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Human #5.086: the anguished throne.
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Previously: the daughters.

It starts at the edge of the forest, destruction purely unaltered and crowned in silver, a gaping maw yields open around a convolting snarl, scaled lips that peel over a fang-riddled mouth blackened and crackling with red tendrils that fissure through the ribbons of death sired on its rancid breath. The Blackwood is appropriately named for its bruise-violet trunks and thick foliage of evergreen; the vegetation is veined in black, having adapted to the carmine moon that gleams above, static and severe and all-knowing, always there and never eclipsed by solar design. Along its perimeter linger deadened vines and petrified trees with skeletal branches bedecked with thorns that form a barrier, they twine and bunch and even coil through the shadows and along the parched soil, looming as perverse guardians of the Blackwood’s queer abundance of life. Betwixt shadowed bark, moths possessed of demented shades of yellow gather and fester, each varying in size, forever marked by looming skulls, they squeak and trill and twitter and fly, shades of ochre bloomed under sanguine hues that glisten black against the flora as deepened shadows that swarm and crawl. Quivering antennae poke and prod, embedding wraiths of black into the trunks where they cluster whilst the ground quakes and shudders. Branches bow and break and snap, thunderous claims through the wood that scatter the fauna of twisted and malformed designs, squealing creatures that burrow through the brush and bolt, rampaging through the gloom. They impale themselves through the thicket, now manipulated mad with fear and agony, frothing heavily through quivering jowls as red tendrils glide through the trees; everything slowly succumbed to rot.

Places and things remember such malicious and cruel history of carnage and hate, of scarlet flame and rage that coils over teeth as deep into the void of its belly a hated glow begins to ascend, lost and forsaken fragments of power churning low and steady before it belches from the deep in crackling plumes of energy that reap red and silver through the trees. Blackened flame erupts, fading away into silver edges as churning cores of ruby pulsate and writhe, climbing up ebony trunks and immediately pouring through splinters of wood and leaves. The moths screech with such horrid sounds of immediate pain that clamor with frenzied wings fluttering into the shadow, only to fall soon after, burnt, dead with wisps of red wavering from trembling bodies. The dragon greedily inhales, those lingering vestiges of a powerful soul fueling the chaotic foundations of its awakened state, gluttonized upon the frenzies of energy scattered far and wide, pieces of a spiritual manifest eternally lost to the rages of destiny. Its pupils constrict and dilate; a secondary membranous film slid over its eyes as an ethereal glow pulses through a critical stare, a loathed blue webbed with obsidian lines that tremble under the might of life it now covets with ravenous hunger. The dragon cranes its massive head back and lets loose a screech, a battle cry, a challenge, a gauntlet now thrown with a symphony of rage that splinters in a roar, the tines webbed along its neck undulating with the powerful call that spears through the sky and summons with it rolling clouds of thunderous black that eclipse the entirety of the Blackwood in shadow.

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“We’ve run out of time.”

From the maternal figure poised before her to the subtle shift of something else that is known to be ancient, wreathed in time, the fallen they were known to be and forevermore marked as. Some that whisper our old name, she had said, and Amma could not help but contemplate what exactly they were; her origins, she had to remind herself, and shuddered at the vague whispers slithering against the precipice of her addled mind: you are more like your father than you realize and maybe that's for the best. The gentleness once proffered is now exchanged for severity as Kylmie snaps her head toward where Amma notices a carved door suddenly bursts open, black-hewn wood echoing as it slams inward. Dain’s pack looms outside, a roiling mass of fur and gleaming, ochre eyes that snarl and yip, hackles raised, and lips peeled over enormous canines. They are a unit of sheer power and frenzied energy, tethered to the man who has prowled even further, encroaching on an unspoken barrier as he moves, blocking their only way out.

“I told you that the dragon is hunting her down. It’s coming after her.”

Kylmie carefully positioned herself near Amma, shielding her mostly from view even as she rose to her full height, and pulled the grey cotton tighter around herself, a frigid glare sheered through her lashes at the imposing forms of fang and claw, directly transferring their ire and fear at her. Shedding the blame as the world yonder their clamoring bodies begins to grow dark, eclipsed entirely in darkness, alive with a writhing appetence that Amma can feel. It’s a palpable emotion that lists through the air, and the fire at her back seems to rise in response, crackling with unspoken energy as thunder claps and booms, shaking through the foundations of the trees.

“Now isn’t the time,” she claimed. Dain laughs with a rough and edged sound that drags through the cluster of teeth pursed over his lips, a shift in his features begotten from the accumulated rage that boils through his body, heightening all senses and alluding to the beast within that prowls upon the precipice of a transformation. Gone from man to something other, he flexes scarred fingers, now elongated into claws. His pack agitates just outside, a cacophony of barks and shrill whines that roll into chuffs and snarls, she recognizes the sounds of their unique communication as they talk amongst each other, the biggest wolves of the pack congested on the threshold but never crossing over. They’re waiting on his command. Dain moves closer as if emboldened by their bestial derangement, crowding over Kylmie and Amma. Here, he seems larger, taller, his breath fanning down as he postures and threatens to tear her apart by the loathing festering in his eyes. Amma looks up, and she seethes at her helplessness as he demands:

“Why are you here?”

“I don’t know.” She snaps, her frustrations bleeding outward, coiling through her voice with an edge of panic. “I don’t even understand how I got here. All I remember is-”

Remember.

Remember that I -

A ringing sluices through her mind, coiling through membrane and bone, pinging away through her nerves over and over again as if a bell. She grimaces around the invasion as scattered memories drag her back to the dance, the looming fog of a nightmare distorting the events through shades of blood and ruin. She tries not to linger over the memory of Gil, the ghost of a kiss taunting her, the heat of his breath, and the eclipse of sorrow and rage that melded to form the construct of a bridge, unified through their powers, amber and red wed as embers through the combustion of yearning and sweltering desire. Through the heat of what was and could be came the grieving sorrow of their last moments, and she was forced to experience his death anew. Still, she cataloged through all that happened and fought to ignore the whispering malice of her nightmares, threatening to drag her back into the pit where she had fallen.

“She said, go to Sheol. She threw something at it.”

“And I - and it. It dragged me here, it grabbed me, and then I fell. I fell through the dark, and then
” Her breath came ragged and wet, gasping and wrent through her lungs and chest; her ribs ached, her body taut and throbbing with pain as she touched trembling fingers over her wounded leg. The bite seared through her veins; she had fought so hard to free herself, and now she fought with the continuation of life here when she contemplated allowing Dain and his pack to tear her apart. Perhaps she would step outside, face the dragon, and welcome the fabled flame.

“Limbo is unkind to all manner of souls,” Kylmie recited, breaking through her morbid revere, and leveled her stare at Dain, the latter having stepped back quietly from Amma’s infringing despair permeating the air. Too many emotions clustering here and there, hazed and wavering and burdened by the weight of fear they all felt on the eve of a tumultuous battle that awaited them in the dark.

“It is a prison. Meant for the most cruel and forsaken. The most heinous of Hellions that cannot be contained elsewhere.”

I am the advocate for the depraved and the unhinged.

“You crawled out of there.” He accused, a hooked claw dangerously close to which Amma closed her eyes. “And then the dragon woke and followed you.”

“We don’t know that-”

“They smell just alike. Like death. Something that doesn’t belong.”

She flinched, the damnation of such a comparison felled deep to lance through her heart where such acclaim rang hollow but true. For years, she had carried that mantle of death and chaos, of destruction, she nurtured it, donned it as a mask, built a chasm around herself, a moat of which none could cross, for none had ever been brave enough to wade through the depths of her malcontent. She had never belonged anywhere, and no amount of wishing or unfettered power could alter that reality. Mayhap in the dark where she was conceived, but even that had been forsaken and robbed when they strapped her to that cold, metal table for hours and hours.

Even days.

It was okay, as she told herself for many years, as she chanted as a mantra through the ear-splitting knell that vibrated as a funeral toll. Loneliness did not bedevil her life in monochromatic discrepancies of a wayward heart. Still, Amma could no longer deny that her spirit had been marked by the others, where breadths of humanity had slowly arisen and shook off the ashen bones marred by slivers of truth. Of hope.

“Enough,” Kylmie commanded. “She is of my blood. It matters not where she came from.”

“If I’m really to blame,” Amma interjected. “Then let me face it head-on, lead it away from here.”

“I’ve brought enough pain into my world, the least I can do is help keep it away from yours.”

“This beast,” Amma tried not to flinch; she did, but the appellations continued to fall, claiming true to words she had heard before, directed at her. “It is one we’ve faced many times before. It’s more than just a dragon. It is something that has lived long before, manifested as the wyrm because it is of hate and pain itself.”

Kylmie spared little custom and gestured outside, her jewels winking in the light. “Make your pack useful, scout out where it’s coming from- where it is now. We can forge a barrier around the coven, but if it destroys the Blackwood and all life within it, we’re done for. “

“What do you mean?”

“Some of the Familiars are born here, nurtured, made.”

The mention of Familiars settled a peculiar weight in Amma’s stomach, a soured note of something forgotten, of a dog that was not a dog of black and white. They walked the beach some nights, and other times, he would find her, a sadness that no mortal creature should be able to project but managed all the same. Amma never questioned how Rothschild came to her at the most random of times, but she welcomed his silent company during the first year when she walked the coast, looking back over waves that ebbed and flowed, trying to find the floating pyramids of her most hellish nightmares. When she was seeking answers to who she was meant to be. And why.

She still did not know, but she could find that answer in the sundering of life. Let it end, she thought, for what else did she have to live for if she couldn’t go back? A continuation of a lie sired by her mother’s unknown fate?

Dain slowly shook his head, but no words fell as he growled and snatched up a piece of black, silken fabric left forgotten, most of the pack instantly scattering, led by a series of yips and barks, rolling into one as they fled off into the shadows in various directions. He was the last to depart, features contorting into something feral and unhinged, the breadth of wildness about him shaped into muscle and lengthening bone, a painful transformation before her very eyes as a massive lupine-forged creature stepped out into the night and howled, challenging the skies that thundered in response.

Kylmie immediately turned and regarded Amma with hands clasped over her shoulders, a stern reproach awaiting, “I will not allow you to give yourself over. That is not an option. I didn’t stop your mother; I refuse to lose another daughter. We get through this; I will find a way to get you back to where you came from. Though we haven’t seen her in some time, there’s a woman by the name of Ellara, a JĂ€ger, who might be able to help.”

Where had she heard that name before? It tolled distantly with familiarity, encompassed and accompanied by heartache shaded in twilight.

“Ünterseele – Überseelen and devour. The concept of heart and soul, the unification of one, as we all are.” She said without little thought, quoting an echo heard and felt as their eyes locked and something pitiful and mournful shimmered across Kylmie’s eyes, gone before Amma could even inquire as she dropped her hands from her shoulders and stepped back.

“We don’t have much time left, but in case this goes terribly array. I know she wanted you more than anything in this world. A daughter, a piece of her soul given part into another. She talked about nothing more than having a child one day. And the name she would give her. The everlasting of love.”

Ammaranthe.

“You are death, but also life. I feel the echo of something in you, fragments and pieces left lost and forgotten, a mortal heart without a mortal soul. A price...”

You paid the price. You said yes.

A piece of Amma slowly withers, stealing away her breath as she trembles, the utterance of her name latching onto the pieces of her memories as if a leech, festering boils of hatred that grew over the shards of obsidian shored against her heart and the blossoming of hope that soothed the barbs of the unknown. Bridges forged, broken, and then risen anew, connections and relationships she had once abhorred and held aloft, refusing to acknowledge them for what they were, for what they asked of her. Here, she coiled her arms around her middle to contain the sorrow of her name spoken and the unworthiness of it.

“What would your teammates say if they saw you like this?" She paused. "Blackjack, right?”

“How do you know that name?”

“You uttered it in your sleep. You spoke their names.”

Quickly, Kylmie knelt before a trunk she had not noticed before, set beside the hearth and a bed close by, covered in furs. She sorted through it efficiently, handing Amma a dress of black, fashioned as a tunic with tightly-fitted sleeves and a neckline that plunged at a vee, the scar over her heart on display as she pulled it over her body in mindless motions as she mulled over the thought of having said their names in her fitful rest. She tortured herself with the inquiry and thought of their lives; if perhaps they were now better off without her- if they even lived. Kylmie passed over boots shortly after and then paused considerably before she stood and proffered Amma a blade next, made of black and as long as her forearm.

“Your mother had one just like it. She had many blades made, but this she left behind, just in case she had said. Maybe she knew one day you’d wind up here.”

Amma took it silently, a kaleidoscope of colors shimmering off the weapon’s surface as she studied it under the light of the fire. In her grasp, it felt warm, harmonized, and humming beneath her scarred palm. Kylmie handed her its sheath next and helped her belt it around her waist. All of it foreign and yet not. She regarded the hearth, the flower set there still, a subtle glittering of red and amber shimmering there. She followed Kylmie outside without much thought or complaint, the flower hidden in her braided hair.

The Blackwood coven was quick to respond, immediate shouts and fires lit through the circling guard of huts: simple homes made of shorn stone and rock, smoothed and curiously marked with painted white lines formed into circles that overlapped, various shapes connected and bound together, runes, Amma is informed of later on. She can only admire them for the quiet tremble of power that threads through each cauldron of flame that ignites upon seated beds of precious metals and jewels. Gold and silvers, rubies and sapphires and emeralds explode with a myriad of colors and shimmer as an aurora borealis billowing in tangible waves of heat. In the distant browse there is a tremor felt, trees suddenly fallen over as clouds of winged creatures take flight and cry out, it is some miles away yet, but already Amma can see the shimmering red of flame that rises to block out the moon, clouds rolling over and booming with thunder.

“Get the barrier up!”

There were beasts and other creatures found here too, some as great winged things half bird and something else, others with colorful plumage and crests that spread aloft, shimmering with the interchanging hue of the flames as they climbed higher and higher with a pale, white light pouring from the runes marked into each home. There were snakes, vipers actually, Amma noted, and shuddered at the similarity of the illusioned manifest of their like that she had felt over her shoulders and chest once. One of black scales and vermillion eyes peered at her from where it coiled next to a ruby ember of a jewel, tongue flickering with every blink of her eyes, as if mimicking her observations before she tore her gaze away and watched as the barrier continued to climb, coming to an epicenter betwixt the trees. Kylmie stood in the center, arms raised, hands towards the sky thought to befall them as scarlet tendrils wove through the atmosphere, shattering and striking as lightning would. Wolves immediately broke through the trees, leaping over the ascending barrier and galloping in their direction before they skid to a halt. A few transformed instantly, the shift from beast to man a raw, unbidden shift of understated power, bone-crunching and skin-molding, some dusted in clumps of black ash and lashes of crimson that coiled over arms and legs. Wounded, they fell, others of the coven rushing to their aid immediately. Soft murmurs in a language unknown, jewels and metals heated by summoning annotations of looping vowels and words, flesh mended at their spellwork.

Dain was not among them.

“It’s coming,” one panted, groaned, and clutched at their ribs, bruised and mauled. “From the North, it doubled back from the East, some of the wood has gone up in flames.”

Shrill chirps and screeches filled the night, a lament, a cry- sorrow ruffled through feathers and furs as they mourned some of their home pillaged under ravenous fire.

“He’s trying to lure the dragon elsewhere. Using her scent.”

The silk


“He took a piece of my old dress,” Amma realized, looking out to where thunder clapped and rolled, rumbling deep as even the very leaves above them shook.

“The barrier will keep us hidden,” Kylmie stated, “It won’t be able to see us, he knows that.”

“He doesn’t want to risk another massacre.”

Silence fell, and the woods quieted, the fear-laden cries whisked away as an esoteric drone slithered through the forest, it coiled among the ground as an eldritch horror, a writhing mass of despair and appetence. Its abstract manifest of all-consuming energy stained a familiar scarlet color and edged away into silver and black, and she recognized it for all that it stood for, as it called to her, as pieces of herself, of what she had always feared. Amma approached the edges of the barrier and laid her scarred palms upon it as suddenly a massive globe of blue appeared, staring straight into the depths of her very being, a sliver of a pupil expanding wide with veined lines of black fissured through its eye. Its massive, scaled head rose high, crowned with silver horns that glinted with blood and wore ash upon their sharpened edges. Near translucent wings, webbed in crimson, those ebony scales donned in a sheen of red, old blood, new blood, life, and death forged on that hide as it loomed overhead, its void-like essence coiling from its fanged mouth. There was no way they could truly stand against such a thing, and though the barrier did appear to block them entirely from view as its neck coiled in a serpentine motion, undulating, searching, and seeking, Amma knew


She knew that it could sense her, parts of her, parts of it intertwined and bound as one through the fragments of her powers shorn and taken from her, pieces of her soul lain within the dragon that curled its tongue, the depths of a cavernous maw churning molten before it roared and released a gout of flame onto the ground, more black clouds and smoke summoned as boiling spheres of rot fled around the edges of the barrier.

“It knows we’re here.” Amma breathed and regarded this fabled beast of wrath, this monster that sounded with the demented knoll of her nightmares, a sound she had heard and felt once before. She recalled the trials and the beast of her other self and the looming figure of shadow bound in chains, a prophesied hell born of her dreams, and felt in the uneven breath she took as the dragon suddenly swung its head left where a massive wolf stood. Umber fur, familiar golden eyes, the largest she had ever seen, bigger than any of its brethren with a scrap of silk clutched betwixt barred fangs. A vicious snarl tore through its chest, humming with power and rage, thick, black claws dug into the marred soil as festering lines of destruction swarmed, reaping through roots and punctured by curled, hooked talons that marked each of the dragon’s wings. It balanced on thick, scaled hind legs and wailed in Dain’s direction, an answer and acceptance to his challenge as fire swelled around them.

Once again, she was faced with the realization of her powerless state, helpless to intervene as another stood in place to defend her, to defy the monster, to deny death once more. Dain prowled to his left, the severe draw of his muzzle highlighting the sheer hatred in those glowing eyes, more snarls ripped from his chest that heaved and caved with every sound. The dragon trilled and inched forward, nostrils flaring, a manic sort of quiver following down every tine on its muscled body, the overlap of its scales seeming to clack together with its teeth that snapped in his direction, baited by her smell. Amma slammed her palms against the barrier, but it only warped and swelled out before snapping back into place, the spells worked into the very ground, fending off the chaotic fire just beyond.

“He’s leading it away.”

“No,” Kylmie uttered, her voice a curious echo, seeming to fill every space all at once. “We have spells worked into the trees, one of many leylines that fall here, connected to other places and things. Wards and runes older than I, meant to defend the forest and all who remain.”

Dain moved back, and back, snarling and barking, coming closer and closer to those snapping fangs as the dragon screeched and fed into the fire that threatened to consume everything in its path.

“But if he crosses over those lines
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Amma dug her nails into the barrier. She couldn’t allow another to step in and take the fall, she couldn’t be that helpless, that weak, but none of her powers worked here, nothing worked. It was all wrong and twisted and malformed, it was hell unsought and she was eternally cursed with it. A price paid thrice over. She was a void of nothingness that clawed against magic more ancient than anything she had ever known and she hated herself for it. Hated herself for not being able to stop the others, unable to save them despite the many times she had before, threads of power tossed into the ether upon her damnation, and for what? So they would not forget her? To be reminded of her likeness even when she had mocked all their hope and dreams and relished in the pain of it? Dain stalked further into the shadows as thunder boomed and with it, a storm erupted, thick droplets of rain that sizzled like static as it fell over the blackened flame. Red lightning crackled over her head and the dragon flared its wings outward, another gout of fire sundered from its maw, a horrid sound that she clutched her ears against, but she refused to look away as trees exploded, another reminiscence of her chaotic power.

She heard Kylmie as she struggled to contain the barrier, her breath coming hard and fast as others began to chant and weave spells anew, palms to the earth as they fed more energy into the foundations of runes. Amma drew her gifted blade and struck the barrier, but it glanced off and fired into her scarred palm where she screamed and stepped back, clutching her ruined fingers. Dain avoided the fire, but barely, chunks of fur gone, flesh singed and black, his movements though strong and never wavering as he stepped back over the rumored leyline and dropped the piece of silk from his jaws. He roared and launched himself at the dragon, fangs pierced deep into its neck where it reared up, a painful screech shattering through the storm’s thunder as it lifted them. Blood ran hot and heavy and it burned, likened to acid as it sluiced and spewed from Dain’s jaws and slid down the paler, silver scales underneath. He drove his weight down, a shrill whine slivered out from his teeth as he dropped and shook his head, the acidity of its blood frothing along his tongue as saliva pooled. He chuffed and barked and launched himself again, but the dragon turned its massive body, a thick, barbed tail swung around to impale the silver tines into his side as it battered Dain away. He yelped, the rest of his pack contained in the barrier responding in kind as he was launched across the shimmering line she now could see, old magic summoned to life as runes marked into the trees began to glow.

White light immediately exploded and expanded outward, a holy sanction of power imbued deep into the earth. It was a righteous conflagration of purity that poured over gleaming, overlapped scales and struck through the membrane of the dragon’s wings. It warbled and trilled, launching more fire into the sky, trees, and plumes of fire that rose and fell. The rain climatized into a deluge, putting out some of the lesser fires, but the damage was done and the damage remained. The dragon pumped its powerful wings, of what remained of them, and lifted itself high above the tree line before it suddenly fled. Lingering, festering pools of its blood burned among the roots of the Blackwood. Kylmie surrendered the barrier immediately and fell to her knees, more of the coven coming to her aide as Amma stared at the remains of the battle, the rain dragging against her hair and clothes.

The dragon had fled, wounded, but the damage was done. Pieces of the Blackwood were destroyed, and sacred homes of Familiars were lost and burned.

...And Dain was dead. The chorus of howls that filled the sky combated the raging storm, drowning out the thunder for the immense sorrow that struck a chord within as Amma wept and willed the illusion of the rain to cover her shame and regret at once again being powerless-

As another died for her.
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Location: Turning Winds Home for Youth - Joliet, Illinois
Human #5.087: Not Meant to Stay
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Interaction(s): Anabel (@Skai)
Previously: In the Dark, I Name You


The night wove itself into the fabric of the world, not with an icy grip but with a humming insistence, burrowing beneath the skin, threading cold into the sinew and settling deep in the marrow. The rooftop of the group home was a reliquary of forgotten things—of rusted vents devoured by oxidation, of emaciated satellite dishes that had long since given up on receiving messages from a world that never sent them. Time had worn this place down like a prayer whispered too many times to ears that never listened, its relics left to decay in silence, waiting for a reverence that would never return. The railing, once resolute, now slumped in its slow collapse, its corroded skin peeling away like old scripture on a forsaken altar. A single, dying bulb by the entrance flickered with frantic determination, its feeble light spilling jaundiced halos over the gravel-strewn floor, summoning shadows that jittered like restless spirits chained to the bones of the past. Beyond the jagged skyline of rooftops, the city sprawled in cold detachment, an expanse of artificial constellations stretching toward the horizon—an illusion of the infinity of possibilities that had long since lost meaning.

Alexander perched on the ledge, one leg idly swinging over the void, the other bent beneath him, his fingers toying with a cigarette he had no intention of smoking. He liked the way it fit between his fingers, the familiar press of something tangible, something solid, something to fidget with while his mind wandered down corridors it probably shouldn’t. He rolled it absently, thumb and forefinger coaxing the ember at its tip to flare, a smouldering firefly flickering in defiance before the wind stole its light, leaving only the taste of burned paper in the air. The sky stretched overhead, vast and starless, a yawning chasm where the cosmos should have been. But the city had swallowed them, devoured the heavens in the slow, creeping glow of light pollution until nothing remained but absence. Or maybe that was the truth of it. Maybe there had never been stars at all. Maybe the universe was just a great, empty mouth, swallowing children’s prayers before they could rise.

He liked it up here.

The silence was a rare thing, a gift hoarded by the heights. Down below, the walls pressed in like a ribcage too tight for the lungs inside it, suffocating, brimming with voices that tangled together in an unbroken symphony of grievances, whispered betrayals, and dreams too starved to survive. Even when he didn’t seek them, thoughts crawled toward him like ivy through fractured stone, creeping, winding, seeping into the hollow spaces of his mind. He knew which burdens weren’t his, but knowledge did little to keep them out. Some thoughts had roots too deep, finding the cracks and making a home inside him, whether he wanted them or not.

The wind prowled across the rooftop, a restless thing with cold, clawed fingers, yanking at the edges of his hoodie like it meant to shake him loose from his perch. The fabric, thinned from wear, billowed uselessly against the chill, offering no real defence. Not that he needed it. The cold was a distant thing, an old ghost rattling at his bones but never quite sinking in. Beneath the hoodie, his t-shirt sagged at the collar, its edges worried raw by restless hands that sought solace in frayed seams when his mind refused to silence itself. His jeans bore the evidence of aimless wandering—scuffed knees, threadbare patches, a constellation of stains that told stories no one had bothered to ask about. His sneakers, worn down to near surrender, braced carelessly against the ledge, as if daring gravity to prove its inevitability.

His hair was an untamed sprawl of dark curls, not carefully dishevelled for effect but genuinely careless, a product of inattention rather than intent. It fell just long enough to cast a shadow across his face when he wanted to be unreadable, a curtain drawn between himself and the world. But his eyes—those were sharper than they had any right to be at this hour, restless in their quiet scrutiny. Always searching. Always sifting through the spaces between moments, cataloging the unsaid. Here, in the hush of the rooftop, he could almost pretend he wasn’t listening. That he wasn’t attuned to the murmurs threading through the walls below. That he didn’t already know who lay awake, staring at ceilings too familiar to inspire dreams, who was muffling their grief into a pillow, who was caught in a fevered dream of a life they’d never touch.

He exhaled, watching for the second time as the ember at his fingertips faded into the dark.

The rooftop was an escape. But even up here, he was never truly alone.

A creak.

Soft, almost shy, but distinct enough.

Alex didn’t stir, not immediately. He kept his posture loose, the picture of nonchalance. His fingers absentmindedly caressed the cigarette, a mere prop in his reverie, while his mind soared beyond the rooftop, seeking the presence that had punctured his solitude. Just there. Rooted. Watching.

A sigh escaped his lips, a wisp of resignation, and only then did he turn his head, slow, like a boy unbothered by ghosts. The figure beneath that wavering light, half-obscured, more silhouette than substance, was haloed in sickly gold.

But he knew her.

Anabel.

As if waiting for that subtle acknowledgement, the silhouette stepped forwards and into the darkness of night. The last traces of the light that illuminated her curved frame withered into traces of an outline as the door snicked shut behind her. The bulb above hardly compared to the starlight that glossed the hair as black and as slick as spilled ink that fell down to her waist. Her arms slowly rose to tuck themselves beneath a generous chest. The embrace to keep out the chill of night as well as to protect the heart that beat behind it.

“I wasn’t sure if you were out here or not.” Anabel’s low voice travelled across the space between them. Her tone was neither warm nor cold, but indifferent to their meeting. She began to drift forward, and as she neared the edge of the roof where Alex sat, she turned her eyes towards the city beyond.“Are you going to finish that?”

Alex rolled the cigarette between his fingers, not looking at her right away. Instead, he tilted his head, gaze still cast toward the city below.

“Didn’t take you for the type to want one,” he murmured, his voice light, almost amused. A beat passed, the wind carrying the words away before he let the cigarette dangle between his fingers, an idle offering. “Then again, you never did let people decide who you were gonna be.”

It was an absent remark, too casual to be anything but a throwaway observation. But, for Alexander, it was a memory unearthed from years ago, when cruel taunts had tried to shape Anabel into something smaller than the girl in front of him now. He covered the moment by rolling his shoulders, finally turning to glance at her. “Go ahead. I don’t smoke, anyway.” He twirled it once between his fingers, then tossed it toward her with an easy motion. The ember trailed briefly in the dark before she caught it.

Anabel positioned the half-burnt cigarette between two fingers. A thoughtful look flickered across her features but vanished as quickly as it came before she raised it to her lips. She inhaled, and as the tip burned brightly her eyes slid over to observe the quiet boy beside her with a wary gaze. Her eyes turned back to the city by the time she pulled her hand away. She exhaled, smoke trailing from between her lips, and spoke again.

“Picked it up recently.”

Alex tipped his chin, his gaze idling on the waning ember perched against her fingertips. A third dying firefly, trembling on the precipice of its last breath. Much like the first, it flickered once—twice—then surrendered to the abyss, swallowed whole by the waiting dark.

“Guess we all got our vices.”

The wind continued to prowl below them, a restless thing, threading through rusted fire escapes and discarded litter, dragging with it the acrid ghost of burnt tobacco and the sodden scent of rain-soaked asphalt. A lull stretched between them, and then softly—more idle musing than true inquiry—he murmured,

“Could be worse.” The corners of his mouth twitched, his eyes fixed on the sprawl of the city where lights bled into puddles and distant sirens keened like wounded things. A requiem for those who had tried and failed. “Could be like that poor bastard who thought he had a shot last month.” A low chuckle, barely there. “Didn’t get far.”

At last, he turned his head, studying her sidelong. “Ever think about it?”

Anabel pressed her lips together in a frown as she leaned forwards. Her elbows rested on the space beside Alex, hands dangling over the edge of what stood between them and the outside world. What remained of the cigarette slipped from her fingers and drifted away with the wind as she took a moment. Her brows furrowed before she turned her head to truly face him.

“Far as I know, only one of us has ever gotten out,” she murmured. “She was smart enough not to look back.”

“Yeah.” Alex’s voice was softer now, not quite agreement or dissent. Just something in between. He tipped his head back, exhaling slowly. “Guess that makes her the lucky one.”

Lucky. It was a word that didn't sit right in his mouth. Was it luck that had gotten her out? Or knowing when to run? Or why?

Why did she get the chance when so many others didn’t?

“If I had a shot,” Alex mused, “maybe I'd go somewhere different. Somewhere that makes running mean something.” He shrugged his shoulders.. "Dunno where, exactly. Just... not here.” His thumb skimmed over the edge of his sleeve, tugging at a loose thread.

“Maybe someplace that actually teaches you how to fight back. Y'know, instead of just teaching you to take the hit and keep your head down.” He said the words as if he was testing the idea aloud for the first time, though he had considered it much more than he’d like to admit.

Anabel’s brows twitched as she looked down at her hands. Alex didn’t need to see her face to know where her mind had drifted. He could feel it—the tremor of memory like a ripple spreading across still water. It wasn’t mind-reading, not in the strictest sense. More like standing at the precipice of another’s recollection, the door cracked just wide enough to catch the imprint of something half-buried but never quite forgotten. It lingered in her curled fingers and the breath she forgot to take.

Flashes. A girl, small and wary, bracing against the inevitability of impact. A younger Anabel beside her, a steady presence in a world that had only ever taught them to endure. Then another shift—the same scene, but different. Anabel in the girl’s place now, her frame rigid, her stance unwavering. Fists connecting, the sharp sting of knuckles meeting flesh, and yet—she did not flinch. Not once. As if standing tall in the face of cruelty could turn bone into steel.

It wasn’t a memory he had pried from her mind. Just something she carried so openly that it brushed against his awareness like the afterglow of a dying flame—brief, bright, but impossible to ignore.

“Sometimes you just have to do it yourself.”

“Yeah.” Alex’s fingers stilled against his sleeve before finding the loose thread again, worrying at it. “Maybe that’s what gets people out. Not luck. Just
 deciding, one day, you’re done waiting for someone else to do it for you.” He exhaled, the breath slipping from his lungs in a way that felt much older than him, weary and worn thin. “But I dunno. Feels like I’ve been waiting a long time for a day that never comes.” And then, after another moment, his voice dimming to something almost lost between them:

“Maybe I really was just waiting on myself.”

This time, he looked at her, studying her for a beat longer than before. Not with his ability but just as himself.

As Alexander
something.

“You ever pick up on something you weren’t supposed to? Not ‘cause someone told you. Just... because it was there. In the way they looked at you. In what they didn’t say.”

He didn’t need an actual answer to know that she had. Still, he continued,

“Most people don’t realize how much they give away or how much they leave behind
whether they mean to or not.”

And sometimes, he wasn’t sure what was worse—stumbling onto truths he was never meant to know or realizing, too late, that he had left pieces of himself scattered in places he could never return to. Maybe more than he could ever reclaim. Like his full name.

Anabel’s head turned just so to glance his way as he spoke. Her dark green eyes met his, black pupils flaring when they realized that he was truly looking at her. Her body turned, then, until she was leaning her side against the ledge. By the time he finished speaking her features had softened, reservations forgotten because of the words he had uttered. His words resonated with something she’d buried within her heart, expressing it in the longing and loneliness in her eyes and in the way her chin dipped to acknowledge it.

She proved his point without uttering a single word.

For a moment, Alex said nothing as well. Just watched—the way her guard wavered, how she let it slip for the span of a single breath, a fleeting fracture in the walls she carried so well. And then, like a candle snuffed before it could catch, it was gone. She turned away, shoulders drawing taut, bracing against the world as if the mere act of looking forward could outrun what lingered behind. A soldier’s retreat, seamless and practiced.

Alex didn’t call her on it.

Instead, he let out a slow breath and dragged a hand through his already unruly hair, his gaze meandering back to the sprawl of the city.

“You said sometimes you have to do it yourself. But that doesn’t mean you gotta do it alone.” A smirk ghosted at the corner of his mouth, brief and lopsided. “Whatever it is you’re planning, whatever comes next
 if you need backup, I’m in. Just
 don’t expect me to play the hero. I’m more like a
 Legion.”

Anabel snorted softly in response. Her usual snideness was replaced by something different now. As if she was acknowledging their brief moment of understanding but choosing to remain apart. A singularity among his multitudes.

“I don’t believe in heroes.” She began, her tone bordering nihilistic. “But I’ll consider your legion.”

Her next breath came quickly.

“Say you find this place that teaches you to fight back. What are you going to do then? Do you think it will make any difference?” The inquiry walked a fine line between curiosity and examination.

“I don’t know,” he admitted, the words slipping out quieter than he intended, rough-edged and unsanded. “Maybe nothing changes. Maybe I learn to fight, and it still doesn’t mean shit in the end. Maybe the world’s too big, too fucked to fix, and we’re just cogs in the machine, thinking we can jam it up when all we’re really doing is making noise before we get crushed.”

He inhaled deeply, watching his breath materialize in the frigid air. His ability had taken more from him than he could ever quantify—memories, names, fragments of himself. And the worst part? He hadn’t even noticed half of them slipping away.

Some wounds bled openly; his were thieves, stealing without a trace left behind.

But it had given him something, too. A way to pull others back before they fell too far. He didn’t know if it was enough. But it was something. And perhaps, in a world as broken as this one, something had to count for more than nothing.

“But maybe,” he ventured cautiously, like testing thin ice, “maybe that’s not the point. Maybe it’s not about fixing everything. Maybe it’s about proving we still get to choose. That we don’t have to be what the world decided for us.”

His eyes shifted to hers. He weighed the gravity of his next words but hoped for some semblance of understanding from the person who was probably the closest thing he had to a friend in this place.

“What I can do
my ability
it’s not the kind of thing people trust,” he admitted, the words close to something that wasn’t quite bitter but lived near it. “It messes with things it shouldn’t. People don’t like the idea of someone knowing them better than they do. Hell, sometimes I don’t like it. Because if I push too far, I could take something I don’t really know how to give back.”

A breath. A pause. Another sigh.

“But if I can use it to help
 if I can pull someone back before they disappear into their own mind, before they start believing the lie that they’re alone in whatever hell they’re drowning in—”

He worked his jaw, considering, feeling the shape of the next words before letting them go into the cold.

“Then maybe that’s enough. Maybe that’s what fighting back looks like for me.”
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Location: Turning Winds Home for Youth - Joliet, Illinois
Human #5.088: Carrying a Piece of You
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Previously: Not Meant to Stay


Anabel’s jaw had tensed while she listened to Alex speak.

Her mind was waging war with her heart as the wind carried his words away. Trust was rarely given in their world. Anabel herself knew the beauty and danger of it. She’d been burned before, evident in the way she carried herself in the halls of the home and made little to no effort to interact with the other teens. Perhaps it was the understanding between them, the way they had been able to read each other easily from the start, that made it possible for Anabel to speak to him. She understood him through her history, with the kind heart that had fought for another and was then trampled when it had been left behind, and he understood her with his ability. While she may not know the truth of what he was able to discern in her presence, and would likely shut him out if she did, it was obvious that they were connected through it. What she seemed to struggle with now was whether she wanted to open herself further to him, as just Anabel and Alexander, and without any other influence to coerce her.

Despite her reservations, she pressed onwards.

“The girl that escaped years ago
 She was like a sister to me. Younger, but wiser in different ways. She struggled with her
 ability. It made her feel alone. I couldn’t be there for her when she really needed me.” She took a breath, her eyes peering out into the city like she might catch a glimpse of that friend among the lights. Her body language remained rigid and aloof, and yet her words were revealing a side to Anabel that Alex had never seen before. “I wonder
 if I could have helped her with an ability like you have.”

“Maybe.” The word barely left his lips. Hushed. Noncommittal. Alex wasn’t in the business of giving people false hope. Hope was a dangerous thing—something fragile that shattered too easily in the wrong hands.

But then his fingers twitched against his knee, restless, his mind chewing on the thought, turning it over like a stone in his palm.

“Or maybe it’s not about what you could have done,” he continued. “Maybe it’s just that some people are gonna slip through no matter what. No matter how much you care. No matter how hard you fight for them.”

He let out a short breath, half a laugh, but without humour. “But if you had an ability like mine? I dunno, Anabel. Maybe you’d have saved her. Or maybe you’d just know exactly how much she was slipping before it happened. And maybe that would have been worse for you.”

Because knowing what was coming didn’t mean you could stop it. It just meant you had to live with it longer.

“But if she was like a sister to you, then I’m guessing you did more for her than you think.” A pause, then, almost to himself, “People don’t always get saved. But they do get remembered.”

His gaze found hers again, searching. “Maybe that’s why you’re still here.”

Alex’s fingers curled against his knee again, that same aimless restlessness, like his hands should have been holding onto something that was no longer there. The cigarette the other had tossed away, perhaps. Or something older, something lost before he even knew to grip it. His mind, too, wandered, gnawing on the gaps in her words, on the pieces she hadn’t given voice to. Something about it stuck to him, and before he could convince himself to leave it alone, the words had already slipped free.

“You never talk about what you can do.” It wasn’t an accusation, just an observation, laid bare between them. “That girl you lost
 you said she struggled with hers.” He hesitated, then asked the question carefully, aware that he was treading on ground he might not be invited to walk.

“What about you?”

Anabel’s brow rose just a fraction in response. A moment of doubt flickered in those green eyes, a shadow of the guarded nature she used to protect herself from those kinds of questions. It almost seemed like she would brush him off, or that she would shut him out again to keep her secrets safe once more. Yet she answered him, her words chosen carefully, as if he couldn’t see the flickers of memories attached to her awakening and the consequences of it.

“It’s not mental, like yours. It’s
 passive, in a way, but I need to focus to use it.” Her eyes shifted between his, as if searching for his motivation behind the question. “If I push too far, I could also do something I’d regret.” A hint of a smile played on her lips. “There’s a reason I was transferred here, after all.”

For a fleeting second, that small smile caught him off guard.

Not a smirk, not a sneer—nothing laced with sarcasm or built as a wall. It was something real, stripped of pretense, and that made it stick. He didn’t know why. Didn’t know what it was about that moment that felt like the first thing in this whole damn place that wasn’t performative. But it did. And something about that truth, small as it was, unsettled him.

And before he could stop himself, Alex reached.

Not physically. Not with intent. But with that automatic pull—an instinct woven into the places where his ability lived like a second heartbeat. His ability moved the way breathing did. He didn’t mean to touch anything, didn’t mean to reach beneath what was visible. But the whisper of awareness extended outward before he could rein it in. A pulse. A brush against something he shouldn’t have touched.

And then—

It hit him back.

Not with force. Not with rejection. But with weight.

Like knocking against something that didn’t just resist—it outright refused.

It wasn’t a barrier, wasn’t a wall meant to keep people out. It was something deeper than that, something intrinsic. It was pressing his palm to the trunk of an ancient tree and feeling, in his gut, that no matter how hard he pushed, it would never be moved. Not because it fought him, but because it was simply rooted too deep to be swayed.

His breath snagged. His mind recoiled, snapping back like burnt fingers yanked from a flame. His grasp curled into nothing, nails faintly digging into his knee before he realized he’d clenched his hand at all.

That had never happened before.

For a moment, all he could hear was the low hum of the city, the distant wail of sirens somewhere in the streets below, the rush of wind clawing at the rooftop. His grip loosened—had he even realized he was holding on to something? To what?

Slowly, he ran his tongue along the inside of his cheek, flexed his fingers, and let out a half-breathed chuckle—casual, but off.

“Huh.”

That was all he said. All he could say. But it was enough. Enough for the unease to coil beneath his skin, slip into his bones, and settle there.

He forced his shoulders to relax. To let go.

But something had changed.

It wasn’t just in the moment—it was in the way his mind kept circling back in search of an explanation that wasn’t there. Instinct told him to brush it off, to shove it somewhere deep where it couldn’t touch him. But instinct also told him something had moved beneath his feet, even if he couldn’t yet name what.

Because for the first time, he had been on the other side.

For the first time, something had made him feel small.

Not powerless, not weak—but insignificant in the way that a wave is insignificant to the shore. A force colliding with something vaster, something immovable, something that did not need to fight back because it did not need to move at all.

His hand dragged through his hair, fingers lingering at the nape of his neck as if they could loosen the knot of tension winding through him. He exhaled slowly, piece by piece unwinding himself. He wouldn’t ask. Wouldn’t pry. Wouldn’t try to untangle whatever the hell had just happened.

Some things weren’t meant to be picked apart.

This felt like one of them.

Finally, after a long moment, his voice slipped out—shaky in ways that only he would notice.

“That sounds
 rough.” A breath, a humourless chuckle, something weightless enough to pass as normal. “But at least that means you’ll never have to worry about something giving, I guess.” His fingers flexed again as if testing a grip that wasn’t there. “It’s all in your hands.”

Unlike it was for him.

“Everything comes at some sort of cost,” Anabel murmured, her smile having faded quickly. Her eyes lingered on his hands. Ever observant, even if she didn’t understand the meaning behind their movements. “Control didn’t come easily.”

Alex ran his fingers along the seam of his hoodie. No shit it didn’t.

“Yeah, I get that.” His voice was even, but there was something in the way he said it—like he wasn’t just agreeing, but understanding.

“When my ability first kicked in, it felt like I had to be on top of it every second, or else it’d run me instead of the other way around. ” His thumb pressed against the stitching, the smallest pressure. “Took me too long to realize that half the time, I was just making it worse.”

He shrugged like it was nothing. Like it was just something that happened.

“Anyway, still figuring that one out. But if you ever wanna compare notes
.”

A corner of Anabel’s lips tugged upwards, but she neither acknowledged his proposal nor accepted it. Instead, she offered another piece of wisdom, another part of her history lost to the system they had been placed in.

“My friend’s ability came around before mine. Hers was physical, something outward instead of inward. It grew like it had always been a part of her, like it was just under the surface her whole life.” Those green eyes of hers were glossed over now as she looked forward. Lost to bittersweet memories. “She tried to control it, too. Kept it hidden until she ran out of ways to hide it.”

“Eventually she lost control of it, but
 It freed her, in a way. She coexisted with them.”

Glimmers of the small and wary girl from Anabel’s memories sparkled at the edges of her mind, except this time Alex saw a glimpse of a different version of that girl. Her skin was unmarked by cruelty, hazel eyes shined with admiration, and a shy smile danced on her lips. Anabel’s younger hands were there, turning the girl, gently smoothing sleep-tousled golden brown hair back from her face before travelling downwards to do the same to adolescent tawny feathers. Faint giggles could be heard before Anabel’s voice broke the silence that had fallen while her mind wandered.

“Maybe you could learn a lesson from her,” she said before taking a breath. “Or maybe she was just one of the lucky ones, and the rest of us will be grasping for control our whole lives.”

Anabel stood straighter now and tucked her hair behind her ear, mentally brushing the nostalgia away as the bitter overcame the sweet. “She left before I could decide.”

Alex’s hazel eyes lingered on her, studying the way her words oscillated between wistful reminiscence and something tangled in the fibres of the past, left unresolved. They seemed to reveal the kind of burden people carried without realizing how deeply it had woven itself into their being. He recognized it—not in the specifics, but in the way it clung to her, refusing to be shaken loose.

“Guess she simply made her choice before you could,” he eventually murmured, his voice edged with something close to understanding but not quite sympathy. “Not much you can do about that.”

The boy tipped his head back slightly, gaze tracing the vast stretch of sky that had long since devoured its stars. “I really do think now that some people are just born knowing when to run. The rest of us
we hesitate. We hold on. Even when we shouldn’t.” A pause, thoughtful, before he added almost absently, “Maybe that’s why some walls, even if they’re more like doors really, just
stay closed. Maybe
that’s the true difference maker here and the reason why you’re still here.” And her friend, whom she still clearly cared for, was not.

The thought uncoiled deep in his gut, something that didn’t sit right but didn’t yet have a name either.

What happened when someone buried a part of themselves so deeply that even they couldn’t reach it? When a wall wasn’t built to guard against intrusion but to entomb something that was never meant to be let out?

And if—by chance, by force, by fate—someone came along who could pry it open


Would they be ready for what was waiting on the other side? Would opening something that’s been potentially shut for so long even be a good thing?

Alex hummed.

It was just a thought. Just a question. Nothing to do with him.

And yet, he couldn’t quite shake the feeling that one day, it might. That one day, he wouldn’t have the luxury of another one of his maybe’s.

“I only hesitated once,” Anabel began with a frown. “I wanted to run when she did. Thought that maybe I could find her before she went too far.”

“Then I realized that I would have tethered her to the earth if I did. I knew that on her own, she had a freedom that most others don’t.” Anabel smiled wistfully. “There’s nothing out there for me, really. Not unless a place that teaches us, accepts us exists. I’ve stayed because I know how to survive here. It may not be a home, but it’s comfortable. If they decide to send us on our way at eighteen, I’ll figure life out then.”

“So what happens when eighteen rolls around and comfort’s not an option anymore?” Alex asked. “You wake up one day, and suddenly there’s no ‘here’ left to stay in. No safety net, no familiar walls. Just
 choices.”

He let that hang for a beat, watching her out of the corner of his eye.

“Where do you go then? Do you pick the place that promises you a future? Somewhere that looks at what you can do and says, ‘Hey, we’ll make something out of you’? Or do you pick the place that lets you disappear?”

Anabel turned her body to fully face him. Her arms rose to cross in front of her, a sign that her brief moment of veritas would soon come to an end. The questions, while they weren’t wrong in any case, seemed to have become a bit too uncomfortable for the ink-haired girl.

“What if I don’t want anyone to make something out of me? What if I want to choose my own path?” Her tone was flat, not accusatory or abrasive, but near hypothetical. “The system has watched us our whole lives. Disappearing doesn’t sound so bad.”

Alex watched her intently, picking up on the minute shifts and microexpressions most people wouldn’t notice. Her posture, loose just moments ago, had begun to stiffen. The openness she had let slip through the cracks was already retreating, pulling back into something more fortified.

He was almost out of time then. Shame.

With an exhale, he shifted his weight, pushing off from his perch. His sneakers met the rooftop with a muted scuff. He stretched his legs, testing the stiffness that had crept into his joints from sitting too long, then raked a hand through his hair, tousling it further—not out of any particular thought, just another idle habit, something to keep his hands from betraying anything else.

Then, without hurry, he cast one last glance toward her.

“Take it from someone who barely exists
disappearing’s not the same as being free, and it’s not all it’s cracked up to be. You can go where no one’s watching, sure. But that doesn’t necessarily mean you stop being what they made you.”

And it sure as hell didn’t mean you get to be who you were supposed to be.

He didn’t push it, however. Some truths didn’t need force—they only needed to be spoken aloud or seen for themselves.

And whether she let them in or shut them out, that wasn’t his call to make. It never had been.

If his words made any contact with the immovable barrier within Anabel's mind, Alex couldn't tell. Anabel's defenses were raised once more, there to protect her from questioning herself or even raised purely out of stubborn pride. She offered him a single nod, to acknowledge his words, to respect what he'd said, and yet she turned to face the city once more. No goodnight, no final quip to be made. She leaned back against the wall, her silhouette outlined by the lights. Alone in her thoughts once more.

Little did he know, what he said would soften that immovable wall within her over time.

The single wave of his influence continued to dance against her mind, eroding the barrier she kept herself hidden behind, and eventually reshaped the shoreline into something new.

Only for it to be washed away completely shortly after her eighteenth birthday. By the place she believed would allow her to build a foundation for her future.
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Location: The Blackwood - Ünterland
Human #5.089: Game of Survival
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Interaction(s): @Rockette
Previously: In The Woods Somewhere

The moment that Aurora and Cassius stepped into the Blackwood, the very air around them seemed to shift.

Towering oaks swallowed what little crimson moonlight touched the earth, their twisted limbs knitting together to form a dense canopy above. Fog slithered between the trunks, curling around the forest floor as if it had a mind of its own. The further that the pair trekked, healthy trees turned singed, their branches kissed by flame, which evolved into fully obliterated trunks covered in ash and embers. The vampire could only shake his head in disbelief as they walked cautiously through the wood. Parts of the underbrush continued to burn and Aurora stomped out what she could, all while the bone-chilling screeches persisted, the cries of something monstrous and enraged only growing louder the deeper they went.

“This is wrong, very wrong,” Cassius breathed, “I’ve never seen destruction like this before.” His voice was quiet, but laced with unease and the redhead shot him a wary glance, her own pulse quickening. If even he was unsettled, then whatever had done this was beyond the ordinary. She began to ponder what could have caused such ruin, what kind of force could leave their surroundings in such a state, and as if answering her unspoken inquiry, a massive shadow passed overhead and blocked out the last remaining slivers of moonlight.

Aurora barely had time to register the shape before a powerful gust of wind hit her like a wall, nearly knocking her off her feet. Her companion didn’t hesitate, yanking her into the shadow of a nearby cluster of trees, pulling them both off the obvious path just as a stream of fire erupted from the beast’s maw, illuminating the sky above in a blinding burst of orange and gold.

“Is that a-” Aurora started, adrenaline coursing through her veins as she instinctively ducked, her voice barely audible over the roar of the creature above.

“Yes,” Cassius answered grimly, his grip on her arm tightening. He didn’t have to say it, he didn’t need to.

A dragon.

Its enormous wings sent down currents of searing air, the tattered membranes stretched wide, their ragged edges proof of a recent and vicious fight. The beast let out another bone-rattling screech, before flying higher into the sky and fleeing into the darkness, disappearing from view entirely. When it was quiet again, Aurora exhaled slowly, her muscles still tense and her thoughts a chaotic mess of disbelief and fear.

“Is that
 normal around here?” She asked, silently hoping that this was a common occurrence in these parts. But she already knew the answer even before Cassius replied.

“No,” He stated, his gaze still fixed above them, eyes narrowed and watchful. “Certainly not.” His obsidian eyes met hers, “We need to keep moving before it returns.”

The redhead didn’t argue, vigorously nodding in agreement as they returned to the path, continuing onward and picking up the pace. Neither of them spoke again, the only sounds that filled the oppressive silence being the soft crunch of dead leaves beneath their boots and the distant crackle of burning trees, that is, until the beginnings of a storm began to snuff out the flames. Rain trickled in from the canopy above, dissipating the fog that hugged their ankles.

Not long after evading the beast, the trees began to thin and the path widened, the forest gradually giving way though devastation still lingered in the air, thick with smoke and the distant crackle of fire. Emerging from the treeline and still attempting to calm her racing heart, Aurora was met with complete and utter chaos unfolding before her eyes. In the clearing was a village in disarray, its inhabitants scrambling in the aftermath of what she could only assume was a direct result of the dragon. Many were wounded, their injuries visible and actively bleeding while others rushed to provide aid, doing what they could in their current circumstances, their voices urgent and strained.

There was so much to look at, but the redhead’s eye was inherently drawn to a line of demarcation embedded into the earth. On one side, the ground was scorched, and fire that hadn’t been extinguished burned in patches, casting eerie orange glows against the darkened sky. Deep gouges and craters marked where the beast’s claws had torn through the soil and pools of dark acidic blood festered. But on the other side
 nothing. Almost as if there had been an invisible wall of protection thrown up around the village. Its huts made of stone remained completely intact, their exteriors covered in various white markings. Were these the witches that Cassius and Gideon had spoken of?

And then Aurora saw her.

There, standing amongst the wreckage, was her teammate. Amma’s usually bright blue eyes were dull with shock, her arms wrapped tightly around herself as if attempting to shrink away, to disappear into the backdrop of ruin. Aurora took an instinctive step forward, the need to reach her outweighing every other thought in her mind.

“Not so fast, fair one,” Cassius must have spotted her as well, and fisted the fabric of the redhead’s cloak and pulled, effectively holding her back before she could make a break towards her friend. “Have you already forgotten what I said about them not liking trespassers?”

She had been so focused on Amma that she hadn’t even noticed the glares and stares, the countless eyes pinned on her every move, the coven having noticed the pair’s presence almost immediately upon intruding on their village. Her sapphire gaze flitted from person to person as they quickly became surrounded, hostility thickening the air around them. She swallowed uncomfortably.

“If you’re wise, you’ll let me do the talking,” He murmured to her under his breath, his grip on her cloak loosening slightly as he stepped forward, putting himself between her and the encroaching witches.

A vicious, rippling snarl immediately cleaves through the palpable sorrow of mourning, the storm has lessened in intensity, but rain continues to fall in a steady thrum as thunder distantly sounds, followed by coils of red-streaked lightning through clouds of black. Grief translated differently for each, but the wolves salivated on the tides of ruin and pain in the loss of their alpha, their master, their friend, Dain had led them for years, and his death was a quivering disruption to their conjoined souls, now threaded with death as the herald for their intertwined agony. Such a tragedy that quivered with each heaving growl as the wolves stalked closer, some wreathed in injury, and others not, pelts muddled with crimson splotches and streaks and fangs glistening in the severe draw of their trembling maws. Even some of the familiars, trilling beasts, and clamoring vipers, some Felidae creatures suddenly stalking from the shadows as if forged of it, crept closer at the trespassing vampyre and his
 companion.

The witches intersect betwixt them, jewels twinkling with hidden light and silver accentuated through their raised palms, some beheld gold in their hands and then stopped, eyes shimmering with distrust and clamoring power. The battle lingered, heightening senses and emotions, the runes marked into their houses still aglow with spells awaiting to be uttered.

“You know you’re not welcome here,” one of the witches announces with finality. “Or did you follow that beast, and thought to try and finish us off?”

“You’ll find that we don’t easily surrender. Not anymore.”

Aurora tensed, every muscle in her body screaming at her to move, to act - but Cassius stood still as stone beside her, unreadable as ever. The witches’ words dripped with disgust and suspicion and the collective glare of those that surrounded them bored into the redhead’s soul. But it was the wolves, their snarls a haunting chorus, that sent a chill down her spine, setting the fine hairs on her arms on edge.

If Cassius said the wrong thing- if he so much as breathed the wrong way- this would turn into something they wouldn’t walk away from. The vampire, to his credit, seemed entirely unfazed. He lifted his hands in a slow, deliberate motion, daring to let his lips curl into a smirk, laced with something dangerous.

“Now, now. That was years ago. Surely we’re past that by now?” He mused, voice smooth as velvet. He took a casual step forward, his posture open, disarming- yet the air around him thickened, like a storm brewing just out of sight.

“I have no quarrel with you. I didn’t come here with fangs bared, and I certainly don’t take pleasure in this.” The statement was calm but edged with steel, and for a fleeting moment, his expression hardened, a crack in his otherwise composed demeanor. “We’re looking for someone. We have reason to believe she’s here amongst your coven.”

She. A mute exchange unraveled through each, emeralds and sapphires humming faintly, their jeweled conduits gradually dimming with the quiet revelation that slid through every flutter of lash and subtle nod of their heads. The tell-tale rumbling of the wolves also whispered through curious yips and trills, some of the Familiars shaking loose the tension that corded through enchanted, magically inclined muscle before parting at the quiet steps of their maven. Kylmie approached Cassius with eyes still curiously aglow with the shimmering, white light of the barrier she had invoked, but weariness listed through her features, contoured briefly with exhaustion and pain that ignited a tremor through her bones. Still, she stood before their once-upon-a-time foe, and with those piercing eyes, she regarded Aurora with a slight cant of her head. Hidden though by her cloak’s hood, Kylmie recognized that familiar thrum of a shredded essence on the slight girl, however, a coil of light, of purity and wholeness lingered there as a kernel of something unnamed but felt as warming tendrils of affection and hope. So frail, she mused, and with a shift to her right, she cut off Amma’s profile that gradually wavered in the distance, hissing tongues of flame accentuating her twisted features as another clash of thunder rolled through the remains of the Blackwood.

“Cassius,” Kylmie announced. “I won’t waste time with empty exchanges, the dragon will return and we hardly have the time to entertain you.” She carefully pushed wetted pieces of black from her face, a soft hiss punctuating her words whilst one of the vipers coiled up around her waist, resting a wide, horned head on her shoulder, eyes of vermillion fixated on Aurora with a thick, ebony tongue flickering in curious appraisal. “If the Jarl sent you, I’m afraid it’s on a failed quest. Even if someone had come to us, we’d never give them to you, or him.”

The vampire exhaled slowly through his nose, the corners of his mouth twitching in restrained irritation, but he did not let his feelings show beyond that.

“Kylmie,” Cassius stated by way of an acknowledgment, and Aurora quickly gathered that the woman must have been high amongst their ranks. “I understand your mistrust,” He sympathized, his intonation steady, measured. “But I don’t answer to anyone, especially the Jarl. I have no interest in any affairs other than my own.” He broke Kylmie’s gaze to glance at the storm-ravaged sky. “Whatever grievances you still hold against me, I doubt the dragon will care for your grudges when it strikes again. So just-”

“She’s my friend.”

Aurora stepped forward despite her companion’s earlier words of warning, straightening and holding her ground against those that surrounded them. She could instantly feel his patience wane as a direct result of her going against his wishes. She pulled back her hood just enough to reveal more of her soft features and copper hair, the strands curling at the ends as the rain continued to fall.

“She’s here, I saw her.” She pressed, her sapphire eyes flicking past Kylmie’s shoulder and the snake that was now perched there which made her heartbeat quicken. “Please, I just want to bring her back.” She expressed, softer now, but no less resolute.

Kylmie’s eyes softened, albeit briefly and hesitantly, still her countenance waned at the reveal of Aurora all the same with her copper hair and bright eyes shaded by the crimson light of the moon spearing through the clouded sky. The viper lifted from her shoulder and exchanged a glance with her, a method of communication with a sentient creature that flitted over the threshold of bestial aggression. Intelligence simmered there in those resplendent eyes, shimmering a myriad of colors reminiscent of precious gems before it coiled across her nape and rested over her opposite shoulder, dismissing Aurora and Cassius entirely.

Quietly, she leaned close, bent slightly at the waist to scrutinize the breadth of Aurora’s sorrows, quaint and minute, but impacted by loss all the more with her pleading words.

“What is your name?”

Silence stretched between them, Aurora’s gaze stuck on the reptile whose beady eyes seemingly gathered unspoken judgement. Cassius nudged her, a little too forcefully, and the girl looked to her companion and his darkened gaze. He shook his head subtly, imparting another warning upon the redhead to not reveal herself, but the girl did not heed it. They had come this far, she was right there, and this opportunity would not pass her by.

“Aurora,” Her voice was level despite the weight of so many eyes upon her. “My name is Aurora.”

There was a brief flicker, subtle, barely-there, just a flashing glimmer of recognition as soon as she spoke her name aloud and Kylmie took a delicate step back, her palms suddenly wed together, clutching her fingers into an interlocked web of trepidation. She had heard her name before, uttered painfully by the girl she undoubtedly was seeking. But to what end, she contemplated and silently stepped aside to reveal Amma who shook with a powerful tremor, as if an unspooled connection of her shattered being that became suddenly aware that she was not so alone. Her arms dropped from where they had woven around her middle and she made careful steps forward, eyes peeled wide as Kylmie gestured for the remainders of her coven to make space for this reunion. Shock rolled through her, swallowed immediately by an unknown emotion that simmered beside a rage; a sweltering wrath of something eclipsed by the finite wells of pain that only this realm could bring. She met Aurora’s eyes and within, she snapped.

“Aurora?” She hissed around that name, and let it curl over her tongue awash in unbridled disbelief and agony. The last she had seen her
 No, she hadn’t been there. Right? The dance. They vanished. They left.

Left them to nothing- behind, while the beast tore them apart. Or, had she done that? Where was the demarcation of the true beast conceptualized from the shadows that threatened to pull her beyond the depths of the void? How did she even know if this was real? Thus far this world had revealed nothing but misery and lies, and in the aftermath of the dragon, who was to say this was not another ploy to tear asunder the depths of heart? Her hollow eyes narrowed, devoid of their crystalline shine, and remained as deadened slivers of sudden mistrust.

“Or is this another trap? Maybe I’m dreaming, again. Maybe the dragon did kill us; stuck in an endless loop of this
 place.”

Aurora’s breath caught in her throat, air stolen from her lungs as Amma’s words met her ears, raw and frayed at the edges. There was no warmth to the raven haired girl’s voice - there never had been as long as she’d known her - but this felt different, colder, if that was even possible. She looked wrecked, her usually striking features hollowed by grief, by skepticism, by something dangerously close to despair. Her eyes, the mirror to her own, felt unfamiliar, lacking their normal sharpness. The redhead had never seen her in such a state so


Broken.

Cautiously, she moved towards her, but again, Cassius attempted to intervene. He placed a strong hand on Aurora’s shoulder, leaning in close to her cheek and whispering in her ear.

"It’s possible she’s not the same girl you once knew."

"Amma," She shrugged off the vampire’s grip and took another step towards her. Her tone was gentle, as if speaking too loudly might cause her friend to crumble entirely. “This isn’t a trap or a dream. I’m real, I’m here.” In one fluid motion she removed the hood of her cape and let it fall to her back, fully putting herself on display to help discern reality from dream. Taking a deep breath, she chose to use the name the girl had revealed that fateful night, the one she’d held close to her chest since then.

“Ammaranthe.”

The name hung between them, thick with meaning, with memory. It was a tether, fragile and tenuous, but a tether all the same.

“Don’t-” she hissed, fingers splayed, cracking, palms once bidden and assaulted by coils of red now devoid of their manifest, the once tangible threads of the world succumbed to her rage forsaken as her hands shook with such a tremor that her arms trembled. A name that was not her name, that withheld all the power in the world, her world, now shaded in red. Her muscles bunched and grew rigid, every line in Amma’s body shored up and taut, shoulders drawn out and in as she approached Aurora on that fateful calling. It whispered betwixt them over, and over, and over again, echoing off the voided space of her ribs where the dredges of darkness lingered eternally, ragged and decrepit, no longer omnipotent.

“You might be here now... But you weren’t there.” Why did it enrage her so? It felt wrong, soiled, undeserving even, but her designation lanced deep, planted itself there, and writhed in remembrance of the one who had found her name hidden in the depths of her despair. Written in scarlet whorls of destruction to shatter against her ailed soul, the memories that still sluiced through her mind hazed out in monochromatic shadows possessed of blue eyes and the spindle of red she had given her once, another life she had saved.

“I did not give that name to you.”

Aurora tensed, but did not yield nor falter. No, she lifted her chin intentionally as Amma lashed out, each word ammunition, each syllable honed to wound, yet they did not deter her.

“But you did give me your name - at least you tried to. During the trial before you were dragged into the void.”

"Tell everyone - I'm --!"

“Maybe it wasn’t intentional. You probably didn’t even want to. But perhaps you needed to, and I’ve held onto that since.” She revealed, “It was only after the dance that I finally learned what you were hoping to say.” Aurora could see Cassius out of the corner of her eye, shaking his head in disagreement, but he didn’t understand. There was a raw, visceral pull in her chest, an undeniable certainty that she had to reach Amma - had to break through the fury and grief curling off of her in waves.

“I know I wasn’t there, that we weren’t there. If we had been, things would have been very different, and I’m so, so sorry for that,” The redhead replied, taking another step towards the girl, attempting to close the distance just a bit more. “I’ve carried that guilt with me and will continue to for a long time. Lorcán as well.”

“But neither he or I came here to make excuses or attempt to justify our failure. We came here to find you, Amma, and so did he.”

Did she try? Had she honestly been so desperate in her pleas for mutual understanding, to give the name that was not her name? For kinship, warmth, home? To simply have something in her life as her choice? The Trials were so, so distant from now, and yet so fairly similar, the circumstances were almost daunting in comparison. Deposited into the void, manipulated and assaulted, lain with scars and blood, and powerless to do anything about it. The scar fissured over her heart pulsated, as if newly made and aware of the crimson-shaded doubt that bubbled up in her throat, voice hoarse and dragged over shards of glass as Amma laughed.

“Or maybe you’d be dead, just like –”

Wait.

Her laughter warbled and fell, near hysterics and forlorn and daring, denying any truth or hope that might’ve dawned in her manic eyes that pierced deep into Aurora’s pleading, seeking stare.

“He? Who, Aurora? Who else came to this goddamn place? Who?!”

“Gil, Gil is here.”

Aurora paused, eyes going wide as the raven haired girl’s expression shifted - not to relief, as she had expected, but to something far more unsettling. Confusion knitted her brow, the embers of her fury still smoldering, yet no longer all-consuming. Doubt crept in at the edges, cracking through the hardened walls of her rage.

“Oh god,” The redhead murmured, realization dawning as the pieces fell into place. “Did you think he was-” She didn’t finish. She didn’t need to.

Amma had believed Gil was gone.

The weight of it pressed against Aurora’s ribs, stealing the air from her lungs, and she swallowed hard, her throat having gone dry.

“Gil is alive, Amma. He’s alive and he never stopped looking for you, he’s the reason we’re here.” She exhaled, her voice thick with emotion, and took another step closer. “Lorcán and I
 we hoped we’d find you, but Gil?”

“He would have torn the world apart if it meant getting to you.”

“Gil is dead.” Amma snapped. “I knelt in his blood, I saw him-” She gasped, heaving, and drawing in rib-shattering gulps of air. She can’t breathe. A part of her denies the probability that he survived, a part of her can’t; a part of her doesn’t want to. She can’t rely on the lingering swell of hope that feathered through her heart and held it preciously in delicate hands. Her life was not meant for such promising rescues, none had ever done so before, so why now? To what end did Amma Cahors deserve such longing and grace?

“I saw him torn apart, I saw his clones shredded. You weren’t there. You didn’t see- no, but I felt it.” She lances her nails against her scar, pierces around puckered, reddened flesh, tears through the moth scoured and impaled over her heart, torn and defiled.

“I felt everything.”

It’s too good to be true, for this place, Ünterland as she knew it to be named now, was taking all that she yearned for and twisted, deformed, and manipulated it, just as her body had been for years. But what if he was alive? The entanglement of their sorrows bled through her fear and doubt and Amma held onto the kernel nestled betwixt her ribs. It split, cracked, as a singular, unnamed emotion that had long planted itself there under the moonlight shadows of their first night together. Here, it bloomed with that lingering connection forged at the dance, the merging of selves known as they once were, and could have been and maybe now as they could be if what Aurora said was true.

“If
 If this is real. If you’re real. If he is alive.” Her voice cracked and strained. “Then why are you here alone?”

Aurora shook her head gently.

“He’s not dead Amma. I may not have been there then, but I promise you that he walked out of that dance alive.” She finally closed the distance between them, inches separating their pale faces and matching blue eyes. “I’ll spare you all the details but it’s because of him that we’re here - he sought out Alyssa who connected us with Ellara who brought us to Ünterland.” The redhead broke Amma’s gaze only to look to Cassius, who seemed to stiffen at the mention of the latter. “We’ve been on quite the journey but Gil has stopped at nothing to find you.”

Her expression fell at the raven haired girl’s following question, but Aurora didn’t hesitate to answer, not if it meant gaining her favor.

“When we emerged from Limbo, Gil wasn’t with us. Ellara believed he was pulled elsewhere, likely closer to where you were, so we continued on only to be ambushed in the forest. Lorcán and I got separated-” Sadness befell her delicate features before she inclined her head to the vampire standing nearby. “- and then Cassius found me. We had a bit of an interesting start but he eventually agreed to help me.”

Amma nodded slowly, carefully, digesting her words with an expression that bespoke of unraveling anguish and dissociation, pieces of her ragged soul crumbling into the void as she struggled to believe her. To look into those eyes that mirrored everything that she was not, pinpricks of warmth and devotion that eternally simmered there as a guiding light to better days. Aurora had the strength to love, such an intimacy that Amma only knew to be agonizing. She wondered if the look crossing over her features matched the dejected hopelessness Aurora had worn that day when she came to her in solitary


So much had changed.

“Ellara
 I know that name.” She uttered, “Kylmie said she might be able to help me get back. I was,” Amma paused considerably, for where did she begin. “I was stuck in Limbo for a long time. It felt like maybe hours, but apparently, it was weeks. Being hunted by something. And then I was brought here by the wolves when they found me coming over the cliffs
” How did she even begin to detail that Kylmie was her grandmother and the hidden truths of her mother even after such a confession? Amma’s eyes flitted towards Cassius, flickering down and then up in her deliberate study, committing his profile to her memory, and immediately shored up her guard at his peculiar presence, it was unsettling in such a way not unlike Dain’s influence.

“There’s also this
 dragon. Dain thought,” Amma’s voice dragged over his name, his death also burned into her mind. His blood was now on her hands too. “That it followed me here. I’m beginning to think he was right.”

Aurora’s eyes widened. Amma had been in Limbo for weeks?

The redhead glanced down at her hand subtly, at the rune that marred her pale skin, stitched by thread and bone. Even with it protecting her during the passage through Limbo, the journey had still been a painful one, having felt as though invisible forces were attempting to pry her apart. The hairs on the back of her neck stood up at the thought of Amma enduring such agony without that same defense. It also meant that in the time since that fateful night at the dance, she had spent the majority of it alone. In pain. No one should have been subjected to such a fate, especially the raven haired girl in front of her who had already suffered enough. Aurora’s eyes began to water, but she willed herself to maintain her composure.

“If he’s right, and it’s you that the dragon is hunting, then we need to get out of here.” She averted her gaze and took in the destruction around them. “Ellara is the only one who can take us back, but I have no clue where she is.” She caught Cassius’ obsidian stare, his arms crossed over his broad chest.

“You failed to mention the JĂ€ger, fair one.” He pursed his lips disapprovingly, “Quite an important detail to leave out.” Aurora glared at the vampire in response to his interjection, her sapphire eyes icy.

“Let me guess, she doesn’t like you either?”

“Not particularly, no.”

Amma idly watched Aurora’s exchange with Cassius, she reminded herself of his name, her arms subtly crossing at her chest, palms and nails perched on either bicep where she holds firm, reigning in her sense flung far and wide. She attempts to piece together the reality that maybe Gil was alive. But the flicker of hope sputtered as a rain drenched flame, the kindling of her earlier sorrows and wrath still pulsating against her ribs, the bones aching with every draw of her breath as she permitted her mind to wonder. It wasn’t a luxury she could much afford, but what could she do but cling to the fragment of possibility that all was not lost? It was a fickle, fleeting thing, barely felt and reminiscent of a child’s dream, a child Amma had long since lost in the darkest recesses of her pain.

“In Limbo, when I-” to admit that she crawled through filth struck at her pride and she mulled over her words. “Managed to get out, there was this light, I followed it out. Maybe
”

A rippling drum of thunder echoed through the clouds, another bout of rain looming in the distance as the storm doubled in its descent, red lightning striking off into the distance, followed by a faded screech of agony and rage.

“The dragon is still out there.” Amma turned at Kylmie’s approach, her serpentine companion gone as the rain resumed and fell, remnants of flame hissing in defiance of the deluge before snuffed out entirely. “And in this storm, you won’t get very far.”

Amma said nothing, her lashes fluttering at the water that clung to them, marking down her cheeks as her stare flickered back towards Aurora, and then Cassius before she regarded the clouds above and the slivers of crimson moonlight that fell.

“It’ll come back.”

“Yes.”

Having overheard some of their exchange, Kylmie began: “If Ellara is here, then she’ll find us before you can even begin to search for her. And if your other companions are out there
”

“I can only hope they’re safe, and that maybe they’ll find their way here, just as you have.” She gestured towards Aurora. “But even then, rest is what is needed. The dragon regains its strength, and so must we.”

The redhead stiffened at the audible rumble of the storm, but nodded in agreement with Kylmie’s recommendation, the moisture in her eyes returning at the mention of their friends. Her heart yearned for Lorcán, her home, but deep down she knew he’d find his way back to her, just as they promised each other they always would. Until then, she and Amma needed to be smart, conserve their energy, and bide their time. It was the only way they would have a chance at making it out of this plane alive.

“We’ll stay then, if you’ll have us.” Aurora replied, studying the older woman. “I’m sorry to impose, especially considering the circumstances.” Kylmie merely shook her head with a soft, maternal smile sliding through her features.

“No apologies needed, a friend of my
” She stalled, noting Amma’s sudden, piercing stare. “Well, a friend. Despite the company you keep.”

She gestured off-handedly back toward her hut, to which Amma had already turned and walked towards, her steps sluggish and hesitant, unsure as to why she had stopped Kylmie from revealing their familial connections, uncertain of the sharp, piercing pain that lanced through her chest as another clash of thunder drowned out her sudden gasps as she disappeared inside. Kylmie watched her go with a brief glimpse of her regret before one of the wolves approached her, soft growls announcing their arrival and with a glance towards Cassius, she too left, slipping away as the storm raged on.

Aurora hesitated, the rain growing heavier with each passing moment, before turning her head to look at Cassius who was scowling, no doubt as a result of Kylmie’s comment.

“Witches hold grudges, it seems.” She commented, starting to move in the direction of the hut, but paused when she realized that the vampire was not following. “Are you coming?” She asked over her shoulder, and in response he shook his head.

“No, I’m not.” Cassius tilted his head slightly, clearly listening to something she couldn’t hear, “I’ll keep watch.”

The redhead sighed, pushing back wet strands of hair from her face.

“Why? You think someone else is out here?” She asked, her tone skeptical but not dismissive. “Or rather, something else?” The vampire didn’t answer right away. His obsidian eyes flickered toward the trees, then to the darkened horizon beyond before settling back on her.

“I don’t trust them, and they don’t trust me. It’s better if I stay out here.” He answered before pointing his chin towards the hut, his gaze softening slightly for a moment. “Go, rest. You need it.”

She studied him a moment longer, debating if she should press further as to why there was such tension, but something in his posture, the way his shoulders were taut and his eyes distant, made her pause. She could sense the unease in the air, but she also knew when to give someone their space. With a resigned sigh, Aurora nodded, though the nagging feeling of not getting the full story lingered in the pit of her stomach.

“Alright. I’ll be inside if you need me.”

With that, she turned and made her way toward the hut, the heavy downpour masking the sound of her footsteps. Cassius remained where he stood, unmoving as the rain slicked his dark hair to his forehead, his jaw clenched tight as thunder rolled in the distance.

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The wailing did not stop for some time.

At first, Gil panicked; he had seen plenty, but knew there was far worse skulking in the darkness. It seemed obvious to him that some unseen horror had struck Hornet while both were distracted - the anguish in Hornet's lamentation was rooted in a deep, mortal pain, and he was sure he would witness her death right in front of him. There was a moment of selfishness; what would he do, left alone with another corpse in this place of the dead, vulnerable and uncertain and ill-equipped? But this was discarded swiftly for the ugly and disreputable feeling that it was, and consciously replaced with one of altruistic concern.

He rushed to her, prepared to defend Hornet's cacophonous figure from whatever wickedness had befallen her. There was nothing to be found. Despite her screams, the forest around them was eerily still, no snakes in the grass (or anything else besides). Still, with every passing second the dead branches seemed to vibrate against her keening, the forest bending to her echoes. Gil was filled with a sense of dark portent. The longer Hornet wailed, the further her woes reverberated, and it wouldn't be long until Ünterland sent something in answer. He had to get them out from the open. He had to get them hidden.

Her carapace was tough and her limbs were stiff but she was still pliant and Gil hooked his arms beneath hers and pulled; Hornet didn't resist but she didn't follow either, just curling into her despair. Gil awkwardly arranged himself around her wings and the spikier parts of her chitin as he dragged and cajoled and coaxed - hyper-aware of his surroundings now as the screams still echoed, he spotted the entrance to a burrow beneath the dead trees, and this was the best he could do under the circumstances. Steadily but with no small amount of difficulty he hauled himself and his charge toward it, first guiding Hornet down before following her below the earth.

The burrow was abandoned but oddly welcoming, not big enough to avoid stooping but the smell of soil was strangely comforting and the earth kept heat in; Gil expected it to be colder, wetter, but instead it was mildly comfortable and the floor had been dug into a dry, sandy layer that felt like...felt like the Bristol coast. Gil was perturbed to be reminded of something so homely and nostalgic in this nightmare realm.

Hornet's wailing had descended into wracking sobs and she was curled into herself in the corner, knees brought to her chest and arms wrapped and locked around her legs. Even her wings seems to curl around her waist, translucent and iridescent still, despite the muted light of the burrow. She seemed rooted to the dirt, and as Gil shuffled forward to sit beside her and laid his hand on hers in condolence, her sobs became quiet weeping, became still-faced and silent catatonia, before she finally seemed to slip into unconsciousness. With his hand resting atop hers, Gil slowly but surely followed her to slumber.

- - -


When he woke, Hornet was no longer curled in the corner, but up and pacing. Her soft footsteps thudded gently in the sandy earth beneath them and her arms were crossed; every so often she'd push a hand in front of her and flex the fingers, turning it over in the air, studying it. Maybe her neck would reflexively twitch to look behind her as a wing quivered, and she'd bring a hand to smooth it, gentle curiosity guiding her to run her palm along the length of the opalescent webbing. Maybe an antenna would tremble, and she'd bring a hand to touch where it sprouted from her forehead before following the appendage up, deftly held between two fingers. Each time, she'd pause to examine herself, before shivering and her arms once again tucked beneath themselves as she resumed pacing. There was something different about her; the mannerisms had changed, the gait wasn't quite the same. Gil rubbed his eyes and sat up straight.
"Hornet?"

She froze mid-step once again and Gil braced for the wailing to resume; there were a few long seconds and then she turned her head toward him, regarding him with eyes that registered him simultaneously as both cautious companion and utter stranger. Finally, she parted her lips and spoke.
“Abelle. Not Hornet. My name is Abelle.”
Gil didn't say anything.
"I'm sorry. This must be confusing. Trust me, I'm..." she paused, trailing off as she looked at her own hands again, tracing a single finger over the ridged chitin that coated her hand. "I'm confused as well. I feel as if I've woken from a long sleep; but I don't appear to have escaped my nightmare. At least not...unscathed."
She looked back to Gil, who had only raised an eyebrow in response to the shift in Hornet's - Abelle's - demeanor. Her mandibles clicked quietly and her mouth curled into an approximation of a sympathetic smile.

"I suppose we should start with the basics. What year is it?"
It took Gil a moment to respond; Abelle waited patiently as he cleared his throat and took a breath to answer.
"20...2028."
Abelle's eyes widened, and her wings fluttered, and her antenna twitched; but they were the only indicators of surprise.
"Nearly 50 years. So much must have changed; yet PRCU still stands? Yakob and Jonas really did it..."
She trailed off, lost in now-returned memories. Gil frowned.
"PRCU's dead in the water. Attacked and mis-managed into oblivion. And Kowalski and Lehrer? A dead terrorist and just plain dead, respectively. You missed it. Sorry."

Abelle drew a long breath, standing still and looking Gil hard in the eye. It was an unusual display of vitriol from him, and he considered for a moment he might have some unresolved feelings about the academy.
"A lot happens in 50 years. But I am here; I am alive; I am awake. That has to count for something."
"Where has this come from? Where have you come from?" Gil asked, and then realized he sounded accusatory. He backtracked. "I mean...you froze up, had a breakdown, and now you're...you're someone else. You don't move the same, you don't talk the same. Is this- is this you, before all of..." he gestured with his hand up and down Abelle's figure. "Before all that happened to you?"
Abelle paused, letting Gil sweat a bit as she waited to answer his indelicately-phrased question.
"In a word; yes. A long, long time ago, I was...'normal'. As normal as any of our kind are, anyway. It's all...bits and pieces, even now. But I changed. Gradually, gradually, then all at once. The more I changed, the less of me there was, until I went to sleep and only the insect was left. All those decades...flashes, at best. Trying to remember is like trying to hold on to a dream. Slipping through my fingers..." she faded out, succumbing to melancholy in her reminiscence. She looked from her hands to Gil. "But since being here, in this place - the fog began to lift. I can't explain it."

"I can." Gil said, his face hardening as he connected the dots. "Ellara - our guide - she made it clear we couldn't rely on our abilities here like we do back home. Something about this place - this realm - blocks them. Switches off the biology responsible." He met her eyes, and watched with sadness the spark of realization cross her expression.
"So I'm reverting because I'm here - and if I leave..."
"You- you go back to sleep, and the insect wakes back up."
"I...I'm not even Hornet on Earth. I'm just...insect and instinct. Dangerous. Mindless.." Her voice was small and despondent. Gil interjected, holding out his hand to comfort her.
"Technology - it's come a long way. A long way. HELP never stopped researching, innovating. There are inhibitors now - personal, wearable ones. Hell, they're probably hiding some genetic engineering, even an outright cure. Ways you could come back and stay you-"
"No." Abelle said, taking Gil's hand in both of her own as she smiled sadly at him. "Thank you, and I understand the impulse, but no. Jonas was right; being Hyperhuman isn't something to be inhibited, isn't something that needs curing. If HELP do develop a cure, I'd hope they'd have the good sense - the decency - to destroy it, rather than let something so ghastly see the light of day. Self-destructive it may be, but I believed in Jonas, believed in his cause and his vision; I can't betray his memory like that. I don't need curing. This is just the way I am; the beautiful and the terrible. All of it."
"Then what will you do?"
Abelle sighed.
"I don't know." She said, matter-of-factly. Gil almost laughed but stopped himself, and they shared a smile instead. "But it doesn't matter. I will decide when I need to."
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