Viral couldn’t help it; his mind was crumbling with all of this simply slowing the fall in a painful realisation that he had lost his entire life because he allowed some evil man to take control of his already unstable emotions. He was distressed and couldn’t do anything about it, his mind not letting him find peace in anything they were saying. He had done a lot that had ruined everything for those who tried to accept them into his family, even if they tried to grant him peace. He was well aware that everything had been ruined from the start and the moment when he’s granted a family, he couldn’t ever be with them because he had killed them.
Viral was angry with himself too, he was just broken as far as health went and a failure to everyone around him. He knew fine well about his PTSD, it was all everyone was telling him that was what he had and they did say they were going to cure it, but if it’s been occurring for this long then he probably wouldn’t find himself rid of it. Keeping his face hidden he slowly shook his head, feeling lost and unable to find his place even with great thought put into everything.
Shifting on the ground and turning away from Vegeta Jr as he approached, he slowly scratched at his face as if trying to remove the shame that way. He thought it was too late to help him, he didn’t know why they were trying when the damage had been done and fixing something that had been done in the past when he was first created wasn’t exactly possible. He wondered what else that man had put in him, whether his ability to create a massive machine was all part of that too. If that was just with forced strength from his torture then who knew what would happen to him the stronger he got.
Barely reacting to their talk of brain damage and memory loss, he tried to calm himself from his mental breakdown before anyone else could possibly see his shame. He shouldn’t even be feeling emotion; all it managed to do was cause trouble and cause his powers to go haywire. Who cared if that doctor was still alive, he probably wasn’t even going to help anyway after all these years and the trouble Viral had caused in the past by killing his co-workers. Slowly shaking his head at the thought of going back to Earth, he twitched a little when Vegeta Jr touched his back with his only real reaction being a groan in return.
Hearing about his powers wasn’t exactly encouraging, especially when it just reassured him that his emotions were unstable and that he shouldn’t be feeling them in the first place if he wanted to remain stable, “All my shortcomings…my deficiencies; I have no victories…” he muttered, slowly shaking his head, “If I become too strong…then what am I going to become? Would Yumi have inherited the same triggers because they used my DNA to experiment on her and others?? They used me as a resource to create freaks…so what if they all gained what I can do?”
If there was anything that worried him it was the idea that he’d no longer be unique, that he’d be a generic fighter who couldn’t even use Ki or fly like every other warrior could. He was made to be a protector and to be unable to fulfil that role broke him completely. Whatever he was becoming, he’d be unable to stand up to any fighters that came Earth’s way as they advanced and he continued to be stuck in the same place he always was. It didn’t matter if his health got better, he’d always be the same failure he always was, “Son…? A mother and a father…? I wish I knew what it meant to me…”
He couldn’t tell whether they were saying such things just to try and make him feel better, as much as they were trying it still didn’t feel right to him when family was something he couldn’t fully understand or achieve. Slowly lowering his hand from his face, he stared down at the ground still with a dejected look upon his face. The brother quips didn’t do anything for him and the words of encouragement were very difficult to believe, “I’m supposed to be stronger than this, but everytime I get close, I fall flat”, he spoke, slowly shaking his head, “Who knows if I’d ever see you two again…after all these years…”
T’charrl simply wasn’t aware of what was going on, the only one he was able to understand still was Vegeta Jr when he kept his little gadget on his ear. It was difficult to tell whether things were ending or they still wanted to talk some more. With his soul being removed to conduct this ritual he couldn’t help but feel pretty tired and drained, but probably because he was technically dead like this. Slowly scratching his chest, he looked up when he noticed the man on the other side was facing him, talking in a language he couldn’t understand anymore, “Uhhh…? Me? I’m T’charrl…” he spoke, but to Aito it would just sound like a series of purrs and squeaks mixed in with some drawled words from his language, “How would I even start to learn this…? Only a few can speak that language here…”
Viral was angry with himself too, he was just broken as far as health went and a failure to everyone around him. He knew fine well about his PTSD, it was all everyone was telling him that was what he had and they did say they were going to cure it, but if it’s been occurring for this long then he probably wouldn’t find himself rid of it. Keeping his face hidden he slowly shook his head, feeling lost and unable to find his place even with great thought put into everything.
Shifting on the ground and turning away from Vegeta Jr as he approached, he slowly scratched at his face as if trying to remove the shame that way. He thought it was too late to help him, he didn’t know why they were trying when the damage had been done and fixing something that had been done in the past when he was first created wasn’t exactly possible. He wondered what else that man had put in him, whether his ability to create a massive machine was all part of that too. If that was just with forced strength from his torture then who knew what would happen to him the stronger he got.
Barely reacting to their talk of brain damage and memory loss, he tried to calm himself from his mental breakdown before anyone else could possibly see his shame. He shouldn’t even be feeling emotion; all it managed to do was cause trouble and cause his powers to go haywire. Who cared if that doctor was still alive, he probably wasn’t even going to help anyway after all these years and the trouble Viral had caused in the past by killing his co-workers. Slowly shaking his head at the thought of going back to Earth, he twitched a little when Vegeta Jr touched his back with his only real reaction being a groan in return.
Hearing about his powers wasn’t exactly encouraging, especially when it just reassured him that his emotions were unstable and that he shouldn’t be feeling them in the first place if he wanted to remain stable, “All my shortcomings…my deficiencies; I have no victories…” he muttered, slowly shaking his head, “If I become too strong…then what am I going to become? Would Yumi have inherited the same triggers because they used my DNA to experiment on her and others?? They used me as a resource to create freaks…so what if they all gained what I can do?”
If there was anything that worried him it was the idea that he’d no longer be unique, that he’d be a generic fighter who couldn’t even use Ki or fly like every other warrior could. He was made to be a protector and to be unable to fulfil that role broke him completely. Whatever he was becoming, he’d be unable to stand up to any fighters that came Earth’s way as they advanced and he continued to be stuck in the same place he always was. It didn’t matter if his health got better, he’d always be the same failure he always was, “Son…? A mother and a father…? I wish I knew what it meant to me…”
He couldn’t tell whether they were saying such things just to try and make him feel better, as much as they were trying it still didn’t feel right to him when family was something he couldn’t fully understand or achieve. Slowly lowering his hand from his face, he stared down at the ground still with a dejected look upon his face. The brother quips didn’t do anything for him and the words of encouragement were very difficult to believe, “I’m supposed to be stronger than this, but everytime I get close, I fall flat”, he spoke, slowly shaking his head, “Who knows if I’d ever see you two again…after all these years…”
T’charrl simply wasn’t aware of what was going on, the only one he was able to understand still was Vegeta Jr when he kept his little gadget on his ear. It was difficult to tell whether things were ending or they still wanted to talk some more. With his soul being removed to conduct this ritual he couldn’t help but feel pretty tired and drained, but probably because he was technically dead like this. Slowly scratching his chest, he looked up when he noticed the man on the other side was facing him, talking in a language he couldn’t understand anymore, “Uhhh…? Me? I’m T’charrl…” he spoke, but to Aito it would just sound like a series of purrs and squeaks mixed in with some drawled words from his language, “How would I even start to learn this…? Only a few can speak that language here…”