~My Social Media Accts~ Crafting Insta NyxKnax | Drag King Insta Nyx. i. am | Drag Facebook Nyxiam Themperor | Twitch PastelScoops
~My Fam~ I'm still in Arkansas but hopefully not for too much longer. My bf and I want to move to another state, but it's hard with the current pandemic and state of the world in general. I have 2 super f*cking annoying cats, but I love the shit out of them. I also have a niece that's now 10, last time I updated this bio she was 6. How the time flies.
~My Interests~ I'm a 3D artist, I used to make miniatures out of polymer clay, but now I mostly dabble in resin stuff. Check me out on Insta @NyxKnax. If I could choose one way to dress and live for the rest of my life, it wold be in Steampunk fashion. I used to BMX for 9 years, did Tae-Kwon-Do for 5, and Yon Chu'an for 2. I only have 15 8 piercings (my microdermals fell out and healed..), and so far only 35 tattoos. I plan on getting a lot more. ~My 1x1 Thread~ https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/162740-my-list-of-1x1/ooc#post-4273894 ~My Quotes~ Various things I've said in RPs and OOC's that I find amusing.. ^^" "You know what Owen? How about you take that self-righteous attitude of yours, and stick right up your arse, next to your fucking head." -Roy Edgar Nott "There be no rich or poor, there just be survivors an' shark bait." -Joel the Pirate "So little fucks were given when you killed Willow that I feel like I now owe you fucks." Me when V KILLED OFF MY RAVENCLAW BITCH. "Hey now, I prefer to call it a paroxysm of vindictive and fiery rage.. Translation: Temper Tantrum." Me in an OOC. "The body is Eira but the mind is not. The mind is me." -Eira's mind. ~My Obsession~
~My Poetry~ All of these I wrote 7 or so years ago.. I remember liking them, but I didn't bother to re-read them. Deal with it.
Fushigi karasu, spread your wings, I shall spread mine too. Misuteru zasshu, stay with me, I will never leave you. Shitsubo shita, do not run, I have the love you need. Kurushii tenshi, come to me, I can set you free.
A pidgin is when two unrelated languages are used together. In this poem, I have used Japanese and English. Fushigi Karasu = Mysterious Raven. Misuteu Zasshu = Abandoned Mutt Shitsubo Shita = Broken Hearted Kurushii Tenshi = Anguished Angel
As the rain pours down my window, In blurry streaks, In heavy sheets, I examine my wrists In silence, Seeing where his fingerprints Once did exist.
And I'm crying, Trying to forget everything; The hidden abuse, The reason for my overwhelming anxiety.. What happened?
I can hear the echo of A desperate scream. A think fog of confusion, Thoughts of a memory.
People say In time it will all go away; The bruises, The scars, The pain.
No matter what people say, They'll never know the truth. They never heard my hushed cries.
Maybe my appearance will eventually be the same, But what about the tragedy That will never go away? My emotion, My devotion, MY LIFE That will never be the same
The image in the mirror, So shattered I can barely see. Looking for a face of hope, The person I wish I could be. Suffocating me. And finally, before I die, I'm out of there...
Maybe it's time to change.
All you see Is the plastic me The fake smile That I give to everybody.
I'm sick of all these masks Hiding my emotions Letting nothing show Nothing but my fake smile
One day you'll realize That my smile is fake But too late I'm already starting to break
Somebody, anybody Wake me from this dream Nothing is what it seems All I want to do is scream
I hate it when people Say that I'm so strong You're wrong I'm just barely getting along
My stubborn pride Makes me hide All the pain I feel Every emotion I keep inside
Don't let anyone know What I want to show The longer I hide it The more it will grow...
You wait one week to join, and suddenly you're a million + 9 things behind and all you wanna do is cry.
So, hullo! I am Cami. Or Scoundrel. Or "That bitch who ought to mind her own business." Really, it heavily depends upon the day. I've been romping about this world with Echo and Co. for a hot minute, so I'll probably be adding several little beasts soonish.
But hullo (: Please message me because I like backstories <3
Oh boy, that should be interesting. xD I'm all for some unwanted attention for my boy, haha. Just don't get your hopes up, Eira. I don't think Drake's scouring the ashlands in search of "the one" lol.
She's an emotionally detached nympho there is no 'the one' with her x'D
"This body is named Eira, I however am a psychometric. No hard feeling, but next time you try and enter my domain, I will mentally bitch slap you to tomorrow." The ease of which she said this made most of her threats ring true, whether she was bullshitting or not.. Most people didn't dare take that chance, and those who did tended to end up dead. The girl glanced at the self-proclaimed 'Overreach' curiously. "I didn't mean to come off as hostile, but Eira must still touch your wheelchair, sir." Slower this time, the girl reached out a hand to touch the arm of it, her eyes rolling back slightly once she made contact.
Unlike the vengeful past of the corkscrew, the subsequent flood of images and emotions were much more tragic and sorrowful.
"The person who previously owned this wheelchair died quite an unpleasant death.. But they weren't the first. Salvaged from a hospital, then? So you weren't born paralyzed.." Eira removed her hand, tilting her head to the side as she observed the occupant of the chair. "I'm sorry, Overreach. You've had this awhile though, hmm? I'd wager 8 or more years, no more than 14. A lot of memories tied to your chair, a friend or loved one that died or you lost contact with."
Eira looked up at Aran, before stepping forward to grab the water for him, much preferring to put herself at risk. "Sir." She handed the bottle to Aran, keeping her eyes on the Mental. "We thank you for your consideration, Dawn."
I typed something but then edited it to delete it lmao. Never knew I would get so annoyed about the lack of a delete function.. Unless there is one and I'm just dumb and don't see it hehe
ALSO, this quote sums up why my character switches from 1st to 3rd person xD I thought it up on-the-spot and am quite proud of myself (even though it's probably been done before.. x.x"
"The body is Eira but the mind is not. The mind is me."
The mind and body are separate entities to Eira, the mind doesn't have a name (and may never, haven't decided). When referring to the body i.e. "Eira needs to touch" "Eira is hungry", it will be 3rd person. When talking about mental stuff i.e. "I think" "I want", it will be in 1st.. does that make sense?
Eira starts when the man reacted so suddenly, her fingertips lighting like candles. Nowhere near a significant flame, but noticeable all the same. Once the flames had dissipated, she laid a hand on her mentors arm, stating lowly "There's at least one more nearby.." before reaching a hand out to the unknown man cautiously. "No shit you didn't see Eira, you wouldn't have reacted so poorly. Eira needs to touch your wheelchair. If you don't comply, you will be set on fire." She stated matter-of-factly. It was the only way she could tell if the man was being genuine or not, to touch an object that he had a deep connection to. Before she could, however, Eira saw a small movement out of the corner of her eye. Shifting her weight towards the stranger, the ground at her outside foot caught fire in warning, a small fire about 8" in diameter. When she finally saw the woman, she could just tell that this was the Mental she had sensed before. "You, you were trying to sense me earlier, and I assume you were in the others minds as well?"
[center][color=ed145b][h3]Real name is Nyx, 27 y/o pansexual, medically retired Coastie. Born and raised in Florida with a Boston accent and southern twang.[/h3][/color]
[h2][url=https://www.facebook.com/photo/?fbid=10223309608222706&set=a.1502007544391]This is my adorable face.[/url][/h2][/center]
[color=00aeef]~My Social Media Accts~[/color]
[color=39b54a]Crafting Insta[/color] [color=8882be]NyxKnax [/color] | [color=39b54a]Drag King Insta[/color] [color=8882be]Nyx. i. am[/color] | [color=39b54a]Drag Facebook[/color] [color=8882be]Nyxiam Themperor[/color] | [color=39b54a]Twitch[/color] [color=8882be]PastelScoops [/color]
[color=00aeef]~My Fam~[/color]
[color=39b54a]I'm still in Arkansas but hopefully not for too much longer. My bf and I want to move to another state, but it's hard with the current pandemic and state of the world in general. I have 2 super f*cking annoying cats, but I love the shit out of them. I also have a niece that's now 10, last time I updated this bio she was 6. How the time flies.
[Hider=Mr in 20 GIFS or less.. I didn't count them]
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[IMG]http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/0814/wtf-japan-gif-boob-man-buns.gif[/IMG]
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[color=00aeef]~My Interests~[/color]
I'm a 3D artist, I used to make miniatures out of polymer clay, but now I mostly dabble in resin stuff. Check me out on Insta @NyxKnax. If I could choose one way to dress and live for the rest of my life, it wold be in Steampunk fashion. I used to BMX for 9 years, did Tae-Kwon-Do for 5, and Yon Chu'an for 2. I only have [s]15[/s] 8 piercings (my microdermals fell out and healed..), and so far only [s]3[/s]5 tattoos. I plan on getting a [i]lot[/i] more.
[color=00aeef]~My 1x1 Thread~[/color]
[url]https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/162740-my-list-of-1x1/ooc#post-4273894[/url]
[color=00aeef]~My Quotes~[/color]
Various things I've said in RPs and OOC's that I find amusing.. ^^"
"You know what Owen? How about you take that self-righteous attitude of yours, and stick right up your arse, next to your fucking head." -Roy Edgar Nott
"There be no rich or poor, there just be survivors an' shark bait." -Joel the Pirate
"So little fucks were given when you killed Willow that I feel like I now owe you fucks." Me when V KILLED OFF MY RAVENCLAW BITCH.
"Hey now, I prefer to call it a paroxysm of vindictive and fiery rage.. [s]Translation: Temper Tantrum.[/s]" Me in an OOC.
"The body is Eira but the mind is not. The mind is me." -Eira's mind.
[color=00aeef]~My Obsession~[/color]
[hider=Tom Felton, especially as Malfoy]
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[img]https://www.majorcineplex.com/uploads/content/9039/cover_9039.jpg[/img]
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[color=00aeef]~My Poetry~[/color]
All of these I wrote 7 or so years ago.. I remember liking them, but I didn't bother to re-read them. Deal with it.[/color]
[hider=Pidgin]Fushigi karasu, spread your wings,
I shall spread mine too.
Misuteru zasshu, stay with me,
I will never leave you.
Shitsubo shita, do not run,
I have the love you need.
Kurushii tenshi, come to me,
I can set you free.
A pidgin is when two unrelated languages are used together. In this poem, I have used Japanese and English.
Fushigi Karasu = Mysterious Raven.
Misuteu Zasshu = Abandoned Mutt
Shitsubo Shita = Broken Hearted
Kurushii Tenshi = Anguished Angel[/hider]
[hider=My Pain]As the rain pours down my window,
In blurry streaks,
In heavy sheets,
I examine my wrists
In silence,
Seeing where his fingerprints
Once did exist.
And I'm crying,
Trying to forget everything;
The hidden abuse,
The reason for my overwhelming anxiety..
What happened?
I can hear the echo of
A desperate scream.
A think fog of confusion,
Thoughts of a [color=6ecff6]memory[/color].
People say
In time it will all go away;
[color=8882be]The bruises,[/color]
[color=f6989d]The scars, [/color]
[color=9e0b0f]The pain.[/color]
No matter what people say,
They'll never know the truth.
They never heard my [color=6ecff6][i]hushed cries[/i][/color].
Maybe my appearance will eventually be the same,
But what about the tragedy
That will never go away?
My emotion,
My devotion,
[b]MY LIFE[/b]
That will never be the same
[i]The image in the mirror,
So shattered I can barely see.
Looking for a face of hope,
The person I wish I could be.
Suffocating me. [/i]
And finally, before I die, I'm out of there...
Maybe it's time to change. [/hider]
[HIDER=Unfinished Drabble]All you see
Is the plastic me
The fake smile
That I give to everybody.
I'm sick of all these masks
Hiding my emotions
Letting nothing show
Nothing but my fake smile
One day you'll realize
That my smile is fake
But too late
I'm already starting to break
Somebody, anybody
Wake me from this dream
Nothing is what it seems
All I want to do is scream
I hate it when people
Say that I'm so strong
You're wrong
I'm just barely getting along
My stubborn pride
Makes me hide
All the pain I feel
Every emotion I keep inside
Don't let anyone know
What I want to show
The longer I hide it
The more it will grow...[/hider]
[color=00aeef]~My Musics~[/color]
[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MKk1u5RMTn4[/youtube][youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l4rFziVV9ZM[/youtube]
[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fnoShGTvuuY[/youtube][youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_swivbEsD50&feature=youtu.be[/youtube]
[youtube]https://youtu.be/EfPXokHna2M[/youtube]
<div style="white-space:pre-wrap;"><div class="bb-center"><font color="#ed145b"><div class="bb-h3">Real name is Nyx, 27 y/o pansexual, medically retired Coastie. Born and raised in Florida with a Boston accent and southern twang.</div></font><br><div class="bb-h2"><a target="_blank" rel="nofollow noopener" href="https://www.facebook.com/photo/?fbid=10223309608222706&set=a.1502007544391">This is my adorable face.</a></div></div><br><br>	<font color="#00aeef">~My Social Media Accts~</font><br><font color="#39b54a">Crafting Insta</font> <font color="#8882be">NyxKnax </font> | <font color="#39b54a">Drag King Insta</font> <font color="#8882be">Nyx. i. am</font> | <font color="#39b54a">Drag Facebook</font> <font color="#8882be">Nyxiam Themperor</font> | <font color="#39b54a">Twitch</font> <font color="#8882be">PastelScoops </font><br><br>		<font color="#00aeef">~My Fam~</font><br><font color="#39b54a">I'm still in Arkansas but hopefully not for too much longer. My bf and I want to move to another state, but it's hard with the current pandemic and state of the world in general. I have 2 super f*cking annoying cats, but I love the shit out of them. I also have a niece that's now 10, last time I updated this bio she was 6. How the time flies.<br><div class="hider-panel"><div class="hider-heading"><button type="button" class="btn btn-default btn-xs hider-button" data-name="Mr in 20 GIFS or less.. I didn't count them">Mr in 20 GIFS or less.. I didn't count them [+]</button></div><div class="hider-body" style="display: none"><img src="https://i.gifer.com/E2R4.gif" /><br><img src="http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/wtf-anime-bunny-eat.gif" /><br><img src="http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/wtf-anime-goat-smal.gif" /><br><img src="http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/0814/wtf-japan-legs-fly.gif" /><br><img src="http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/0814/wtf-japan-gif-boob-man-buns.gif" /><br><img src="http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/0814/wtf-japan-gif-bear-makeup.gif" /><br><img src="http://cdn.smosh.com/wp-content/uploads/ftpuploads/bloguploads/0814/wtf-japan-gif-panties-emotional.gif" /></div></div><br>			<font color="#00aeef">~My Interests~</font><br>I'm a 3D artist, I used to make miniatures out of polymer clay, but now I mostly dabble in resin stuff. Check me out on Insta @NyxKnax. If I could choose one way to dress and live for the rest of my life, it wold be in Steampunk fashion. I used to BMX for 9 years, did Tae-Kwon-Do for 5, and Yon Chu'an for 2. I only have <span class="bb-s">15</span> 8 piercings (my microdermals fell out and healed..), and so far only <span class="bb-s">3</span>5 tattoos. I plan on getting a <span class="bb-i">lot</span> more.<br>				<font color="#00aeef">~My 1x1 Thread~</font><br><a href="https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/162740-my-list-of-1x1/ooc#post-4273894">https://www.roleplayerguild.com/topics/162740-my-list-of-1x1/ooc#post-4273894</a><br>					<font color="#00aeef">~My Quotes~</font><br>Various things I've said in RPs and OOC's that I find amusing.. ^^"<br>"You know what Owen? How about you take that self-righteous attitude of yours, and stick right up your arse, next to your fucking head." -Roy Edgar Nott<br>"There be no rich or poor, there just be survivors an' shark bait." -Joel the Pirate<br>"So little fucks were given when you killed Willow that I feel like I now owe you fucks." Me when V KILLED OFF MY RAVENCLAW BITCH.<br>"Hey now, I prefer to call it a paroxysm of vindictive and fiery rage.. <span class="bb-s">Translation: Temper Tantrum.</span>" Me in an OOC.<br>"The body is Eira but the mind is not. The mind is me." -Eira's mind.<br>						<font color="#00aeef">~My Obsession~</font><br><div class="hider-panel"><div class="hider-heading"><button type="button" class="btn btn-default btn-xs hider-button" data-name="Tom Felton, especially as Malfoy">Tom Felton, especially as Malfoy [+]</button></div><div class="hider-body" style="display: none"><img src="https://media.tenor.co/images/4e3237a967b84bcf3116e8076447cc15/raw" /><img src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lrfl0l373z1qbm9w4.gif" /><br><img src="http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a295/blckrose193/layouts/dracoheader.jpg" /><img src="https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/736x/f4/5b/9f/f45b9f9b56a1950a2373f1c1c568b772.jpg" /><br><img src="https://www.majorcineplex.com/uploads/content/9039/cover_9039.jpg" /></div></div><br>							<font color="#00aeef">~My Poetry~</font><br>All of these I wrote 7 or so years ago.. I remember liking them, but I didn't bother to re-read them. Deal with it.</font><br><div class="hider-panel"><div class="hider-heading"><button type="button" class="btn btn-default btn-xs hider-button" data-name="Pidgin">Pidgin [+]</button></div><div class="hider-body" style="display: none">Fushigi karasu, spread your wings, <br>I shall spread mine too. <br>Misuteru zasshu, stay with me, <br>I will never leave you. <br>Shitsubo shita, do not run, <br>I have the love you need. <br>Kurushii tenshi, come to me, <br>I can set you free. <br><br>A pidgin is when two unrelated languages are used together. In this poem, I have used Japanese and English. <br>Fushigi Karasu = Mysterious Raven. <br>Misuteu Zasshu = Abandoned Mutt <br>Shitsubo Shita = Broken Hearted <br>Kurushii Tenshi = Anguished Angel</div></div><br><div class="hider-panel"><div class="hider-heading"><button type="button" class="btn btn-default btn-xs hider-button" data-name="My Pain">My Pain [+]</button></div><div class="hider-body" style="display: none">As the rain pours down my window,<br> In blurry streaks,<br> In heavy sheets,<br>I examine my wrists<br> In silence,<br>Seeing where his fingerprints<br> Once did exist.<br><br>And I'm crying,<br>Trying to forget everything;<br>The hidden abuse,<br>The reason for my overwhelming anxiety.. <br> What happened?<br><br>I can hear the echo of<br>A desperate scream.<br>A think fog of confusion,<br>Thoughts of a <font color="#6ecff6">memory</font>.<br><br>People say<br>In time it will all go away;<br><font color="#8882be">The bruises,</font> <br>	<font color="#f6989d">The scars, </font><br>		<font color="#9e0b0f">The pain.</font><br><br>No matter what people say, <br>They'll never know the truth. <br>They never heard my <font color="#6ecff6"><span class="bb-i">hushed cries</span></font>.<br><br>Maybe my appearance will eventually be the same, <br>But what about the tragedy <br>That will never go away? <br>My emotion, <br> My devotion, <br> <span class="bb-b">MY LIFE</span><br>That will never be the same<br><br><span class="bb-i">The image in the mirror, <br>So shattered I can barely see. <br>Looking for a face of hope, <br>The person I wish I could be.<br>Suffocating me. </span><br>And finally, before I die, I'm out of there...<br><br>Maybe it's time to change.</div></div><br><div class="hider-panel"><div class="hider-heading"><button type="button" class="btn btn-default btn-xs hider-button" data-name="Unfinished Drabble">Unfinished Drabble [+]</button></div><div class="hider-body" style="display: none">All you see<br>Is the plastic me<br>The fake smile<br>That I give to everybody.<br><br>I'm sick of all these masks<br>Hiding my emotions<br>Letting nothing show<br>Nothing but my fake smile<br><br>One day you'll realize<br>That my smile is fake<br>But too late<br>I'm already starting to break<br><br>Somebody, anybody<br>Wake me from this dream<br>Nothing is what it seems<br>All I want to do is scream<br><br>I hate it when people<br>Say that I'm so strong<br>You're wrong<br>I'm just barely getting along<br><br>My stubborn pride<br>Makes me hide<br>All the pain I feel<br>Every emotion I keep inside<br><br>Don't let anyone know<br>What I want to show<br>The longer I hide it<br>The more it will grow...</div></div><br>								<font color="#00aeef">~My Musics~</font><br><iframe src="//youtube.com/embed/MKk1u5RMTn4?theme=dark" frameborder="0" width="496" height="279" allowfullscreen></iframe><iframe src="//youtube.com/embed/l4rFziVV9ZM?theme=dark" frameborder="0" width="496" height="279" allowfullscreen></iframe><br><iframe src="//youtube.com/embed/fnoShGTvuuY?theme=dark" frameborder="0" width="496" height="279" allowfullscreen></iframe><iframe src="//youtube.com/embed/_swivbEsD50?theme=dark" frameborder="0" width="496" height="279" allowfullscreen></iframe><br><iframe src="//youtube.com/embed/EfPXokHna2M?theme=dark" frameborder="0" width="496" height="279" allowfullscreen></iframe></div>
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