[OOC] We Are the Crystal Gems

[Akayaofthemoon]

@21308

Lol I told you I can't help but honest and my A.D.D doesn't help. It just pops out XD

[21308]

Um, also guys I kind of need to say something and it's a little sad but I feel like you all should be informed of it. I got some pretty awful news today that, coupled with some other stuff going on right now, will likely be a serious drain on my free time. Like Akaya I also... uh, loves you guys too much to totally go away, but my posting rate might go down and my ability to hang out with you all OOC could seriously be diminished... but it won't be forever.

[Saarebas]

@Loony XD I thought about doing that at one point but the way things have played out that doesn't look like it will happen anytime soon. Closes to that is if I get stationed in Alaska

[Akayaofthemoon]

@21308

I'm sorry for whatever awful news has fallen upon you and we all completely understand and loves you. We will all be here and no worries. Post when you can and don't worry about the rest. Focus on the important stuff.

[Saarebas]

@21308 Like @Akayaofthemoon said handle your real life situations and don't worry about posting, real life comes first. We are here for you dude =)

[Loony]

@Akayaofthemoon

It probably won't be shown in the IC as I'm planning for only the flashback with Bloodstone to have ever been written in her character POV, but yeah, I'm looking forward to it.

I also will say right now that if you look back on some Eve posts, she mentions having lifted a giant rock before...Sounds familiar? The boulder stunt specifically involving a boulder was very much intentional, and not just a random object I decided to throw in. All will be revealed... *Cue Fordite-esque laughter*

[Loony]

@21308
Owch, I'm really sorry to hear that, Spinna. I don't know what happened but whatever it is, I hope that it all clears up soon, and don't worry, please take care of yourself above all else. We all understand and we all love you too.

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Loony

O.o both intrigued and terrified by what that means because of the laugh XD

[21308]

@Akayaofthemoon @Saarebas @Loony I really appreciate it you guys, I'll still do everything I can to stay in touch as much as possible even if things do get bumpy, and I should still have enough time to at least post once every other day, and this RP has never really been more demanding than that.

I tried to promise myself that I wouldn't post anything too feelsy, but I've been wanting to say this and now seems like about the best time. As I've sort of hinted at before, for some reason or another, literally everyone who used to be close to me in person has gotten involved in drugs and crime on some level. I honestly have no idea how things got this bad, you never would have guessed it looking at who they were 12 years ago which is about when I met them all, and they came from fairly diverse backgrounds. Maybe it's just terrible luck or the economy or something, or maybe somehow it has to do with where I live, but that's not really what's important.

For a long time I was really depressed about basically losing so many people I cared deeply about and just sort of figured I'd have to make do without a group of friends... and I guess what this is leading into is how cool it is that I met you all. I know we've all only known each other for a couple of months and internet friendships aren't quite the same as in-person ones, but right now you guys are just about the best ones I've got. I forgot how much I missed having a group of people I could vent to when I needed to and who would listen to me go on about the inane crap I love, and I just wanted to say thank you.

[Loony]

@Akayaofthemoon Oh, don't worry, the Fordite esque laugh is only because I love writing pre-Talc-meeting Eve way too much because YOUR FEAR ONLY MAKES ME WANT TO PLAY WITH YOU MORE AQUAMARINE EVE, and since the first boulder stunt was upon their first meeting, well, you can tell it went well XD. I'm actually convinced now that she'd made Emerald look entirely sane if she wasn't found.

[Loony]

@21308

I'm really not sure what to say...I'm still really, really sorry that you've lost all those people, and that things turned out that way, and I wish I could say I relate but I've never had to deal with these things outside of my 'uncle' (I refuse to call the man who killed his mother, our grandmother, my uncle), but I just want to say that I'm really sorry nonetheless, and I'm glad you could find some sort of comfort in having met us all. Now is my turn to get feelsy, but I don't toss around 'I love you' without meaning it, and it could just be me being the easily over-attached and emotional person I am, but I really do care about you all and it upsets me to hear of all your troubles. I wish all of you the best in the future, because though I don't know you all in person and I think it'd be the coolest thing if we ever did meet (not sure how much you'd all like me in real life because I'm quite frankly really annoying to be around) I'm sure you all deserve better. And there's no need for thanks, but nonetheless, no problem. I'm glad that I was able to make a difference, even if just a small one.

Just please take it easy as much as you can. Momentai, you know?

[Akayaofthemoon]

@21308

Right in the feels. I am so honored to have a great friend like you and everyone else here. I am so happy we all meet and honestly you guys are some of my best friends. I feel for all of you like we have already met in person. Thank you for being here for me and each other. I am so happy I can be called a friend by you Spinnelious and know we are all here if you need us. Feel free to speak up cause we all care. That goes for everyone else. I am always here to help you my friends

[21308]

@Loony I really don't think you sound at all overly-attached and I bet knowing you in person would be the coolest thing ever. I'm sure if we did we'd go bug hunting or something and have the best time ever and it would be great. And I really appreciate the encouragement, I'll do my best to take it easy. Might be hard in the coming days but I'll try. I'm done complaining about my past for a while but if it makes you feel any better I'll say that I've been through worse spots than this one. Also I'm terribly sorry to hear about your technical uncle.

@Akayaofthemoon And I'm honored that you feel honored! I'm really just very glad and humbled that you appreciate my presence in this little group we've got going, it means more than I can express with just text.

[Akayaofthemoon]

I could never express how much I truely care for you guys and how much you all mean too me.

[21308]

@Akayaofthemoon You're sweet to say so ^_^ I'm glad I'm not crazy for not listening to all of the 'But those aren't real friends, you've never met them!' folk.

[Akayaofthemoon]

Honestly, I think it is easier to be your full self online than it is to people sometimes. You can be more open and speak up which builds stronger friendships. I really wish I could meet you all in person since I think it would be epic if we all got together ^_^

[21308]

@Akayaofthemoon Well, we'd probably have to wait for Loony, Kronshi and Illin (at least them) to be 18 for that to really be possible but imagine how cool it would be if we all met at a con or something!

[Akayaofthemoon]

@21308

True but still so epic! Oh oh! What about going to a con as some characters from this RP XD go super nerd style!

[Saarebas]

Aww you guys are making me go all misty eyed. I like to say you guys are some of the best people I have met on this site and am more than glad to be able to count you all as my friends =)

[Akayaofthemoon]

@Saarebas

Awwwww this day is filled with more positive feels