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♂Alpha Pair♀
Davina Marie Devereaux
As played by A Tattooed Girl

♂Beta Pair♀
Maelen Cassandra Amelia Bealer
As played by Arcalept

♂Omega Pair♀
Nathan Blu
As played by Renny

♂Average Pack Members♀
Katelyn Maria Jakob
As played by Irisity
Arianna Calla James
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Seamus Dempsey
As played by A Tattooed Girl

♂Pack "Pups"♀
Members under 15-Years of Age



Non-Pack Members / Humans
Dak Kaidan Devereaux
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“Nobody realizes that some people expend tremendous energy merely to be normal.” Albert Camus



Full Birth-Given Name: " Nathan Blu, my mom felt it'd be easier for Americans."
Preferred Name // Nickname: " My ex says I'm Feral. The nickname stuck."
Sexual Orientation & Gender: " Don't make me kill you... what do I look like? Obviously I'm a guy. Females... are my tools. I've never met one that I actually loved though."
Years Since My Birth: " I'm 23, guess I look younger. My moms jokes around about me being a vampire."
Pack Standing: " Technically I'm the Omega... I don't know why myself but it gives me plenty of freedom."
How Long Have You Been With the Devereaux Pack?: " For a few years. Three I think. I don't keep track of time as often as I use to."
Also Knowing: " Not much else for me to say. I fight... a lot. I have a temper but music and hunting calms me down. My father pisses me off with his incessant pestering of the family business, all I want to do is be free. My uncle would have wanted that for me."




Family Members Affected by the Shiver: Veronica Blu./ Nathan's Mother/ 45 yrs old. She is a woman with tan skin and brown eyes, though duller than her son's. She's a tad skinny and has little to no curves. Her arms are long and her fingers thin. However, she has the face of a model, attitude too. Her straight dark hair falls around her face, accentuating the searing gaze that palpitates in her eyes.

Masashi Kyoto./ Nathan's Father/ 43 yrs old. He's a business savvy old man who appears dangerous if not entirely unsavory. He runs a small enterprise that deals in oversea exports. His skin has recently started to sag though the life in his body has been retained. His dark eyes feigns kindness and finesse but are actually the opposite.

Furry Companions: " I'm a animal myself and I know the value of being alone. I don't think I could befriend other animals anyway."




Song That Best Describes Me: " You're really asking me that... .... Numb. By Linkin Park, yea that song is... perfect for me. I won't go into details."

Who Turned You and Changed Your Life: " I'm not sure she'll like me telling that, the Alpha that is. Let's just say Davine can be... wild in the sac. Once-upon-a-time she was just woman to me, a mystery. But like all mysteries, some are better left wrapped up. She was so beautiful... I just couldn't help myself."

My Life Before the Shiver Overtook Me and How It Effected Me: " My life after the change hasn't really changed at all. Its only... shifted. Yea... that's the right word. I'm the child of a rich Asian and a rather attractive American. How they met? Well that was supposedly due to fate. My pop's words, not mines."

Nathan fidgets in his chair, his brows casting a dark expression on his face.

" From there... science happened. I was born in and originally raised in Tokyo, Japan. It took my father thirteen years to see the uses in having an American spouse. He sent me, along with her, overseas. She thinks he's cheating on her; I do too. The rest of my life was simple. I went through the hellish years of school, got a bad habit of fighting, and eventually was bitten by a wolf. Well... you know the results of that. If you didn't, you wouldn't be asking these questions. Once I got use to the change... life became near unbearable. My father wants me back in Japan to begin learning to take over his business but I prefer the simple life of being a student... taking over seems like shackles to me."

" I'm only twenty-three... besides, wolves aren't meant to be chained."

How Some People Might See Me: " People might see me as... many things, I think. But most will see the animal in my eyes. I'm that rare kind of person who oozes intent, whether I want to or not. When I'm angry, it floats in the air like a heavy guillotine. When I'm sad... ... Well let's just say I'm a creature of emotion. They drive me, kinda. Keeps my head above water. My mom likes to pursue her own riches, pyramid schemes and the like... I've always been there to tell her it was stupid. And in response she tells me to take more risks. She knows my situation; I can't help but eye her with contempt when she says thoughtless words like that."

Standing Before a Mirror, I See: " Take a good look at me yourself, tell me what you see. Is it the pitch black of my eyes, the flawless surface of my skin, or... perhaps it the ravenous curls of my hair. Either way, I've never been described as ugly by any of my peers. The girls at my school flocked to me. They enjoyed the fact that I towered over them, that my body, though slim was cut with muscle. Last I checked, I was six-one, impressive for a Asian huh? I dress, finely. Why? I don't know myself."

"... I've always had a unnatural ease when it came to knowing myself. I don't pretend to think otherwise of my actions, I know where they come from and I own up to them. Hell, I'm not ashamed of anything I've done up until now, not even the fine vertical cuts that line my wrist... not even my sacred sins."
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:: Personal Information ::

Full Birth-Given Name

"Katelyn Maria Jakob. Maria is after my late aunt."

Preferred Name // Nickname

"My old high school buddies and clients called me Cash, but everybody else calls me Kate. Sometimes, Dad would accidentally call me Maria because I look so much like her."

Sexual Orientation

"Not really up for anyone right now. Just trying to shake off the cravings."

Gender

"Do I look like a boy or something?"

Years Since My Birth

"20 soon."

Pack Standing

"Average pack member; people don't like former addicts being in charge of them."

Also Knowing

"I got the name Cash when I became the queenpin of weed at school. Boy, those were the fucking days. More money than a high school kid could ever want for."

:: General Information ::

Your Other Half

"Boy, do I miss the fucking heroine."

Family Members Affected by the Shiver

Kate looks uncomfortable, her lips pursed. "My parents are Isabelle and Drake Jakob, and they don’t know about the Shiver at all. No siblings, because I was already too much to handle." She tries to laugh at her own joke, but fails miserably. "Sometimes, though, my cousin Jaime would stay for a while whenever his mom would try to get clean. Guess I should've learned from him what addiction does to the people around you, but I didn't." Her eyes ow misty for a moment before she sniffles, trying to keep her dignity together. "I loved him like a brother and cared for him like an older sister, as he was a few years younger...but after the heroine addiction started, I cut him off. Didn't want him to see my like that. Didn't want him to look at me differently."

Furry Friends

"Nah. I was allergic to dogs and cats. Rather ironic."

:: Other Information ::

Song That Best Describes Me

Swingin Party by Lorde

Who Turned You and Changed Your Life

"I was at a party, both high on heroine and slinging pot at the same time." She laughs bitterly at herself, her fists clenching in her lap. "Dumb fucking decision. I got in an argument with a guy about how much a gram should cost and we took it outside in the cold to debate. Snap. He changes, bites, and then runs. Asshole."

My Life Before the Shiver Overtook Me and How It Effected Me

"I came from a small middle class family, with loving yet mediorce parents. They worked hard and taught me to do the same. I was an average kid on track to college when I got involved in the weed business through a friend in high school." She sighs deeply, her guilt weighing heavy on her heart. "After the money just kept pouring in, I began experimenting with other drugs. I had all the money in the world, it seemed. Why not use it?" She stops for a moment, staring at her feet. "Nothing hooked me like heroine did," she whispers quietly. "My life slowly fell apart as heroine became more important than my friends, school, and parents day after day. I left my childhood home in shame and moved into a tiny apartment across town, slinging small amounts of weed to keep myself afloat." Her nostrils flare as her story transitions from sorrow to anger. "In the aftermath of being bit, I holed myself in my apartment, resisting the urge to use. I was beyond scared of what it could do to me if I entered wolf form. Would my wolf even be able to handle the dosage?" She shakes her head, her eyes wide in fear. "While I shivered in cold sweats day after day, I would change into a wolf at night because I couldn't afford the heat bill anymore." Her face becomes pained and pale. "I spent my nights clawing at the walls, hungering to run, to feel the earth beneath my paws. One night I managed to break out and just ran, ran until I ended up waking up in the Devereaux den. Been with the pack for about three months now."

How Some People Might See Me

She gulps, averting her eyes. "Careless is probably how Mom and Dad saw me. Selfish, greedy. They knew I loved the money and I loved the high. They thought I loved it more than them, and I did at one point." She's quiet for a moment, her brow knitting in frustration. "I--I think I am loyal? At least now. Before it was all about the sales and the highs, but these people really have cared for me in a way nobody else could. I owe them my life, my sanity." She gives a weak smile. "I hope they think I'm worth the trouble and the hardship. I really do."

Standing Before a Mirror, I See

"I guess I constantly look disheveled. My hair's always in a messy bun or a frizzy pony tail and I'm usually wearing track shorts and a hoodie. Not much point in dressing nice when you're still recovering from addiction." She frowns, her lips twisting. "I have a lot of freckles, had 'em since I was a kid. Hair's kinda red, I guess? I dunno, I never really liked pegging myself as a ginger. More like an auburn." She twists her bottom lip between her teeth, trying to think of a few more physical attributes. "My lips are okay, I guess? Slim nose, small eyes. I'm 5'6", slim body type. Acquired permanent bags under my eyes after heroine began to slowly drain my life."

The Beast Hidden Below the Surface



"That's me, all light brown fluff and amber eyes." She grins in amusement. "I've been told my tail is rather large, but I've never seen it myself."

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:: Personal Information ::


Full Birth-Given Name: "Name's Maelen Cassandra Amelia Bealer. Yeah, I know it's long. No need to remind me."
Preferred Name // Nickname: "I really couldn't care less. I've been called Mae or Cass before, though. Prefer Cass."
Sexual Orientation & Gender: "Again, don't care. Depends on my mood."
Years Since My Birth: "I don't know... 22? Somewhere around there."
At What Age Were You Turned?: "What kinds of questions are these? Let's see... 18, turning 19? Maybe it was 20?"
Pack Standing: "Beta."
How Long Have You Been With the Devereaux Pack?: "A couple of years."
Also Knowing: "Well, if you were interested, my favorite color is dark red.

:: General Information ::


Family Members Affected by the Shiver: "I suppose I did have parents. Haven't talked to them for years. Names were Anna and Mike. Not much else to say about them, other than the fact that they probably don't miss my sorry ass. Had a younger brother and sister, too. Wonder how they're doing."

Furry Companions: "Wouldn't be able to take care of them, to tell you the truth."

:: Other Information ::


Song That Best Describes Me: "That's pretty damn cheesy. I guess I'd go with Ignorance Is Bliss."

Who Turned You and Changed Your Life: "You know, I'm not entirely sure about that either. It was the middle of the night. I was taking a safe walk through my neighborhood, careful to stay in sight of other people. Okay, I was drunk as hell, walking through the woods on the way to yet another bar. I had lost sight of my friends, but we all knew where we were going. Of course, that's when I get knocked to the ground. Felt like a damn truck rammed into me. Never saw the guy. Probably passed out before I could. And, well, you know the rest of the story. Typical 'getting used to the new bod' tale."

My Life Before the Shiver Overtook Me and How It Effected Me: "Life before was... different? I mean, obviously. But hear me out, a'ight? When I was a lot younger, I was a great kid. Straight A's, volunteered, sports master, lots of friends, the whole shebang. Man, I was such a b*tch. No pun intended."

"Anyway, as I got older, I hung out with different people and got a whole new take on life. I didn't care about how the next basketball game was going to go. In fact, I quit when I went to high school. My grades didn't drop too far; I still got B's, but mostly C's. My social life went wild! I don't think I was at home for more than two hours each night, and those hours were used to sleep. Fortunately, I didn't do anything much worse than drink. Eventually, my parents got too pissed off with... me. Just, everything about me. They kicked me out of the house, and, honestly, I don't blame them. I'm kind of glad, actually, 'cause that place was dull."

"From that point on, I basically stayed at friends' houses, until I was kicked out of those as well. Once I got a job, I got a cheap-ass apartment in a not-so-great area of town. I partied more, drank, and just generally lived like a bum. Then, I was turned." She glances around, as if coming out of a trance. "I've put my life together more since then. I have a decent job, with enough money to sustain myself. Of course, I hang around the den a lot, and I enjoy my time here for the most part."

How Some People Might See Me: "... As a wreck? I don't know. If someone saw me when I get wasted, for sure. Even more so during the rare bar fight I get into." She smirks. "I'm still a pretty heavy drinker, but I know how to control myself, now. I think others would consider me bad ass. I hope others would consider me bad ass. Definition? Someone who can put their money where their mouth is. You know, if they threaten someone, they could actually take them down in a fight. That's me to a T. Not that that hasn't gotten me in trouble before. With scars to prove it."

Standing Before a Mirror, I See: "Oh, god. I hate this game. Let's see... I have dark black hair that falls down to about the bottom of my rib cage. It's slightly shaved over my right ear and is slightly wavy. My skin is pretty flawless, I have to say. Dainty nose, complete with a piercing through the right nostril. Eyebrows are thin and close to my eyes, which are dark brown, almond shaped, and close-set. My right ear has two piercings and my left has four, but I don't always wear them all. I could be considered curvy, but I'd mostly describe myself as muscular. Gotta keep in shape if I'm gonna take a grown man down, you know? Clothing... I usually wear something simple like jeans, a shirt, and a flannel button-up. Oh, I'm 5'8" Sweet, right?"
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:: Personal Information ::


~Full Birth-Given Name~
"My name is Arianna C. James, thanks for asking. The 'C' stands for Calla, if you were wondering."

~Preferred Name // Nickname~
"I like my middle name, but only my mother refers-well, referred-to me as Calla. As for everyone else? They can call me Ari."

~Sexual Orientation & Gender~
"Why so curious?" Arianna asks, every part of her face smiling except her eyes, which were tired and...pained maybe? "Well, if you really want to know, I'm a female. A straight, ordinary female. Well, until it gets a bit chilly."

~Years Since My Birth~
"It's been 24 years since I was born."

~At What Age Were You Turned?~
"I was bitten on my 21st birthday, turned a week or two later. I'm really not special, if you compare me to the others."

~Pack Standing~
"I'm just an average member of the pack, I follow my Alpha, I respect my Beta. However, if someone tries to get between me and my meal, you'll probably see them later with their tails between their legs."

~How Long Have You Been With the Devereaux Pack?~
"I've been with the pack since my first Shivers, so just about three years. I enjoy them, but don't let them know that." Arianna winked, like they were best friends that had just shared an important secret.

~Also Knowing~
"Well, if you're really curious then I guess I'll tell you. I was majoring in Criminal Justice, I was one of the top students, believe it or not. That was before the Shivers, ever since...I haven't really bothered trying for my degree. What's the point? I'll never get to use it." Arianna's eyes wandered, and if one was paying attention to her hands they would notice they were flat and unfolded. They looked like they were reaching, grasping for the last bits of her fragile dream. Soon though, they were back in their folded position, and Arianna was ready to continue. "Let's move along."




:: General Information ::


~Your Other Half~
"My other half? How funny. Well, I did have a thing with a boy named Marcus, but he's long gone. Just like the rest of them."

~Family Members Affected by the Shiver~
"My family...It was me, my brother Marcelo, and my parents Elizabeth and Aiden. Other than that, it was my roommates, Em and Ivory. They sent me back to my family after my symptoms arose, because they were concerned. It was my family that made the decision to kick me out. Good for them, I guess."

~Furry Companions~
"Why, yes I do. I'm glad you asked. I have my lovely pet ferret, Iris. She's such a cute little thing, loves to steal. She has a stash underneath my bed, full of socks and such. I return them of course, but she usually manages to get them back. I just say it's a treat, she has managed to survive in a house full of wolves, after all."




:: Other Information ::


~Song That Best Describes Me~
"A song to describe me? That's a tough question, let me think....I have always enjoyed 'I Lived' by One Republic. I suppose it describes me pretty well. I also like 'It's Time', that's basically my anthem."

~Who Turned You and Changed Your Life~
"I knew you would ask this question, but I hoped you wouldn't. Well, it was my 21st birthday. I had wanted to stay home and study, because I had exams a few weeks later, but my friends wouldn't let me. They took me clubbing, and eventually they found some men and left me on my own. I had stumbled around for a while, drunk off my ass. A boy, who knows what his name was, offered to help me out. I accepted, being in a drunken stupor and all, and eventually we made our way out of the bar, sucking faces. It was chilly, and I guess he didn't realize that, because he turned. Right in front of my eyes! I should have ran, but in my state I probably went to pet him. Unsurprisingly, I ended up bitten. All because of a boy I'll never know." Arianna's voice was bitter, and flames danced in her eyes. She hated thinking about him, the boy that had ruined her life. She shouldn't have gone out that night, if she hadn't, she would have made her way through college. She would have been normal. "No need to dwell on the past, let's continue."

~My Life Before the Shiver Overtook Me and How It Effected Me~
"I grew up simple, my parents didn't go to college so they weren't able to make as much money as some of the other parents. That didn't change anything though, I still grew up strong, in a great home. My mother was able to stay home because my dad made enough to feed us each year, and with her guidance I became the girl I am today. Smart, independent, and capable." Arianna's voice quivered, as she remembered her upbringing. She thought about-no she craved-what she could have had. "My dad was only home on the weekends, and I savored that time with him. He was such a great father, to me and Marcelo. Anyways, as I grew, I showed a lot of promise in school. My parents were proud of me of course, and I used that as motivation. I applied for so many scholarships, people thought I was crazy, but at the end of the year I had plenty of money to pay for college." She sighed, a whimsical noise that made it clear how proud she had been of herself. "Anyways, I went to college, and on my 21st birthday I was bit. Shame on me, I know. It was during a break, so I was at home with my family. During the night, I had been outside reading a book, as I usually do when I'm bored. That was when the first shift occurred, and I ran. I had never felt so free, but I was also scared. I woke in the den, and I've been here ever since. My parents don't know, and I don't think they ever will. I would hate to experience their rejection, if they ever found out."

~How Some People Might See Me~
"People see me as a hard working, no nonsense girl. That's what I like, too." Arianna laughed, it was tired but sincere. "Nowadays though, a lot of people have told me I have sad eyes. I suppose that's the truth, I just have to live with it. Someday though, my eyes won't be sad. At least, that's what I tell myself every morning." Arianna looked down, popping her fingers to distract herself. "I fidget sometimes too, when I'm in a highly emotional state. Other times I can keep it under control. I love being motivated, when I strive to do something, nothing can stop me or get in my way. I suppose that's a good thing. I've never been a slob, I just can't do that. When everything else in life is out of order, why should your personal space be? That's the way I see it, at least. I'm always busy keeping the house clean, respectable." Arianna shrugged, not afraid to admit that she was a neat freak. "I guess that's it about me."

~Standing Before a Mirror, I See~
"When I stand in front of the mirror I see a girl, a proud young girl." Arianna says, smiling fiercely. "A girl with light brown skin, like coffee with just enough creamer. A girl with thin eyebrows, arched to fit her face. I have long dark brown hair that curls in loose ringlets, a long nose, and full lips. I have deep brown eyes, the tone of the earth I feel beneath my paws when I shift. Nothing about me is overly gorgeous, but I do love my eyes. I'm a bit taller than the rest of my family, standing at a lean 5'8. I'm not at all muscular, but I can hold my own, thank you very much."

~The Beast Hidden Below the Surface~
"My wolf, as much as I hate her, is quite gorgeous. She has a thick fur coat with a few different colors throughout, those being; a sort of auburn, a dark brown, and a bit of black." Arianna thinks back to her wolf form, remembering in amazing detail the feeling of her paws as they padded around on the packed dirt outside. "I have the same brown eyes, and yeah that's about it for my wolf side."
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:: Yakob Adamiak ::

“Can you stare into a wolf’s eyes long enough to see their colour?”

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:: Personal Information ::


Full Birth-Given Name:
Yakob Adamiak

Preferred Name // Nickname:
Just Yakob is fine.

Sexual Orientation & Gender:
I raise an eyebrow, eyeing you suspiciously. “Male, heterosexual.”

Years Since My Birth:
Twenty nine.

At What Age Were You Turned?:
Twenty two.

Pack Standing:
Pack Average.
Though I think of myself as their father of sorts. Most of them are younger than me and I can’t help but feel like I have to take care of them. After all, I’ve been fighting this thing for longer than most of them have.

How Long Have You Been With the Devereaux Pack?:
I’ve been here, in this wolf-pack for a year now. It hasn’t been long but I feel like those people are a part of me now and hopefully I can be a part of them too.

Also Knowing:
This will be my final year as a human.

:: General Information ::


Your Other Half:
“Life.” I say flat-faced but seeing your expression a smirk cracks my lips and then I burst out laughing. When I calm down I put a hand through my hair and decide to elaborate. “No, seriously. What could be more precious?”

Family Members Affected by the Shiver:

My parents… I suppose they’re still alive and well somewhere back in Polant. I’m not sure because I cut my ties with them shortly after I transformed for the first time and haven’t looked back since. I don’t quite remember what I told them… was it that I hate them or that I’m off to do business here in the US…. I honestly don’t remember. Anyway, they’re not so important.

My grandfather is another story. He lives relatively close, in Minnesota. Ironically we became closer since my life started falling apart.

My child and Maria… I couldn’t say if what affected them was this or my own selfishness. Either way, that’s sort of personal. I mean, more than most of your questions.

Furry Companions:
I like animals but haven’t had one for a while. I mean, I ended up eating the last one by accident, so… I enjoy playing with other people’s pets but stay well clear when I feel the shift start.

:: Other Information ::


Who Turned You and Changed Your Life:
Does it really matter?

My Life Before the Shiver Overtook Me and How It Affected Me:

I can’t talk much about the time before the Shiver. I try not to think about it. That and it somehow pales in comparison. After you get to experience nature through the eyes and paws of a wolf things change. I couldn’t stay in one place for long and especially not in Europe where large carnivores are a rarity and a danger. It felt suffocating so I escaped.

I moved to where my grandfather on my mother’s side lived. We were never particularly close when I was growing up, what, with the Atlantic between us, but when I moved to America I paid him a visit. A couple of times, actually. I immediately took a liking to his town as it had a wonderful pine forest right in the outskirts and that appealed to my wilder side. I settled down and eventually we bonded. He’s old and his health is fragile so he sometimes needs somebody to take care of him and for a while that someone was me. He didn’t know anything about the circumstances surrounding my sudden appearance, nor did he ask about my parents. I was grateful for that as my past life was more of a sore than a pleasant conversation point. I was here to build a new life, not dwell on the one I left behind.

And I did, for a while it was heaven. I was working by day and roaming the woods by night with the local wolf pack and I always had someone to come home to. Granddad – Paul – was never nosy, he didn’t meddle in my affairs and I was content. I lost track of how many years I stayed there (must have been four or five) but it wasn’t meant to stay that way.

Things were stirring; there was a crack in the bliss. Some hunters, now “poachers” were dissatisfied with the new law to prevent the hunting in Minnesota and they took it out on the wolves. It was almost a game to them, it seems, and to us it was a nightmare. Wolves started disappearing left and right and at first that was a good thing as it allowed us to expand our territory but soon the stench of rotting flesh and fear filled the forest. I tried to warn them but I underestimated the risk. Before I knew it, it was our turn.

They shot them – us – quickly, one by one. I wasn’t spared, no. I think I was shot twice before salvation came. What saved me was that the hunt happened during a spring day and a sudden gust of warm wind triggered the transformation just as that monster was levelling the barrel of his shotgun to my head, ready to finish me off. I don’t know if what scared him was the way my flesh contorted or the agonising howl that bled into a scream. God knows what he thought as he watched his trophy morph into a naked, whimpering and bleeding human. Sometimes when I’m feeling down I like to imagine his face at that moment.

Anyway, whatever he thought, he had the decency to leave. Him and all his friends. I was left with my dead friends and a few gunshot wounds.

Sorry, I digress. I managed to get home and the part of me that was still lucid was surprised at how well Paul took the sight of me. He’d been a military-man, you see, so he knew how to stitch wounds. He didn’t quite know how to take stories of werewolves and poachers. But I thought he deserved the truth, and to be honest, I didn’t have much of a choice. He had a knife buried pretty deep in my thigh and didn’t seem like he’d think much of digging it even deeper…

But you know… maybe it was all for the best. It pushed us even closer together. You could say we became partners in crime. And we did commit a few crimes. My first human murder….

It wouldn’t be my last. I cared deeply for the friends I lost but after all there’s no denying that they were “just” animals. However werewolves do exist and the image of any one hunter murdering an innocent child… I couldn’t live with it. So I started hunting them instead.

I moved to Mercy Falls because I heard the same ban would soon be implemented in this state too and I wanted to protect as many people as I could. By whatever means possible. I met the Dav and got accepted into the pack. This is my life today. I protect my pack and live out my final months as a human.

How Some People Might See Me:

Hmm you like complicated questions, don’t you? Okay well…. Some will see me as a murderer. I can be ruthless, though I don’t enjoy killing. Not at all. But if I have to do it I will and I won’t hesitate a second time if I have any inkling my friends are in danger.

But the ones who see me that way are few. My closest people. For most I look like a pretty chill guy actually. I seem calm and have a very subtle air of confidence about me – not the arrogant kind but the “I know what I’m doing” and “I’m on top of things” sort. Does that make me reliable? I’m not sure, possibly. But I stray from deep conncetions with people outside the pack. After all, I don’t have all the time in the world ahead of me. I’d rather not hurt anyone who truly comes to care for me if I can help it.

So I suppose that makes me a bit distant as well, in a peculiar way. I’m kind and friendly but I do have a shell around me and even though I think people don’t notice, some might. I’m a bit more honest with my pack as I know me turning won’t be the end of us necessarily but…

Other than that, I hope they think I’m dependable. I try to be. I also try to be wise and helpful but I’m not sure how well that works.

Standing Before a Mirror, I See:
Thanks for the help to @Monochromatic Rainbow and Sunny.

“Pine-green eyes, deep auburn hair, longish, stubble. Is that good enough? No?” I sigh and try to be more specific. “I’m taller than most guys but not by much. My face is long and my features are soft but also well-defined.

My eyes are often narrowed. Some people think it’s a glare. Admittedly, sometimes it is, but more often than not it’s simply sleep deprivation. I have a lot on my mind and I find it hard to relax enough to invite sleep. But I don’t look at myself in the mirror often lately so I’m not sure how to better describe them. Perhaps….

If you asked Maria….” I cleared my throat, thinking back, "She told me how my eyes were deep. Deep and tawny. She told me how she could get lost in them…. That when she looked into my eyes, she felt safe, secure, like there was nothing in the world that threatened her, because I was there. God, how wrong she was. She wouldn’t have said it if she knew about the predator in me. But she liked the aftermath of it – the lean muscle, the often unkempt stubble and the ever-growing hair I never had time to cut.

Some people don’t react so well to it. Many notice are fluid way my body moves and I’m pretty sure it does nothing to make them feel comfortable. They probably sense that they cannot match that. Match me. It goes for both my shapes, I’m fast, precise…. I hold the instruments for murder. It makes people wonder. It makes them edgy sometimes, if they see through the kind smile and gentle voice. I try to tone it down at work and when among commoners but truth is I don’t entirely hate that about myself. It’s useful in the right situations just the same way it’s a nuisance in others.

The Animal Hidden Below the Surface:
As an animal I’m larger than most and full of muscle. My coat is a thick white-grey and I have a distinctive black triangle running up from my nose and almost connecting with a black star-like patch of fur on my forehead. My ears are darker in colour too, especially at the tips, and my paws are as big as snowshoes.

Here’s a picture. I found it in the camera of someone I scared off our premises a while back. It was the first time I saw myself in my wolf form.


Photographed Picture of Myself:
“Fetch!” I grin, tossing you the picture.
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