[OOC] Orean Cause (Closed and redone in a new thread!)

[chukklehed]

NK, the way you keep going on with your "Antiyuri" standpoint is kind of annoying. Yes, we get it, you don't like it, but you don't see me complaining about all the traps we have here. Your opinion is your own, and I respect it, but please stop harping about it.

[Destinyfailhorror17]

before any more fights break out! even this early let respect each others opinions though. Okay? I understand how Nk is not used to it and Chuck and the traps....eventhough they are my traps but still the on,y word we need is repect!

[NaraK]

NK, the way you keep going on with your "Antiyuri" standpoint is kind of annoying. Yes, we get it, you don't like it, but you don't see me complaining about all the traps we have here. Your opinion is your own, and I respect it, but please stop harping about it.

@chukklehed

I'm not saying "ANTIYURIANTIYURI," I'm just pointing out that I noticed that male characters aren't receiving the same amount of praise female characters are receiving. Like I said earlier, I won't interfere with anything related to sexuality, but srsly, I'm just saying that I felt bad for those who didn't receive that much support/feedback for their characters other than the GM. I understand that I may sound annoying, but that's just like how you see me as a fucking asshole anyway. In no way am I trying to stop something; I'm just trying to start something that only affects the respect we have for each other.

[Destinyfailhorror17]

-pat Nk back- I do hope we can all comment and say good things baout peoples character together. Let say...i do feel sad when no one give comments on mine but it not much of a deal. I see Nk point and hope we can understand that.

[chukklehed]

If you want to imagine I see you in a negative light, go right ahead, but I would appreciate it if you wouldn't bring vulgar language into this conversation, since it neither aids your side nor relieves tensions.

[Destinyfailhorror17]

.....guys... come on... not here...

[NaraK]

If you want to imagine I see you in a negative light, go right ahead, but I would appreciate it if you wouldn't bring vulgar language into this conversation, since it neither aids your side nor relieves tensions.

@chukklehed

-pat Nk back- I do hope we can all comment and say good things baout peoples character together. Let say...i do feel sad when no one give comments on mine but it not much of a deal. I see Nk point and hope we can understand that.

@Destinyfailhorror17

Thanks. I mean, I do tend to raise my voice when I mention even the slightest of something I personally enjoy or dislike, but I never mentioned that I was going to do anything about it. What you see from me is "confusion," not "hatred." As a confused person, I expected someone to help me understand the reason they like such things that made me feel confused, but so far, all I received was critcism. That was the case for Athalia, and I really want to avoid that shit here. The reason why I swear is because no one seemed to mind when everyone else did. I mind my right to speak freely, especially when people like you have used swear words at me in the Athalia Pad, Chukklez (in a more positive way, I'll admit). So far, there's no sign of you seeing me in a less negative light, which is why I feel so frustrated and pissed. And for fuck's sake, I'm just feeling really negative because of all these people getting into tragic accidents around me, yet here I am, unable to know whether I'm truly contributing to something in the right way. I'm scared. I'm scared that people will ignore me like I have ignored those who died around me. I just feel this crazy need to know what people are thinking, and I just can't control it for some reason. One day, I'd like a talk with anyone. Maybe Destiny, maybe you, Chukklez, and maybe my brother overseas. Because honestly, I never did speak out about people's views like this before.

[chukklehed]

Since you're confused, let me say it right out then. I have never felt anything but affection towards you, not even when you were railing on me for being "an asshole". Not even now, in the middle of an argument, do I consider you anything less than a friend, and just because we might not always say it outloud, I'm sure almost everybody you know will never ignore you. The reason we get in fights, the reason I call you out on things, and the reason you do the same to me, is BECAUSE, not IN SPITE, of that friendship. That we can tell each other our honest opinions and still not hate each other afterwards is only a testament to that bond.

[Corpus Venenum]

Narya? Congrats - I just want to let you know that my respect for you had just risen greatly. Don't bother minding your tongue - I mean hell, swearing isn't so bad when you consider what Rusalka and Kitten have been doing with their tongues XD Things must be pretty bad for you if you'd choose to express yourself to us, and so I afford you even more respect, and I think everyone here can offer a shoulder if you want one. (I'd recommend Destiny, myself - she's like the mother of this group and there's no telling what Kitten'd do if you tried to use Rus :P). But, we're a small and happy family here. So swear if you want to and we'll bear it - cry on us if you want to, or feel free to punch me in the face. I've taken a few shots for friends before, and reading such an expression makes me think of you as a friend - if the feeling's mutual. So lean on us...if you need to. After all, it's not like we like you or anything... BAKA! P.S. I will happily respond to any comments about this post - and Chukklez? I'm not stepping in on your conversation - I'm just sliding a few paragraphs in edgeways :P

[chukklehed]

Anybody else want to throw in their comments? I'm sure neither me nor NK will mind

[Corpus Venenum]

Nah. I'm all out of sentiment. That little expression of humanity's tuckered me out. I'm to bed, and I hope everything's cleared up and you guys are better friends than ever come the morn. P.S. I'm personally fine with Yuri (I've watched too much anime to be sensitive to it anymore), but as far as Yaoi goes? I'll live with it, for the sake of the friends I've made here, but I may have a mental breakdown if too much happens :D

[NaraK]

Since you're confused, let me say it right out then. I have never felt anything but affection towards you, not even when you were railing on me for being "an asshole". Not even now, in the middle of an argument, do I consider you anything less than a friend, and just because we might not always say it outloud, I'm sure almost everybody you know will never ignore you. The reason we get in fights, the reason I call you out on things, and the reason you do the same to me, is BECAUSE, not IN SPITE, of that friendship. That we can tell each other our honest opinions and still not hate each other afterwards is only a testament to that bond.

@chukklehed

Ye. I know that, but something keeps making me forget about it all the time. There's this strange paranoia I faced for quite a long time. Every time I ignored people, something bad happened. And I felt bad. And then I thought about doing bad things, and then I thought that I was a bad person. No, I don't want to be a bad person, so I do my best to not be a bad person. It's scary how I live a life where many of people I knew of just turned into another memory. Every time I say I'm going to a funeral, it's really happening. I'm scared that I'll stop caring about others, so I try to be as passionate as I can be. It's not right to raise my voice, but if I didn't do it, I fear that this stress I'm feeling would overwhelm me. That's also why I'm constantly trying to shove a bunch of duties on you, I'll be honest. At any time, I could go out and never return, and I'll probably regret never speaking truthfully or listening to people's truthful opinions. I care about you all, I want to respect you all, and I have this weird standard where if I don't hear responses from what I say, I get really nervous. It's a strange and morbid trait I developed from this life of watching people have their lives end before mine. Pardon me if I have offended anyone. I have only spoken my thoughts out truthfully and wished for better things, but I'm just not used to the environment I'm in right now. Hopefully I'll fit in, because I still do not plan on leaving anything I'm involved with right now.

[Destinyfailhorror17]

.... Nk you ned a hug now! -hugs badly- remember if you are sad or in pain you can talk to us, like corpus said we are a family here and if anything troubles you, tell us I am sure we can listen. also mother? I though more of a baby sister since I might the youngest here XD

[kittenlover]

Can I just create a new character? Jinx and Angel are interesting, but I'd prefer to have one character this time as it'd be a bit easier due to chatting with my darling Rus and going back and forth, posting through 10 RP's, 12 including the group ones I'm in! :P

[NaraK]

12 RPs

@kittenlover

holy jesus EDIT: @Destinyfailhorror17 @Corpus Venenum Got it.

[kittenlover]

<Snipped quote by kittenlover> holy jesus EDIT: @Destinyfailhorror17 Got it.

@NarayanK

Yep! I'm a busy woman sir! xD

[Fabricant451]

I'm more impressed that you managed to land in 12 RPs that lasted.

[NaraK]

I'm more impressed that you managed to land in 12 RPs that lasted.

@Fabricant451

Under normal circumstances, out of 12 RPs, one barely survives, let alone begins. Luck + Kittens = Untapped power to actually RP??????

[Destinyfailhorror17]

oh Fanri! since the Rp will start in a couple of hours, you can talk to us for fun! We are a talkkative branch that is why we are so close together and also... Nk...eye job...i rememeber seeing that yesterday, mind explaining that to me?

[NaraK]

eye job

@Destinyfailhorror17

What eye job? There was no mention of eye job. Yup. ...