@vancexentan
That's what I was saying as well. A scripted RP isn't the problem. If you want to be the main character of your own story, or even all of the meaningful characters while handing predetermined roles to the PCs, so be it, that's your choice.

But at least letting people know in advance what to expect is a bit of courtesy. And maybe allow others to have a role into how the story should play as well? Otherwise, what's even the point of having other players? You could just write fanfiction and have the same, if not better results, since you wouldn't have to deal with this kind of questioning everytime you strongarm the story to fit your creative vision while choking the players' actions.

We came here expecting one thing and are being served another, at least I did, so it's natural that we might want to talk things through. Which is what I believe everyone here is trying to do except for yourself so far.

Why not try it now?

Alright I'll just come out an say it. I am not the main character. Leon is not the main character. He is reused so much because I don't feel like making characters for roleplays that more often than not die. Leon is not me. Brynhildr is not the main character. Saber, Rider, and Lancer all could take her in singles combat. Most stories, and rpg have predetermined plots.

Also this roleplay has quite literally been making me miserable to the point where it is physically effecting my enthusiasm in real life. And since no one seems to like it how about we just end it. Cancel it. I have no intention of sitting here, and be insulted, or treated like I'm trying to do something I'm not actually doing. The story has predetermined hard points. That doesn't mean it will not, and cannot change. Characters can die. On both sides. But not at the start of the fucking story. What's the fucking point of killing off characters at the very start of the story. Killing off main characters is in bad taste, and depowers the players. Nothing I say seems to be changing your minds at all. In fact it just seems to piss everyone off. Which in turn leads to more of the first sentence.

So lets end it because I'm sick of this. All of this. I'm not suicidal, or some dumb shit I'm just sick of trying to be neutral, and being unable to convince everyone I'm not against them, and am just trying to write a story with other people.

Alright I'll just come out an say it. I am not the main character. Leon is not the main character. He is reused so much because I don't feel like making characters for roleplays that more often than not die. Leon is not me. Brynhildr is not the main character. Saber, Rider, and Lancer all could take her in singles combat. Most stories, and rpg have predetermined plots.

Also this roleplay has quite literally been making me miserable to the point where it is physically effecting my enthusiasm in real life. And since no one seems to like it how about we just end it. Cancel it. I have no intention of sitting here, and be insulted, or treated like I'm trying to do something I'm not actually doing. The story has predetermined hard points. That doesn't mean it will not, and cannot change. Characters can die. On both sides. But not at the start of the fucking story. What's the fucking point of killing off characters at the very start of the story. Killing off main characters is in bad taste, and depowers the players. Nothing I say seems to be changing your minds at all. In fact it just seems to piss everyone off. Which in turn leads to more of the first sentence.

So lets end it because I'm sick of this. All of this. I'm not suicidal, or some dumb shit I'm just sick of trying to be neutral, and being unable to convince everyone I'm not against them, and am just trying to write a story with other people.

Well, that's not good to hear.

In that case, I suggest that you taking a break is indeed for the best. There's no use in getting mentally and physically sick over something as irrelevant as a RP.

Apologies if I attacked your mental state too much. However, in light of these circumstances, it's something you probably should seek help for. I know you said that you are alright, but when it comes to the problems of the mind, no one really knows what they have inside of them.

Just take a breather and, if you need to, get some professional help.

I don't need professional help I've taken enough psychology courses to know when I need help. What I need is to not get blamed for every single fucking thing going wrong in this roleplay. I don't intend on hurting myself, I don't intend on doing anything dumb or rash. What I do intend on doing is to stop gm'ing this roleplay if all I ever see when I look on this OOC is someone bagging on me in a seeming unending conga line of me getting shit on for apparently being a biased gm.

Oof, fair enough. See you guys around.