Men vs. Women Race to 1000

[Shoryu Magami]

@Shoryu Magami i try preparing for the worse case but I don't think it would help me. I guess Im a moment by moment guy. And I love chess :D been a while since I played it but Im a fan of it. Psychic? Kinda curious ti see that first hand lol. I think if something happened to my father I know I'll be saddened but I'll stay strong even though Im very close to my dad as well but even with me saying that, I still don't know if I'd react that way once that time came.

@King Tai

(It's entirely possible I reacted how I did 'because' of how close I was to him. I'll never know, really. I can definitely appreciate the whole moment by moment mentality. Honestly, I feel like I spend so much time worrying about the future of my project and my relationship that I just forget to enjoy the moments that are in front of me. It's difficult to live in the present when you've spent so many years tossed about mentally like I have. As for the "psychic" thing, don't expect me to do anything like read your fortune or something. Just assume I'll be able to read people very easily and people won't be able to get much passed me, lie to me, put up a mask, etc. I've made a lot of enemies because I see the side of people they want to hide, or realize why people are behaving a certain way long before even they do, for some examples. It's mostly a psychological thing.)

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(P.S. Called it. Was completely pointless "bumping" that topic of mine. Lol.)

[NekoMizu]

@King Tai
That's why one of my friends hates being happy because it always gets ruined lel.
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[Shoryu Magami]

@King Tai
That's why one of my friends hates being happy because it always gets ruined lel.

@NekoMizu

(Ah, that whole mind state. I know that feeling, actually. I often get into situations where the moment I start looking at things positively, that's when shit goes to hell, so I prefer to never be too optimistic about anything. I don't think I'm pessimistic though. I'm more of a realist.)

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[tsukune]

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I can't keep up with the convo on mobile so not really gonna try to keep up at all XD

[King Tai]

@Shoryu Magami

I used to always be paranoid and think too much on the future. And that caused a great deal of stress and depression for me so...I stopped doing that. But..nothing wrong with thinking things through because making a choice that would lead to a certain outcome. Lol I know, I was just wondering if I ever met you, if you'd read me like a book lol.

@NekoMizu hell at this point in time, I'd say fuck it! Just go with the flow and adapt to the situation lol

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[NekoMizu]

@Shoryu Magami
I like to think I'm a realist, though I never really cared enough about all of that. I can see where my friend is coming from, I feel I'd rather be down all the time than to be happy and have it stripped away by real life. lel
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[King Tai]

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[Shoryu Magami]

I can't keep up with the convo on mobile so not really gonna try to keep up at all XD

@tsukune

(That'd be a pain in the ass, yeah. I suppose read back sometime when it settles down in here, if it settles down in here. Lol. By the way, I put a new post up in that topic for the game I created, just to fill people in on an idea I had.)

@NekoMizu
(Yeah, it's sort of a difficult line, because you manage to avoid disappointment but then you don't enjoy your life.)

@King Tai
(Definitely know that feeling. Stress is a really big part of my problem, and I suffer from spouts of depression anytime my work isn't going well or if being so far away from my fiancé starts getting to me. Unfortunately these are dilemmas I can't afford to stop worrying about, so all I can do is keep surviving and holding out for the future while I work towards it.)

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[NekoMizu]

@Shoryu Magami
I haven't even looked at my story in a few days. I can understand the feeling of getting nothing done. It really does make me feel useless.
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[tsukune]

@Shoryu Magami Well the murderer game my classmates played IRL is somewhat different but the mechanics is still similar. Basically everyone gets a strip of paper, on it there are three letters: "V" for Victim, "P" for Policeman / "D" for Detective, and of course "M" for Murderer. The murderer will kill the victims with a wink, and the police will have to try to find out who the murderer is. If all the victims are dead then the murderer wins; however, they will get caught if they wink at the police.

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[King Tai]

@Shoryu Magami

Mine mostly stems from work and personal life with my family and such and like you, can't afford not to worry about. I have many people depending on me and if Im not aroundx things could potentially fall apart without me. But you know, I try to find other avenues to relieve my stress.........sex, RPing, exercising, ready manga, listening to classical music and good stuff that can relax my mind XD

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[NekoMizu]

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[King Tai]

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[Shoryu Magami]

@Shoryu Magami Well the murderer game my classmates played IRL is somewhat different but the mechanics is still similar. Basically everyone gets a strip of paper, on it there are three letters: "V" for Victim, "P" for Policeman / "D" for Detective, and of course "M" for Murderer. The murderer will kill the victims with a wink, and the police will have to try to find out who the murderer is. If all the victims are dead then the murderer wins; however, they will get caught if they wink at the police.

@tsukune

(Huh, that's actually really cool. I like the idea of integrating law enforcement into the concept, so eventually I might try to find a way to work that into the game, or RP that I create if I end up going through with that GM idea I mentioned.)

@NekoMizu
(Yeah, it really is a depressing situation to get into, so take any opportunity you can to work on it. If I can help out somehow, let me know.)

@King Tai
(If you're interested in manga, you might find my project interesting once I make it happen, since, at the very least, the plot resembles one in some ways. We're also both a fan of chess and classical music, apparently. Hopefully I can get back into RP again soon, and I really do need to start exercising again too. I used to meditate a lot, but it's stopped beating out my whole "can't switch off" thing I mentioned earlier. As for family problems, I hope you're at least on good terms with your family in that case.)

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[NekoMizu]

@Shoryu Magami
Wait you're going to do rp outside of your story?
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[Shoryu Magami]

@NekoMizu
(There's a very small possibility I'm going to basically make a new RP topic out of that game I brought here. It won't be that actual topic, so the people joining it are just playing the game. If there's enough demand for it though, I might GM the RP version of it I have in mind.)

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[NekoMizu]

@Shoryu Magami
I finally have enough people to actually start my rp of Kiiro no Sekai, but it's just a matter of gathering all the info such as weapons and monsters. Honestly I could've started with it being 1x1 instead of a group (albeit a small group)
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