[OOC] Academy of Heroes and Villains

[Avanhelsing]

knight125 said
I don't think she even knows about Ben's new powers though, does she? I don't remember whether or not Jack told her about them.

He didn't. You told me he could but He chose not to tell her. Not yet.

[knight125]

@Katherine: Why? I must know more.

[KatherinWinter]

knight125 said
@Katherine: Why? I must know more.

I don't know! I didn't think this out! My orginial plan got killed so I just went crazy. I would say that Katherin would probably be planning Ben simply because he is related to Jack . I've done that.

[knight125]

What was your plan?

[MarshiestMallow]

Maybe it's because she sees how wound up Jack gets about Ben, maybe she think he's to blame for jacks behavior. Although I don't know how that would come about...you know what, a girl doesn't have to make sense when she's mad.

[KatherinWinter]

knight125 said
What was your plan?

My elaborate plan was to smack John and then freeze him using food or something. Im not a deep thinker more of in implosive person. Next time I have an idea I'll put more thought it or skip it depending

[Dioxide]

Dear everyone,

I am writing this post in notifying you all that I am retiring from this RP and perhaps one of my greatest creative-imagined ideas ever, Sue Cassidy.

Literally my whole life I was in my head, imagining the impossible, the amazing, the mesmerizing, whatever it took to get me away from the harsh, disgusting and unwanted reality that was in front of me.

I was never a popular kid in my younger years; I was bullied, I didn’t know how to make friends, I had no one that was like me because according to other people, I was too “different”. As such, I grew introverted and almost sociopathic of everything. I stayed at home, played computer games, read literature of a myriad kind and became thirsty of knowledge – because that’s, 1) one of the few ways I could beat my fellow classmates by outsmarting them in my grades, and 2) one of the few things I enjoyed doing. Essentially, while everyone was away living their lives, I lived my own, and I have lived many other lives in my head.

It wasn’t until I took to Martial Arts and Dancing that I became noticed, and I finally got a chance to meet new people. It was a sad day because the friends I’d grown to love and care for online moved on with their own lives. It was a good thing replaced with a bad thing: I didn’t know how to socialize and that made me even more subject to bullying. Nevertheless, people adored me and applauded me for my academic excellence but I never go the same feeling of affection or relationship that they did because I simply did not know what that was like. At the same time, I was starting to release all my potential into creative writing, languages, science. I was an Arts AND a Science student, and I was damn good at it, apparently.

But even my secondary/high school, its atmosphere and its students failed to give me what I wanted in life: something to live for. I never knew it, I never learnt it. To this day I am still lost in life. I read somewhere that if you are just living by the day, letting it pass, you are not living, but simply drifting along.

But then I discovered RPG.

And I loved…. How I could write about myself through my characters.

I still remember my first character ever made that successfully went through a good 5 months into RP. Flint, from a Zombieland RP, was the personification of my qualities to be big, muscular, powerful but soft in the inside and compassionate for others.

There was Marco Vasconti, the environmentalist part of me.

There was Jillian Queen Blackwater, who was the crazy, energetic part of me that sought thrills and deviance beyond anyone’s moral compass comprehension.

Then there was Alice, Anthony and Gillian – my real life characters I made for my school play which acted out my hopes and wishes for a violence-free world; a world free of war and chaos, in its place love and peace.

Then there was Sue Cassidy.

I’ve had Sue in my mind for probably a good 6 years before I go to write her. This RP gave me the opportunity to write and express out Sue Cassidy as perhaps the best exemplification of who I am: Artistic, Free of Form and Boundaries, Empathetic, Expressive through actions alone, not words, Loving and Crazy. I never knew that this RP would allow me to create one of my best pieces of literary work ever. I would never have known how to make everything scientifically plausible and relationally dynamic with people, since she was a mute.

I will be forever happy that I had the opportunity to create my Sue. But I believe that all good things must come to an end. It’s not that this RP was inopportune for me, or it was too hectic for me. Sometimes things should not be let on for too long, like a movie with too many sequels. At the same time… I have an endless stream of school work to do and I could not possibly keep up with everyone. I had been thinking about doing this for the past week now and I knew I had to do it.

I am truly sorry for the inconvenience this may have caused. I truly hope you would understand of my wishes. I will wholeheartedly cooperative of a proper ending with Sue Cassidy in her time with the Academy.

I would like to thank you all, especially Knight, for giving me this wonderful opportunity to express myself even beyond my wildest imaginations. I’ll have you know that while I am not the best in life anymore, people love me and they know I am good. I will forever maintain that I am not skilled and have no strengths, but if that is what people think of me, as much as what you guys have told me and praised me of my work, then let that be the case and I will continue to make people happy. I will continue to live.

I will be working on my school work, on my other hobbies and perhaps on my life. You guys have taught me well enough. Though I will not be returning to this RP anytime soon, I will still probably linger around to read your fantastic adventures and in turn, maybe return as a whole new character, should the time be favourable!

I love you all so much! I cannot repay you guys at all!

Thank you again! I wish you all the best of times here in this RP, in RPG and in real life!

Yours sincerely,

Dioxide
Writer of FOR Sue Cassidy

[knight125]

Oh Lord, PLEASE let this be a belated April Fool's joke.

[Dioxide]

knight125 said
Oh Lord, PLEASE let this be a belated April Fool's joke.

Unfortunately, no. I'm sorry :(

[knight125]

*sigh* I totally understand, it'll just be really sad to see you go. It's been fun RPing you and great getting to know you. If, no, WHEN, you have the chance and desire to come back, you'll be automatically accepted. I wish you luck with your real life endeavors, and I'd like to thank you for the time you've invested in this RP. I hope you've gotten as much out of it as you've put in.

[MarshiestMallow]

Noooo....

Well. Then.

Gonna miss you...take care!

[twave]

Well as much as I've had the opportunity to RP with you I have to say it's been fun. Can't say I have much of a social life or free time myself so I can relate there. But you gotta do what you feel is right. I left another RP recently because I just couldn't do it anymore. Everything has its time.

[knight125]

Good night all.

[Klyix]

I'm so sorry to hear that Dioxide <3 It's obvious the difference you've made to this RP and you will be greatly missed. I really hope you'll be able to return soon but in the mean time make sure that, when you pop back to have a little read, you say hi! As much as we'll all miss Sue we'll miss you a lot too :) Until then, good luck with everything!!

[Mistress Dizzy]

...I come back and one of my favorite people is gone? *tries not to cry* Well, Dioxide, I wish you the best. You've got a lot to offer the world- they'd better look out.

*Sigh* So what else have I missed?

[MarshiestMallow]

Not much really. Katherine went crazy, made the cafeteria cold...and now next lesson.

[twave]

Yup, that's about it.

[Anime_Freak]

Dioxide said
Dear everyone,I am writing this post in notifying you all that I am retiring from this RP and perhaps one of my greatest creative-imagined ideas ever, Sue Cassidy. Literally my whole life I was in my head, imagining the impossible, the amazing, the mesmerizing, whatever it took to get me away from the harsh, disgusting and unwanted reality that was in front of me. I was never a popular kid in my younger years; I was bullied, I didn’t know how to make friends, I had no one that was like me because according to other people, I was too “different”. As such, I grew introverted and almost sociopathic of everything. I stayed at home, played computer games, read literature of a myriad kind and became thirsty of knowledge – because that’s, 1) one of the few ways I could beat my fellow classmates by outsmarting them in my grades, and 2) one of the few things I enjoyed doing. Essentially, while everyone was away living their lives, I lived my own, and I have lived many other lives in my head. It wasn’t until I took to Martial Arts and Dancing that I became noticed, and I finally got a chance new people. It was a sad day because the friends I’d grown to love and care for moved on with their own lives. It was a good thing replaced with a bad thing: I didn’t know how to socialize and that made me even more subject to bullying. Nevertheless, people adored me and applauded me for my academic excellence but I never go the same feeling of affection or relationship that they did because I simply did not know what that was like. At the same time, I was starting to release all my potential into , languages, science. I was an Arts AND a Science student, and I was damn good at it, apparently. But even my secondary/high school, its atmosphere and its students failed to give me what I wanted in life: something to live for. I never knew it, I never learnt it. To this day I am still lost in life. I read somewhere that if you are just living by the day, letting it pass, you are not living, but simply drifting along. But then I discovered RPG. And I loved…. How I could write about myself through my characters. I still remember my first character ever made that successfully went through a good 5 months into RP. Flint, from a Zombieland RP, was the personification of my qualities to be big, muscular, powerful but soft in the inside and compassionate for others. There was Marco Vasconti, the environmentalist part of me.There was Queen Blackwater, who was the crazy, energetic part of me that sought thrills and deviance beyond anyone’s moral compass comprehension.Then there was Alice, Anthony and Gillian – my real life characters I made for my school play which acted out my hopes and wishes for a violence-free world; a world free of war and chaos, in its place love and peace. Then there was Sue Cassidy. I’ve had Sue in my mind for probably a good 6 years before I go to write her. This RP gave me the opportunity to write and express out Sue Cassidy as perhaps the best exemplification of who I am: Artistic, Free of Form and Boundaries, Empathetic, Expressive through actions alone, not words, Loving and Crazy. I never knew that this RP would allow me to create one of my best pieces of literary work ever. I would never have known how to make everything scientifically plausible and relationally dynamic with people, since she was a mute. I will be forever happy that I had the opportunity to create my Sue. But I believe that all good things must come to an end. It’s not that this RP was inopportune for me, or it was too hectic for me. Sometimes things should not be let on for too long, like a movie with too many sequels. At the same time… I have an endless stream of school work to do and I could not possibly keep up with everyone. I had been thinking about doing this for the past week now and I knew I had to do it. I am truly sorry for the inconvenience this may have caused. I truly hope you would understand of my wishes. I will wholeheartedly cooperative of a proper ending with Sue Cassidy in her time with the Academy. I would like to thank you all, especially Knight, for giving me this wonderful opportunity to express myself even beyond my wildest imaginations. I’ll have you know that while I am not the best in life anymore, people love me and they know I am good. I will forever maintain that I am not skilled and have no strengths, but if that is what people think of me, as much as what you guys have told me and praised me of my work, then let that be the case and I will continue to make people happy. I will continue to live. I will be working on my school work, on my other hobbies and perhaps on my life. You guys have taught me well enough. Though I will not be returning to this RP anytime soon, I will still probably linger around to read your fantastic adventures and in turn, maybe return as a whole new character, should the time be favourable! I love you all so much! I cannot repay you guys at all! Thank you again! I wish you all the best of times here in this RP, in RPG and in real life! Yours sincerely, DioxideWriter Sue Cassidy

*falls to floor* NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DON'T LEAAAVE!!!!!

[twave]

Bored.

[KatherinWinter]

yep