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You will be playing [something] or someone that lived a less-than-fulfilling to downright traumatic life. Despite the toll and toil of painstakingly striving to make something of themselves, they do ultimately fail and with nothing left to live for - opt to make a terrible decision. Whether they had support from people around them or not, something leads them to the very moment it takes place. But as soon as the character starts going through the hurricane of turmoil that soon comes after, everything around them changes.
And that is the moment the story truly begins.
The players will come to find that in the [Grayscale World] nothing is quite what it seems. Each character will have to grapple with demons of both physical and psychological type as they traverse through the unknown, and answers to the onslaught of questions that will surely arise. The genres that [Grayscale] will be delved into will be mostly horror/mystery with a sprinkle of action here and there to keep you on your toes. But the focus itself will definitely be on character growth, and relationships, rather than some epic adventure scenario to tell stories about for years to come. Themes like [Depression, Abuse, Trauma, Suicide, and other not-so-gucci themes] will be brought up along the journey and because of that I'd strong recommend anyone with sensitivity to these topics avoid this narrative for their own mental health.
And that is the moment the story truly begins.
The players will come to find that in the [Grayscale World] nothing is quite what it seems. Each character will have to grapple with demons of both physical and psychological type as they traverse through the unknown, and answers to the onslaught of questions that will surely arise. The genres that [Grayscale] will be delved into will be mostly horror/mystery with a sprinkle of action here and there to keep you on your toes. But the focus itself will definitely be on character growth, and relationships, rather than some epic adventure scenario to tell stories about for years to come. Themes like [Depression, Abuse, Trauma, Suicide, and other not-so-gucci themes] will be brought up along the journey and because of that I'd strong recommend anyone with sensitivity to these topics avoid this narrative for their own mental health.
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[center][h3][A single word that describes your character][/h3][Artwork of character, if you’d like.][/center]
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[b]What do you look like?[/b] [indent][Describe how your character perceives themselves.][/indent]
[b]What do you remember?[/b]
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[[color=B0C4DE]• Positive Memory
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[b]You brought something with you, what is it?[/b][indent][A tool/trinket/keepsake that you brought along with you.][/indent][/hider]
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[b]If you had one wish, what would it be?[/b]
[indent][A wish your character had before their arrival.][/indent]
[b]Who was the most important person in your life?[/b]
[indent][The name or description of the most influential person in your character’s life.][/indent]
[b]If you could change something about yourself, what would it be?[/b][indent][Something your character would change about themselves. This can overlap with the wish, but doesn’t have to.][/indent][/hider]
Something broke inside of your character on that fateful day. A piece of the puzzle separated from the others, leaving them incomplete and left wanting for something - but not knowing what that missing piece really was. This ultimately leads them into a twisted, nightmarish alternate reality where nothing is as it seems. In the Grayscale World, the characters search for what exactly that missing pieces was - along with many of the other things that they have lost along the way. For there are many others in this world that have lost things precious to them, and have seemingly lose far more than subtle memories and familiarity - some have even lost any remnants of humanity they might've once had.
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Excellent. Quick question for you... that I guess I could have asked in the interest check, whoops.
For character's appearance, it says "how does your character perceive themselves." So I wanted to ask what is the limit here? Since the characters are already in the grayscale world and other people are twisted or janked up, if a character saw themselves as something less or more than human (like a god complex), could they look less than human as well? Or if they considered themselves like a perfectionist, would they look like they had no physical flaws?
For character's appearance, it says "how does your character perceive themselves." So I wanted to ask what is the limit here? Since the characters are already in the grayscale world and other people are twisted or janked up, if a character saw themselves as something less or more than human (like a god complex), could they look less than human as well? Or if they considered themselves like a perfectionist, would they look like they had no physical flaws?
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It’s worded as “perceive” exactly because of that, yes. If your character had some form of complex where they thought of themselves as a perfect angel who could do no wrong, they’d probably see themselves as an winged human. As long as it makes sense for the character, I’m pretty lenient about what they look like.
It’s worded as “perceive” exactly because of that, yes. If your character had some form of complex where they thought of themselves as a perfect angel who could do no wrong, they’d probably see themselves as an winged human. As long as it makes sense for the character, I’m pretty lenient about what they look like.
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@LadyAnnaLee That’s perfectly fine.
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Is something like this what you're looking for?
Is something like this what you're looking for?
[Cracked]
What do you look like?
What do you remember?
You brought something with you, what is it?
Before coming to Grayscale Fritz was 2.11 meters and weighed 74 kilograms. He was severely underweight, and it showed in his hollow cheeks and thin limbs. His left eye was bright blue, and his right eye was golden brown. He had curly brown hair that reached his waist. He tended to wear it in a complicated halo looking braid to keep it out of the way. In Grayscale he appears as a porcelain doll with spiderweb cracks on his left cheek. His right leg has been glued incorrectly. There are pieces actually missing so a person can see that he is hollow. While his body is in disrepair his knee length dress and matching headband are in perfect condition. So are his ballet flats with laces that go up to his midthigh. His hair has been styled into curly ringlets that cascade down his back.
What do you remember?
Negative Memory
Positive Memory
• Fritz was born to a powerful businessman, Richard, and his politically savvy wife, Elizabeth. It had not been a marriage of love, but of cold respect. As such they only came together present a united front for the public and to clinically produce children. That resulted in three children; Sarah the oldest, Fritz the middle child, and Marta the youngest. There were Sarah was older than Fritz by 27 months while he was older than Marta by 28 months. To the surprise of many who knew her Elizabeth took to her daughters quickly. Sarah and Marta were practically spoiled and given the best education money could buy. She rarely acknowledged Fritz and Richard often forgot that he had children at all. The loneliness of being ignored ate him especially when it was discovered that both his sisters were gifted musically and in art. Fritz had no such talents and was somewhat average. After Marta’s fifth birthday party, which was extravagant and filled with pinks and frills and all things “girly,” Fritz came to a conclusion. His mother loved his sisters because they were girls and ignored him because he was a boy. Maybe if he could turn himself into a girl, she would realize he existed. He stole one of Sarah’s dresses and did his best to make it fit. He got no reactions, bad or good. He was not discouraged. He just wasn’t girly enough. Over the years his mother’s statement such as “Maybe if you were more like Sarah,” and “Why can’t you be like Marta,” only encouraged him to learn how to be the perfect girl. He spent years growing out his hair and learning how to do his hair and makeup. When he hit puberty, Fritz freaked out. How was he supposed to be a girl, to one day impress his mother with hair where it didn’t belong and with manly features. He added waxing and shaving to his lists of self-taught skills. He also became severely anorexic so he could still fit into his sisters’ dresses. He was seventeen when his father figured out who was stealing his daughters’ clothes. His rage at having a “sissy son” was cold, harsh, and unrelenting. Dismayed that being a girl had finally gotten a negative reaction instead of the positive one he had been hoping for and unable to suddenly be the manly man that his father wanted, Fritz jumped of a building. He didn’t expect to open his eyes in the Grayscale World.
Positive Memory
• Despite never being able to please his parents Fritz did enjoy learning how to look pretty. Over the years dressing as a girl became less about his mother and more about the fact that he honestly enjoyed how it made him feel. He enjoyed learning to do makeup, nails, and hair. One of his passions was fashion design and he had vague hopes of one day designing dresses for celebrities on the red carpet or at least getting to do their makeup. While at school he had to wear a male uniform, but as long as his hair was up that was fine. He had a gaggle of giggly girlfriends, or rather friends that were girls, that loved it when he did their hair and makeup just for fun or for formal events. Fritz took great pride in helping them look their best and making them feel confident. His happiness memories are when he wound up in an Ulta or Sephora or a similar store with practically no limits. He also enjoyed designing dresses and stitching them together. His favorite class was home economics even though he was a terrible baker. Whenever he was sure he would not be caught Fritz would eavesdrop on his sisters’ music lessons and practice. In is totally not bias opinion the two best sounds in the whole wide world are Sarah on her piano and Marta on her violin. HE could listen to them play all day long. Marta was part of his gaggle of girls. She loved her brother and encouraged his passions even if he wouldn’t tell her why he wanted to borrow his dresses. To be honest he wore them more than she did. She just wished she could get him to eat more and he knew that.
You brought something with you, what is it?
A brand new tube of Urban Decay’s Vice Mega Matte lipstick in shade 714. It is easily his favorite shade of bright red.
If you had one wish, what would it be?
Who was the most important person in your life?
If you could change something about yourself, what would it be?
Fritz just wishes his parents would see him without comparing him to his sisters just once.
Who was the most important person in your life?
Elizabeth Ulrich. Her apathy and judgement of her son was what lead him to both striving for a perfection he would never reach and his passion.
If you could change something about yourself, what would it be?
Fritz isn’t sure when calorie counting became just not eating, but if he could go back and fix that he would do it in a heartbeat; if only so Marta didn’t have to worry.
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Very much so, Fritz is accepted!
Very much so, Fritz is accepted!
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I’m going to be opening this up for applications since a few that showed interest haven’t posted sheets yet. The available slots will be listed at the top of the thread.
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I went a little simple with it but I think (or at least hope) people can parse out the story.
[Fallen]
What do you look like?
What do you remember?
You brought something with you, what is it?
"I am a princess... no, I... was a princess. Now I am..."
A lonely woman who looks as though she's been locked away in a tower for ages. Her skin is pale and her hair is growing patchy. The beginnings of warts show themselves on the skin of her face. Her eyes are sunken and dark, with old flaking make-up smudged into a stain. Pieces of tarnished metal stick out from her head, remnants of a crown broken long ago and embedded into her scalp. A once beautiful garment is decayed and ragged, smelling of must and rotted flowers. There are small holes torn throughout the dress where gems were sewn in and have since fallen out.
A lonely woman who looks as though she's been locked away in a tower for ages. Her skin is pale and her hair is growing patchy. The beginnings of warts show themselves on the skin of her face. Her eyes are sunken and dark, with old flaking make-up smudged into a stain. Pieces of tarnished metal stick out from her head, remnants of a crown broken long ago and embedded into her scalp. A once beautiful garment is decayed and ragged, smelling of must and rotted flowers. There are small holes torn throughout the dress where gems were sewn in and have since fallen out.
What do you remember?
• "I walked out and no one cared that I didn't come back."
• "They stole from me and called me names."
• "They told me I was stupid and worthless. It's true."
• "It hurts to be alone."
• "He was hurt."
• "He's gone..."
•̷ ̶"̷H̴e̶'̴s̴ ̵g̷o̷n̴e̵.̸"̷
•̵̩̈ ̸̥̮̌͘"̶͈̋H̶͓͍̋̌e̸̗̽̀'̸̟̍̀͜s̸̹͕͑ ̵̻͎̿g̵̛̩̃ȍ̷̘n̵͍̣̍͗e̶͓̤̊̉.̵̧͍͒͐"̷̖͆́
•̷̢̠͔̥̋̈́ ̸̡͈̥̼̪͍̈́͑͆"̸̩̓̐̆̒̃͋H̴̹͊ę̴̖̣̫͓͌̆́̓̂̀'̵̢̡̮̱̫͙͆̚š̴̳̖̣ ̶̱̙̙͚̉̓̑̈́͑͑g̶͔̰͍̮̠͆̕o̴̢̯͒͋͒̇n̶̻̦̖̙͂̾ë̸̹̺̤̪͇̄͒̇.̶̰̓͗"̷̻͈̬̜̽̈̽̑
•̴̨̨̛̫̗̪͎̜̗̃̇́̎͌͝͠ ̷̡͈͈̠͍̦̦̗̺̖̙͙̦͛̓͆͂̃͝ͅ"̴̧̪̹͖͙̈́̇̄̀͗̄̽͗̓̈́͝Ḩ̴̢̘̖̘͎̣͈̙̥̿̊̀̉̔̈̏̃̑́͗͝͝ẽ̴̢̬̤̳̩̮̬̖̺̩͈̀͒͐̕͜͝͝͠ͅͅ'̴̢͕̣̹͓͈̻͔̣̔́̽̀̊̃̒͂͑͠͝s̵̛̠̑͝ ̶̢̨̛̯̼̙̩̙͔̦̭͆̑̽̈́͋̽̈́͑̏͐g̷̨̧͚͕͓̹͓͚̹̻͈̭̺͛̂̅̿͛̾͆͛͊̓̌̿͠o̴̢̼̥͎͙̥̗̥̳̻̹̗̊̂̎̈́͊͋̉͘ǹ̴̨̛̥͍̮͓̘̻̦͇̙́̄̐͗͒͘͝͠͝ē̶̢̡̤̘̠͖͔̯̮̮͎̋͊̎̍̕ͅ.̴̛̗̰̮͆̔̈"̷̮̣̙͙̰̹̟̅̊͂͝
• "I purchased my very own castle."
• "I met him, the one, my prince charming."
• "I invited him to live with me, he accepted."
• "I talked with my sister again, she seems well."
• "He spoils me and tells me he loves me every day. He says I'm a princess."
• "I think we can make it. Everything's going right for once."
• "They stole from me and called me names."
• "They told me I was stupid and worthless. It's true."
• "It hurts to be alone."
• "He was hurt."
• "He's gone..."
•̷ ̶"̷H̴e̶'̴s̴ ̵g̷o̷n̴e̵.̸"̷
•̵̩̈ ̸̥̮̌͘"̶͈̋H̶͓͍̋̌e̸̗̽̀'̸̟̍̀͜s̸̹͕͑ ̵̻͎̿g̵̛̩̃ȍ̷̘n̵͍̣̍͗e̶͓̤̊̉.̵̧͍͒͐"̷̖͆́
•̷̢̠͔̥̋̈́ ̸̡͈̥̼̪͍̈́͑͆"̸̩̓̐̆̒̃͋H̴̹͊ę̴̖̣̫͓͌̆́̓̂̀'̵̢̡̮̱̫͙͆̚š̴̳̖̣ ̶̱̙̙͚̉̓̑̈́͑͑g̶͔̰͍̮̠͆̕o̴̢̯͒͋͒̇n̶̻̦̖̙͂̾ë̸̹̺̤̪͇̄͒̇.̶̰̓͗"̷̻͈̬̜̽̈̽̑
•̴̨̨̛̫̗̪͎̜̗̃̇́̎͌͝͠ ̷̡͈͈̠͍̦̦̗̺̖̙͙̦͛̓͆͂̃͝ͅ"̴̧̪̹͖͙̈́̇̄̀͗̄̽͗̓̈́͝Ḩ̴̢̘̖̘͎̣͈̙̥̿̊̀̉̔̈̏̃̑́͗͝͝ẽ̴̢̬̤̳̩̮̬̖̺̩͈̀͒͐̕͜͝͝͠ͅͅ'̴̢͕̣̹͓͈̻͔̣̔́̽̀̊̃̒͂͑͠͝s̵̛̠̑͝ ̶̢̨̛̯̼̙̩̙͔̦̭͆̑̽̈́͋̽̈́͑̏͐g̷̨̧͚͕͓̹͓͚̹̻͈̭̺͛̂̅̿͛̾͆͛͊̓̌̿͠o̴̢̼̥͎͙̥̗̥̳̻̹̗̊̂̎̈́͊͋̉͘ǹ̴̨̛̥͍̮͓̘̻̦͇̙́̄̐͗͒͘͝͠͝ē̶̢̡̤̘̠͖͔̯̮̮͎̋͊̎̍̕ͅ.̴̛̗̰̮͆̔̈"̷̮̣̙͙̰̹̟̅̊͂͝
• "I purchased my very own castle."
• "I met him, the one, my prince charming."
• "I invited him to live with me, he accepted."
• "I talked with my sister again, she seems well."
• "He spoils me and tells me he loves me every day. He says I'm a princess."
• "I think we can make it. Everything's going right for once."
You brought something with you, what is it?
"This is... my proof of royalty."
A loyal knight that protect his highness when the prince is away. It's a teddy bear purchased as a one year anniversary present.
A loyal knight that protect his highness when the prince is away. It's a teddy bear purchased as a one year anniversary present.
If you had one wish, what would it be?
Who was the most important person in your life?
If you could change something about yourself, what would it be?
"I would reunite with my one true love."
She wants to see him again, in one way or another. Ideally, she would restore her boyfriend to life, but in reality she tried to fulfill this wish by going to where he was instead, leading to her arrival in the Grayscale world.
She wants to see him again, in one way or another. Ideally, she would restore her boyfriend to life, but in reality she tried to fulfill this wish by going to where he was instead, leading to her arrival in the Grayscale world.
Who was the most important person in your life?
"It could only ever be him."
The man she wanted to spend the rest of her life with. In her memories, he appears as a prince come to sweep her away from everything. He lifted her out of the dark depths of her own heart and made her embrace the light in life. He treated her as royalty, and when he died he took life's light back with him.
The man she wanted to spend the rest of her life with. In her memories, he appears as a prince come to sweep her away from everything. He lifted her out of the dark depths of her own heart and made her embrace the light in life. He treated her as royalty, and when he died he took life's light back with him.
If you could change something about yourself, what would it be?
"If I was a stronger person, then maybe..."
She would toughen herself up, grow a thicker skin and do her best to deal with everything life threw at her. She would want to be able to stand on her own two feet without needing to lean on anyone, and be able to go on living for herself.
She would toughen herself up, grow a thicker skin and do her best to deal with everything life threw at her. She would want to be able to stand on her own two feet without needing to lean on anyone, and be able to go on living for herself.
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What do you look like?
A tall, thin woman who clearly does not get enough sleep or sunlight. Her pale skin is offset by dark red hair and vibrant green eyes, each underlined by dark, heavy bags. A network of blue veins are visible beneath her thin, vitamin deficient skin. She wears khaki pants with a black dress shirt and green tie, all adorned with wrinkles and sometimes loose strands of hair. The accompanying black shoes are scuffed and lusterless, the white lab coat yellowed and stained from coffee and smoke. She wears the face of one that has not interacted with her own kind in many years.
What do you remember?
You brought something with you, what is it?
"I am a scientist. It's not my place to have opinions or relations. I must be as impartial as the facts themselves."
A tall, thin woman who clearly does not get enough sleep or sunlight. Her pale skin is offset by dark red hair and vibrant green eyes, each underlined by dark, heavy bags. A network of blue veins are visible beneath her thin, vitamin deficient skin. She wears khaki pants with a black dress shirt and green tie, all adorned with wrinkles and sometimes loose strands of hair. The accompanying black shoes are scuffed and lusterless, the white lab coat yellowed and stained from coffee and smoke. She wears the face of one that has not interacted with her own kind in many years.
What do you remember?
[• "He pushed me off the playset. That's why I bit him. It was his fault."
• "He held me down and spit in my eyes. That's why I shoved him down the steps. I don't care if his wrist broke."
• "They stole my books and ripped the pages out. My mother can't afford to pay for them."
• "I just told them to do their job. If they got their feelings hurt, that's their problem. This is a job, not a family."
• "They invited me. They wanted me here. Now they treat me like a burden, all because of their own mistake."]
[• "The sun is a star! And every star might be a sun! That's so cool!"
• "She said I write better than everyone else! I love writing now!"
• "I thought I'd be more squeamish about it, but dissecting frogs is fascinating! I've always liked taking things apart and seeing how they work."
• "I can't believe it! I got in! They accepted my application! This is the first step toward a better future!"
• "My own lab...? I- er- I mean, *ahem!* Yes, I would be honored to take the job."]
• "He held me down and spit in my eyes. That's why I shoved him down the steps. I don't care if his wrist broke."
• "They stole my books and ripped the pages out. My mother can't afford to pay for them."
• "I just told them to do their job. If they got their feelings hurt, that's their problem. This is a job, not a family."
• "They invited me. They wanted me here. Now they treat me like a burden, all because of their own mistake."]
[• "The sun is a star! And every star might be a sun! That's so cool!"
• "She said I write better than everyone else! I love writing now!"
• "I thought I'd be more squeamish about it, but dissecting frogs is fascinating! I've always liked taking things apart and seeing how they work."
• "I can't believe it! I got in! They accepted my application! This is the first step toward a better future!"
• "My own lab...? I- er- I mean, *ahem!* Yes, I would be honored to take the job."]
You brought something with you, what is it?
A plain black notebook and an expensive looking pen. The pen is black with a gold colored tip, clip, and click-top. Taped to the inside cover of the notebook is a polaroid photo of a woman who bares striking resemblance to Laura, but older, pinker, plumper. Happier.
If you had one wish, what would it be?
What Laura really wants is companionship. She doesn't care what kind at this point, romantic, sexual, intellectual. She needs another human to validate her own humanity. Unfortunately, she'll never admit this, not even to herself. Humans are disgusting, selfish, ignorant, stupid, panicky animals. She has not met a single one that she deems worth the effort. The one or two she'd be willing to interact with have had the good judgement not to associate with her.
Who was the most important person in your life?
In truth, the most important person to Laura had always been her mother, the only friend she'd ever had and, in all likely hood, the only thing that's kept her sane all these years. And she's dead now.
If you could change something about yourself, what would it be?
If she could, she'd make herself more outgoing and charismatic. She'd have a veritable cult of people hanging on her every word, too engrossed in what she could teach them to even feed themselves. Of course, this would first require being willing to look at other humans, which she most definitely is not.
"I wish people weren't so terrible. Then maybe I could stand them."
What Laura really wants is companionship. She doesn't care what kind at this point, romantic, sexual, intellectual. She needs another human to validate her own humanity. Unfortunately, she'll never admit this, not even to herself. Humans are disgusting, selfish, ignorant, stupid, panicky animals. She has not met a single one that she deems worth the effort. The one or two she'd be willing to interact with have had the good judgement not to associate with her.
Who was the most important person in your life?
"I hate this question. Everyone asks it as if the answer will reveal something deeply insightful, when, in reality, there's only one correct answer; myself. Just like every other creature on this planet.
In truth, the most important person to Laura had always been her mother, the only friend she'd ever had and, in all likely hood, the only thing that's kept her sane all these years. And she's dead now.
If you could change something about yourself, what would it be?
"Why would I want to change anything about myself? I'm not the problem."
If she could, she'd make herself more outgoing and charismatic. She'd have a veritable cult of people hanging on her every word, too engrossed in what she could teach them to even feed themselves. Of course, this would first require being willing to look at other humans, which she most definitely is not.
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@Dr Lovecraft
Love Laura, she’s obviously accepted.
Love Laura, she’s obviously accepted.
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DONE! If you feel like some parts are small and I edit them if you want
[Youth]
What do you look like?
What do you remember?
You brought something with you, what is it?
Mark Reyes looks like any other teen, his dye blonde hair is always messy, he always wear comfortable clothes like t-shirts, jeans and hoodies, people say he looks like knock off sad version of a Ken, Barbie doll.
What do you remember?
[• "I used to have a dog name Robin, him and I were best friends and we love to do everything together...Then one day, when I got home from school, Robin ran away, I feel like it was my fault that he ran away, maybe I wasn't a good friend...It was years later I found out he was ran over by my dad and bury it in the backyard, now that goes explain why the shovel was dirty."
• "When I was a kid, I was bullied alot, they called me names, mostly slurs."
• ".......I told my parents that I was gay.....I have to live in my aunt house after I was kick out...."
• "There was this boy in my middle school, his name was John and my god, I have a crush on him, like a crazy crush on him. I was his friend for awhile, we hang out a lot and I couldn't be happier...Until one day, while we were watching a movie, I look deep into his eyes and....I kiss him, I was kinda expecting him to feel the same but...After that kiss, there was yelling, slurs were say....A punch from him.....We were not friends after that, My aunt say that 'there are other fish in the sea' but I feel like those are hollow, John was my light, now that light is gone away....I just feel hollow."
[• "Haha, man, this is so embarrassing, I once sign up a for a singing competition, I join for shits and gags. But for once in my sad life, I had fun, I really love singing and making music"
• "I join a Music club and everyone was so nice to me and we were planning to be a band together after high school, we will name as The Screwdrivers'......The band name is still a working progress but we'll be a awesome band someday."
• "My aunt, just my aunt Mimi in general, everyone say that she is weird and the black sheep of the family but to be honest, maybe that why she is so interesting. She knows what to say and do whenever me or my cousins are down, maybe that way she was the first person I told I was gay"
• "John.....Even after what happened....I still love him"]
• "When I was a kid, I was bullied alot, they called me names, mostly slurs."
• ".......I told my parents that I was gay.....I have to live in my aunt house after I was kick out...."
• "There was this boy in my middle school, his name was John and my god, I have a crush on him, like a crazy crush on him. I was his friend for awhile, we hang out a lot and I couldn't be happier...Until one day, while we were watching a movie, I look deep into his eyes and....I kiss him, I was kinda expecting him to feel the same but...After that kiss, there was yelling, slurs were say....A punch from him.....We were not friends after that, My aunt say that 'there are other fish in the sea' but I feel like those are hollow, John was my light, now that light is gone away....I just feel hollow."
[• "Haha, man, this is so embarrassing, I once sign up a for a singing competition, I join for shits and gags. But for once in my sad life, I had fun, I really love singing and making music"
• "I join a Music club and everyone was so nice to me and we were planning to be a band together after high school, we will name as The Screwdrivers'......The band name is still a working progress but we'll be a awesome band someday."
• "My aunt, just my aunt Mimi in general, everyone say that she is weird and the black sheep of the family but to be honest, maybe that why she is so interesting. She knows what to say and do whenever me or my cousins are down, maybe that way she was the first person I told I was gay"
• "John.....Even after what happened....I still love him"]
You brought something with you, what is it?
[A cassette recorder with a tape and headphones]
If you had one wish, what would it be?
Who was the most important person in your life?
If you could change something about yourself, what would it be?
"I just want everyone to love me, my mom, my dad, John, to love me"
Who was the most important person in your life?
"My aunt Mimi, whenever I feel a writerblock, she is a first person I go to for inspiration."
If you could change something about yourself, what would it be?
".....Oh god, that is a tough one, um.....I wish I wasn't fragile"
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Mark is accepted and you can move him on over! I’ll have the opening post up early tomorrow. If anyone has questions, feel free to hit me up beforehand.
Mark is accepted and you can move him on over! I’ll have the opening post up early tomorrow. If anyone has questions, feel free to hit me up beforehand.
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