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Happens all the time. I don't even get time to open my eyes before I forget my dreams and ideas I had while sleeping. But the reason I'm upset right now is unknown. It's not my usual, depressed for no reason type of thing, but it started because I am just utterly unattractive and such. But then it turned into I guess no reason.
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When I said 'pop idol', it was meant as a sort of generalized term for music idols.

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To be fair, I spent most of my life being led to believe I was really unattractive and believing I was. I don't know how I feel anymore, other than that I think anyone who thinks my appearance is relevant isn't worth my time. The issue I mentioned with dreams pretty much always happens to me, but sometime it's harder to ignore than others. This is the first time in months that it's really bothered me.
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Well there's more to it, but I'd rather not get into that, I'd basically be saying things you already know of me either from what I told you in a self deprecating rant or just how I am here lel
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Oh! When I think 'Pop Idol' I generally just think of pop music. So it felt inaccurate to me.

As for this talk about appearance. It's always difficult when you feel bad about how you look, especially if people are putting you down for it. And there are people who don't care how they look, but I think even those people care a little. Everyday when I look in the mirror I sometimes find new things I wish I could change about myself.

We can all be judgmental about how somebody looks, even unconsciously, we're only human. But outside appearances aren't always what makes a person up. A lot of the time they're just a bonus to people you like.
*This coming from a child lel*
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Right click is deactivated again people, so I could have difficulty responding for a while.

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Either way, I think finding more confidence is one of the most important things in your situation.
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Either way, I think finding more confidence is one of the most important things in your situation.

Oh this is a good point. I know in social situations people admire and look more for courage in people and the willingness to try new things.
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Yeah not sure if that's possible for me to be honest. lel
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@Pudding
Yeah, I'm aware it's not accurate, but I've always gotten into a habit of using the term 'pop idol', especially when the characters are - from the little I can tell of that video I didn't click on - 'Magical Girls'.

I don't know how much I'd say I'm willing to try new things, since I'm the type of person who prefers to just stick with their tastes and I've got very extreme likes and dislikes, but courage is something I've got worlds of in the sense that - regardless of how I feel about my appearance - I really don't give two shits what other people think about me and nothing's gonna stop me from living life on my own terms. Overall, I'm just not interested in all the superficiality that comes from being too focused on people's appearance. I care more about what people 'do' with their appearance, rather than their appearance itself -- if that makes sense.

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It's about as possible as you think it is.
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So then not possible in the slightest.
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@NekoMizu
I'm one of those 'believes people can do whatever they have the willpower to do' types of philosophers.
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I know what you mean. I always think a persons value is more determined by their actions, what they do. Not just how they look.

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You just gotta go at your own pace and not worry about other people.
That's what I try to do.
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Well I don't have the willpower to kill myself, so I suppose that's a positive. But likewise I don't have the willpower to have confidence or whatever lel

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My pace is 0mph, no progress. Though in a way I highly prefer it that way
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@Pudding
Well, even the way a person looks can say things about who they are, but I'm not talking about what their natural appearance is -- more like what they do with it. That's what I was referring to earlier. That said, what's inside a person is a lot more important. It's more like, who we are as people bleeds out in how we look, but only in what we do with our looks -- not how we're born.

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I don't intend on telling you how to live your life. I definitely couldn't live like that though. There was a point in my life where - for many years - I truly was in one of the darkest places humans could imagine in terms of psychological despair and emptiness, but I've pulled myself out of it and I don't plan on letting anything hold me back anymore.
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Honestly I couldn't imagine myself not being like this lel I hate it, but I love it more. As for the looks and stuff, I'm gonna assume you mean personality or whatever by "inside a person" since that's what most people mean when they say that. I'm just as ugly on the inside as I am outside. Maybe even more lel if that's not what you mean, then I don't know
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Personality, strength of character, et cetera. You could be the prettiest person on the planet but if you're an asshole then you're an asshole.
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Hmmm what you do with how you look does kind of say what type of person you are. And your own personality just kinda determines what you'll do with yourself. If anything, right?
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While people don't usually like to associate people's dress style or such with who they are inside, I feel like it does bleed over in a sense.

Take me for example, since I think my fashion sense reflects aspects of who I am. Like the avatar I've drawn shows, my hair is actually incredibly messy (I've got a lot less hair in real life because I'm pretty bald due to genetics, but that's not the point) and I make no effort to groom it; in fact, I prefer it messy. That hints at a sense of unruly nature, which is very inherent in my personality since I refuse to be bound to any terms other than my own. It also implies I don't care about my public appearance and have no concern with formalities, and that I care more about my project than I do about looking presentable. These are all true assessments of me, and can be analysed by looking at me.

I don't believe physical appearance is all that matters, but how we choose to present ourselves does give hints about who we are inside.
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Poof poof. I finally finished this thing. Dunno if I should add more stuff or just put it up as is...

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>Skims it, since he's multitasking.

I don't see an immediate issue with how it's presented. If you'd like, I can send you (either by PM or here) a list of what I usually consider 'default profile information' that character sheets generally should have. I'm not talking about things like personality or history, since some GMs prefer not to have that information (even if I prefer it), but rather basic bio information.
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Sure, anything you can shoot my way would be good
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