It's great to hear that everything for you guys are going a bit better than before.
You know, the posts in the OOC today really feel nice. Mostly with the life stories that just gets me in the feels. Almost makes me want to talk about my story if anyone is interested, just thinking about my past kinda puts a smile on my face, but I still worry about where my future will go.
It's great to hear that everything for you guys are going a bit better than before.
You know, the posts in the OOC today really feel nice. Mostly with the life stories that just gets me in the feels. Almost makes me want to talk about my story if anyone is interested, just thinking about my past kinda puts a smile on my face, but I still worry about where my future will go.
It just feels nice to talk about it, especially if your someone who just bottles everything.
For example, after playing a game called Life is Strange, I sorta realized something. A lot of people don't like a character Chloe because she's made poor decisions. Yet I found myself realizing I have a sense of understanding for her and the MC. The feeling of being just absolutely angry, abandoned, lonely and wanting to be rebellious. Act like a brat. Yet feeling more low self esteemed, geeky, goody two shoes like the MC. Quite interesting really.
So it's good to let some things out xD makes you feel a little warm thinking back on sad times and happy times and sharing your tale and finding those that understand. ^^
It just feels nice to talk about it, especially if your someone who just bottles everything.
For example, after playing a game called Life is Strange, I sorta realized something. A lot of people don't like a character Chloe because she's made poor decisions. Yet I found myself realizing I have a sense of understanding for her and the MC. The feeling of being just absolutely angry, abandoned, lonely and wanting to be rebellious. Act like a brat. Yet feeling more low self esteemed, geeky, goody two shoes like the MC. Quite interesting really.
So it's good to let some things out xD makes you feel a little warm thinking back on sad times and happy times and sharing your tale and finding those that understand. ^^
The feels, they won't stop. Someone please give me a hug, there's too many feels for me in one day ;_;
I really like life is Strange. I only seen parts of it, but for what I've seen, I really like it. Chloe is one of those characters that I like because she is that character that has up and downs that makes her interesting and stand out as the story progresses. But that ending of the last episode had me say "Noooo!" Inside my head because it feels like she ended up worse then before, but she seems a bit happier.
The feels, they won't stop. Someone please give me a hug, there's too many feels for me in one day ;_;
I really like life is Strange. I only seen parts of it, but for what I've seen, I really like it. Chloe is one of those characters that I like because she is that character that has up and downs that makes her interesting and stand out as the story progresses. But that ending of the last episode had me say "Noooo!" Inside my head because it feels like she ended up worse then before, but she seems a bit happier.
Aweeee come here *huggles*
Indeed I really like that game (despite the poor lipsinking and some of the weird slang which I find more amusing them annoying compared to most people)
Indeed, Chloe is a character I quite enjoy. People don't like her because she is rash, out of control, being a dumbass. Yet I understand. Her absolute fury I can compare to mind. My parents divorced, and they ended on bad terms. They did become best friends again after a incident when I spent a weekend with my dad. He was so poor, he couldn't afford food. I hadn't eaten for three days so I called my mom saying I was hungry. She didn't believe me at first and thought I was being picky and if she found out there was something I could eat she would smack me. She brought pizza, found out my dads apartment had literally no food then grabbed him saying. "Shopping. Now." And after that they were best friends. We now all live together in a house and they are best friends. But back on topic. The first time I felt absolute fury and expressed some of it, is when I found out my mom had a boy friend. I was furious. She didn't tell me, I found out by just him showing up when I was at my grandparents. He was a stranger to me, and my instinct was to avoid, stay hidden, get away.
I confronted my mother, laying down ground rules, acting irrational. Saying he was not my father. He will never be my father. Just because he was her boyfriend doesn't mean I have to like him, etc etc. so seeing Chloe acting so mad at her Stepdad, I could relate. Cause I acted irrationally angry toward my mother's boyfriend for no real reason other than it felt like he was taking my mother away, the only person I could talk to and replacing my father.
I didn't realize at the time, but I probably was honestly upset at the divorce. I asked my mom why once, and found out my father was quite the player. He has tons of bootycalls and constantly cheated on my mother. Even sleeping with her sister on their wedding day. My fury turned to my father at that point. And I loathed him. Thinking he never loved me or mother. So in a way, I could relate to Chloe being angry at her own dad. Sure, my parents never died, yet it felt like my dad walked out on me which she sort of felt like.
I was a upset, angry, lonely, and hurt. I now realized I acted irrationally. Sure, there was a lot to be upset for, but my mother did explain something about my dad. He's a guy with a high sex drive and it is a fault but he has a lot of good points. He's quiet, but sociable, friendly and generally a nice guy if your not looking for a solid relationship. He always drove me to school and picked me up as a kid, he always cooks for us, he mows the lawn, he buys gifts and brings presents from his trips to Las Vegas. It's easy to talk to him
I realized, it wasn't that he didn't love me. He's just kinda like me. Quiet, and shows his affection a different way by doing little things that I looked over in the past.
Chloe's raw anger, hurt and betrayal was something relatable to me and like Max I understand why she would admire her. Confident, able to express herself, and be rebellious. Able to laugh and joke around. Does she act like a brat? Yeah. Does she do irrational things? Yeah. Does she do dumb shit? Yeah. But Ya know what? She's a teenager fallen on hard times, not knowing what to do. Lost. And she needs help. And I feel I can relate to that feeling. And like her, I still haven't grown the fuck up xD
So I was sad during the end of the last episode. Although she does seem happy. Is she? Is it really right to change everything, and take away the Chloe that truly grew up? Not give her a chance to grow? It's nice to have her dad, but if I was Max, I'd ask both her and William "Are you Happy?"
