Welcome to my special Hell.
My name is Virgil. I'm a misanthropic and reclusive individual that behaves more like a wild animal. I like to write, draw, game, and look at spiders (I also enjoy beetles). Like them, I'm ultimately harmless. I've been role-playing for about 7 years, give or take.
I'm a transgender man. My pseudonym is Perf, short for Perfidious. You may also call me my name, Virgil. I'm a gray-aromantic queer man with too many boundaries for his own good. I have BPD with psychosis, but I don't bite.
I'm what the Cool Kids call "angsty as fuck". I write about dark, violent, and uncomfortable topics. My characters are flawed beings like the rest of us. It's not all bad, though. I'm a sci-fi and fantasy enthusiast. I've always loved fiction as opposed to reality because I don't think it really exists.
Anyway, this is a compilation of shit I enjoy for my current/future RP partners to reference.
Fandoms
-D&D
-The Legend of Vox Machina
-The Legend of Zelda
-Portal
-Red Dead Redemption
-Merlin
-Avatar The Last Airbender
-Undertale
-Stranger Things
Genres
-Western
-Sci-fi
-Futuristic
-Medieval Fantasy
-Modern Fantasy
-Dark Fantasy
-Mystery
-Horror
-Angst
-Drama
-Gothic
What I like to play
I have an affinity for playing edgyass, deeply flawed characters. I like my angst. I currently love fall-from-grace tropes and corruption arcs, meaning a characters that slowly lose their morality trying to achieve a goals. Revenge arcs, descents to villainy, and madness from power really tickle my fancy. Other things I have enjoyed exploring is the idea of true evil, and what societal expectations can do to a person. Don't get me wrong, I also like a good redemption arc. Most of the bastards I play are undergoing some serious psychological struggle.
What I like others to play
I am not much to dictate what my partners play. I'm good with just about anything. If your character is flat, I will scream. Please, just have some depth. Hobbyless, goalless characters are hard to work with.
RULES
1. You do not have to have a plot to ask for a roleplay. We can create one together.
2. All I request is at least two paragraphs of material. That's 10-14 lines. I can write pages if needed but would prefer not to.
(I am VERY tired right now and I struggle to write more than 4+ paragraphs. I am at the mercy of my own head, apologies)
3. I am a bit peculiar with romance. It can be introduced as a sub-plot or if our characters have chemistry, but don't assume our ocs are dating right off the bat (unless the plot was engineered that way). On the topic of romance, I find it to be very very boring on its own. I am, first and foremost, an angst writer. I don't find fun in fluff/wholesome relationships. My characters are toxic people who create toxic relationships.
4. I love sci-fi and fantasy, and would prefer that over slice-of-life. However, I also enjoy darker themes that include crime and violence. I'll settle for angsty realism if needed.
5. LGBT+ is fine. I mostly do bxb anyways. I can do bxg, but I cannot play women in the relationship. Seeing that I am transgender and a lot of my ocs are also transgender, do keep that in mind with pairings. If you don't like queer people, politely fuck off. I can tell the difference between ignorance and bigotry. Don't be an ass. Side note: trans men are MEN, and their choices with their body are none of your business. I've had to tell this to people several times- don't be one of them.
6. I don't care what faceclaim/image/art your oc has. I draw most of my characters, so whatever.
7. Try not to ghost me, but I get it if you do. If you don't like the roleplay, just say something or leave. If you feel like I'm ignoring you, just send me a message. I am unmedicated, so I can and WILL forget things. I have a habit of isolating myself, so prod me when I start going too quiet.
8. Do something. Please. Don't just be a complaisant little fellow. Make your character argue, disagree, or cause conflict in some sort of way. I'm tired of having to make every plot point myself. Do whatever the hell you want (within reason).
9. My kink is not your kink. It's simple. Please, just ask first. I'm really not into any hardcore fetishes, anyway. Don't even ask about incest or rape fantasies, I'll pop you. A bit of a tangent, but I don't really like plots that only have the purpose of being horny. Give me a bit of depth, will you?
10. On the topic of smut, I'm very new to it. I don't mind it, and I'm actually curious to try writing some out with a partner. However, I have rules and boundaries. If I say cut it out, don't fight me on that. This also applies vice versa. I am very willing to communicate with you.
11. I'm fine with serious themes just as long as they are NOT romanticized. Please do research so you know what you're doing. I like writing dark, edgy shit, so tell me your limits. Be careful with themes of losing touch with reality, as I have BPD with psychosis. Obviously, I can unintentionally be triggered.
12. My timezone is EST but my sleep schedule is so broken that it doesn't matter.
13. I refuse to roleplay with characters named Quinn or anything too similar. The name is one of my triggers. I also refuse to roleplay with characters named Finn, as that was a bad ex's name lmao. This is non-negotiable.
*14. Do not DM me to RP if you're under the age of 16. Thanks. I do not feel comfortable being alone with people too far out of my own range, ESPECIALLY if the plot is romantic in some way. I'm 18 and will only do platonic plots with minors.
*At the moment, I don't really want to RP with minors. Thank you.
15. Don't vent to me. I do not know you. This is something reserved for friends. I am also a stupid teenager who gives horrible advice. I am heavily burdened at the moment, so please don't stress me out. Roleplay is how I unwind and have fun. Please, just don't. I get it if you need to give me a heads up for something, though.
16. I like talking OOC to plan things or just chit chat about memes and whatnot, usually through discord (though not required). You've been warned.
17. Just to reiterate, I'm unmedicated and that makes me a bit unstable. Luckily this only shows as me growing distant or saying nonsensical shit online. If I start going quiet, prod me and give me a few hours to get ahold of myself. I swear I'm not trying to ignore/ghost you. I will end this by saying that I'm okay and safe, just a little odd and that can be very off-putting. Thank you.
18. This is an extention of #17. As nice and polite as I may seem, I am very much a schadenfreudian. It's very complicated, but I've come to accept myself. I would never hurt anybody in real life, but my characters can be cruel. VERY cruel. Don't ask me for fluff, I love watching things burn to the ground. I theorize this has to do with my BPD and empathy issues. I'm not romanticizing, I'm merely turning my negative energy into something productive. Cool? Cool.
