The Hellstar
The small craft of the C'Ran leadership was quickly subsumed by the nebulous abyss of the Hellstar, the entity itself deviating its course ever-so-slightly to more quickly do so. Passing through the "opening" offered by the existential phenomenon, the craft convulsed wildly, tossing its occupants haphazardly within it. However, this turbulence only lasted for a moment,
and soon the motion of the craft lulled to nothing. As far as its occupants could tell, the vessel was not actually moving at all; even the subtle movements of the galaxy around them couldn't be detected. The viewports showed nothing but the infinity of void around them, and the ship's sensors had gone offline minutes ago. Jagar and Al'za had both ceased their seizures, and were both resting peacefully on the floor of the craft. Even Morval no longer felt the Hellstar's crushing weight on his mind. Had the Hellstar rejected them? Had it sent them somewhere else? Was it some manner of portal to whatever impossible dimension its Brood had originated from?
Answers came quickly. The void surrounding the craft suddenly vanished, and it was now suspended in what any interplanar physicist would quickly recognize as hyperspace. The undulating chaotic energies of hyperspace twisted about colorfully, raw aether crackling and billowing like a storm of pure, deadly euphoria. The presence of something so familiar, even a dimension divorced from reality and hostile to all forms of known life, was reassuring. And yet, it was somehow different. There was a method to the madness, a pattern hidden within the chaos. It was subtle, but the powerful mind of Morval could intuitively sense its presence. Mana floes pulsed with an almost undetectable rhythm, and ether squalls bounded between nodes of tass and quintessence. It was calming, almost; the ecstatic energies reminding Morval of the firing of synapses, and the constant motion like a child at play.
Even so, there was something still truly unsettling about this place, wherever they were. The oppression the Hellstar wrought on Morval's mind was gone, but something else had risen in its place. A creeping intrusion wormed its way into his consciousness, sharp and unsubtle, but gradual. It felt as though his brain was slowly being lowered into icy water. Jagar and Al'za stirred uncomfortably, but it was a far cry from their earlier convulsions. Though the presence was distinct, Morval could not find the source of this intrusion. A chill crawled up his spine as a distant memory was suddenly forced to the forefront of his thoughts, then another.
He tried to recall a similar experience, but was unable to for just a brief, glimmering moment before it came back to him. Whatever this thing was, it was digging through his mind with little care to what it did with its contents. He tried shutting it out; turning his mind into the adamantine fortress to which even the Fell Plane broke itself against. This seemed to have no effect at first, but the chill in his skull withdrew, and the ancient Sakari breathed a sigh of relief.
"Hello."
Morval whipped around in shock upon hearing an unfamiliar voice. Behind him stood a young Sakari girl, looking up at him in wonder. She was small and strange, with chalky skin, hair the color of deep sea and eyes like strikes of lightning, but she was undoubtedly Sakari. Her age was indeterminate, but she only seemed to be on the eave of pubescence, judging by her budding body, clothed in only a simple, silken white dress. Her face, charming and childish, was almost familiar to Morval, like a distant memory or a forgotten dream. Her presence carried an unusual air of calming, not unlike subtle pheromones used in C'Ran interrogations.
Whatever she- or it- was, the features seemed opposite of that of a normal Sakari. Yet such appearances were not uncommon nor were they discriminated against. Simply strange to see one such as her. Perhaps the body or memory of one consumed by the Aeon Brood. Al'za recounting of the debacle over the unknown world tugged at him still. Simply being there caused death, death unimaginable for simply observing. Perhaps she had been real but no more. No more was she real. That face. It resembled the one from so long ago. He would never again do so. Never again...
The memory came unbidden, wrenched from the depths of blissful forgetfulness by the Hellstar. He had built himself to be able to forget, to truly forget. Never should rememberance have come to him of that day. Why did it pain him so, even after a thousand years? He sank into the occurence, reliving his actions. The death. Was he himself better than these Aeon? A world consumed in his rising, a lover dead in his conception, and a morality destroyed in ascension. Her blood ran through his fingers. Looking down at her face, it bore similarity to that of the Sakari imposter in the ship. What ship? Only the blood was real. Her throat lay on the ground, flesh among an ocean of bones. His bones. They were his, just as much as the Dominion was his. The price of a god.
Metal crumpled under Morval's fist, splintering around his hand as it drove into the ship. Screams. So many screams. Why did he hear them? Magical fire began to wreath his arm, low blue blaze running along the creases of his armor. Turning to face the thing, he growled, "What are you, demon?"
Not flinching in the slightest from Morval's outburst, the girl continued to look up at him, smiling coyly. "I am I. All you see here, and nothing less." She clasped her hands behind her back and leaned closer to the imposing man, eyes sparkling with curiosity. Playfully shifting her weight from foot to foot, if the cold metal floor of the craft was uncomfortable on her bare feet, she did not show it. "But what are you? I've never had a visitor before. Are you real?"
Laughing wryly, Morval bent the metal of the wall back into place, magical fire melting the sheet it touched before causing it to solidifying once again. Content now that the hole in his vessel was less obtrusive, he turned once again to face the doppelganger. Revulsion rose upon every glance yet her face remained ingrained in his face. Was this Hellstar manipulating him? Releasing the magical flames from his arm, he motioned to one of the benches along the wall before taking his place on the other. Steepling his fingers, he looked over them consideringly. "I do not know, doppleganger. I do not know whether I exist anymore. To my knowledge, the galaxy may no longer exist as it was when I entered this place. As to what I am, you would know if you happened to be real. So I ask once again. What. Are. You? Do you even know what you are?"
Ponderously, the strange girl sat down across from Morval, listening to him speak with the rapturous attention that only a child could possess. As he spoke, she parroted the occasional word after him, as though savoring the feeling of it on her lips. "Galaxy...." She whispered, her head tilting in confusion. Again the feeling of cold, surgical invasion entered Morval's mind. Not a general sensation as it had been before, but this time a focused probe, working its way through his skull. Visions of space flashed before his eyes; stars, planets, constellations, the wonders of the cosmos. The icy probe retracted, and the girl's face lit up with understanding.
"You're learning." The girl giggled, her white teeth showing through her smile, "You're learning from me as I'm learning from you. You might be real, or not. It doesn't matter. What is real is not what is true. I am truth; that is what I am." She leaned back in her seat, lackadaisical as she continued to speak, "I have seen you before. The kind that calls itself 'Sakari,' but you are different. What are you?"
This question Morval did not expect. Never had he been asked this before, not by his closest advisers, nor his enemies, nor those that knew him before and after his ascension. Was this 'girl' a seemingly physical manifestation of the Hellstar? A celestial being of unimaginable power taking the form of a youngling. Why? Most importantly, how did it overpower him so easily?
Reaching out slowly with both psychic and magical tendrils, Morval attempted to grasp the scale of this Hellstar from the inside. Outside was seemingly nothing, only a roiling torrent of aberrant mana common to all Aeon if the reports he heard were true. The only irregularity was her. Magic fell towards her, warped and heaved in her direction, a resonating psychic ping emanating each time he fought the tug. Bowing his head, the gargantuan Sakari sighed softly. Looking at the sprawled bodies of Al'za and Jagar on the floor, he thought of what he was about to reveal to this creature. Something told not even to them.
"You want to know of my birth, Hellstar? Why would it matter to one such as you when such information can be requisitioned from my mind, as you have proven apt to do? Tell me, would the destruction of this small physical presence you plant before me hurt you at all? I suspect not. For all your madness and all your thoughtlessness, there is a cunning. Very well. No, I am not Sakari. I was, once, but no longer. That ended a millenia ago. I am a god now. A bastard of technology and magic, twisted into form by something far greater than me. Surpassing you, perhaps. You most likely do not understand the concept of a soul nor will memories ever fully furnish such knowledge. But for all it is worth, I gave my being for this power. The price: a world. Does that answer your question?"
"Hellstar," again the girl murmured, though lacking her usual spark of curiosity, "Is that what I am called? I don't think I like that name..." In response to his question she chirped, "I don't know why you would. I appear as I am for your benefit. You see me as I would see myself through your eyes." She listened to Morval monologue a moment longer, her expression further shifting into something much more difficult to read. "Power... A god..." Again, she murmured, before focusing her attention directly to Morval. "Is any being with enough power a god? Am I a god? Far more than a single world empowers me." She tilted her head, almost seeming to pout. "I'm learning so much, but the more I learn, the more there is I don't seem to know. Do you know everything? Is that part of being a god?"
"You really are a child, aren't you?" Morval said. This seemingly great being knew little about several things that would appear common to others. Was he perhaps the first being of sufficient power to actually contact the Hellstar? And why hadn't it absorbed the memories of those consumed before? "You interest me. If you do not like the name Hellstar than I shall refrain from calling you that. The very fact this apparition of you displays any form of sentiment towards what one would name it indicates something different from the rest of your Brood. I suppose you could call any being of sufficient power a god. But power has nothing to do with it. It is belief. That is what gods of made of. Not magic, nor physical prowess, nor omniscience. It is the unfaltering and fervent belief of others that raise you to god-hood. For that reason you never were, never shall be, a god. That is what marks the difference between us."
"A child?" The girl sounded dejected, pulling her knees up to her chest as she pouted. "Just a moment ago I was a god..." Continuing to listen, she parroted more words back at Morval as he spoke, as seemed to be her habit. "Brood... You call me all manner of unsightly names, it seems. You called me a demon earlier. Is that what I am to you? Something unpleasant? And yet you say yourself that you are a twisted thing, no longer one of your kind. Is that the sort of thing your kind believe in? They prefer a god of lies to a demon of truth?"
"I do not know what you are, for you are quite different from the rest. It is almost as if you weren't related to the rest of the Aeon," Morval stated. Raising his hands to the gilded armor adorning his body, he began to remove pieces of his armor. Small hisses sounded in the compartment as seals were broken between the armor plates. Quite rapidly most of the protective equipment was off his body, placed beside him on the bench. Underneath the extravagant armor he wore a simple tunic of white cloth, shining softly under the light. "No, you are no demon. Such things are myths. I do not know why such superstitions yet carry on. Maybe because there are no other words better suited to describing that which is unknown, horrifying. God and demon are simply labels. Yes, the Sakari prefer a god of lie to a demon of truth, as you put it so eloquently. Most species do. Lies have a way of becoming truths, however. Sometimes it is safer. You resemble neither of those descriptions. You do not lie or speak with candor, nor can you be called a demon or god. Existence is much of what you are, existence and nothing else. Until now, it seems."
The child of the Hellstar giggled, her dour expression from before now lifting. "You say such interesting things. I'm learning more from you than I've learned from entire races. So many ideas that just exist inside thoughts... like galaxies inside minds." She looked up at him, expectantly. "Will you stay with me? And teach me more? There are so many words that I don't understand: aesthetics, wisdom, ethics, science, love..." She trailed off, looking wistful.
So innocent. Was this really what the Hellstar was? A curious child, seeking answers to everything, destroying the object in the process? There was more to this than he originally thought. Much more. Seeing the gaze of wistfulness on her face tugged at him. Feelings he had not felt in centuries welled inside him. Grief, joy, love, pity. Emotions sealed away during his creation and kept suppressed afterwards. Why did it have to choose that face? Realizing he had spoken aloud, Morval sighed. "You say you do not understand these words. What makes you think I can help? What makes you think I would want to stay? I owe debts, long unpaid, to those that are dead. I cannot do that here. Every moment I stay here, the Aeon come one second closer to consuming the galaxy. Every moment I am away from the tiller of my metaphorical ship, opportunities disintegrate into the void. So tell me. Why should I stay?"
Pondering his question for a moment, the girl seemed to grow flustered, and pouted impudently. "I don't know." She said in the exact tone of a whining child. "You don't have to stay, but... will you come back?"
It was Morval who was flustered this time. He understanded her desiring him to stay but to come back? "You don't know. I see. Logic tells me I shouldn't stay. So does everything else in me that gives any sort of advice. Will I come back? The question is will I ever leave. I do not know where you brought me nor where it is in relation to that of the physical plane. There is always the option of tearing through your essence, scarring your being and myself by opening into the Fell Plane. But I am not wont to leave those I call friends. Nor do I believe that you don't have a way of removing me from this place and back to where I was in the physical plane. I shall not stay, no, but I shall come back. Does that suit you?
She seemed to loll the thought around in her head for a moment, before eventually smiling at Morval. "I suppose. But before you leave..." The girl stood and breathed deeply before rising up off the floor of the craft. Her eyes closed gently and her limbs grew limp, and suddenly her body was bathed in otherworldly light. Without warning, what could only be described as great leaves or petals sprouted from her back, filling the chamber with her bioluminescence as she bloomed. Before her seemingly unconscious form, matter and energy compiled and reformed itself, eventually coalescing into a geometric shape. Or rather, several. A glimmering hedron of aether, its facets shifted, merged and broke apart at random, but its mass stayed constant. Chaos in a beautiful, perfected form; truly an avatar of the Aeon Brood.
The girl reawoke and descended back to the floor, though her glowing "wings" of flora stayed in place. The Aeon Hedron hovered near her, and with a gesture, it floated to Morval and began to orbit him. "Here," she said softly, "When you come again, if you have this with you, I'll know it's you."
With that, the craft was bathed in darkness for time indeterminate. It shuddered and shook as it had upon entering the Hellstar, but again only for a moment. When the darkness lifted, the craft was aloft in deep space, well within the Dark Zone, with the Hellstar nowhere to be seen.
Upon exiting, Al'za and Jagar began to shift slowly, waking from whatever limbo their minds had been subjected to during the encounter. Delving with magical and psychic tendrils, Morval analyzed their condition. The same as before they had left. "At least they're fine." Looking at the tiny fluxating object orbiting around him, Morval replaced his armor gently, avoiding contact with the Aeon Hedron. Sitting in the pilot's chair, he glanced towards the physical presence of the Hellstar. Still a tear in reality yet it held new meaning. Activating the anti-space drives of the craft, he jumped out of the system. A psychic resonance remained for the Hellstar, meaning, to one who could understand it, "I shall be back, child. Sometimes a god of lies tells truths." With the fading of that message nothing remained but the void of space and the lonely heart of the Aeon Brood.