
Mare Australe, Luna
Formula Anti-Gravity Lunar Grand Prix
Sunday 21-May-2094, 1700 LCT
Race Day
Formula Anti-Gravity Lunar Grand Prix
Sunday 21-May-2094, 1700 LCT
Race Day
Soundtrack: Guillaume David - Lost Signal (IXION OST)
The countdown reached green, engines flared up all around, and the G-forces went from negligible to crushing in less than a second. Kais raced against the unrelenting pressure of the track as much as the others, and when Harrison and Jamie flashed past them, both of them, Kais couldn't help but curse. Small beadlets of sweat travelled across his face, every fibre in his his core contracted as he pushed his ship with his mind as if it were a whip, but it was all to no avail. During qualy, he was able to push so much, his handling so much more refined, carried by the muscle memory that came with their so many simulations. But now, in the chaos of other racers around him, he was reminded of just how alien the handling was. The lack of significant airflow around the ship made racing, despite the hum of the pulse drive and mag-array, and the mental beeping of the distance sensors, an experience that was almost
Eerily silent the Al-Saqr/Supercat event had become, despite the fall of Layla and Kais out of the top-3, despite Kofi's pushing into the top-10. A high-fidelity scale replica of the racetrack had been holo-projected on the sports stadium's field, and on it, in sync with the action, racing ships were projected speeding around. Well, most of them... The main screens of the stadium flickered across the various delta-hyper and pilot streams, two of which had now turned to an ominous blue 'Lost Signal' screen. Nadia's face went pale.
[ Red Flag --- !!! --- Red Flag --- !!! --- Red Flag --- !!! --- Red Flag --- !!! --- Red Flag --- !!! --- Red Flag --- !!! --- Red Flag ]
The beeping had turned to the full-on blare of a high-prio alert, the virtual safety ship turned an intense red, and Kais groaned when his ship suddenly dropped with a hefty magnetic pull, the track's AI and mag strip's safety systems tightly gripping his ship, almost dragging him back towards the pits by force.
"Kais, you reading me?" his race engineer's voice came over the comms laced by static. In the distance on his rear-view sensors, gray dust plumes settled down at a ghostly pace, speckled with reflections of light.
"Zeina, status! What's going on, why are we being recalled?"
"Massive crash, Kelly and Villarosa..." Her voice tinged with worry. "You might want to look away on this one."
Kais made his way to the Al-Saqr quarters after his own debriefing and check-up. The biometrics sensors recognized him as he approached and the door slid open. Then it closed and locked again, and their quarantine went in effect. Layla looked up from her hands, her eyes ringed by strain, and she stood up.
"Kais, hey. I promise you, whatever it was, that wasn’t me. That wasn’t even a thought in my head. I… please, please tell me you believe me. I beg you. Kais, I couldn’t. I wouldn’t want this.”
Layla's voice shuddered as she floated into him. Desperate. He steered her away resolutely, his gaze distant as he went to reach for his bag. "You didn't know last time either, Layla." he said, the only emotion to his voice being control. Scrolling through his own holo-tablet to view the reports, Layla's voice broke into a panic.
"This might be a home race....but I would never. Never. Is this what it comes to? This....thing? I have to ask myself that question? Sorry, Kais. I'm so sorry. We were meant to do better, then that.....I don't understand it. The strategy was to deploy at the end, not the start. So I suppose I'm to blame for that too. I cost you with that."
"Compose yourself!" Kais just about barked the order at her as the situation started to get the better of her before he realized: this must've been her first time. Then, with a bit more measure to his voice. "We'll deal with this."
"I... It's just... How do I even fix this? I don't know what to..." Her eyes wandered over the room, scrambling for anything, any straws to grasp, and then settled on her teammate who, for someone usually so hot under the collar, seemed so unusually coolheaded. And at a time like this, no less. "A--Aren't you worried?"
"If it really was an accident, we can brush it off as a systems glitch. Then it'd likely be disqualification at worst. If it had nothing to do with us, we're lucky. If it was someone else..." And Kais thought, we'll deal with that too, then. "We'll have to wait and see what the inspections say."
"I was talking about Ava and Nora!" Her voice cracked.
"Danger comes with the sport. Better to stay ahead of that." Yes, it was as clear-cut as that.
"How can you say that? At a time like this?"
"There's a time for everyone where your number comes up." Yes, no other way about it.
And Layla fell dumbstruck for a few seconds. "This is how you deal with this?" And she sat down as she whispered "This is insane..."
"It's the only way." Yes, it's just how it is.
"Kais, I need your help here."
"It's the only way, Layla..." But, somewhere in his mind, he knew it wasn't entirely true: it was just the only way he knew.
Then Kais sat down, and waited for the end of it all.
Medical Center, Some time post-quarantine
Kais stood at the room at the medical center, his eyes steeling themselves on the door. He had briefly traded words with some of the other pilots he had come across, and at the reception he had gotten a status update from the head nurse. He took a deep breath as if before a plunge, tapped the touch-pad in the door's center, and the door slid open.
"Ya khabar..." escaped Kais' lips as he entered the medical room, hit by the sight that laid out before him. He had hoped he would've been more used to it. He could just about hear her snark something back at him. Except Nora didn't. Not this time. It was strange seeing her drained of all her usual attitude, to see the punk replaced by hospital gown. Now she was just a bundle of bandages and blankets, catheters and scanner patches, skin and bones... or just over half of it. Delicate, in the purest sense, and he got why Layla had been so hesitant, scared, and in the end had asked for him to go alone.
The sight only took a moment for his jaw to clench, eyes to tighten. Old behavior patterns made him walk his way over to Nora's left, where Kais wrapped his fingers around her wrist, though perhaps with a softer touch than one would've anticipated. The pauses between the ba-dumps were shockingly longer than he expected. Yet, her skin felt temperate to the touch, her heartbeat came through clear and steady, and was in sync with her breathing, even despite the sedation. "Good..." signs, he nodded as he let her go. It was apparently to the bots' contentment, as they went back to their original positions - he hadn't even heard them come up to him over his own ba-dumps ringing in his ears, now finally settling down.
Then Kais put down the small container he had with him on her nightstand. He understood it was a customary thing in her part of the world to bring such a gift to the hospital bed.
"So, turns out they've got some hydroponic gardens for research here. Layla pulled us some strings, dragged me around the complex. Swiped you a little something."
In the improvised vase was a flowering plant that was, admittedly, mostly stalk, and a rather tall one in this lunar gravity at that, with a fan of green leaves at the bottom. But at its top there was a crown of white petals.
"It probably won't do too well in earth gravity, if it even gets through customs, but there you go: thale cress. I first thought it was a weed, to be honest, but I tried to pick the nicest one. It's damn hardy, so I think you'll like it. It was either that or potatoes."
Nora didn't answer.
"Get well soon, Nora. See you on the track."
A view on Earth, A little later
The earth outside the viewport was in waning gibbous.
Kais walked up to the bench where Layla had been seated since his visit to Nora. She paid no heed to the view outside. "FIAR just came out with a preliminary report." Her voice was shaky. She had been frantically scrolling through every bit of news that flashed up on her holo-tablet for the last few days now. "Shielding failure on the track." Her caramel skin looked so pale in its light, so tired. "Nothing to indicate the other ships had anything to do with it. Nothing about..." And her eyes ever so briefly flashed to Kais. You know...
Kais sat down next to Layla, and let out a sigh of relief. "One less thing to worry about."
"How is she?" Layla's voice was tight, and Kais knew that despite the news on the official channels, she wanted, most of all, to hear it from him.
"Induced coma. Damaged spine. Right-side unilaterally amputated. She's..." And he paused to think, how to...
"She'll get better, Layla."
And Layla's composure collapsed. Kais had seen her come close to literally breaking down from overheating close to a dozen times now, but never quite like this. Through all her digital filters and mechanical safeties, Layla trembled against his shoulder. Every last microgram of adrenaline she had bravely held back, now dumped into her system all at once. Her eyes blinked uncontrollably, though no tears would come to flow from her prosthetics. Her chest heaved in ragged sobs as her lungs, one of the only few biological systems she still had, frantically sought to cycle themselves with breath. And for the first time in a very long time, she held someone's hand, unafraid to hurt them. And for the first time in a very long time, Kais let her.
After a while, the release slowed down. "I get it, Layla." Kais said as he felt the relief and calm return to his teammate. "Why you do the things you do. Why you're pushing yourself so hard. It must've been harrowing going through what you went through. Then to see others go through it too. I get it. I myself have seen more than I would have, if it'd been up to me. But..." And Kais paused. Layla had put her body and mind on the line. Anything to push the limits. To win, reach new heights, or to risk it so others wouldn't have to? "But it wasn't all up to me. And neither was everything you went through up to you. And neither was this. The world's not safe, not really, not even with all our advancements. Even if we decided we'd want to, we can't control everything... no matter how hard we might try." And though Layla may not have agreed completely, she knew there was a story hidden behind every word.
"But I think you underestimate one thing, Layla." Kais continued. "People are strong. We can overcome." And he thought of Ava and Nora. Then he nodded at the viewport. "Look..." And Layla, finally, looked up and out onto the view on Earth. But Kais saw something else, something much closer, right there in the glass' reflection.
"We may be a bunch of idiots, fighting and bickering, going around in circles, scrambling for anything to keep us going, to find our way." Kais hesitated. He never was very good at this, but... "But we are still going, and that's not nothing." Kais nodded. And Layla nodded with him, the smallest hint of a smile coming over her face. "And you know what? We're going to keep going. And we're going to find our way, too." He took a breath. "Forget all the flashy tech, the big ideals... if there's anything you can be proud of, it'd be that, I think." The world outside simply kept on spinning. "That's what I believe, you know, what makes us..." He fell silent. And then, the smallest squeeze on his hand. "...human."
The way back to Earth proved to be more busy than a moment for introspection. The lunar lockdown had flown by faster than they thought, with all the flight prep and remote meetings with back-home they had to contend with: from Layla's parents, to Nadia, to the various teams checking in and reporting on their own progress, to many, many calls with team principal Omar, to Nadia again. And when they finally returned, Kais' adjustment to Earth's gravity did take some time. Layla had less trouble with it, having simply adjusted a few parameters on her system. Despite the truly awful crash, the world marched on, and soon enough, things returned to business as usual, more or less. And so...
Weeks later...
Aurora's question came as a surprise. The interview had gone smoothly enough up till now. But then they had to ask, and for quite a few seconds after the punch, all that the camera would've picked up was breathing. Breathing. Shifting to sit forward. Searching for the right words...
"What was your reaction to the crash?"
"Look... Everyone gets theirs at some point or another, Aurora. Shit happens. Throw of the die. Best to be ready for it when it happens. But they'll bounce back, Ava and Nora. They got that feel about them, you know? And I'm..." What was the right word? "...thankful to get to race with them again." The usual awkward pause. "That's all."
Soundtrack: DI-RECT - Soldier On