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surprising really...

Hi

Nice to se you drop by, sorry but I am just not feeling it much now here...

Is it....is it done?

Idk...Idk...

I dont know who to blame, me or the others or how this doenst seem to be cared for...

Tis a sad thing when something like this dies. In truth a lot of RPs have befallen the same fate lately. For the same reason too, people just stop showing up.

Yup and I hate that, I really hate that.... idk if I want to bring this back since every time I do it just fails...

This is exactly why I'm taking so long to update the draft of my RP idk if people will stick with it and I don't want to build something up like this just to see it go down again.

Yup, idk what do now... really the people that I expected don't care now... this was my first rp and..just...

I dont know who to blame, me or the others or how this doenst seem to be cared for...

For the same reason too, people just stop showing up.

Logging back in after three days or so and I see this. Here's some explanation on my behalf:
One of my transgender friends has told me that they're killing themselves after high school, which I am trying to prevent.
My sexuality is hard to tell others irl.
I have schoolwork still. Which would you choose, doing schoolwork, or focusing on some roleplay site and failing?
The one who I want to stay what you are to me, is no longer the person she is to me.
Depression.
Anger.
Laziness prevents me from being motivated anymore, and there's no reason for me to even bother anymore.
Please understand that I have a life outside of this site and sometimes I just need a break to get it together. Hell, I even have a status on it. Just fucking check that.
Understand that others could possibly be too busy with other things, and don't have time, not that they just don't care for it.
Please don't choose to believe your eyes before even hearing my words.

I know people have a life, i don't check statuses because I don't bother with it. You are going through alot right now I understand it just that I want to give up, You all have lives to talk about and deal with. I am just a person who can't do anything to help, I just wanna give up even though I don't.

Deal what you have to deal, live the way you want, go its alright anyway. I can't control anything but myself.

I just had enough with this and don't know how to deal with it...

I know people have a life, i don't check statuses because I don't bother with it. You are going through alot right now I understand it just that I want to give up, You all have lives to talk about and deal with. I am just a person who can't do anything to help, I just wanna give up even though I don't.

Deal what you have to deal, live the way you want, go its alright anyway. I can't control anything but myself.

I just had enough with this and don't know how to deal with it...

just hopping by when i suddenly saw your rp hasn't been moving since 5 days ago. Just saying that it isn't your fault that the ic suddenly stopped with moving. But don't go acting like that when you don't like it that other people aren't that emotionally bound to this rp. It's your little baby and others can't keep staying with it the whole time that's just how it is. I dropped because i knew that i didn't have much to post in the ic in the first place after 2 restarts. I already had trouble with the second restart. But if you really want to continue with your baby make it better feed it more play with more, experiment to see what gets people their attention. Cause after a while others don't know what to post anymore. A small example, I joined a fairy tail rp from my bestie caits and she is already planning for the next two arcs and what would get others their attention. The people in that rp are hugely motivated by the concept and the rp itself is already running longer than a year with everyday atleast 10 ic posts cause its well thought out by Caits. Now i'm not saying that this isn't well thought out but it could use a little more creativity after the party. Plan for something fun after a small break after the party I dunno like an event. I'm not in any spot to talk about this to you and you can just ignore what I said but one thing. Don't ever let this rp emotionally wreck you.

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Logging back in after three days or so and I see this. Here's some explanation on my behalf:
One of my transgender friends has told me that they're killing themselves after high school, which I am trying to prevent.
My sexuality is hard to tell others irl.
I have schoolwork still. Which would you choose, doing schoolwork, or focusing on some roleplay site and failing?
The one who I want to stay what you are to me, is no longer the person she is to me.
Depression.
Anger.
Laziness prevents me from being motivated anymore, and there's no reason for me to even bother anymore.
Please understand that I have a life outside of this site and sometimes I just need a break to get it together. Hell, I even have a status on it. Just fucking check that.
Understand that others could possibly be too busy with other things, and don't have time, not that they just don't care for it.
Please don't choose to believe your eyes before even hearing my words.

You're doing your best. Keep fighting and it will all work out eventually :) Thats all I can say

Life out

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just hopping by when i suddenly saw your rp hasn't been moving since 5 days ago. Just saying that it isn't your fault that the ic suddenly stopped with moving. But don't go acting like that when you don't like it that other people aren't that emotionally bound to this rp. It's your little baby and others can't keep staying with it the whole time that's just how it is. I dropped because i knew that i didn't have much to post in the ic in the first place after 2 restarts. I already had trouble with the second restart. But if you really want to continue with your baby make it better feed it more play with more, experiment to see what gets people their attention. Cause after a while others don't know what to post anymore. A small example, I joined a fairy tail rp from my bestie caits and she is already planning for the next two arcs and what would get others their attention. The people in that rp are hugely motivated by the concept and the rp itself is already running longer than a year with everyday atleast 10 ic posts cause its well thought out by Caits. Now i'm not saying that this isn't well thought out but it could use a little more creativity after the party. Plan for something fun after a small break after the party I dunno like an event. I'm not in any spot to talk about this to you and you can just ignore what I said but one thing. Don't ever let this rp emotionally wreck you.

That why I am thinking about things, why go on if I don't feel for it. I am not good at this at all... am better of as just a bystander anyway... Thanks though on saying this it made me think for a while and lean red that I really suck at this, it funny really I can laugh at myself and Say...Hey look..this bad, I made it very bad wow lol oops. It funny really it is. I suck at this and I am okay to say that with a smile. I suck call that self berating but it tells me I am not good at this and off for other things. Its true I am to easy and worry alot, I get scared and if no one talks I feel like they gave up. That why it suck, I suck. Again I am happy enough to say I suck. Been saying to myself since I was a kid and A-okay with it. I can't even lead anyone in real life so when you think about it...how can I lead something in the internet...ironic really. There alot happening in my head but it been a while. Not sure if it can't stop but thank you though for really making think about this. No worries when I say I suck I smile because that make me feel right.

So... what should I do? Continue or just leave...I don't know... is it enough just to levee or have the heart to work this out...I don't know I don't know...call me over emotional...call stupid...because I have no idea what to do...I wheel I broke it...I broke this...

I decided on this matter, I will stop Orean because even though I love it... how can I continue like this...

I been into 1x1 rps Alot now and I meet so many nice people

you are all nice and wonderful but i guess meeting and talking one by one made learn that handling a group with loud personalities which I cant control will make me not so powerful i guess and control anything. I am weak and too accepting that probably the biggest turn off for all of you guys.

Not sure if I would say good bye because don't know if I will bring this back of not...no many times I brought this back and more people go.

You all have lives to matter now, it best to forget this all in all.

It was nice meeting you, not sure if we can all meet again... but goodbye or not.

Sad to see this die but I can understand your choice. Well I'll hopefully catch you all around the guild.

honestly i am devested this is dead but it happens...but it hurts more when you know it will not restart....and it my first ever rp to be made... I am hurt and sad but I can't do anything about it. It happens... it happens... Good bye snow you been here since second restart and you been a great co-gm to boot...it really sad to see you go. We had a good time and run and thanks alot for sticking by...

No worries. Ya know though if you interested we could try to do a 1x1 RP together... only if your interested.