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Hello everyone. My name is Little Blue, but you can call me Blue! We can chat or roleplay; I love doing both. I'm pretty shy, though. And socially awkward. Please excuse that behavior. I'll tell you a couple of things about me now. I've got four cats, a snake, and a dog. I don't like fluff, but I love nutella. I don't like bananas on their own. I love anime and works by Leigh Bardugo. I love writing and reading equally as much. I read webtoons and fanfics. I can be rather shameless. I've got diagnosed severe generalized anxiety, major depression, OCD, and a panic disorder. I've been hospitalized for intrusive thoughts and panic attacks. Yes, I'm medicated. Yes, I'm getting a service dog. I'm classified as mentally disabled. I will be going to an alternative school. I've had the Corona virus and it felt like the worst flue I've ever had. The worst of the symptoms went away in two days, but I had persistent nausea and headaches.

I'm kind of droning on, right? Especially about the bad stuff. You know what they say; if they can't deal with you at your worst, they don't deserve you at your best. Don't worry, I won't talk about triggering things on hear if requested not too. I won't come on here during a panic attack either. No worries!

It's a pleasure to make your acquaintance.
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Hello everyone. My name is Little Blue, but you can call me Blue! We can chat or roleplay; I love doing both. I'm pretty shy, though. And socially awkward. Please excuse that behavior. I'll tell you a couple of things about me now. I've got four cats, a snake, and a dog. I don't like fluff, but I love nutella. I don't like bananas on their own. I love anime and works by Leigh Bardugo. I love writing and reading equally as much. I read webtoons and fanfics. I can be rather shameless. I've got diagnosed severe generalized anxiety, major depression, OCD, and a panic disorder. I've been hospitalized for intrusive thoughts and panic attacks. Yes, I'm medicated. Yes, I'm getting a service dog. I'm classified as mentally disabled. I will be going to an alternative school. I've had the Corona virus and it felt like the worst flue I've ever had. The worst of the symptoms went away in two days, but I had persistent nausea and headaches.

I'm kind of droning on, right? Especially about the bad stuff. You know what they say; if they can't deal with you at your worst, they don't deserve you at your best. Don't worry, I won't talk about triggering things on hear if requested not too. I won't come on here during a panic attack either. No worries!

It's a pleasure to make your acquaintance.


Welcome to the Guild!
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@Ruby, thank you so much!
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Welcome to the Guild. I have quite a few of the same conditions as you if you ever need anyone to talk to about it. None of it is fun, especially alone. On to the topic of writing though, what brings you to the website? What are you looking to write while here?
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@Hyde, I'm really sorry to hear that too! It's certainly not fun. Especially being on a bunch of different medications that never seem to work right. I appreciate the offer and extend the same to you. My little sister actually brought me here. She recommended I come here because the community is super supportive and the people here are really literate. I definitely took her word for it. I'd like to write about my interests and other people's interests. I want to expand my abilities and hopefully use this site as a stepping stone. I want to improve my writing as much as possible and write my stories; get them published, y'know? About a timid son of Hades and Persephone or a vengeful, criminal mastermind of a fairy.
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Greetings.
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I'm really sorry to hear that too! It's certainly not fun. Especially being on a bunch of different medications that never seem to work right. I appreciate the offer and extend the same to you. My little sister actually brought me here. She recommended I come here because the community is super supportive and the people here are really literate. I definitely took her word for it. I'd like to write about my interests and other people's interests. I want to expand my abilities and hopefully use this site as a stepping stone. I want to improve my writing as much as possible and write my stories; get them published, y'know? About a timid son of Hades and Persephone or a vengeful, criminal mastermind of a fairy.

I know that feeling. I've been in and out of therapy since I was about four years old (I'm twenty-two now) with all medication having been hit or miss. Prozac, Zoloft, Lexapro, Effexor. . You name it. Most of it was hallucinations though and I suppose that it could've been much worse for me. Nonetheless, I am always here to talk about that if you ever need someone who at least somewhat understands where you're coming from. Now back to the fun part of the discussion. .

Is your sister a user here? Not to pry, I'm just a little curious if I've come across her before. My experiences on this website (I've been here for a little over a month) have been pretty good so far and I would say that the folks here are definitely literate. I'm sure that you can find a game that suits your tastes and write about your timid son of Hades and Persephone or a criminal mastermind fairy (I actually had a Sims character like that before, his name was Damien). If you have any questions about the website too, then I'd be more than happy to help however I can.

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Oh geez. I apologize if this is triggering, but have you been hospitalized too? I went to Four Winds. They're lovely folks. Currently, I'm on Luvox and Vistaril, in addition to Trazodone.

She is. Or was? She just kinda dropped four months ago? She goes through phases. I can't say I've gotten an rp partner yet to testify whether or not the people are literate. I could probably read some roleplays, though. To pass the time.

My little mastermind is named Shilah. He's the protagonist of one of my stories and you discover at the end of the first book; he's the villain all along. Not the do-gooder demon, Aster. Aster is the hero.
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Oh geez. I apologize if this is triggering, but have you been hospitalized too? I went to Four Winds. They're lovely folks. Currently, I'm on Luvox and Vistaril, in addition to Trazodone.

She is. Or was? She just kinda dropped four months ago? She goes through phases. I can't say I've gotten an rp partner yet to testify whether or not the people are literate. I could probably read some roleplays, though. To pass the time.

My little mastermind is named Shilah. He's the protagonist of one of my stories and you discover at the end of the first book; he's the villain all along. Not the do-gooder demon, Aster. Aster is the hero.

I have not, no. And none of this is triggering for me to discuss, so feel free to ask away. It might be better to move to DMs for any personal questions that you might have (or experiences that you yourself want to share) though. As for the rest of that. . Then I probably wouldn't have ever met your little sister as I only joined a month ago though there's a chance I could've read her Roleplays. I do read them to pass the time myself though I originally started reading them to see how to format my character sheets, what to write like, and so on.

I like the name for your characters though. Especially Aster. Always been a favorite name of mine and I usually name my Fallout character that.
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@Hyde, I'm relieved. I really hate upsetting people. It makes me feel awkward, guilty, and ashamed. I hate feeling like that too. Believe it or not, I'm not a huge fan of people. I like animals though. Anyways, I don't think you would have read her RPs, as she prefers PMs. Personally, I think I'd prefer Forums. That way, people have samples of my works to reference.

I'm really glad you like the names! Shilah has a little brother named Sam, Aster's girlfriend is Lillith. Then Hades' kid is Jace Socrates. I really like unique names.
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Welcome to the guild, @Little Blue.
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Welcome to the Guild! Look forward to seeing you around
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