Never felt so normal, but so weird, to be a freak.
Nine times I've lied,
And nine times you healed.
Nine times I wondered why you ever stayed with me.
What if I can't bleed when I cut with your razor?
What if I can’t see the way you go down?
What if I don't know if this is the end all?
Nine times I've tried to be with you, my dear.
If I can paint a picture of the future, I would.
But darling, I can tell you it won't be easy if I could.
Never did I feel like I needed relief,
From the suffering I went through just to get back on my feet.

Well, I'm not here cause I wanna be here.
Just dunno anything else.
Spent so long deep in love with you,
Fell out of love with myself.
I'm screaming at your memory,
I'm saying, "Get the hell right out of my house."
So I take your pictures off the wall,
And it's just me and Johnny Walker left around.
You can lie, lie, lie.
You can lie to me,
I don't care I'm not losing sleep.
If it don't bother you,
It sure as hell don't bother me.
Man, it feels good to be alone sometimes.
God, I gotta say those are my favorite nights.
When no one's around, and I'm still speaking my mind.
Man, it feels good to be alone sometimes.