"No..." Amos said angrily as he pushed the messenger God away.
Was it what Iratze said or something so dark and alien inside that shattered his mind? 4,000 years of an uneasy sleep can distort the body and when he began to sleep, he was already not in a good state. Reflection upon ones self, if done properly, can heal wounds but Amos did not dream properly. He simply looked into his memories of a greater time, instead of trying to move on, he became consumed by the past and wanted it back so badly.
This feeling he felt was not new. No, it was always there but this time, it devoured his divine soul.
Humanity was the cause of this...isolation. Humans, who thought themselves so significant, were the reason why he was stuck on their Earth. Amos fell to his knees, his hands touching the ground and a twisted expression came to his face. A single tear fell down his right cheek, before his blue eyes, turned blood red.
No one could of thought something that seemed so insignificant, could utterly change a god but it did. Amos had never hurt a human, had never bothered them, had never even interfered with them, before the Gods all fell to Earth. It was only expected that he would need an outlet after, so he did kill them but kicking him out because of what he didn't do? It was completely wrong by all accounts. To find out that it was the other gods fault's for this, was an irreversible error. The only purpose in his existence, was to protect Heaven and if he could no longer do that, then he would change his purpose.
The only thing he felt now was hatred. Hate for mortals, hate for Earth, hate for the gods and especially
Brontes...In a flash of bright light, he had transformed into his Godly form and it shined so brightly, so magnificent like before. All who looked at him, saw the God of Valor as he was.
Then came the change, his form dulling as dark red flames erupted from his body, consuming the light of the once God of Valor and wrapping him in a shroud of blood red. The explosion that followed revealed a new form, Amos was reborn, now as his true self, the God of Hatred.
Mother and father would not approve of his status change. Their idea of balance, had always kept their children in line and even some of the older gods. Brontes made the unfortunate mistake of locking their children away from them and since they could not interfere, Amos was free to do as he pleased. Perhaps any god could change, if they tried hard enough but whether or not it was permanent was for them to decide. His whole entire existence was for Heaven and to learn of such a betrayal by his family, to have caused this to happen to him, was inconceivable.
Amos spoke then, his voice heavily distorted, teeming with bitterness,
"This meeting is over. Do not get in my way, as I now see clearly, I will draw them out the only way I know."With that said, still in his Godly form, Amos began to leave.