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Do you think God stays in heaven because he too lives in fear of what he's created?
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TIMESTAMP: Flashback, Yesterday (July 18th)


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Marco walked down main street and he was about halfway to the Hole in the Wall. He had his raycon earbuds in, blasting some song from his Naruto playlist, the Rock Lee Green Beast theme (which was his go to hype song), Marco was in the mood to put it on after he left the Godmother. His talk with Cat had sent him down a rabbit hole of thoughts, feelings, and a certain resistance he had in hyping up this meetup with Penolope.

As much as he tried, though, Marco couldn’t stop himself from thinking about what he kept thinking about since last week. She was close to Charlie Decker and Marco had still felt some tinge of anxiety. Even as he walked and had the projection of Cat on his shoulder urging him to not put too much stock into it and let whatever happen, happen in a natural way. He even heard Danny’s voice.

Those Belmontes were a lot of things. Huggers? Well Danny was only because he was Marco’s boyfriend, but not Cat. But they were sensible, comforting, and morally the best people he knew. He might’ve been making everything up and this was his conscious trying to set him straight. Or the voice in his head. Or maybe it was him.

God, Marco, you need to get a handle on this. It’s just dinner. It’s just dinner.

As he walked through the entrance and he had removed one of his earbuds, the sound of the bell above the door startled Marco enough that he dropped the bud on the floor, the sound of the Beautiful Green Wild Beast playing loud enough that he could still hear it as he leaned down to pick it up. He groaned as he pushed off his bad left leg and waved to someone, likely a Cleary, scanning the immediate restaurant floor and at each table looking to see if she was here.

And she was.

And she hadn’t realized Marco was here. Marco couldn’t see exactly where, but as he walked and had pocketed his raycon earbuds in the case and pocketed them, he got closer to the booth she seemed to already be sitting at. It was at the far corner, where the music wasn’t as loud. Somewhere they could hear each other speak. Smiling, he stood opposite of a seated Penolope, waving. “Hey..” As he spoke, his gut started to twist itself. It was too late to go back now. “S-sorry I’m late. I hope I didn’t keep you waiting too long,” Marco said as he took a seat on the other end of the table. The cushion was nice. It felt nice on his butt considering he had been on his feet practically all day.

“You’re fine,” Penelope covered her anxiety with a timid smile. After pushing a menu to him, she opened her own and tried to start things off, immediately jumping into it, “I spent all my life waiting. Waiting for my friends to invite me to their serpent adventures, waiting for my dad to come home because I was always scared he wouldn’t, waiting for Charlie to…” Hiding her face with the menu, she took a breath in, and breath out, she wanted this. She had to talk. If she wanted Marco to open up, she had to be honest. “... waiting for him to ask me out…” Her voice went extremely low at the mention of her and Charlie never becoming an item. As her eyes scanned the menu, she mumbled, hardly audible, “Waiting… So yeah, you’re fine.”

As Marco took the menu and looked through it, he just listened to Penelope talk. He didn’t know what he could say after she was done, but hearing her speak in such a melancholy way, he couldn't help but feel sad for everything it seemed she went through. As he thought about what to say, because silence had taken the air around them for nearly ten seconds and he still had the same nervousness he had before coming here. “I’m..sorry..i mean, that you had to go through that. I…understand what it's like, worrying about your dad. Mine’s a cop and there’s always…that fear of not knowing if things are going to go bad for him.” Marco never opened up about that, but he couldn’t just remain silent, not when she needed that from him.

“I’m making peace. With what I went through, I mean,” Penelope shrugged, finding her footing once more. The Hole was more of a bar than a restaurant. They served hand foods for the most part but other than that, you came to the Hole for the craft beer. Not the food. Though they did have amazing wings. So correction. You came to the Hole for craft beer and wings. “My dad loves it, being a cop, so that’s got to mean something, right?”

Once Poppy asked that rhetorical question to the thin air the waitress approached them. The James girl was quick to order honey bbq wings on the bone, a side of fries, and a coke. She could get a drink, since they didn’t really card in Edenridge, but she wanted to spend her time with Marco sober. If she needed liquid courage was she really doing right by herself, as she tried to bring closure to Charlie’s victims? Maybe another day they could go out drinking. Tonight she wanted to focus on him. “Thanks, by the way. For meeting me for dinner.”

After Penlope ordered her food, Marco was quick to do the same. He went a different route with the wings. He opted for classic buffalo style, also on the bone, potato wedges, and Mountain Dew: Code Red. Was he showing his gamer identity in public? Only if the waitress was a fellow gamer. He drank code red almost religiously for the past year. He has a mini-fridge in his room and it has it and oreo cakesters.

He closed the menu and the waitress walked away with both of them. Smiling at Penelope, he said, “Yeah…sure thing! I have to admit..I didn’t think you’d text back so soon. Maybe I’ve grown to waiting but it was like…instant!” He half-laughed but also smiled. Feeling that maybe what he said came off negative, Marco added, “It’s not a bad thing by the way! It’s a very good thing!”

Penelope answered with a quiet smile. She didn’t consider how fast she responded. Prior to him messaging her, she was at Main Street Music perusing records to add to Charlie’s collection. Music had become a silent language between her and Rhonda, seeing how for a good while mama’s house had gone quiet. Did Pops come off as desperate? If she did, that was never her intention. All she wanted to do was respond right away so she could start moving again. With Marco, she truly believed she could start moving again. That being said, to say she wasn’t relieved would be an obvious lie.

Truth be told. Poppy was put at ease that he was still thinking about her offer. That he was willing to give her a chance. Marco had every right to ignore her but he didn’t and here they were. Both waiting for things to take off, one way or another. “I blame myself,” she earnestly admitted. Staring at her nails, looking away from Marco’s deep, curious eyes, Penelope reflected out loud, “If there’s anyone that failed him the most, it was the girl that…” she bit her bottom lip and glanced up at Marco sorrowfully, “… loved him.”

Bringing her hands to her legs, she absentmindedly rubbed them against her jeans, anxiously feeling the texture, the friction, “So… I hope whatever you’re looking for, I can help you find. I just,” her mind trailed off into many different directions as she tried to articulate her words carefully, “Don’t really have a plan. All I know is I need to see you, and all those Charlie really hurt. This really has nothing to do with him. It has everything to do with me. I need to see, and hear whatever you’re willing to tell me so I…” Can let him go. Frowning, Penelope found herself going silent, unable to finish her sentence. She was rambling again; clear signs of her nerves hitting the roof. Poppy had really hoped she could bury her worry but that was impossible when she was in what felt like an impossible situation.

Even with almost a week to think about it, Marco had no idea what he wanted out of this either. Sure, he had always had thoughts about it: why me? Why at that time? But at the same time, what could asking those sorts of questions actually do for him now? It wouldn’t change that he had a bum leg, that he might walk with a limp for the rest of his life. It wouldn’t change that his dreams of going pro were out of the question. None of that would change if he somehow asked probably the only person willing to do anything he wanted, answer any questions he might have.

For a few moments, Marco hadn’t looked up as he thought about…everything. Even now he still was partially looking down at the tabletop. “Can I be honest about something?” He said, part of his gaze looking back up. “I don’t really have a plan either. I mean, I don’t know what I need or want. Ever since you came to the Godmother last week, I thought about it nonstop and sure, I had questions that I thought I would want to ask. Why did he do it? Why me? Did he secretly have something against me? But now that I’m here, I just don’t know.” His stomach felt heavy, but Marco half-smiled. “I thought I hated him because of what he did and maybe part of me does, but I didn’t know him that well…or at all. I only ever greeted a couple times in the three years we were at the same high school together. So…”

Meeting her full gaze and a strength in his eyes, Marco said, “If you think it’s something you are able to do, could you tell me about him? You don’t have to, but…I’d like to know more about him and what he was like before…you know.” Marco didn’t know if that was wise, but a small part of him always wanted to know more about the boy who shot him and so many others. Maybe it was his more empathetic side or maybe it was seeing Penelope that really sealed it for him. He didn’t know, but what he did know was he didn’t hate Charlie Decker.

While her brown eyes had warmth like an everlasting hearth, there was a deep sadness in that glowing fire. Giving Marco a half smile, Poppy tilted her head, surprised at how selfless his question was. He wanted to know Charlie. Not Charlie from after the fire junior year to his last, dying breath, but the Charlie she grew up with and loved. Her Charlie. “There’s a Cherokee story called Two Wolves,” Her gaze was staring straight into the windows of Marco’s soul, right at him.

“Two wolves?” This was the first time that Marco had ever heard of it. He didn’t know much about Cherokee or really any Native stories or lore.

And Penelope didn’t expect him to. Instead, she acknowledged his bewildered state, her eyes ever so carefully gazing upon his face. Mentally, she wasn’t looking at Marco Brady. Mentally, she was looking at the boy that held her heart. Charlie Decker. Letting his memory encompass her entire being, Poppy wove a tale, a beautiful sad tale, “There’s a grandfather and his grandson. The grandfather tells his grandson that he has two wolves fighting within him. One is all the bad in us, the guilt, the anger, the jealousy, the lies, all the negative energy that challenges us and our purpose.”

She could see two halves of Charlie, the monster he became and the one that was crying for someone to pull him out. To help him. The side in him that was so desperate to shine. “The other wolf is what keeps us grounded, the emotions that remind us why we are here. The joy, the serenity, the love, the empathy, our compassion, our truth. The good wolf.”

Charlie was a lover, never a fighter but this world forced him to build indescribably tall and hard walls. This world ripped him apart until he barely was a person anymore. This world stripped him away from all the good until all he could see was the bad. “The wolves fight, and fight, and fight, until one finally dies. The grandson asks, which wolf wins in the end? And the grandfather answers: the one you feed.”

Charlie smiled at her as he faded from her sight and she was back at looking at the boy she hoped she could guide on the path of healing. A single tear trailed down her cheek, she gingerly wiped her face and went into answering Marco’s actual question, “His father, James Winters, ran the local church that is now the hottest nightclub in our area. Afterlife. He was blamed for that fire that killed several innocent people…. and the way he solved that? He put a bullet in his head,” Poppy glanced around to make sure only Marco could hear her heavy words. She didn’t want others to hear about all the dark she was laying out on the table. She believed in order to understand Charlie, you have to know the history. The history that set him up to fail. The history that haunts this town to this day. The history that forced his hand.

“Charlie never even got to meet his dad seeing how he was still in his mother’s stomach. So add that to being a southsider? He believed he was an outcast, not only feeling abandoned by everyone but us southsiders are told we’re just another statistic. We will never leave this town alive.” Penelope went silent when the waitress delivered their drinks and food. Quietly, she watched the woman take her leave before she focused her attention back to Marco, “That was only the start of a series of unfortunate events. Even through all that pain and all that struggle, trying so hard to take care of his mother’s medical bills in highschool when she was going blind — yes, by working with the serpents because no one else would hire him — he loved classic literature, like On the Road by Jack Kerouac. That was one of his favorites. He loved music, and has an impressive vinyl collection. Artists like Sound, The Midnight, Gavin Degraw, Tyler Hilton…”

There was a lot Penelope had said so far that Marco had no idea about. Maybe being on the northside, he closed his mind to it all. Or he just lived ignorant to all of the struggles that those on the other side of town had to live with every day. He didn’t know Charlie at all, but he wished he could have. Dealing with so much, trying to balance everything, that must have been incredibly hard. The most Marco ever had to balance was his secret relationship with Danny and soccer practice, but Charlie (and probably so many others on the southside) seemed to be playing life or death every day of their lives.

It… was a lot for the young Brady man to digest, so he opted to remain quiet.

Was this helping Marco in any way? She hadn’t talked this much since… Well, since Charlie was alive. She hoped he didn’t mind her talking his ears off. All she could do was speak from the heart and hope that this helped. “Charlie was a dork. He’d get bagels constantly for me and him and never enter through the front door, always through my window. We grew up together, you know? I could look out my window and see him write. He’d look up and ask me: what are you reading today? He loved life, he really did. Had interests just like any kid, like Power Rangers, Cowboy Bebop, Ninja Turtles. One hell of a geek. And god, he wrote so beautifully…. he was talented, had his whole life ahead of him.”

There was a choke in her voice. Grabbing her coke she took a sip of it, her hands subtly shaking, “He just wanted to belong but once Allison died, I don’t think he was ever the same. And I couldn’t help him. He chose to feed the wrong wolf.” Penelope’s eyes watered when the memory of that morning at the gym slipped in her head. That moment when he looked at her before getting shot, before Beau pulled her in to cover her eyes. She saw him and he saw her. And then there was nothing. His spark, that light, that fire in his eyes went out. Her lips started trembling. “I couldn’t save him, Marco. All he wanted was to feel safe. And I wasn’t enough.” No longer holding her drink, Poppy covered her face and sobbed into her hands. “I’m sorry… I’m so sorry, Marco.”

Marco didn’t know how to feel. He had asked to know about Charlie. He asked someone who he assumed knew him better than anyone else did. He wanted to know where Charlie started and how he ended up shooting Edenridge High on their first day of their senior year - but this? He didn’t expect any of this. He didn’t expect that Charlie was a lot like he was at a time. And maybe that was the hardest part for him to process.

During it all, Marco hadn’t touched his drink and wouldn’t when he saw Penolope start to sob in front of him. “Don’t apologize, Poppy…Please, it’s not your fault - none of it is.” Marco reached across the table for her wrist, lightly tugging at it as if to get her to look at him. “I..I don’t know if I was one of his intended victims, or if he even had any. If it was just bad place, bad timing or what, but I’m glad you told me about him. I always wondered if he really was the monster people claimed he was. What he did was terrible and maybe some people can’t forgive or forget, but…” His voice trailed into silence. His stomach felt tight as he thought about his words carefully, hoping Poppy could see his eyes as clear as she could. “But I think...I can start to move past it, Poppy. I think I’m ready to.”

“He was a monster,” Penelope bluntly corrected, letting Marco pull her hand down so he could see her wet face. “No matter how good he used to be, he still fed the wrong wolf. He might’ve not been born a monster, but he became one.” Grabbing Marco’s hand, Poppy squeezed it, gathering herself as her gaze drifted in a daze, stuck on that horrible day, Intentionally, he killed someone we considered family. Mordechai’s little brother. Danny. To get back at his best friend who made his time downright miserable in the serpents. Intentionally he shot the leader of Midnight Society’s head off because Q came off as an elitist prick. Intentionally he told me to meet him in the gym because I believe he wanted to take me with him, thinking death was some sort of kindness to me.”

Releasing Marco’s hand, Poppy shook her head to brush that horrible day out of her mind, “There’s no point in justifying him. Who he was and who he became are two very different people, Marco. And I can’t tell you if you were just in his way or if you were one of his targets… but I can tell you that you and me, we deserve to live. What has happened shouldn’t define us, right?” Poppy’s words started sounding like she wasn’t only talking to Marco, but also to herself. Trying to convince herself that death was not the answer. “Right?”

Marco nodded, smiling at Poppy. He still couldn’t make sense about if he was an intended target or if Charlie just saw him as someone who was in his way, but she was right. Poppy was absolutely right. They both deserved to be happy and live in whatever way they could. It’s been so incredibly difficult for him to do that because there was such a heavy weight pushing him down, but ounce by ounce, Danny has been helping lighten the load. Now Poppy was doing the same.

“Right..you’re absolutely right!” He understood it wouldn’t be easy, but with the people in his life helping them, Marco was confident they could do it.

“Okay, enough mushy shit,” Poppy brought her eyes down to her wings. How long had they been sitting there? “We should eat…” she offered, in hopes they could levitate the conversation with something more lighthearted. Grabbing a wing, she nibbled at it before thoughtfully asking, “So, Marco… ‘side from Rock Lee, what else do you like? As far as I can tell, we’re so goddamn different but hey, maybe we can find a common interest, or something. I can tell you right here, right now, I don’t cook. If anything, I barely eat, but I’m getting there. Little by little, I’m trying. So mark that off your list of shared hobbies, ayeee.” She goofily gave him finger guns with her clean hand and now saucy finger tipped hand.

Once she was done, Poppy proceeded to clean her fingers with a napkin and nest her glass in her right hand. She forgot who told her but some northsider did mention Marco’s cooking way back when. Was it that jock boy that knew Francis’ locker combo? Danny Belmonte? He boasted a lot about things he liked. Sounds about right to be honest. She remembered junior year during a science lab project all Danny could do was talk about what his friend made for him for lunch and how excited he was to eat it. Her memory was shit though so she could be talking out of her ass for all she knew.

Chomping on a potato wedge, Marco almost choked when Poppy threw him a finger gun gesture, laughing as he immediately went for a sip of the radioactive-red mountain dew. There was a moment where he wondered how she knew that he cooked, but then Marco figured that she could have come across his socials. Made sense. He posted a lot back in high school, though not so much anymore. He’s been trying but it hasn’t seen much activity in a couple of years.

“Well, I game a lot. Not as much as I used to since I started working at the Godmother, but after injuring my leg, my abuelo pretty much got me a big gaming setup: a couple monitors, a projection screen for movies. Pretty much the dream. Also a big comic fan. Not just anime, but I like Marvel, DC, and a few Image and Boom Studios series’.” He took another sip of his Mountain Dew. “My favorite is anything Spider-Man and Flash related. Oh and I love anything by Garth Ennis and Michael Brandis.” Marco wasn’t sure if Poppy even knew who they were. “Any of that something you like to do?”

Wow. Marco had quite the set up in his bedroom. Penelope listened to Marco list his interests and it dawned on her she wasn’t a very interesting person. Her hobbies were limited and a lot of her life revolved around Charlie and around Max. Still does. It dawned on her after she lost Maxine, she was crippled, but after she lost Charlie, she no longer had purpose. He kept her busy even if it was her staying up all night worrying about him. He and Maxine expanded her reading palette since she fancied history and non-fiction. He would tell her there’s humanity in every story while Max would say that your longings are all universal, that literature shows you you’re not alone and that you belong. He shared his music with her, since most of her music was based on her mom playing between 80s music and 60s music while cleaning the house. Hell, if it wasn’t for Max, Poppy wouldn’t have discovered her style.

Poppy was always a wallflower who went unnoticed but the two people that did take the time to see her, and help her discover the things she loved… They both died. “I can’t say I’m well versed in any of that… I…” Poppy didn’t know how to answer this question. She could talk about Charlie all day, but she couldn’t even tell Marco what she liked? Was she so codependent on her dead friend that she didn’t really know herself? “…I love the people in my life, so a lot of my time has been spent… doing what they love,” Poppy hesitantly admitted. Everyone in her life. Charlie. Max. Jade. Decky. Little Danny. Her dad. Her mom. Everything she loved was because of them. “I’m sorry, I’m having a hard time thinking of anything.”

Marco shook his head, hands coming up to emphasize it. “No no, it’s okay! Really, I should be the one to apologize. I get so caught up in bragging about my hobbies that sometimes I forget to let the other person get a word in. Honestly, the only time I get like this is either at Swerve or when I’m feeling really comfortable.” Marco went to his dew, which was in the last quarter of it. His eyes kept going back and forth between his drink, his plate, and Poppy.

At the same time he did this, Marco thought about what she said. About how her interests were her friends' interests. He understood that feeling. Maybe not explicitly, but in spirit, he never had much of an identity past those he loved for the longest time. It really wasn’t until the time spent with his fellow geeks at Swerve and having those long conversations with Lolly while they gamed that Marco came to find that out.

Then it hit him like a ton of bricks. Or a plasma grenade to the face (metaphorically speaking). “This might be a total shot in the dark, but maybe after we finish eating, you might want to go to Swerve Arcana with me? I don’t know if it’s your scene or if it might be an odd fit, but there’s a ton to do there. Arcade games or if you’re more into visual media, tons of comics, graphic novels, and manga! Or really it’s just a great place to wind down and relax!” Marco wasn’t sure if it was a shot in the dark or not, or if it was too much of a leap to assume that Poppy would like it, but he felt like he had to do something to help.

His offer brought a smile to her face. He wanted to spend time with her. He wanted to hang out with her. He found enough common ground to show her a place he enjoyed. He liked her. And not in the romantic kind of way either, but as someone who genuinely took interest in her. Someone who saw her. Just like Charlie. Just like Max.

When was the last time she had such an innocent exchange? When was the last time she talked to someone for exploration and not for healing? When was the last time she got herself out of her bubble, outside of her grief, to live life and just be? Excited at the prospect, Poppy unintentionally let out a chuckle, amused at the thought of how out of practice she was in this social game. It was humorous, really. “Yeah, sure. I’d like that. Oh, and Marco. I did think of something I’m good at. That I like.”

As he finished up his mountain dew and he looked down at his plate with a few wings remaining, he propped his head up, a curious expression on his face. “Oh really?” His voice came off as excited. “What is it? Tell me!” She had his full and undivided attention. If there was anything that she wanted to do, even if it was off into the future, Marco would love to try. He’s always up for new things (well now he is).

Without skipping a beat, Penelope answered, matter-of-factly, “I like shooting things.”



location || Olympic Club Ballroom → Rooftop
mentions || Hati
Interactions || Anteros @smarty0114

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"What a disaster," Athena muttered after Hati informed her of her new-appointed duties, as well as other troubling bits of information.

No, not a disaster. A disaster would be if those two death children, Zagreus and Macaria, Athena's cousins, didn't lay as still as the mortal dead did but somehow rose from their position in some crude prank only those belonging to the Realm of Death would be amused by. It would be in poor taste, but everyone who stood around -- at least those who weren't petrified in their place or felt unphased due to them not having any personal attachment -- would have eventually moved past the tasteless prank.

But that's not what happened. No, the Goddess of Wisdom understood what happened and that struck fear that only her father, when he was feeling it, was capable of. The kind of fear that might make a few of the deities present feel. It was the first time since when? Since the fall, perhaps, that even Athena felt as helpless as a mortal. She understood what this meant. If someone like those two, Zagreus and Macaria, could be slain like regular mortals, did that mean the rest of them could be?

Shrugging that moment of weakness off, she had a job to do. Athena would be the one to be appointed lead of solving this. Not that she necessarily disagreed with the choice. She wanted justice for those two who were slain. It was strange. Even though she wasn't the least bit close to her Uncle Hades nor necessarily close, the loss of life, especially if it was a meaningless loss of life, enraged her. And she was in the best position to get to the bottom of this mystery. She also had the deductive skills to help illuminate the mystery, even if just slightly.

Humming, Athena's gaze went up. "To the roof then," she muttered to herself.

Athena made quick work of the stairs and found herself on the roof. Ominous or not, there was an eerie chill up top. She looked down at the broken skylight and caught the glimpse of something of interest. A sword. It was an intriguing sword, the Goddess of Wisdom and Crafts (among other things) thought. "So this is the weapon."

In the years that passed, the centuries she has been in the realms of Mortals, there were few things that truly made her wary. Creations upon creations from divine weaponry to Greek armor and swords, Athena had knowledge of how weapons were crafted, knowledge of things that only two had: herself and Hephaestus. Hephaestus, who was the real brainchild behind most of the most infamous weapons that any of the Olympians had in their arsenal, but she had knowledge of them too. She consumed many tombs and textbooks that were from other religions and other pantheons. Eras past and present, but the Dáinsleif, this was one that had the least amount of information about it. Small snippets here and there, but nothing truly concrete.

But these runes.

"There's no doubt about it. Norse Runes." There was a sense of dread. Even holding the sword, Athena sensed the bloodlust. Or maybe it was that she sensed something quite dark. Was it because of the death children whose very essence was darkness or was it something else?

That aside, something else stood out to the Goddess of Wisdom. Its condition. "An old blade like this, as old as time itself, it appeared to be in perfect condition." She found that very intriguing for a lot of reasons and many of them remained unclear to her. Many things went through her head but one that persisted was why Zegreus and Macaria? Why kill them? And why this blade? It puzzled her beyond anything had before. Not even losing out to Aphrodite puzzled her more. "Enlightening, but the answers I seek aren't here--"

Athena heard something and her attention was immediately drawn to the steps she had just climbed up. "Whoever that is, you shouldn't be up here." She didn't know who followed her, but as the steps got louder and a form revealed themselves, she blinked at them, almost surprised. "Anteros? What are you doing up here?"

Ms Marvel was dope. 10/10 ending
Sorry for a sort of lack of presence lately. A lot of things came up for me at once: last week and the week prior, i had covid, then a bit of a depressive spell, so just been trying to land on my feet and clear up the things that I've had to do in a short amount of time. It's no excuse for my lack of communication, but I'll definitely be more present going forward.

I'm gonna try and get caught up on the posts as soon as I can (aiming for an end-of-week goal) and hopefully, I can get a post up sometime during the weekend!

Again sorry I never said anything (bad habit of mine).



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location: olympic club
interactions: Melinoë | Phobos | Hercules
mentions: Apollo




Princess of the Underworld. Maiden of Madness. Bringer of Nightmares. Melinoë was all these and more so this little game of theirs should be in the bag. It should be simple to score a win. She was going up against Phobos afterall. ’He couldn’t scare his way out of a school house full of children… her internally bashing of the object of her desire just moments ago came to a halt as she bumped into her first mortal prey.

It was too easy to get inside their head, especially as the poor boy couldn’t help but try to look anywhere but her. It proved difficult on his end. A light caress of her hand across his chest, resting on his shoulder, a whispered word or two in his ear and she was staring up at him, his tray of drinks plucked from his slipping grasp. Before long they would have wound up on the ground and she couldn’t let the booze go to waste. One thing Hera got right was not skimping out on the quality of libations.

His nametag read “Austin” and she thought it was a fitting name for someone like him, lanky and tall, but not unfit. His long face only grew longer as the moments ticked on and his body caught up with his mind. Melinoë didn’t doubt that it was something utterly delicious that he dreaded, that he feared. One thing she wished she still had domain over was what the mortals would see when she came gliding through the night to pay visits. It would truly make her life on earth that much more enjoyable.

Instead she stood there, glass in one hand, tray in the other, waiting for the inevitable drop that would soon come. Luckily, she didn’t have to wait too long before his face contorted in such a way that she was guaranteed a scream soon and she was correct. Placing a hand to his mouth to prevent himself from spewing projectile at a patron he scrambled to get around the corner and to the nearest lavatory. His muffled screams alerted anyone in the immediate area to come to his rescue and check on him. For now Melinoë just walked on by, catching Phobos eye from across the room, mouthing, “One for me~” as she searched for the next victim.

“You’re a hard person to track down!” Hercules exclaimed walking towards the Ghost Goddess, a bright, typical Herc-like grin on his face. The kind that spelled cheer for all on the receiving end of it. Hercules was historically bad when it came to reading the room and that’s exactly what he didn’t do. He was solely focused on his new possible, very likely new roomie that everything else that was going on wasn’t a priority. “We need to talk and stuff!” Herc went to grab for Mel’s hand.

Jaw clenched, fear glared back at madness. He couldn't help it. She both infuriated and thrilled him at the same time, but regardless, he was not willing to suffer the fate of losing to her. Phobos braced himself as his gaze was briefly diverted by the sight of Hercules approaching Mel, inwardly rolling his eyes. Of course… Rolling his shoulders, his sharp blue gaze darted away from the pair to the mortals scattered about the room. It would be easier to target those who were already feeling uncomfortable and it wasn't long before he felt the gentle lapping of fear drawing him in. Turning, he smiled softly at a prim looking woman holding a clipboard stuffed full of papers. Perhaps involved in the organization of this overly extravagant luncheon? It was no wonder she was on edge, his grandmother did not like mistakes. Strolling over towards her, he placed a hand gently on her shoulder, directing her to a collection of cushioned chairs to their right.

"Sit." He commanded before taking a seat beside her. The woman seemed unsure but did as she was told, hands already visibly shaking as fear began to strip away her autonomy. Leaning towards her, forearms resting lazily atop his legs, he turned back to matters at hand, directing his annoyance at his fellow gods towards the mortal instead.

"You're going to fail." Though he spoke conversationally and the words themselves were trifling, Phobos twisted at the primitive fear deep inside of her, pulling it to the surface, leaving no room for other more inconsequential emotions. "Ms. Montgomery does loathe ineptitude." Phobos voice was low whilst he spoke, akin to one whispering to a lover. "I would..." Noting the tears that were falling across her cheeks, smearing clumps of mascara over her skin, he stopped. Too easy. Inwardly he sighed, trying to ignore the small part of him that felt some guilt for hurting this mortal. For causing pain when she had done nothing wrong. It was subtle if observed by anyone else in the room but he knew inside, she was anything but okay.

And just like that Melinoë was yanked away, dragged at the mercy and strength of Hercules. To be fair she didn't believe his intentions to be malicious in any way, it was Herc for crying out loud, but it did take her by surprise. Especially since she wasn't expecting him to show up out of nowhere.

Digging her heels into the ground as much as she could in order to slow him down she pulled his attention back to the present, "Herc. Stop, slow down," It would take a brick wall to stop him, "What did you need to see me about? I'm in the middle of something–," Eyes flicking between the back of Herc's head and Phobos sitting alone with a woman. A mortal, but a woman nonetheless.

With a dramatic sigh that would make Dio proud, Hercules let it drag out for a few seconds as he met Mel at her eyes. “Do you not rememberrr!? You texted me. You want to live at Acropolis, don’t you!?” Could have Herc waited until she was done? Yeah, maybe. Maybe he could exercise a little patience, but why wait? He was here and she was also here. No time like the present!

Her face fell as she snapped her attention to the utter man-child before her. That's right, she was kicked out of her place this morning, how could she have forgotten so easily? With a sigh of her own, that resembled more of a groan, she rubbed her face with her free hand. "I do remember, thanks. Yeah, got the notice this morning, need to find a place to stay and where better than with you? You've got the space still, right?" She wondered if this arrangement was going to come back and bite her in the ass, though with his high energy completely encompassing her she wasn't able to dwell on the thought for too long.

Hercules was as excited as he was impatient, so he nodded rather eagerly when Mel asked about the space. “Well obviously! One room to be exact! The one room to rule them all!” Truth be told, Herc couldn't remember where he heard that saying from but it was growing on him. “It’s yours if you want it. Or have you made other arrangements since…an hour ago?” He asked, blinking curiously at Ghost Girl. It would royally suck if she did because then he would have to look for someone else to help make rent.

Truthfully, Mel hadn't given any arrangement much thought. Too preoccupied with getting swept away by Sunshine and then Fearsome. Important thoughts flooded her mind and it wasn't anything to do with lodgings. It wouldn't be terrible to live at the Acropolis. Sure there were going to be ragers constantly, and the occasional breaking of property… the more she pictured it the more Melinoë had her reserves. "Who else lives with you there," her questioning was cautious, as if treading on shards of broken glass.

Since her run in with the golden boy madness hadn't spotted her opponent in this little game of theirs and she wondered what he was doing. How he was doing. Was he beating her? No. No way.

Herc let out a curious humming noise, taking a moment to think. “Well, of course there’s me. And Apollo, too. Dio crashes from time to time whenever he’s in town, so one of the rooms is pretty much reserved for him. Other than that, we don’t have anyone else really. There’s a revolving door of people who just crash on the couch but not, like, permanent residency like me and my boy have.”

At the mention of sharing a living space with Apollo, Melinoë's blood ran cold but her body flushed with fire. Had it really been so long since they were in each other's company, in more than passing, that the mere thought sent her nerves haywire? 'Pathetic,' she thought of herself. 'He left you. Abandoned you. And for what?' No reasoning as far as she could remember.

Perhaps staying so close to him wasn't the best of ideas. No telling what kind of irreparable damage could be done if the wrong words were passed between them. Her body language must have spoken volumes for even Hercules had been examining her a bit more closely than he was before. To see him quiet in thought was a terrifying sight indeed. He was unpredictable and Melinoë supposes that's why she didn't mind his high energy at times. There was always something a little bit more when it came to him.

"Not so sure your boy would enjoy my presence at the acropolis 24/7…" she mused aloud, finishing off the last of the flutes from the tray she swiped from Austin. Did Hercules know of her dalliances with his friend from long ago?

"Given up already?" Phobos smiled coldly at the pair as he suddenly interrupted their clearly private conversation, arms crossed sullenly across his chest. He'd had to prise himself away from the last mortal, who'd begun clinging onto him after she'd hysterically started weeping. And now it appeared that Melinoë had never actually intended to take part in this competition of hers. "It's okay." He waved a hand dismissively, "I understand that you'd be nervous about losing."

She had to crane her neck to be able to look back and up at his sour face. An equal look of her own plastered across her face no doubt. "I didn't give up, I was interrupted with some important, personal business," Melinoë didn't know why she felt the need to argue with him, just that that was how it's always been between the two of them. Muttering on about how she was only at one mortal to his probable more. It was embarrassing. Her own game and she wasn't even participating anymore, though not by choice. A pout formed in her lips because of it, arms crossing over her chest in annoyance.

"Yes it did look very cozy over here..." Phobos muttered as he looked down at her, eyes flitting to the hero god for a brief second. "Oh don't sulk Mel." He smirked, pleased that she appeared to be lagging behind...and put out by it. It was a rookie mistake to be so easily distracted. Yet something in him was swayed by that pout and, despite knowing it would be extremely fun to gloat, he couldn't bring himself to. "I really don't have that many yet anyway." Phobos lied, casually shrugging his shoulders.

At this she perked up just a bit, a look of confusion crossing her features more so than glee. Was his heart not in it? It was a stupid game after all and Phobos wasn't known to partake in games joyfully. "Cozy isn't the word I would use," Melinoë instead turned her mind back to the object at hand, "He's just helping me find a new place to live," She explained the situation as briefly as possible not needing everyone to know her business of potentially becoming homeless. Maybe it was because she knew Phobos, or maybe it was because she was expecting of him that she divulged that information to him. If she were to be honest with herself she didn't think she could live and conduct her business comfortably within the confines of the Acropolis. But what other options did she have?

"You don't have anywhere to live?" Phobos frowned, unable to mask the edge of concern that creeped into his voice. "Well...you'd better not screw her over." His eyes narrowed as he finally acknowledged Herc, wondering what the golden boy had promised her. "She's whiny when things don't go her way." He quickly added, cursing whatever part of him was unable to shut the fuck up.

"Hey!" Her pout deepened as a blush dusted her cheeks.

Hercules had remained silent during the whole time Mel and Phobos were talking, his eyes darting side to side, looking between both of them. If he was being honest, he didn’t quite understand what they were talking about. Something about a game? It all fell on deaf ears. Then when Phobos had turned his attention on him, Herc perked up, shaking his head. “No I promise I’m not screwing her about anything! I put it out there we had an extra room and she texted me about it. Didn’t know it at the time it was Mel but I said we’d talk about it and here we are.” It wasn’t that Hercules was necessarily fearful of Phobos, but he was acting very aggressive towards the Divine Protector, so he had this natural instinct of slight anxiety.

Looking solely at Mel now, his smile half-shrinked into a frown. “I’m not sure what happened between you and Apollo, but Acropolis is pretty big! Like not to brag or anything, but we did pretty well for ourselves. It’s huge and spacious enough that, yeah you’ll technically be roomies but y’all don’t have to see each other if you don’t want to.” Hercules understood how that sounded but it was the truth. Another truth was how he genuinely didn’t know who would answer the offer he put out there. The fact that Apollo’s ex (?) answered, tt really was a small world. “You need a place and we have an extra room. I’d be more than happy to have ya live at the crib, but I totally understand if you wouldn’t want to.”

Melinoë was touched at Hercules' honesty but nonetheless looked up at Phobos to gauge his reaction to it all. She was nervous, to say the least, at the commotion it would cause, her presence in the house. But she couldn't exactly say no…

"Why are you looking at me? I don't care who you choose to live with." Phobos bit back as the goddess stared up at him, his own gaze straying off to the side. He could feel the trepidation that flowed from her. Once the rumours about Sunshine and Madness had been rife...and unavoidable. Maybe those feelings were still there and who was he to dictate how she lived her life? "Just don't come crying to me when you get yourself in trouble." He muttered coldly. Pulling the packet from his pocket, Phobos began to draw out a cigarette, feeling a strong desire to be alone.

His words were cold and distant, a complete contradiction to his earlier actions and it pained her to be on the receiving end after what she believed to have been progress. But some things never change, how harshly she was reminded. "Right, of course. Why would you care,” her own words muttered and dripping with venom. Why would she ever believe that there was something more, something other than just madness and fear between the two of them. It was folly to hope. Hope brings nothing but disappointment and heartache. Melinoë had learned that from the beginning.

Ignoring Phobos, she turned her gaze and body back towards the Protector, it wouldn’t be that bad living at the Acropolis and Fear made it all that much easier to decide, "Just let me know when to move my stuff in,” and without giving a final look she pushed past the son of Ares and stalked away, tendrils of madness leeching off of her like smoke, needing to find someone to torture in order to make her feel better.

Hercules just stood there, diving his eyes one last time between the two as Mel left. Maybe he was missing something but it seemed like there was definitely something he wasn’t understanding. But nevertheless, they were getting a new roomie and now they wouldn’t have to worry about rent. Only downside was now he had to find a gentle way to break the news to Apollo. Baby steps. Baby steps, Herc.

He took in a deep breath, slow as it was, and looked at Phobos. “Well…guess I’ll see you around, Phobos. You should…uh…come by Acropolis sometime. Have a drink or something.”

The god of fear let out a barking laugh at the idea of setting foot in Acropolis. "Sorry but I really don't see that happening." Phobos replied bitterly before following suit and strolling towards the gardens once more.

I've been watching Stranger Things Season 4 and they definitely took the criticisms from season 3 and applied it here in the best way. It's by far the best season since season 1 IMO and I can't wait to watch the finale "episode", though judging from the damn length, it might as well be a fucking movie.

Also got Umbrella Academy season 3 on my list. I started to watch it but it kind of took a backseat to Stranger Things.

Next Wednesday is the finale of Ms. Marvel and I hope it doesn't disappoint. Not that the past 5 episodes have yet. So far it's been a rather entertaining and endearing viewing experience.
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