@BlackPanther; I'm so sorry for not getting you a post yesterday like I promised...
I have a meeting with work today; and I thought I was stronger than this, I thought I didn't care anymore, but I was wrong as shown by my breakdown, panic attack, and eventually my being sick and throwing up my lunch yesterday... I ended up falling in and out of sleep and then just going to bed early...
I'm terrified of this meeting today; so much so that I'm hiding in the locker room at this moment, and I can't eat... I will try my best to get you a post as soon as I can; again, I'm really sorry honey...
I have a meeting with work today; and I thought I was stronger than this, I thought I didn't care anymore, but I was wrong as shown by my breakdown, panic attack, and eventually my being sick and throwing up my lunch yesterday... I ended up falling in and out of sleep and then just going to bed early...
I'm terrified of this meeting today; so much so that I'm hiding in the locker room at this moment, and I can't eat... I will try my best to get you a post as soon as I can; again, I'm really sorry honey...