[OOC] We Are the Crystal Gems

[Raijinslayer]

Ahhhhhh, I see it.

[Eviledd1984]

A skunk ruined my dad's plans, so I'm still here, actually. ^ ^"

@Eviledd1984

*sputters* "Who're you calling little!?" *Is only 5'8 in comparison to Hogan who is 6'4*

*Eve grumbles somewhere in the corner after hearing comments about height*

@Loony

"Your shorter then i am so yes im callin ya little" *Shit eating grin*

[Raijinslayer]

@Eviledd1984 *Reggie walks in* "Oi, gramps, Stop messing with the Man-child." *proceeds to put elbow in Giles head, as Reggie has four whole inches on him* "It's not nice to make fun of people because of their height, plus your making the Imp feel self-conscious over there."

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Kronshi@Raijinslayer

I actually did remember you wanted a gem character for a while now and was going to bring this up with Kronshi. I just was in the middle of moving, checked my phone and all this explosion happened. As I said before, didn't get to talk much about character stuff or new gems because I was moving in over 100 degree weather with not being able to stop and eat while being exhausted as hell. It is really late, I can't handle this stuff right now.

[Raijinslayer]

No need to push yourself on my account, sounds like you had an exhausting day. Glad you've moved into your new place though.

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Raijinslayer

I just found out that one of my online friends that I have gotten really close too died. I'm sorry for springing this on you but I just found out after this rough day and I've been so busy moving this last two days that I didn't even get to talk to them. I only got to on Friday and they died yesterday. I just got told. Im sorry I just needed to speak or say something. I'm just in tears

[Raijinslayer]

I can't imagine what that must be like . . . only person that I know that's pased on was my Great grandmother and we weren't that close. Don't feel bad about talking to me about either. While I admit that it's quite the bomb to drop, it's good to talk about things.

This advice is very hypocritically givn, though, cause I don't talk to anyone about anything. That sucks, so learn from my mistakes and talk to me about it. I've been told I'm a good listener.

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Raijinslayer

Thank you. I'm so sorry for the bomb drop, I just literally found out about it and was still really raw. Luckily, my new roommate is my best friend so even though my husband isn't here right now she was so I am a little more calm now that she talked me through it a bit. I have a very soft heart and feel a lot, my friends are precious to me. All of you here have become my friends and are very dear to me. When I say I love ya guys I mean it. I'm horribly upset and can't get happy but I'm not crying anymore. Thanks for listening. Again I'm sorry for this, you caught me at a sensitive moment which I normally don't do to people. I usually hold it in or hide it

[Raijinslayer]

Same here with emotions and sensitivity. I just hold it all in most of the time. And like I said, don't worry about it, I'm always ready to listen to a friends troubles. Just don't try and make talk about my own, cause that when my mouth zips shut.

Just take time to fully absorb and accept whats happen, take time to grieve, and I'm sure you'll be fine. Everyone on here would understand if you feel like you need to take some time off the RP to do so, and I could probably help Kronshi out in dealing with things if need be. All I can really say is that if you ever need an virtual ear to vent to, I'll be that ear.

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Raijinslayer

Thank you, that really means a lot. I usually never talk about my issues so as to not upset others. I don't know how to feel right now so I might take some time to absorb what has happened as you said. I may just need this right now but we will see if I can do any writing tomorrow. I met this person on guild and they have been on of my closest friends for awhile now so it is just hard to hear their dreams and see there life starting up after so much bad only too see them just gone. It hurts...

[Raijinslayer]

Take your time, this is serious stuff and losing someone lose to you is never easy. Now then, my eyes feel like their burning, so I probably should go to bed now(it's like 3 in the morning). Sorry to leave, but School's sneaking up on me and I need to start fixing my sleep schedule while I can.

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Raijinslayer

Thank you for listening. It is 3am here too so I should probably get some sleep or try if I can. I may take some time away to let myself grieve and let it absorb. I may not because I my need this so I don't fall apart.

[Kronshi]

Azurite
Weapon:two katars

Appearance:indigo eyes,blue hoodie and an image of his gem printed on back

Emotional strength:care:he would protect his friends with his life

Emotional weakness:hate:any one who is negative that fused with him would fall apart

Power:arenokinesis:sand manipulation

Gem location/shape: shape of a diamond on forehead

Personality:calm,funny,clever,kind

@Akayaofthemoon So the new guy sent me his CS, it looks fine to me but you still need to accept it.

[Kronshi]

@Akayaofthemoon Decided to make this message separate. I'm so sorry for your loss Akaya. I've lost many friends, family, and even my father. I know what that feels like. I wish I could do more than give you support on a role-playing forum but that's all I've got. What I really want to do is give you a hug. I hope things get better and I wish you the best of luck. I'm so sorry.

[Blizz]

-hugs akaya-

[21308]

@Akayaofthemoon I just wanted to say you have my sympathy as well, I only wish I had something more insightful for you. I know it's a cliche thing to say but it's very clear that you cared a lot, and I'm sure they knew you did.

[pyroman]

@Akayaofthemoon You have my support akaya. I'm so sorry to hear that. I want to say more, but I just can't find the right words to help in this sort of situation, and for that, I'm sorry.

[Loony]

@Akayaofthemoon

Oh my god, I'm so, so sorry Akaya. Please don't hold it in, the passing of someone dear is never something you should just hold in, and you shouldn't feel sorry for telling us. I'm not going to say I know what you're going through because everyone handles grief differently, but please take all the time you need, and if you need someone to talk to, well, I'm a socially awkward sixteen year old who is shit at dealing with emotions, be it that of their own or of others, so I'm not sure how much help I'll be, but I'm here to listen. I really wish I could do more for you, but I just want to say that though I can't do much, I care for you and I'm really sorry. Please, please take care of yourself in any way that you need. No one is going to be upset with you for doing so.

[Blizz]

(I haven't said anything because I don't know what to say)

[Akayaofthemoon]

Thank you everyone for your kind words. It helps more than you know and I am glad I found such great friends.

@Kronshi

As for Blizz profile, I don't see anything wrong with it. Can all of you double check since I'm not completely reliable at the moment. If you see something that might be a problem let Kronshi or me know but for now it is approved