[OOC] Crystal Universe

[Raijinslayer]

@HaltingBlooperIf you have friends to play with and good Internet connection, yes. If you don't, then no.

@BrassOtterCan never go wrong with Overwatch. You console or PC?

[EnterTheHero]

@BrassOtter Yep. Sounds about how my coming-out went. Being called godless and whatever. Nowadays they all just try to set me up with Mormon girls in an attempt to make me see the light in their vaginas or whatever. I dunno, it's pretty stupid.

Anyway, congrats on your coming out, and also your status of not-being-dead. Go play some Overwatch, friend, you've earned it.

[HaltingBlooper]

@Raijinslayer What if I have like 2 friends that have it, and like 8 people that might play w/ me?
These numbers are not factoring in you guys.

[Raijinslayer]

@HaltingBlooperSeems like a good start to me.

[BrassOtter]

It really wasn't even so much coming out as it was telling them I'm both gay and moving. And I'm stuck on the Xboner until my move, going to get it on PC when I have a PC that can actually play it.

[Veiled Angel]

@BrassOtter Awe at least it's over and taken care of. I wish I could help.

[Akayaofthemoon]

Well he left this morning and then we got into a fight....or more he said something and I expressed my feelings which he wouldn't reply to so I hung up fast but polite.

I might get something up tonight...just feel kind of blah now....feel like I ruined the nice time we had together

[Temporary]

@Akayaofthemoon That's no good... I hope you make up, or at least manage to settle the dispute - if it can even be called a dispute.

[Kronshi]

@Akayaofthemoon I'm sorry Akaya. Wish I could help.

[Akayaofthemoon]

He called but he acted like nothing happened other than to say I was answering my phone

[EnterTheHero]

@Akayaofthemoon That... really frickin' sucks. Hang in there, Ayaka. We're all here for you.

[Akayaofthemoon]

Thanks...I'm so sorry everyone

[Spinna]

@Akayaofthemoon I'm really sorry for you Akaya. I dunno, I suck at advice and have no experience with this but maybe take the time that you have apart to seriously think about some stuff you'd like to say to him and write it down?

[Akayaofthemoon]

I have.... It is like he doesn't want to acknowledge how much I hurt. One second I see the guy that would do anything to be with me and the next it is someone that won't tell me what is wrong and just wants to focus on everything but what I have to say. I feel like he loves me but at the same time wants to push me away with no reason

[Spinna]

@Akayaofthemoon Well darn, I wish I could give you some good advice but I don't know your husband so I really can't. Plus I'm sure you don't want my crappy advice and it's probably super condescending of me, I just really feel like I need to offer some kind of help beyond saying I feel for you. The closest thing I can compare from my own close relationships to yours, although I don't have much experience with romantic ones, is that everyone deals with difficult situations differently. I've had plenty of people in my life who would try so hard to always look ahead and try to force things to go back to normal because they weren't sure how to fix it with words. It sounds like that might be what he's doing? Idk though, it probably really isn't my place to say, and I'm really sorry if that was offensive in any way.

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Spinna

Thank you

[Veiled Angel]

@Akayaofthemoon I hope you feel better,and don't even worry about posting until you feel your ready and feeling up to it. I'm not saying make a post,but it might help to jump in aquamarines shoes for a bit. Anyways just take care of you right now.

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Veiled Angel

Thanks, I will give it a try ^-^

[Veiled Angel]

@Veiled Angel

Thanks, I will give it a try ^-^

@Akayaofthemoon

Might I recommend comfort movies? It's what I did when I got a concussion. Legally blond 1 and 2, beauty and a breifcase, and last but never least something that never fails benge watch Steven universe.

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Veiled Angel

I have been benge watching Steven Universe.

Last episodes song really got to me. I can relate to feeling like everything is swarming but I can't get rid of it.