Well like I said, it wasn't exactly what I expected it to be. Combat seems to be a much larger focus than I originally anticipated as an example, and I don't really see myself being a worth wile addition for that reason. I'm also much more about participating in scenes with fewer characters than participating in these large scale group events. Pudding leaving also affected my choice to stay, as we had a like view of things.
I'm not angry or upset, I just think that if I'm going to leave, it would be better if I did so sooner than later when you've come to rely on me. But like I said, I'm not going to up and vanish yet. You'll get a few more posts out of me, haha!