Name: Axel H. Sky
Gender: Male
Age: 16
Length of Stay: Arriving soon, estimated stay time of 8 months at the current situation.
Illness: Is diagnosed with depression with a mental disorder of mainly insomnia and occurances of narcolepsy, night terrors, and other events. Not many events cause a memory flashback for Axel thus not mainly afflicted by PTSD.
Incident: Is being saved from death really a good thing?
Axel was suffering from depression, but not being forced externally such as bullying, harassment, pressure from others, etc. The truth is that he was causing his own suffering. Many people judged him and supported him, but he shrugged it aside. People wouldn't understand him as much as his sister. Not even his parents. With his grief and pessimistic view, he was going to attempt suicide.
Axel had the availability of medicine, anti-depressants, and other uses of drugs, but he refused to used them of his good will. He wouldn't even escape the world to just enjoy a day of happiness. With his ways of attempting to kill himself, he would figure something out.
A kid who had a nice life despite grief of a lost one. A kid who had so many opportunities despite the disappointment one was. A kid who could be accepted despite his personality. No one truly understood Axel. That is what he believed his life after his sister's death. It would be a crazy attempt of missing his sister. It was strange how he would want this. He never had heard voices to pressure him of schizophrenia or psychosis. He hasn't even developed anything to counter his bad events. He simply couldn't accept life as his life was spared at the cost of one better. His life had a chance, but he couldn't accept it.
It was a late night where he couldn't sleep. Axel attempted suicide through suffocation. It was a perfect time because no one would find him and he would never sleep in the wakeless night. He had the opportunities and time to do it, but he chose now. He didn't even bother writing a suicide note as he would try to kill himself... His eyes would close and his breathing would stop as he would black out to his assumed death.
In a hospital bed was where he awoke. He didn't bother questioning whether he was in Heaven, Hell, or nowhere. He laid on his bed being able to hear his parents talking to the doctors. It would be a conversation that would flash by, but he didn't know where he'd go next until it was decided...
Axel would realize that he was going to be sent to a home for those with troubles. He would feel misery that he would abandon his school life, but he has not realized the potential of his life. Would this place change him? Would someone actually understand him? Will he only fall to despair? Will he attempt death again after escaping it in almost a miracle? Death and him have stared eye to eye, but they will always be on equal footing for now.
Upon his appointed leave to the summer home, he was going to be supplied with medications to counter his situations. He was trusted with his careful use of them despite him not actually using them. He was also to be supervised as his crazy attempt needed careful watching.
Appearance: Axel has the height of 5'9 and was about 103 lbs, mainly because he wasn't a big eater like most masculine men. He wasn't built to beat anyone in brute strength, but he was perfect for a runner. His eyes were orange or similar to a light brown hue. He normally wears glasses, but could wear contacts. His hair color is jet black as his side bangs would go down near the lower parts of his face and the backside would go down to the neck. His normal attire would be a white shirt, cyan colored jacket, very comfortable trousers, white socks, and sneakers.
Personality: Axel was not a club kind of guy, but rather spend time with his sister until her decease. He would be fine talking to others, but couldn't confess much to others as he seemed to hold a strong front. It was normal for him to be kind to others, but he got around in society without importance for it. He also was uncomfortable with affection after the decease of his sister.
Axel is like a jack of all trades. He took the best classes he could, but he was quite above average of being able to do it. His ability to do things was full of variety but he couldn't do the best or the worst. Besides his outside positive personality, this was the only notable thing about him.
Axel was naturally optimistic as he would always try to be happy. Even if it was a lie or a real emotion to him, he'd still do anything to be happy. His kindness was normal, but not free for everyone. However, he is only kind to others as he hates himself internally.
Likes: Strawberries, performing kindness, being left alone, improving, fairness
Dislikes: Drugs when not required, compliments/praise, love/relationships, being overwhelmed/ganged up on, lies
Sexuality: Most likely bi, but let's see how long you can stay awake for the action.
Bio: Axel, who was supposed to be named Alex, was born in Virginia and named Axel due to his family's mistakes. His family was very ashamed of the birth and gave him the middle name Hannah, to show disappointment it wasn't a girl. Though, he wouldn't mind much as he lived life happy as a kid with his bigger sister, Andrea. Andrea was 5 years older than him, but he admired her as they played together and loved his family. His childhood days would be well as he was a regular upbeat and happy child like most.
Axel was in fifth grade at the time. During a late night he was walking home with his sister who was a sophomore at the time. They weren't too far off of town. He had always seen her as the best, superior, better. His personality was already shaped to be kind and praising of others at the time. However..., not all stories end happily for kids like him. They would on the sidewalk ready to cross the street. His hand gripped tightly to his sister's and never tried to let go. But in moments, a car had hit them, mainly her. By the time he would be able to realize the situation, he laid on the side of a street by his deceased sister. He received a concussion from the ground and other injuries, but was saved by his sister. He was traumatized, as he would begin to live a downhill life. The killer was arrested for drunk driving and was known for use of illegal drugs. And so this would be a stepping stone to his life that faces towards his back to watch him move onto the horizon.
By the time he was in high school, he became distant to others. He was diagnosed with insomnia ever since the occurrence of the first incident as it would stay on him. His hatred for love grew as he loved his sister, but was severed of the connection to his sister. He was also bullied in his late middle school days as no one stood up for him. His personality was still kind and praising of others, but he would always drag himself down as he always had worthless thoughts of himself and felt inferior. But ever since the incident, he would grow a natural paranoia of things. He wouldn't receive flashbacks or panic attacks from the trauma, but more of overwhelmed and too stimulated. Even so, he continued on as one of the best students, but it would end on his junior year prior to the incident.
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