'm impressed, although I'm assuming it's only basic? Russian is a hard langue to learn."
In Steam 10 yrs ago Forum: Casual Roleplay
Moe nodded then took Ally's hand, leading him away.
"I have an apartment now, I was planning on just staying there for a week but I...I got hatched to the neighborhood and I've been here for a while now." He said quietly.
"How did you find me?" He asked, "I left nearly no traces, I don't know if I should be afraid or impressed."
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