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Damn, man :(. Hey resiliency can go a long way. like you said, you can possibly survive the apocalypse lol and I'll try to stay away from the meds as long as I can. If I die, let me die on my own terms and not drugged up. and if I may ask...what unanswered questions?
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{Well yeah, I think I've got a lot of strong personality traits besides just my resiliency, but if it hadn't been for my willpower, I wouldn't be alive today to use those other traits. As for unanswered questions, well... I'll put it bluntly. There's a good chance my dad was either murdered or committed suicide, despite the fact that I just said it was a house fire. A lot of different factors create these possibilities, which I'll only go into if you actually want me to. Serious business for a spam topic, isn't it?)
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Whoa, thats some deep shit and.....nah you don't have to give the full spill here, bro.
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(Pretty much. There's as much chance that it was just a tragic accident, but there was a lot of unanswered questions and unusual details, including how he acted the nights before according to a few people. I've just resolved myself to the fact that I'll never know. It's really not healthy dwelling on it, and I did that for too long already.)
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And do you think it will make you feel any different if you did find out the truth?
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(I obviously can't say for sure, but, honestly? No. I've sort of already used my understanding of psychology to put myself through the mind state of how I'd handle each possible outcome and what they would feel like. I guess you could say I've reflected on each possibility, so whatever I find out, I've already dealt with it.)
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I gotcha. Better than me. I can't say for sure how I'd react to a possibility. I think it entirely depends on my mood at the time. Sometimes there can be something very exciting or very sad happening and when I find out. I seem to respond indifferently but then again, it probably depends on what the situation is too.
@King Tai
I feel like if I were happy it'd have a worse effect than if I were upset to begin with. That's just me though
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