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sorry its taken so long. something big is happening and i'll have to get back to you on what that big thing is as it might very well effect this. this means I need another day.
Crawkid Member
The excitable one
STATUS: People showing interest and then ghosting me is as annoying as ever 1 hr ago
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People showing interest and then ghosting me is as annoying as ever
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8 days ago
Growing tired, fresh from a shower, lofi music, and rain outside...if only i didnt still have dishes to do. Damn.
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11 days ago
i keep some really bad hours, anyone up right now?
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11 days ago
I limit myself to 1x1 so that if something happens, I dont disrupt a bunch of people all at once
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1 mo ago
you can also look into setting up a bat house
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Bio
Im a General Science Major, 23 years old. 24 year old going for a welding certificate at my local community college. I graduated :)
My dreams include making a difference in the world, creating an eden like food forest, and being a mom.
My most official website is: crawkid.wordpress.com
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RP INFO
Ok, here's the thing. I'm tired of scouring the interest checks for just the right partner. So I figured I'm gunna add a little plug in here for all to see!
I am collecting rp buddies because I wanna have myself a craving, and be able to feed said craving (without driving my boyfriend nuts). Its faster to have a group of friends at hand that I can brainstorm with, then edit my interest check and wait....possibly lose my craving and move onto something else.
So here are some things you need to know about me!
Common genres: adventure, modern fantasy, classic fantasy, dark fantasy, soulmate stuffs, romance
Things I don't really like to play: zombie apocolypse, slice of life, canon fandom stuff, pokemon?
Zombie: I just find it...repetitious and without a real goal?
Slice of life: I don't want to roleplay vanilla human lives. I have one of my own, and rp is my escape from that.
Canon fandom: lots of times, I have no idea what Im doing XD
Pokemon: Well...I like pokemon (up to a point) but...I always wonder about the mechanics. I dont want to pay attention to stats, and I dont want to focus on 'catching them all'
I do MxM and MxF. I would do FxF if it was alluring to me, but its not.
Now that that's out of the way, the sticking parts:
I would prefer RPing here in threads, or switching to discord, where I am much more accessable. I dont know if you've seen my profile, but i have a terrible habit of drifting off for long periods.
I will NOT guarantee a post a day, every 2 days, every week, or hell even every month. I will post what I can, and when I can. I'm 25 years old and damn it, I got adulting to do! Sometimes, I don't even do my duty to tell you if I'm going to disappear. Why? because something came up, I'm in a slump that lasts longer than I think it is, or I found something shiny and new and just have my head stuck in the computer. ADHD. ANd ADHD is why I say that my partners here should get ahold of me on discord, i am also crawkid there too.
Days fly by for me.
I need someone who is patient and understanding of this nature of mine, while still looking forward to rping with me. (I do try!)
If you're still here after all that, congrats, you're a rare breed.
I know I said that I will post what I can and when I can...but I do tend to give each post a good amount of thought. Still, if you find that my posts are getting smaller and smaller, don't be afraid to talk to me about it.
Also, I like rp partners who get excited about brainstorming, and who want to try new flavors and pairings. I want YOUR thoughts, and I LOVE it when we're in the middle of an rp and suddenly you decide this side character that was you main's uncle gets bitten by the vampire queen and...I dunno...but its sudden and interesting! AND you can bet I'll want to shove my own sudden and interesting plot twists in there too! (but of course one that'll make sense) This...makes it feel alive, and I love it so so much. :3
I just don't want to be forced to come up with every detail, plan everything out, beg you for ideas, and then have you flake out because its all 'my rp' and you lost interest in it 3 days in. Had it happen. If you're that person, sorry, that's boring. I don't WANT responsibility for everything. If I did, I'd be writing a book, not seeking a cooperative narrative with a stranger that might be on the other side of the planet.
My dreams include making a difference in the world, creating an eden like food forest, and being a mom.
My most official website is: crawkid.wordpress.com
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RP INFO
Ok, here's the thing. I'm tired of scouring the interest checks for just the right partner. So I figured I'm gunna add a little plug in here for all to see!
I am collecting rp buddies because I wanna have myself a craving, and be able to feed said craving (without driving my boyfriend nuts). Its faster to have a group of friends at hand that I can brainstorm with, then edit my interest check and wait....possibly lose my craving and move onto something else.
So here are some things you need to know about me!
Common genres: adventure, modern fantasy, classic fantasy, dark fantasy, soulmate stuffs, romance
Things I don't really like to play: zombie apocolypse, slice of life, canon fandom stuff, pokemon?
Zombie: I just find it...repetitious and without a real goal?
Slice of life: I don't want to roleplay vanilla human lives. I have one of my own, and rp is my escape from that.
Canon fandom: lots of times, I have no idea what Im doing XD
Pokemon: Well...I like pokemon (up to a point) but...I always wonder about the mechanics. I dont want to pay attention to stats, and I dont want to focus on 'catching them all'
I do MxM and MxF. I would do FxF if it was alluring to me, but its not.
Now that that's out of the way, the sticking parts:
I would prefer RPing here in threads, or switching to discord, where I am much more accessable. I dont know if you've seen my profile, but i have a terrible habit of drifting off for long periods.
I will NOT guarantee a post a day, every 2 days, every week, or hell even every month. I will post what I can, and when I can. I'm 25 years old and damn it, I got adulting to do! Sometimes, I don't even do my duty to tell you if I'm going to disappear. Why? because something came up, I'm in a slump that lasts longer than I think it is, or I found something shiny and new and just have my head stuck in the computer. ADHD. ANd ADHD is why I say that my partners here should get ahold of me on discord, i am also crawkid there too.
Days fly by for me.
I need someone who is patient and understanding of this nature of mine, while still looking forward to rping with me. (I do try!)
If you're still here after all that, congrats, you're a rare breed.
I know I said that I will post what I can and when I can...but I do tend to give each post a good amount of thought. Still, if you find that my posts are getting smaller and smaller, don't be afraid to talk to me about it.
Also, I like rp partners who get excited about brainstorming, and who want to try new flavors and pairings. I want YOUR thoughts, and I LOVE it when we're in the middle of an rp and suddenly you decide this side character that was you main's uncle gets bitten by the vampire queen and...I dunno...but its sudden and interesting! AND you can bet I'll want to shove my own sudden and interesting plot twists in there too! (but of course one that'll make sense) This...makes it feel alive, and I love it so so much. :3
I just don't want to be forced to come up with every detail, plan everything out, beg you for ideas, and then have you flake out because its all 'my rp' and you lost interest in it 3 days in. Had it happen. If you're that person, sorry, that's boring. I don't WANT responsibility for everything. If I did, I'd be writing a book, not seeking a cooperative narrative with a stranger that might be on the other side of the planet.
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sorry its taken so long. something big is happening and i'll have to get back to you on what that big thing is as it might very well effect this. this means I need another day.
She also lightly dozed. This time laying against his chest and listening to his heartbeat, instead of using his shoulder as a type of pacifier.
Personally, she had felt satisfied with life since being blessed...but knowing that Connor now would feel satisfied and rid of lust's effects (and the added satisfaction of her end) brought her that much more fulfillment.
She groaned and slid down to hug Connor's waist when he sat up. her satisfaction was momentarily marred. "Why do we always have to move afterwards?" she grumbled.She wasn't seriously upset, but it would be nice one of these days to have their fun, and then sleep a full night and wake up naturally. Never gunna happen, she told herself, noting that Connor only slept a few hours at a time. "...and why can't we find a way to bottle Lust's powers " it was quieter, and rhetorical.
They could get moving...but for now...Elizabeth still clung around his waist.
Personally, she had felt satisfied with life since being blessed...but knowing that Connor now would feel satisfied and rid of lust's effects (and the added satisfaction of her end) brought her that much more fulfillment.
She groaned and slid down to hug Connor's waist when he sat up. her satisfaction was momentarily marred. "Why do we always have to move afterwards?" she grumbled.She wasn't seriously upset, but it would be nice one of these days to have their fun, and then sleep a full night and wake up naturally. Never gunna happen, she told herself, noting that Connor only slept a few hours at a time. "...and why can't we find a way to bottle Lust's powers " it was quieter, and rhetorical.
They could get moving...but for now...Elizabeth still clung around his waist.
Elizabeth followed him, glad that the meal was payed for.
She made herself scarce when it came time to ask for the room, and scooted ahead of Connor, returning the smile. She was awkward, and relieved, and excited. To her, it was such a strange mixture of emotions. And as Connor opened the door, she again scooted past him, quickly closing the door once he was fully inside. She grabbed his shirt and kissed him, also reaching downwards o excite him further.
(semi-awkward timeskip blackout)
She made herself scarce when it came time to ask for the room, and scooted ahead of Connor, returning the smile. She was awkward, and relieved, and excited. To her, it was such a strange mixture of emotions. And as Connor opened the door, she again scooted past him, quickly closing the door once he was fully inside. She grabbed his shirt and kissed him, also reaching downwards o excite him further.
(semi-awkward timeskip blackout)
"No, I am not still hungry." she answered him with a slight, joking huff. She too cleaned herself with napkins.Drinking the rest of whatever liquid there was, she slid her glass with the rest of the dishes. She had more on her mind than finding out how many vampiric traits were still in her, but Connor didn't need to know that yet.
Getting up, she sighed slightly. She was pretty sure she could leave the money there...but she wasn't sure enough to do so.She decided to let Connor help her with that. "lead the way." she told him, smiling slightly.
Getting up, she sighed slightly. She was pretty sure she could leave the money there...but she wasn't sure enough to do so.She decided to let Connor help her with that. "lead the way." she told him, smiling slightly.
She was glad to be allowed another burger...and it did seem like he was confident enough in his ability to control himself, she she pushed away her worries about that for the moment. She was also glad to know that she could get her blood looked at. She looked up at the waitress brought the food over and thanked her with a polite smile. She sipped a bit more at the water.
"Because I'm a biological curiosity...and as such I'm curious about what I am, biologically." she explained with a bit of an amused smile. She bit into the new burger, and savored it more than her last. Occasionally she would pick up a chip too and enjoy those.
As she neared the end of her meal, she started cleaning up her spot and pulled out money for about half the cost, not willing to let him pay for all of it. She was quite full but instead of just making her want a nap, it almost made her more excited for what was coming next.
"Because I'm a biological curiosity...and as such I'm curious about what I am, biologically." she explained with a bit of an amused smile. She bit into the new burger, and savored it more than her last. Occasionally she would pick up a chip too and enjoy those.
As she neared the end of her meal, she started cleaning up her spot and pulled out money for about half the cost, not willing to let him pay for all of it. She was quite full but instead of just making her want a nap, it almost made her more excited for what was coming next.
She was glad that he gave in to her ogic and beliefs, and therefore didn't mind that he changed the subject. She shook her head,though, at the mention of desert. "No..I was going to have us leave for the inn soon...but if you don't mind waiting a little longer, I'd like another hamburger." she smiled slightly, but it could be obvious that she was at least somewhat concerned. When she thought about what she was exactly worried about, she also became excited. The bit of Lust's influence didn't help much. She swallowed and busied herself with sipping away at her water.
After a while, her mind wandered to everything that happened the last few days..and she began to plot and scheme...but her scheming halter as she realized that none of it was possible if she didn't know what her possibilities actually were. "Connor, would you happen to have a free syringe...and someone who can tell me about my blood?"
After a while, her mind wandered to everything that happened the last few days..and she began to plot and scheme...but her scheming halter as she realized that none of it was possible if she didn't know what her possibilities actually were. "Connor, would you happen to have a free syringe...and someone who can tell me about my blood?"
She had also inhaled her burger, and even licked her lips and fingers. She still had a mostly full glass of water. She pulled it over and sipped at it. If she wasn't so worried about Connor, she would have ordered another one. No doubt the cooks were pleased at how much they seemed to enjoy their fare.
She shook her head at Connor's lack of faith. "I got tired of being as i was, so i helped people in an attempt to retain my inner huamnity. You and I both know that if it had been Marl, or a passing hunter...or if you had found me any later...I would be dead." she sighed at that, "And you were sent because you both were capable of seeing me behind what I was...and you were planning to go find the medallion. " she smiled happily and sipped at her water quickly before talking again, not letting him get a word in. "When we met...You were dead inside, and I was losing my humanity. I don't think it is the work of coincidence that a dead thing losing their humanity and a human thinking they were dead inside met and made such a perfect fit...Now look at us Connor...I've gotten my only wish granted, and you can't tell me that you didn't feel the best that you've felt in more than four years. Especially after last night."
She smiled slightly and sipped her water again.
She shook her head at Connor's lack of faith. "I got tired of being as i was, so i helped people in an attempt to retain my inner huamnity. You and I both know that if it had been Marl, or a passing hunter...or if you had found me any later...I would be dead." she sighed at that, "And you were sent because you both were capable of seeing me behind what I was...and you were planning to go find the medallion. " she smiled happily and sipped at her water quickly before talking again, not letting him get a word in. "When we met...You were dead inside, and I was losing my humanity. I don't think it is the work of coincidence that a dead thing losing their humanity and a human thinking they were dead inside met and made such a perfect fit...Now look at us Connor...I've gotten my only wish granted, and you can't tell me that you didn't feel the best that you've felt in more than four years. Especially after last night."
She smiled slightly and sipped her water again.
She was excited as the burgers came and were set in front of them. This one seemed bigger than the ones she had seen Connor eat before. Which was good, because she was incredibly hungry. Even so her hunger could wait for a few more words, as she was glad that Connor made some sort of reference to believing in God...well, since that day at the church. She reached over and put her hand on one of his, smiling at him.
"He is watching. If he were not, I feel I would never have met you. " she took a moment to reflect on how much she had fallen in love since then. "and he also answers prayers....but for miracles, God works in halves. You must do your share of work. I met you and you invited me to find the medallion...but I had to accept and fight against my nature..."
She looked around, letting go of his hand and glancing at her burger, "Besides...i believe with a little more work, we can create a large miracle of our own." she finished, smiling. She then picked up her burger and began to eat it, hardly being able to hold ack how good it was when she did. She blushed slightly and tried to ignore a couple interested peoples' glances.
"He is watching. If he were not, I feel I would never have met you. " she took a moment to reflect on how much she had fallen in love since then. "and he also answers prayers....but for miracles, God works in halves. You must do your share of work. I met you and you invited me to find the medallion...but I had to accept and fight against my nature..."
She looked around, letting go of his hand and glancing at her burger, "Besides...i believe with a little more work, we can create a large miracle of our own." she finished, smiling. She then picked up her burger and began to eat it, hardly being able to hold ack how good it was when she did. She blushed slightly and tried to ignore a couple interested peoples' glances.
She nodded a bit as Connor started talking the first time, noting him shifting and deep breathing. Inside, she felt a little guilty herself. But she knew that she hadn't known that there were demons about when she got taken over...no...she wasn't feeling guilty about that. Thinking on it a bit more, she felt guilty that she had let him win. muffled words came to her memory...they were spoken not long after her will was overwhelmed. She had felt comforted by them at the time...but now she wasn't sure what they were anymore. She also didn't feel right asking Connor, something told her it wouldn't turn out well.
She sipped at her water as she listened to him, taking a moment to squeeze the lemon into the water. "It's also good for traveling vampires." she explained quietly. "In the back of the building, or on truckers' trucks...but there's none now.'
She sipped at her water as she listened to him, taking a moment to squeeze the lemon into the water. "It's also good for traveling vampires." she explained quietly. "In the back of the building, or on truckers' trucks...but there's none now.'
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