She could feel her eyes swell with tears, she didn't want to leave. But she hadn't really made a life on earth, it's not like she would leave and anyone would miss her but Alex. But Alex was enough to make her want to stay. "I'm scared that if I leave.. I'll never be able to return." Her tears fell more easily. "I didn't expect so much pain." She sobbed quietly. She Turned and wrapped her arms around him a small noise escaped her as the pain surged through her entire torso. "I don't want to leave again."