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Current rpg’s biggest issue? the gender binary
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Samantha Carrington was half awake when the knocking came. To her hungover mind it sounded like a symphony of drums, banging away until the sound became much to loud and imposing to ignore. Sam, in an effort to keep her head from literally splitting, attempted to drown out the noise by shoving her head under her pillow and groaning, but when she realized the knocking was not going to cease anytime soon she slowly stood up from the couch she had been lounging on. Stumbling towards the pale-wooded entrance way slowly, Sam dug through her mind lazily, attempting to pull out some harsh words to spit at whomever was bothering her, but in the end she merely opened the door and sent a freezing glare their way. The person stared up at her with upturned eyes, tugging at the collar of their uniform. It was a worker, one she normally saw around the front desk at the bottom of her apartment complex, and they nervously held forth a rather large package and letter.

”For you, Ms. Carrington.” The attendant said chirpily, young face revealing their anxious mental state. Sam glanced down at the items being held out to her, one eyebrow quirking curiously, and then in a raspy voice she asked,

“From who?” The attendant shrugged in response, shaking his head as if to say ‘I don’t know’ and Sam snatched up both the box and letter quickly, snorting at the worker’s apparent uselessness. She nodded once, perhaps an attempt at showing thanks, and then she slammed the door shut with her right foot. Glancing down at the two items now in her possession, she maneuver her free hand to turn the letter over, and instantly her complexion paled. There, where the envelop sealed, was that all too familiar crest, stamped onto the paper in a bright red wax. Her body seemed to numb, her blood ran cold, and she stiffly made her way over to a messy, glass dining room table. Shoving aside the empty beer cans and art supplies, Sam gently laid the items onto the surface and first turned towards the letter. Using her longer fingernails she picked away the wax, her hands trembling ever so slightly, and once the envelope was open she peered inside and blinked accordingly.

Tickets, two of them, and letters were inside. She pulled out the tickets first, gazing at them with suspicion clear on her face, and once she felt satisfied with them she turned to the remaining two letters. She pulled out the first one, squinting to focus on the words as her still hungover mind was forcing her to see double. She felt a dark air settle around her at the mention of searching for an heir, and she carelessly let the first letter drop onto the table before turning to the other one. Now, this letter seemed much more personal, in fact, it was all about her. Sam grimaced at first, but eventually her heart swelled with nostalgia and guilt, and tears threatened to spill already. However, the stubborn Samantha Carrington lifted her head quickly, using the back of her hand to rub away whatever sadness she felt. Eventually, she let that letter fall, and her attention turned to the box.

It was big, big enough to hold a nice picture frame, and again the seal of the Carrington family marked the outside. She took a moment to stumble into the kitchen, grabbing a small, sharp knife, and with it she dug into the package and opened it with ease. At the sight of the painting inside, however, she felt her hands tremble, and the tears she had attempted to wipe away fell freely. It was an old piece, so, so old, maybe one of the first things she had painted. Every stroke was ametur, young, but still Sam couldn’t help but smile at how proud she felt when she first made it. Slowly, shakily, she lifted it from the box and moved it aside, finding another ift below. A book set, Vincent Van Gogh’s letters and writings. Sam felt a smile tug at her lips, but she shook it away and turned to stare at the last few remaining items; a bag of cookies, candles, and a smaller picture frame. Sam sighed, inspecting all the items once more in an attempt to find some kind of prank note, anything to prove to her that this wasn’t just a drunken joke, but eventually she gave up and slid to the floor, holding her head carelessly in her lap.

“Vacation…. Huh?” She muttered groggily. The idea of a vacation hadn’t passed through her mind since her last marriage, and the idea of her family being there was just a notion that never came to be. But… Maybe it was time, right? Time to apologize. Sam felt her jaw tighten, teeth clenched in an angry manner. Was she really ready to see them, apologize, and then continue on with life? Could she do it all alone? Glancing up from beneath the table, she focused on the two tickets again, and instantly a familiar face filled her head. Jesse. She pulled herself up slowly, moving clumsily towards the kitchen again. Her hand wrapped around the base of her cordless phone, and she dialed in the familiar number quickly.




It was early when her phone started buzzing, the sound of ABBA blaring through the tinny speaker. Jesse figured it was no later than 8AM, and while she normally would have been up and ready if it wasn’t the weekend, today was to be her only rest in a whole week. She had good intention of staying indoors – in bed – for the majority of the morning, and maybe even some of the afternoon. Then she might have taken her dog for a walk, might have said ‘Howdy,’ to her neighbors and fed some apples to their horses, and hell, she she might have even gone into town for the rest of the day.

But no, her phone rang, and that meant either one of two things. She was on call (what deputy ever wasn’t?) so it could have been the department requiring her assistance, usually because of someone flaking out or getting shot on duty.

Or.

Or it could have been Sam.

Pale blue light filtered in through the floral curtains, the clouds outside surprisingly dark and thick. Ominous. Jesse pulled herself up to sit at the edge of the bed, and afterwards reached for her several years out-of-date cellphone. Not bothering to glance at the Caller ID, she answered it with a brusque, “Hello?”

“Jesse?” The voice was hoarse and tired. Obviously Sam’s, but instead of having its usual harsh edge she sounded a bit more somber, sad. It tugged at Jesse’s heartstrings, as always, and she ran a tired hand through her hair as she stood up and wandered into the kitchen for a better signal in the middle of pastoral America.

“Yeah, it’s me. What’s up? It’s early for a phone call,” Jesse noted, before shaking her head and hastily continuing, “Not that I was doing anything.” Who needs sleep anyway? She could sleep when she was dead: Sam was more important.

“Sorry, sorry for bothering you but, ah,” There was a shuffling over the speaker, as if she was settling down somewhere, “I got a package from them. My parents, Jesse. They sent me a package.” Sam’s voice sounded panicked, maybe even a bit shrill, as if receiving mail from her parents was some kind of supernatural event.

When have you ever bothered me? Jesse felt like saying that, but her mouth thinned into a pale, bloodless line. “Sam, calm down,” she said mildly, and probably unhelpfully, but it was the least she could do when on the other side of the goddamn country from her friend. Samantha Carrington’s relationship with her parents had always been something Jesse couldn’t understand completely, not when her Dad had been a hero and her mother non-existent, but from the sound of them they were awful, awful people – she’d made her own opinions up on them, no matter how Sam tried to exalt them and blame the bad blood between them all on herself. “What’s in the package, and why are you all worked up over it?”

At this point, Jesse was half-expecting some body part like a cut-off ear, if only to emphasise the Carrington’s role as supervillains.

“... Tickets. They’ve invited me to a family reunion featuring a trip across Europe. So, tickets, a few letters, and, uh.” Sam was silent for a moment or two, as if she were thinking of what to say, “gifts. Just, little gifts. Weird things.”

“Huh,” Jesse said helpfully, and had a quiet moment of her own as she wondered what to say. She’d never been big on words, and especially not asking questions or answering them. She saw no real need to ask what the letters said, or what the presents actually were, because presumably the next time she booked a flight out to New York, she’d learn all that anyway. That left one pressing issue: “It sounds like they’re trying to, uh, reconnect. Maybe. Are you thinking ‘bout going?”

“Yes, but I… I can’t do it alone, ya know?” Sam laughed in her low, hearty way, and then quickly sighed and continued on, “I want you to come with me, Jesse. There’s two tickets, everything is paid for, and if you’re there I know I can handle it.”

Didn’t that just warm her heart right up?

Jesse ran a hand down her face, and though she didn’t intend to leave Samantha hanging for so long, she paused to drink some orange juice straight from the bottle – wishing fervently all the while that it was scotch. “Yeah, yeah alright. Let me make some phone calls; I’ll take a leave of absence. But I’m warning you – I’m bringing my best Brooklyn accent to scandalize your parents.” Another pause. “And maybe my gun.”





The warmth outside was only rivalled by the heat of Sam’s face. She was bright red, sweating, and nervous, ultimately unprepared to face her parents after almost thirty years of being estranged. Around the two women was a crowd, the usual scene of an airport during the holidays, and Sam held Jesse’s hand in a vice grip in order to both keep herself calm to keep her friend from getting pulled away in the stream of people. She moved with a purpose, her face cold and void of emotion (save for her bright cheeks), but her grip of Jesse was mixed with sweat and tremors. Samantha Carrington, for once, was both sober and anxious.

Jesse’s free hand was dragging Sam’s case, which was far heavier than her own – hence why they had swapped. It was difficult for her to be nervous in any way about the trip, especially since it wasn’t her own family, so she resolved herself to be a steely source of strength for Sam as she marched them through the airport to where they were going, following the confusing signs. “Relax,” she said to her. “It’s going to be fine.”

Jesse didn’t quite believe what she was telling her friend.

“So, I figure we’re not travelling Economy,” Jesse guessed. “What plane are we going to, now?”

“Mommy and daddy’s private jet.” Sam said, a bit of spite creeping into her voice. Very soon, Sam lead them away from the crowd and towards the private terminal. This space was much less crowded, infact it was practically empty, and Sam felt a bit of discomfort from the sudden lack of noise. They continued on however, Sam at times sighing or coughing to form some kind of noise to fill the air. Soon enough the jet was insight, and Sam froze to collect her thoughts, turning to stare at Jesse with her usually cold, green eyes.

“I don’t know what they’re going to be like, I don’t know if they’ll like you or not, just,” She sighed, shaking her head slowly, some flyaways escaping from the tight bun on the back of her head, “don’t scare them or anything, try and act as natural as possible.” Sam wondered briefly if she should follow her own advice, and a slight grimace took up her expression.

“I’m always natural,” Jesse complained without heat, a shrug tacked on to the end. She was expecting as much, being the working class plus one of a Carrington, and hadn’t been kidding about scandalizing Sam’s parents. The corners of her lips quirked up in a grim smile as she thought of one other possible issue. “You might wanna think quickly ‘bout what you’re gonna introduce me as, Sammy.” Sam pouted, and then she gave a small chuckle and the two continued on towards the plane.

Eventually they were staring up at the figures just atop the jet’s stairs. Sam matched her mother’s distant, emotionless face, but her grip tightened around Jesse’s hand, and with a slight nod of the hand she began.

“Good morning, mom, dad.” She greeted tightly, eyes narrowing ever so slightly, “hope you’ve been well, ah.” She motioned awkwardly towards Jesse, already having trouble finding her words, “this is Jesse my, er, friend. Girl, girlfriend. Yeah.” Her cheeks deepened in color, embarrassment seeping into her mind, and she glanced at the floor quietly. Hopefully the jet was stocked with alcohol, Sam was craving a drink.

“Nice to meet you,” Jesse said with a slightly smoother drawl – a strange mixture of the South and Brooklyn, but mostly the latter. Christ, she must’ve been nervous for that to happen. She managed what she hoped was a charming grin, smoothing down her shirt like a prom date. “Long-term friends, but the girlfriend thing’s a bit new hence the, uh, hesitation.”

Too new.
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Location:Lincoln Memorial High
Interacting With: Everyone by The Body




The screams woke Scout with a start. Stunned and horrified by the shrillness, she scrambled to her feet and glanced around wildly, hand shoving deep into the inside pocket or her sweatshirt. The scream lasted a good few seconds, cleaning ringing out among the tall trees of Verona, and Scout turned towards the auditorium entrance slowly. A figure laid before the Founder’s statue, fainted, and Scout instinctively moved towards it, stumbling slightly as her feet slipped on the grass hills of the lawn. Eventually she reached the courtyard, and she walked briskly over to hover a hand over Veronica Burr’s mouth, closing her eyes briefly as she felt breath swell passed her fingers, and then she turned slightly to see what had spooked the younger girl so much.

And as her eyes settled on the body she felt her blood freeze in shock. Though she was terrified, her eyes moved, scanning, remembering every detail of the body she could. The vines, the skin, and face, the flower… Flower. A sudden roar of confusion drew Scout out of her mental paralysis. and Scout yelped, falling back and scrambling away into a sudden sea of legs. She would have been trampled if not for a sudden pair of strong hands pulling her out of the crowd and onto the sidelines.

”Presley, you good?” A concerned voice asked, and Scout looked up shakily to see Ms. Hastings gripping her upper arm. Like a terrified little girl Scout clung to the teacher’s skirt hem, small hands quaking with fear. Her mind was racing, words lost in her throat as she retraced what she had saw. A body, a body. Just like back then, a dead body had hung before her, looking as horrid as it could. Vines, vines that Scout could not name had tied the poor victim to the statue and perhaps even ripped the life from her, but that wasn’t what made the murder so familiar to her.

”Presley, I need you to calm down, child. Pres- Silvia, hey, are you okay?” Ms. Hastings was once again trying to grab her attention, her grip loosening slightly as Scout shook with fear. She couldn’t remember why it was so familiar, she couldn’t, maybe… Her eyes traced the crowd, focusing on the head of the victim, and while her stomach churned ungracefully she finally saw it again. The flash of blue, the flower. A violet. Scout made sure to remember the object as Hastings literally pulled her up to her feet and clasped onto her face. ”Miss Presley, you’ve got to calm down, here, let’s get you out of this crowd.” Despite Ms. Hastings’ strong voice, Scout easily saw the fear in her wide eyes, and with a small nod she allowed the teacher to lead her back inside to settle down among the now-empty seats of the assembly hall. Scout sucked in a few deep breaths, forcing her churning stomach to calm itself, and then she turned to stare at the shivering Ms. Hastings, her wide eyes gleaming in the half-light.

“That was… That was Rachel Lewis, wasn’t it?” Scout whispered in a small, emotionless voice, briefly remembering the girl’s face from the assembly that had been going on just a few minutes prior. “She was alive, she was alive just a few moments ago wasn’t she? I saw her…” Scout stared down at her own shaking hands, and as she clenched them into tight fists she let out a small sob, unable to control the tremors that wracked her body. It was unusual for her to be so panicked, so unnaturally uncomfortable, and Hastings picked up on Scout’s uncharacteristic behaviors instantly. She bent at the waist slightly, meeting Scout’s unwavering gaze with her own sparkling eyes,

”It’s all gonna be okay, Silvia, don’t worry about it. The police will take care of everything, okay?” Scout felt her eyes narrow at the mention of the police, but, not wanting to spoil her favorite teacher’s hopes, she nodded and rubbed at any stray tears or sweat with the back of her hand. Feeling a bit calmer, Scout allowed her shoulders to relax, and she let her eyes shut as she proceeded to clear her mind of any frightful matters, instead trying to focus on keeping herself collected and cool.







Location:Lincoln Memorial High
Interacting With: N/A





“W-What the fuck…”

King’s head was buried in his hands, and his body was shaking in terror. The car was dead silent, he had turned it off a few minutes after Mal exited the vehicle, and while King had appreciated the quiet before now it was simply maddening. Outside the car, King saw a storm of negativity, fear, and and panic. It was consuming him, driving him crazy, and he was merely frozen with fear in the driver’s seat. Something was very wrong, he knew, he could feel it. King slowly lifted his head, staring at the cloud of emotions by the school. Was Malcolm okay? Did something go wrong? What could cause such terror? King shook his head, turning to bury his aching eyes back into his the leather of the steering wheel.

use this as an opportunity, practice

King blinked once at the thought, shaking still, and then with a sudden fire he shut his eyes and began to strengthen his mind. He imagine walled, building high over his mental self, protecting him, growing strong with each brick he imagined. He visualized the colors growing dimmer, leaving his body alone as he tried to form some kind of mental shield to evade them, and though he was merely testing the waters it seemed to be working. He could now loosen his grip on the wheel, and the frigid terror that clogged his throat had become a lesser pain. King slowly lifted his head again, blue eyes scanning the storm of feelings once more, but now he felt a bit more in control. A haggard sigh escaped his lips and he fell back into his seat, relaxing slightly despite the shakiness that still infected his hands. His eyes traced the colors, seeing familiar shades of blues and blacks and reds, shades he had remembered Malcolm used to exude, but a curious color caught his attention. It was not melded with the others, no, it seemed like it’s own entity, undied by the panic that surrounded it. It was bright yellow in color, and though it seemed pure at first glance King swore he saw shimmers of orange or red gleaming within. King couldn’t control the sudden devious, unnatural grin that curled his lips, and his eyebrows upturned slightly as he finally deciphered what the emotion was.

Joy.
Any Carringtons who want a certain relationship with Sam need to chat with me/PM me real fast before the rp starts! Things to keep in mind (if u don't wanna look at her sheet [i get that feel]): Sam doesn't hate her FAM, but she feels guilty when around them. She's stubborn and usually drunk/high. She's a literal art snob, and she has something against up tight people, boho-ish people, and people with authority/great great power.

MERR CHRISMAS


What would everyone's characters be doing during the holiday season? Scout would probably be playing in the snow with some pals or sitting around a campfire with a few close mates. King would be making some hot chocolate and cuddling with his bae :*
I'm trashy cause I reuse a lot of the characters I like (well, am currently reusing, in the other RP I'm in I've made two originals and remade two others) but both Sam and Kate were made from scratch~

(And if I rlly rlly get to like these chikas I'll probably reuse them as well)
(Because this sentient trash can is lazy and clings to the past)




Location:Lincoln Memorial High
Interacting With: Jay Hunter-Darling @McHaggis, Alicia Smith @Nallore, Austin Williams @Wade Wilson, Katalina Hargraves @kittyluna45




Scout snorted at Alicia’s nickname for King, and once asked how she was doing she merely shrugged, forcing her usual smirk. Though her foot continued to tap on, she froze once Jay pointed out her nervous action, and a sheepish look passed across her face briefly. Scout twirled a strand of hair tightly around her index finger, watching the flesh turn purple from the force before she let her gaze fall upon Jay.

”Taking off sounds like a swell idea, actually. This whole assembly is down right depressing.” She hissed, blue eyes shining as they scanned across the murmuring crowd. Even the students who would be most rowdy, those Scout often found herself hanging around when Jay and the others weren’t around, were somber in the presence of the speeches on stage. Scout wasn’t a fan of gatherings like this, mostly due to the fact that she just felt like another figure in a sea of bodies. Ditching was an option still open to her, gleaming like a light at the end of a dark tunnel, but as her eyes settled on her friends again she felt her heart waver. Eventually the group of four became five, and Scout rose an eyebrow at the lovely Katalina joined their group. Another girl with powers. How many kids could have powers? Scout blinked once, feeling herself becoming more and more unseen with each new person to the crowd, and again the wish to run came.

why not act on it

Scout pulled her hood over her head, glancing down to check her watch one more time, and then with a small smile she rose a hand, ”I’m gonna head off to the bathroom,” she froze to tuck a stray blonde strand behind her ear, ”don’t wait up. See ya later, guys.” Scout smirked slightly, and then turned to vanish straight into the crowd. On stage, Rachel Lewis had stepped off and a familiar face had taken up the mic. A one Victoria King, mother to the bastard Richard King. Her voice, calm and collect, read off the names of the victims slowly, preparing to give some kind of grand speech, but Scout was soon out of earshot and instead walking across the school’s front lawn. She glanced about carefully, making sure she was unseen by those around the auditorium, and then with a soft sigh she settled down on the grass beneath the shade of a small maple tree.

She wasn’t needed by Noah for another hour or two, and her mind was still a bit groggy from the lack of sleep, so what better way to kill time then take a nap? Scout sighed to herself, curling her arms behind her head while her eyes focused on the sunlight filtering through the green leaves. It was a calm day, nice and peaceful, and of course sad, but Scout felt much too weird to connect with the other mourners. She wanted to feel sad, sure, but some kind of apathy had grabbed hold of her heart. Perhaps it was the stress from seeing Jay’s broken face yesterday, or maybe the rage she had felt burning in her stomach over King’s words had killed her mentally, but whatever was causing her current state of emotionless-ness was certainly bothering her. Scout felt her foot start tapping again, and with a defiant grunt at her own body she squeezed her eyes shut and attempted to force sleep upon herself.

And after a few quiet minutes she was gone.





Location:Lincoln Memorial High
Interacting With: Jay Hunter-Darling @McHaggis, Alicia Smith @Nallore




Scout didn’t get much sleep that night. Her mind was clouded with visions, dreams that usually haunted her but now they came with the force of an army. She had woken up three consecutive times from the same nightmare, and each time she would sit up and gasp for air and then just fall right back asleep. Scout often times awoke due to her vivid dreams, but the constant sleeplessness she had experienced the whole night was odd, and unwelcomed. Looking back on the night as she walked begrudgingly towards the school, Scout found that she could also not remember the terror that had kept forcing her awake. No, she remembered waking up and falling back asleep each time, but the cause of this distress was merely a foggy plain in her mind. The small girl huffed once, kicking a can forward as she stepped carefully through the neighborhood.

It was another quiet morning in Verona, quiet and somber really. Scout already saw countless sad or nostalgic looking faces in the windows of the opening stores around her, and she could only assume those who weren’t working or mourning at the graveyard were at the assembly, listening to the countless speeches that all sounded the same. Scout herself had only decided to go to the assembly because she knew Jay would be there, and honestly she was feeling very guilty for letting her best friend get his ass kicked. Though… Her hand traveled down to her wrist, where an old, huge watch sat tied tightly to it. The glass above the face of the clock was cracked, and Scout squinted to check the time. Noah had needed her at noon, and the assembly would merely last the morning, but still she felt nervous about the job for some reason. Like… The angel was still trying to convince her not to go through with it for some reason.

when did you get so soft, scout?

A shady smirk met her lips, and Scout slowly pulled the hood of her dark-gray sweatshirt over her head as she drew closer to her destination.

By the time Scout reached the high school, a large crowd had already gathered to funnel into the assembly hall. Despite the amount of people there, however, the air surrounding the crowd was muted, quiet, save for two familiar voices that seemed to be screaming at each other. Scout pushed through the swarm of bodies, following the loud voices until she was met with an all too familiar scene; Jay’s step-dad, the cop that he was, had Jay’s ‘real’ dad by the collar, and the two were screaming at each other. Jay was not far from the scene, and Scout felt her eyebrows upturn at the sight of his new black-and-blues

i swear i’ll kill that stupid rich boy.

Scout stood back for a bit, eyes focused mostly on the fight between Harold and Jamie, and once Alicia’s mother stepped up to break up their fight she made a beeline straight for Jay and Alicia, who had wandered up with her mother.

”Hey guys.” She greeted the two briefly, voice cool and calm as ever. Though her posture was lax and her eyes lazy, those close enough may take note of her left foot, which was tapping vigorously. Scout was nervous, yes, for many reasons. Jay’s injuries were one, obviously, and though her eyes tried to focus on the main stage she constantly felt herself sneaking glances at the bruised boy. Guilt filled her chest, and as it did her foot tapped even quicker, harder, forming a high-tempo beat she had not necessarily wished to perform. The other source of her worry was Noah’s job, but no one else needed to know that. Even if she did end up venting about her troubles, she wouldn’t say shit about the crime she was about to commit. That would be a death wish, really. Scout sighed once, eyes falling from the stage to focus on her friends again, though she remained silent, still, listening carefully to the two speak as she usually did when hanging out with more than one friend.
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