Well it isn't so much of what she did, and more of just how things played out. We have known each other for about 5 years. Just do his summer I finally got my shut together with a good job, I am just 21, and was like "yeah, I am so ready for a relationship!" this is where things seemed to be falling into place perfectly: I am from Oregon, she still lives there, and a friend of ours was having a wedding to which I was flying in to attend. Me and her had been talking about how their family was hosting the party at their place, a great big farm house and barn, and how living arrangements could be made for me there for the few days I was coming. I thought this was all perfect, a gift from God, fate smiling on me, what have you. We had been conversing all year with each other, our familys get along great, I used to study theology under her father, finally got a stable full-time job, and I was staying with them allowing me to talk over having a long distance relationship with their daughter! How much more perfect is this!
Three days until my flight I am packing some things and relaxing reading a book when I get a snapchat. 36 hours before I get there she snapchating everyone about her new boyfriend (life's ultimate dick punch). That made this trip a lot more awkward for me! Now I am stuck never having been able to "love" her and not being able to have the girl I have had a crush on for almost 4 years.