To the dorms? Did I miss something, were we not getting on the ship?
Heh.
Of course, I kid. Even an idiot wouldn't fail that hard at finding her meaning.
Even as Bianca took off, I took my steps up the boarding ramp and onto the ship myself, at a much more leisurely canter than "literally flying". Even the excitement of a paid-for trip pales in comparison to a properly long day. So, sorry, Miss Nuit. I hope you're fine with me not quite matching your boundless energy.
I'm too experienced at going slow.With Bianca's departure, I could feel our little group beginning to fragment and split off in our own respective explorations of the ship. I suppose I should be grateful for the natural splintering like that.
After all, I wouldn't want to just wander off if we were all sticking together. If they thought they'd lost me, that'd lead to a really embarrassing search this late at night...
If I had to guess, I was gonna leave Beryl behind once I got past this pool. I wouldn't blame her, either, knowing how much she loves to swim. A pool this big... yeah, she was probably over the moon right now. It was like the ship had picked up its own chunk of ocean to bring along wherever it went. Absolutely huge.
Yeah, ten or so laps a day would more than do for me.
After what felt more like a long walk on a sandless beach than a deck, I entered the doors to find a bar and lounge type area. It actually wasn't too dissimilar from this fancy hotel I'd had the luxury of staying in once...
Amazing. If it weren't for the gentle sway of the ground beneath me and the tiny adjustments of my weight distribution I was having to make to correct for them, I'd have forgotten that I was still on a ship. This was outright opulent compared to what I was used to, and drove home a distinct absurdity, to me, about how I got here.
Here, take these tickets from pretty girls you don't know and bring pretty girls you barely know along.
Pff. Whoever wrote a trashy romance novel like this from the guy's perspective? You've got it all wrong, author-san. This stuff only sells if there's the possibility of an anime adaptation.
...I-I'm not gonna get adapted, right? Please, whatever you do, don't give us to DEEN! I'll beg!
A familiar tune from the piano lulled me and my tired, loony mind out of my pseudo-meta-commentary, and my eyes searched for the source to find...
My eyebrows ticked up a notch.
Hoooooooooh.
Already chatting up the cute waiters, Bianca?
A wry grin spread across my face.
She really had bounced back from that all-but-broken state quickly, hadn't she? Already buzzing all over the place and socializing like it was second nature to her. Being a pretty girl, it probably was all along...
I yawned, bringing a hand to my mouth as I hung out there by a random column. It wasn't healthy of me to assume, of course, but I could say with a fair degree of certainty that it was even less healthy to assume she was overly conscientious like me. I can't expect everyone to need to work at that social stuff like I've been.
At least I've made a lot of progress. I can almost pass for a normal guy now!
Ha ha ha ha ha.
It seemed like she was having a lot of fun. Meanwhile, I was over here, in my tired state, making tired statements and being generally negative in my own head, more than I needed to be.
I always was a little bit grumpy if I needed more sleep, I supposed. That must have been it. Really, forget almost passing— I am a normal guy. Normal guys don't have to be lives of the party or butterflies or what have you.
"Haaaaaaaaaaah..."Yeah, if I was yawning this much, I definitely needed to hit the sack. Bianca could have her fun and flirt with whoever she pleased without me sucking the life out of the room like a vampire.
I turned away.
I took one step forward. Two.
I looked over my shoulder.
...Something about that guy felt funny. Was it his body language? His posture? Did something seem false, or just not correct? Like he was putting on an air?
Something was up with him. What was it?
I stopped in front of the door, watching him twirl a strand of his gradient hair...
He surprised himself. I couldn't hear the words at either distance, but I could read how he stood well enough. The blink, jolt, then release...
...Duuuuuuh.I was definitely tired and grouchy. I walked calmly out the door after that, hoping my transgression woiuld be forgiven by those watching over us. He wasn't being awkwardly fake.
Just awkwardly awkward. The poor guy was just catching himself in an unfamiliar spot.
I know exactly where that comes from, especially when talking to cute girls. He had probably just forgotten he was still on the job for the moment when they started chatting, that was all. Distracted by the cute, staff guy? I hear you. I'm sorry for not reading it right at first, if you can forgive a dense, un-clever boy.
Seriously, that was something else. As if I was still on edge from the mission...
Or a jealous guy...
Yiiikes.That wasn't me, but I sure had acted like it in my head. That was a worryingly valid comparison to make. In fact, I'd even go so far as to say I wouldn't have been able to tell the difference at first. Very bad, veeeery bad!
I had just met Bianca. Despite helping her in her time of need, I barely knew the girl. Yeah, she was pretty, but every girl I know's pretty. And I know for a fact that they could all do way better than an average joe like me. She's no different from them.
There was nothing to be jealous over, seriously. I promise I wasn't, no matter how much it may seem like a damning, entirely too fervent denial when I say it like this. I know where I stand, I just want to make sure everyone's on the same page.
And maybe, my brain will get tired of rambling incoherently, if I keep doing it like that! Yeah, that'll work!
Ugh. Save me from my head, oh merciful God. Just rabbit punch me out of this labyrinthine thought process. I don't even know where I'm going with it anymore.
Before I knew it, I was at my room, key in hand. Time to sleep out the zaniness. All this melatonin or tryptophan or whatever was building up, had been taking me weird places that I had no reason to be in.
I flopped unceremoniously onto the bed.
Ganbare, Bianca-san. Tell me how it goes in the morning.
Yelnats here is done digging himself into holes.
And after all that, I
can't sleep?!What the hell, man?! I just spent hours looking forward to a nice rest, and I'm squirming under the sheets because I can't turn my brain off?! I feel stupid! I feel cheated!
I've been building up to a good night's sleep so much, and it's taken from me by what?
The boat rocking?
I don't even know...
"Maybe more fresh air would help."...It was better than nothing.
Out on the balcony, I at least had stars instead of a dark, empty room to look at.